With Precise Awareness

Meticulously acute … directed upon target. Target so wide its blurred the aim. The velvet path entails the bulls eye, a circular hypnosis of abstraction 

Reaching out! Like sweet Caroline!  We sang so many songs last night, today is a new day of peace. The wave coming to crash. Seashell patterns and ridges. Giant Feathers as palm trees under the water, whimsical. Winding. Sliding down tunnels w no gravity. Incredible combinations of texture and color in the reefs. A sample like city w flying cars, hungry fishes w fangs. Blood as a floating oil spill, sharks blind by the bait. 

How deep can we go in short time. Risking our life! Extending the breath. Indescribable unique mathematical equations to get our answers, challenge in search of? What? 

Done Deal

 In the past few days I found some important notebooks (The ones from my CHOPRA retreat) 

I intended to get home and re-write my notes back in Jan but I misplaced my notebook w my notes. I was devastated. These r the things that really set me back. I want to throw in the towel literally bc I don't know what else to do bc my intentions were good but somehow I can't even go onnnn... I try and then this! 

So I go on w like a slump in my back, w a frown that might go upside down but im down.

Then also my book, "The Artists Way" I lost that too. bc I took it everywhere and I shouldn't have. I thought it would appear and it never did so I just got a new one. 

Feeling ridiculous.

These are a few of my favorite things btw. Anyway, I think Im caught up pretty much now. This time Im better and I had to start over on my book and of course I missed some super important things. 

The contract. The contract that I had to make w myself. I signed it just last night and Im really proud. The words in the contract really resonated. I never actually read it last time. So, I think this is perfect timing if you ask me. FINALLY.

My duties are to write 3 morning pages in my notebook and to take myself out on an "artist date" once a week. I will do it. 

Morning pages are time with You & God. Just Support Yourself!

Doing this will help YOU (be less frustrated lol).

NUTURE YOURSELF, Nurture your connection to The Great Creator. 

watch it unfold and paths appear, trust and move in faith... by using your GIFT; Creativity

techniques you learn will allow u to teach others.

self-doubt --------------------------- to----------------------self-expression

Have Faith, You're on the right track. 

You are.

Keep healing...

Gift of Gratitude

How does that joker song go? Shake your peaches? Coconuts are the trees we r climbing here today, and coconuts are seeds for a new tree! Peaches have the seed inside the peach pizza like a globe. The globe stand was something I thought was interesting… for a Rock display, on a tripod. Sorta hung to be spun, the only way a bell can do it’s ring. We have the mariachi shakers w seeds inside for instruments, I’m thinking we can Upcycle trash instead and save all the seeds so they grow. If we did we would be guided correctly to know the value of a whole tree is extremely valuable as opposed to the immediate gratification of a coconut, so amazing, so indulgent. The stem cells ppl should be working w that instead of the peak of the pyramid like suddenly going to mars w the zillions of dollars when let’s decompose our trash, save the icebergs and rid the pesticides and GMO, roundup poisons that we have discovered now like 20 years ago and not made any resposible and sensible changes bc their is no authority doing the job correctly bc they have to pick the best way to respect nature instead of make easy money. Money doesn’t even exist to me at this point. Bc it’s like choosing to plant a seed instead of taking the profit of a coconut, any coco nut factory should be a mini paradise to visit w waterfalls like the chocolate factory but the image of heaven and utmost health. The most important place for our collective binoculars to focus. 

We were taught in school ONE THING that made sense to me. It was that juman basic needs are Water, Food, shelter, clothing. They eventually taught us that we needed also money so we get that by working. They forgot to tell us about friends and family and following our dreams and inspiration for knowledge and growth and eventually I met the importance of spirituality bc I needed to trust and talk to someone so I did w my angels and ancestors and not everyone feels the need to do this which I can accept it for them but I prefer to believe that I’m being guided and loved and can feel the power that is all around me and always there and how many blessings we are blind to notice. This is a real wonderland and I’m not the only Alice, we aren’t all an Alice either. If someone is more atheist they are choosing to be more realistic and that they are in control through their efforts and less relying on the invisible like some are very much in the clouds. A balance is so important. Life is so forgiving and the silly growing pains eventually won’t be avoided. Nothing is sure! Everything is having its fluctuations, ups and downs are a natural way for a system. 

Jobs put pressure on ppl to get them to get more sales make more profit MORE MORE MORE! And very cut throat ways were like leaches of greed and pyramid schemes and products sometimes could even improve. But the speed of technology and the dollar and how much to invest into it when it’s already just about making some. I see the need for improvement but also the cheaper prices were more accessible so more of interest, more demand, more profitable, immidiate and fast was more important than well made or of quality. We cheated ourselves for being cheap and it cost us pollution and damage but unable to quantify a difference. A moment of happiness added beauty and saving money was a choice we made, decisions declaring our stance when we weren’t able to see the full picture of the decision to make the fully proper decision. We have to forgive ourselves for that and use the experience to improve the ones we have ahead. Our abundance is in jeopardy if we can awaken to the power in our priorities and see big enough to decide for ourselves, strength in oursleves while observing all the influences and temptations placed precisely on our path. Come back to the drawing board, the knowledge u have of your own self care and that you don’t have to feel bad about taking the time for yourself, it’s not like the choice of having the coconut, this is closer to planting yourself to better ground in case of a hurricane, the tree your are needs the water and sunlight etc to be the strongest healthiest it can be for the variables and to make the very best coconuts of its kind for them to be either enjoyed or planted for the future. What a job! And a tree can’t even move or speak to get what they need. They solely rely on nature and us human KIND beings TO help and create that beautiful exchange that’s WHAT REALLY MATTERS. Every single Coconut tree Matters and the earth they are planted in, the water they drink, the appreciation of more human KIND beings acknowledging them and appreciating to hang their hammocks. 

