Do Good…

This exact time of year is always stressful for me. Stressfree is what I want it to be… the pressure comes to squeeze me in and also be forgotten on the most important day I have… i never get the proper attention… but its just stressful for so many so even if I had it good Id feel it for those that dont I think, how weird is that? Why am I like that? Like, Do i do it to myself? Do I enjoy that? I dont want to. I just think its weird to enjoy inconsiderately… which I do at some point, i authentically do a real good time but for a moment like now I just wana mention how so much of it is actually not that pleasant…. Like its really about who u r with in the end not so much what you are doing. So who do I want to be with? Looking…. And doing the best we can is great… i like traveling but it can be uncomfortable at times and shit fuck, i know it very well… its not all ig postable perfect.