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Thursday, August 1, 2013

Begging you please...

United. We. Stand.
Love bindings like threads...
The veins from our beings into the ground we share.
Smiles are contagious 
Dancing an art
Listen more carefully
Look everywhere
A lovely wave, we a microcosm
Interwoven
Grab me by the hand
The hand of love
The look of death
Only crave left unsaid
Admit how exhausting it is
To pretend
To live in all the hatred
No paradise there.
It's better, 
I need your help.

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Do you think?

In history, before their was a language, somebody probably intentionally tried to discover all the sounds our mouths could make, the combinations, and had fun exploring but also knew they were on a mission of discovery to enlighten the masses or find a secret hidden, the code of communication. Whomever didn't learn the code wouldn't know what was said. Lots of things are like this today,,, if u think about how in the future we will be seen as doing or maybe even what's said. Like a low vibrational frequency idea or so many actions that are taken today that will result in catastrophe for the future. It's important to understand this, Naturally. If w some knowledge discovered overlaps into something else like the intentions of words to a drop of water and then so much not aligned w that, well yea, not good right?
I just wanted to say that.

Friday, July 26, 2013

Winning

Waiting for the crickets...
To tell me something else
Something
Interesting.
So sucks
So sound turns quiet 
Going away 
Going Innnn
I'm in it to be it to be in me just 
Why do I feel my own pressure 
Moving isn't solvent
Problem isn't why 
Now poems what a failure, a task,
A challenge, an open wounded blank
I'm just kidding around
It's 5am not good enough just yet
Pretty woman 
Making
Sleeping Beauty
Dreamer chases

I have no idea
What is Gona be 
Why u even think of me
Why I even think at all
Why u always slip and fall
What a choice can really make
Why u are that make

Miss u so much
Miss myself
Miss the girl I never met
Then I guess I keep saying I
I don't get why it's ayayayyyy

Write the words of people now
Wink or wave
What am I saying?
When will I be a normal specimen

I guess I'm not as positive 
But that's a lie I'm fine I should be fuming
I don't wana take up space, 
Erase what u will
Loving u too and feelings r weird
I hate to be this unbelievably real.

Idk why I talk so much crap

It's not crap if u feel good to voice it
It's nothing at all
It's what? What is it?

Love is diluted
Love is Lovingly Lost
Missed it

I hear ppl
Like night
Like to do
What ever it is
I crave a smoke 
Anxious n crazy
So darn upset
Like a 

Looking for the whispers n 
The nada

Ppl steal lighters lol put it that way
It's out there I'm there w it
But another one appears

Send me some luck
I shouldn't have to stay up

Wish I felt 

The same 
Wish 
For 
A better 
Race

To 
Win





Monday, July 15, 2013

Best Beans in the World!

Can of beans 
3 cans of water
To a boil 
Add 2 teaspoons of vegetarian bouillon 
Crushed Red pepper
Salt
Pepper
When cooked enough add 3 diced string cheese! ...Around here lies the secret in this recipe...
Spoon full of- FAGE Total 2% All natural low fat Greek Strained Yogurt.
& A drizzle of heavy whipping cream 

The yogurt acts like sour cream but it's a lot  healthier and the beans start to taste like meat and the cheese adds the final meaty texture as if ur chewing on soft filet mignon (but I'm vegetarian yet it reminds me of the good ole meat days). The flavor and saltiness of the soup is the essential flavor, served hot.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Transforming

Strange energy right now... Would love to be powerful enough to absorb all the negativity and transform it into beautiful things, watch me as I try... ;)

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Healing the World

Today seems like a slow Sunday, one where your working in a lousy place and nothing is going on. You try to stand there with a smile or act busy, tons of silly jobs like that. Today kinda feels like that, since I woke up to be out of the house by 9am I went to the bank and it happened to be closed on a Sunday of course lol so I had a coffee outside with my dog, in the unbearable summer heat, maybe everybody has left on vacation? Nothing opened on Sunset blvd for what felt like hours. I poured cold water on my hands and wiped down my arms, face and neck w the dry heat vacuuming my skin. I had left my phone at home, how did that happen I thought. When I got home the air fought to pump cool. And still the city seemed bare on my drive home. The thought of a dip in the pool was the only thing possible. Then I got comfy in my cool sheets and pillows and today, that's what I did, I chose to lay inside and relax because tomorrow is Monday and Since it will probably be just as hot I won't be able to lay around and do nothing. Starting to feel the energy of Monday. I also had to style a shoot on Friday so my body is begging for rest. My back cracks and pops when I rotate my right shoulder, from carrying bags of shoes and jewelry. Loving what I do is one thing but what it entails at times is another. I bend over backwards and don't ever complain in real life to anybody unless maybe I love u, then u would hear my cries.... Or a little virtual filing case, all pretend. The energy of the day, they say it's Pinjas, it's a healing energy, maybe that's what I'm feeling, a relax state of healing.