This is the MOST THING THAT MAY MATTER. We learn how to love from our families and situations, maybe even Hollywood… but they didn’t teach us how to love a tree. We don’t even see trees when we shop for our food. We need help to get back to the basics. These are all relationships. 

Bless our Abundance and love all that u have as well as what u don’t have bc it’s yours too it’s just not in your possession. We are sharing all the things and you already have it all. Realize that having less may be a blessing. Less to keep track of and take care of, be happy for those who can enjoy things and we all get our turn at successes, lessons and hydrating heavenly coconuts 🥥🌴 right out of Gods palm. Amazing spiral life line! 🌀Enjoy!!!

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Birds eye view

“Looking for a heart like it’s food to sustain me. Looking for a heart but don’t see one in sight. Looking for a heart to warm me. Looking for the heart to help me heal from the fright.” Thought the little bird in his head over and over, looking outside of himself for something he felt was lacking

So The bird kept flying and flying and finally asked God for guidance, He showed the bird a diff perspective. “Little one, it’s difficult to see the perfect masterpiece that’s been created when your a part of it…You give me such joy when I see you fly happily through the blue sky, just trust that you are part of the wonderful magic and without your joyful singing and swooping their is not as much beauty.” 

The bird understood he was the love like the peak of a heart itself! He flew now w a greater intention believing he did it with purpose, to make God happy. He flew without fear and without any desire. He felt he had a big job as the beautiful free bird in someone else’s grand view. 

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Slow Down to UPLIFT...

 with a smile its all worthwhile. We are all connected and as one may rise we can rise up together. Hurt ppl hurt ppl and the only way to cure their painful pattern is through love and care. The strong ones have to lend a helping hand, reach out to help, give a compliment, take a risk of a scenario for someone in need, something that may not help you on your path but to help another. Boundaries are doing this in small doses but finding time to allow something unknown to happen bc your more prepared to face adversity. At times Surprise! I was surprised! Somebody showed gratitude for my hospitality and guidance and washed my dishes before leaving when nobody really ever has! Your kindness went to the right place and thats why u chose not to judge from the start.

I feel that some traveling needs to happen but id like to find the places Im looking for. Going places aimlessly doesn't always work and it won't work for this time. Distance can be an issue, shipping from far isn't as good as id like it to be. I think the only way is spending some time there. Not one place but maybe many... what each place has to offer and doing trials and to do it all right it might need investors. I feel like some of this is already done and just a phone call away for the ones who know but the phone call has a value and so it seems an expensive 

Connected to the Universe.

SOLID GOLD 444

Stand strong! Be grounded. Solid, not able to break, swirve or fall. Maybe a little bendy but more strong and solid. Like a tree trunk, hundreds of years old, in no hurry, so patient, you have no idea. The years are rings like auras like veins in the wood. The tissue now bleached, then rolled in w a pattern. What if we make bigger ones then paper hangs over our heads? Like a larger oval? Or something? Why not? Or hooked like through a telephone wire… idk Y! I’ve seen the stuff blowing in the wind… in Blue Man Group… in stupidities countless times… but I’m still looking for a better way like a slinky one maybe but if it were band aids! Fruit roll up! Yea w neosporine in the scotch tape thing design… but it’snicknamed  “meos” and your name is Corine or something… and your going to a wine tasting tomorrow so your mind is already there not here in the present. The present has a bow… a wide ribbon bow, it’s so beautiful it’s reusable and double sided so u can gift it w a diff color than u even recieved it and u just love that bc you love the size, the fabric, the color of the bow. You can do so much w it… u can make a gift look elegant or wear it in your hair or wrap it around your wrist. You might be able to slice it in half and use both pieces as shoe laces but they aren’t usually THAT generous lol. It’s a lil see through so as a eye Sheild u can still see… so u think…if only I had more of this stuff! And u pull on it and learn that it actually strecltches!!! Like stretch Armstrong the ribbon can be as long as u want! It’s pretty much all u need! I don’t know how it will recede so u stop pulling as much cuz u don’t wana over do it! Til when will it give? I don’t want to know til I have a reason 4… ever! The ribbon didn’t need a roll it was stretchy! It was like endless, like stalkings, like feathers. Like the curls from the scissor, like it grows and can be manipulated. But now it’s wrapped around your arms as a sleeve and Velcro strapped around the body in endless ways… ssss $ ssss you are the vertical line through the S’s you are the value, the worth the reason, the choice, it’s yours, if u like it or not May not change but it is only you that’s important. Fluctuation surrounds u, but you must feel the power of u and your choice.  The way you do anything is how u do everything and so that is YOU… that is U… that’s The “I”in the $…

Reminds me of when I used to cross my Z’s like a Zed and when the girls at the Sacred Heart school looked at it, they had never seen it. 

I want U

To want me. 

I forgot how many instruments are involved! How many Toilet Flushes! How many ups and downs of the LID

LID looks like UP LOL

Who cares… well… it’s cuz I’m looking for inspo EVERYWHERE!!!! And I find it! I white it down: somewhere else! :) ooooooooowwwphhhhhjj