I want my ppl to be free to b free

Idk if it's been felt. It felt more like velvet. I was in this cloud. It came from one direction and moved to be consistent.. Only for that reason. A dark cloud pitch black over me in a constant direction; like obsession. I saw the lights flicker, the flexible truth I tried to tell but it played w what I saw when even I swore it moved. What a stupid little light I focused so concentrated to make sure I wasn't exhausted... I know I always see them things. Like games w sci- or u yourself.

Again u try to look so that it seems ur not looking cuz this stupid game got so much more intense and sure it sure is worse lol... 

Thankful Things...

 a city is a trend I must say... Like Nebraska, London, 

Children.

What about hi Monday! Or 

Dear Casette,

Reality :)

Paul ( biblical)

Connecticut Rose 

Miley Cyrus is 

Winona 2

I'm totally joking just writing to explore as I go wo thinking and it's a Chanel I wish I could remote and spec.... 

My house is a huge homework to maintain and keep up w on it's own, can't imagine it getting complicated w what's meant to come but I'm a survivor more than anybody cuz maybe not that much but I wish I could so that I would mold myself into what it is, that whatever's missing. 

Have I told u that I'm trying to be successful? That I'm building up to something, that I should be somewhere else cuz wtf? Is this real? Sure it is but ppl r in different places in life, they are cuz 

Why do I even even say this? Maybe cuz it's not even THAT bad to say... Cuz since I'm going somewhere I'm just astonished that w all the ideas and talent, I haven't gone as far w it as I should have so I beat myself up about it. As I should! Or maybe not. But what is life then? Wo true communication, I'm built to expresss, not a song to rhyme, no set route to fame,.... that's very much part of the equation. I see how that affects the trust, how does one then go about getting investors? Ppl. Trust is bigger that u, I may b farther from it but what exactly makes u closer to it??? When uve flaunted ur flaws like it's empty, no audience, it is permanent marker what we all do at least when we intend it.  Others were more concerned w being better than who they really.?.

 stead of finding themselves in expressing, um, nonscence to reach a level w an echo that's a chase like dream.

Hello I'm still here.

Does it ever make anyone truly happy when bottom line that's all we want. 

Unity, forgiveness, a challenge ok but like a feather it's a natural thing. I'm not trying to promote this, it's pretty much embara- that's half way to say pregnant in Spanish... I'm not ready but...

Is it ok to just talk like this? Or is it not? I Wana know what isn't and what is.. Cuz love is shown in that way... Communicate means sex to me... Ok I'm done and I thank for being this masterpiece disguised as disaster it's a terrible look maintain as an individual when movements reinforce 

Instinctional

I think the future is in printing... i mean printing on clothing and if ppl, designers, are holding back its cuz they wana BOOM it out like holding us back from something... the more they hold it back the more profitable it could be... the fashion industry should be smart in a family way, families all have different charachteristics,,, they all hold their place in the group, not everybody is a "necessity" so lets realize that too.. its just about art,,, in a business aspect of winning the aproval of the mass. I dont try to win the approval of the mass but its smart to take that direction. its a waste to spend time trying to rebel, u win when u win the understanding of the crave and when ppl put their money on something its putting their money and trust in u, u can be anybody else and design the same thing but its very much a name ur establishing to grow w a like hands that say come toward me, not u walking away like ur neglecting their opinion. anyway, its a color correction direction that if u choose to trust your gut ,your the starting point of an unkown direction and for that you will be more credible. Try to follow your instincts..."

Fractions n decimals

Will I be the perfect one? I know it's in me, in us to be our most desired best version. Can I be this way that I would love to portray... No matter what. Wo a turn a sway a day to forget something, I rather escape the trap. To know it's worth breaking through the fears, to hold your worth like a medal of honor, to appreciate always trying. I can be however I want n have but it's affecting the world n all I have. To hear it from some that the other suffered, makes me stop and prove that maybe we all have our problems, I don't have problems no nothing at all, just talking a ton not listening enough. So many places to travel n learn n all this time I spend on my phone. Got no explanation explaining the blanks like some duty that should eventually collapse... Will I be constant, a star, a treasure for some, no Oscar just happy and loving.. My heart is like a lemon how could it get this squished? It's only a fraction of the big pic. Would love to soneday be IT. 

Ask Teal...

http://youtu.be/9Kp_PlHHbrw

Post pretty

I feel like saying something will set a route  for a ride waving from heaven we have to be good to each other like angels high five-ing more hugging and generosity better than coins a silent powered mayhem. An infinity which must loop for endless it goes we can't see the matter of fact impossibility on paper yet maybe a point and out shines it's rays all lines w infinity to go, how can then it be measured as speed only from it's very start and is or could that point be a place we can stand on, like the solution to the mess we r in as a challenge or study on our time til we decide to actually DO SOMTHIN' so we keep sitting for a while we can interpret as weeks since time is an illusion... We them go from there.... We find that we r suddenly trapped behind bars and can't tap into the genie we will eventually have programmed into us and yet that advancement in our productivity would save us sooo much time and money and hassle that we would see the job losses about it, negative thoughts of comfort zone will hold us back it's energy and I know u know this by now! What did we think in the 1920's when ladies gossiped and became flappers and the movies and the parties and the underground lifestyle of the ppl,,, they were excited about like not afraid for their lives... Like simply bc we can go out spend a bunch of stupid ridiculous amount of cash and still something bad happens and then the worst is having a thing w cops since the drinking makes u worth nothing. I just Wana apologize to everyone for everything I Wana be awesome and I am saying "Peace be with You"'

Art by Hussein Chalayan...

Glasstress exhibition at London College of Fashion, 27 November 2013 – 22 February 2014 “We spend half of our lives listening to other people. We can become prisoners of others endless need of talking about themselves. As a result there is a culture of unfulfilled relationships emerging as dialogues are being replaced by monologues. To mark this condition, a piece was cast to prop the body in a frozen position, endlessly listening to another, while simultaneously aiming to capture the water-like quality of the glass, to embody timeless associations of water with comfort, soothing and caring.” Hussein Chalayan,