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If I could do it all over again...

IF I could do it all over I would keep in better touch w old friends I would know the value of money Id know that Im here to make it That the career you choose should support you That reading and learning as much as you can would be time spent wisely. That you should shine brightly and never get dim from the things ppl do to you that its how well u swallow a problem and move on that its not worth all the pain bc their r ways to see the bright side in life bc the ones who care are the only ones that matter that ppl that bring u down are not worth your time that i should not bring others down either, maybe being too honest can be hurtful that anything that comes out of your mouth should always be KIND. be aware of your surroundings, look around and appreciate your always gona want something you dont have so love all you do have treasure yourself, your the only one its normal to get off balance, its supposed to train u to stay balanced laugh and make laugh and share your love with others get over yourself and think of everyone as a part of you. take your time, do things right, its worth being patient, clean, proper, your things will stay nice, your pets will stay alive have lots and lots of hobbies and friends who share your interest join others and learn what you normally wouldn't see yourself doing laugh at yourself everyday cuz its all love, even what you hate accept write things down, it helps to not miss your duties be more responsible play in the day so your tired at night help ppl, reach out, you will feel glad you stepped out of yourself for a min celebrate when their is something to celebrate about! their is always something to do dont talk about what you dont know, listen be fearless, life is about stepping up to the plate and fear is an invisible barrier date who you want not who wants you be honest but say it nice so many ways of seeing the same thing so many ways of saying the same thing so many ways to do the same thing choose whats best for you you choose though not what others tell u, your life, your choice, your lessons, you will have more chances you win some and you lose some, examine why you lost dont eat animals carry out your ideas dnt just think of them and let them die always take care of your internal self, you know how you feel, keep yourself in check at all times. dont loose yourself be the best that you can be, you know how learn who you are, be who u are, its a road to discovery sleep, exercise, eat good colorful food, and most importantly BREATHE forgive yourself everyday is a new day! Life is beautiful for that reason! You deserve to be the best version of you the twinkle in your eye, the smile, your heart, your mind, all so powerful live where its clean, where you can be happy, where you have nature talk to yourself, to your angels, help is there if u ask you can do it cuz we are all trying think more with your heart and less with your mind. if you dont like who you are, change your thoughts can eat you up, dont let them sing songs, dance around, cook, be the leader, be the one who ppl want around and not the negative grumpy lazy guy in the corner lol go upside down, jump around, snap out of it, take a walk, the answer will come sit in the sun for a few mins everyday give close ones presents, not only on their birthdays say No sometimes send love out meditate spend your time wisely, enjoy yourself always set an example dont be so foolish be prepared and so much more...

Thump thump

Having a hard time knowing what I have represented myself could be interpreted the wrong way. I've just wanted to rebel against containing myself as if that would in any way get credit for something somehow but what does that even mean?
I thought about how ppl had to be a certain way for their career, coworkers maybe even family. I just wanted to show how one could be honest like I was gona show myself as the worst example? What was that trying to accomplish? I guess it wasn't worth spreading the unnecessary energy. Now it's like what a fool I have been to be so public and dwn right embarassing to myself cuz who else to blame or who else to feel it. Then it's thinking of me too much again but not worth it. Ppl might be mad at me for it, or def not what I was wanting to throw out there. What a rollercoaster I have been and why so proud to be myself? I am like all of u guys, trying w both feet and hands and mind is blocking my heart too much. My heart feels like it needs to be loved, for what it is. I am here, I'm always here thumping for u to breathe, the more u breathe the better u will feel.

Some Beautiful things I came across...

The Blankets...

I love what I'm seeing, just not so much what I'm feeling. Something makes me feel trapped, like trapped together all of us. We need to pick up the blanket that we are and make this big new bed of Earth we are on. A little fresh air underneath us, to blew away what's trapping us down. That would be a nice like jump and some energy and some hope and some new beginning shit! Whoop!
I'm happy because I'm making sure I'm happy. I might be unhappy if I thought I was though hahaha...
So hard to keep track of everything but that's who we are, what we all do, how we relate really and why we should understand we are all on the same team!
Bc even if not, we are.
I hope things begin to brake all barriers. And that they r accepted for what they are... We need NEWNESS! We need ppl to create new love, new forms of love, to show love, to be love, loving. And the rest will be to make the love look even more lovely.

(-I didn't want to go to that anyway-)

We should go only where we truly want to go, we should be open to knowing where that leads us... Or we will never know

Lets try our best more and find out...

Looking DOWN...

I would like some silence, so I can think. I would like to write down my thoughts. My dog is growling at me... she must be trying to say something aslo. I want to say something too... Im supposed to write, Im supposed to write down my thoughts., thats what Ive been trying to do always,,, so that i can see what i really say. I realized something=I dont say much but its bc I dont read enough... I listen to a lot of ppl TALK... I read bullshit, magazines, blogs, things of interest and not enough time is spent on reading something that takes my, thoughts away, to another dimension, to realize something that will elevate me, us. that's the best thing. But then I think about what we miss while we all look into our little devices... our phones. We are always looking DOWN. we are always looking DOWN. we look down and miss anything that happens UP most of the time... those visiting our planet are lucky we are so stupid... only if we all looked up, the fact that nothing out there would ever slip us by! Well, we all look DOWN. We all look DOWN. We are all always looking DOWN!!!!!! Love u, Pls look up more, Love, TAM

I am the very wonder of life itself...