Pry

Vacy. Meaning not vacant. Very unavail. Private. Keeping 

My dog Roxy sat on my wire that was charging my phone while I was texting. I take it as a sign because I see their faces their eyes. I see that the dogs know something that we don’t know you’re trying to tell us to get off of our phones. They want us to be more present. They’re upset that we are looking on our stupid phone so much they are sad by it. They are so sad by it that it’s actually a situation to be acknowledged. Our dogs are our best friends and we love them so much yet we are so infatuated these stupid technology dopamine machine. and they are suffering from it. They want us to know that this is not the way and yet I do admit I still love my phone and researching and looking at things because there’s so much to do on it, but our talks are present time. They are the gifts of now. They are here too give love unconditionally and they’re all we have really. there are best teachers. I am so sad that I am one of those humans who is addicted to the phone. I am addicted to the phone addicted to learning addicted to feeling good addicted to whatever is the next thing that I can do I have such a hard time stopping to just feel even though I have exercise that thank God thank you to the programs that I have signed up to be a but I am definitely not perfect. I struggle with that. It is something that I have to make extra effort intentionally to do just to just even do correctly incorrectly. It doesn’t matter as long as you do it. I believe the dogs are right I can feel that they know something we don’t know. so hard to not at the end of the day going down the rabbit hole. I so much appreciate all the things. All the signs. Leo and Roxy are here with me now and they can’t speak. They can’t say this, but I know what they’re feeling. I know that they are wanting more from us in a way as doggy parents perhaps it’s just so many things might be. Their food I want attention we give them their outdoor activities. I don’t know, but they also do appreciate us for grooming them and loving them the way we do thank you for listening.

Kismet

Hello Beautiful Souls. How was your day? I might get more water now and read some. Meditating has been hard to do but I danced a lot. Listening for clues to all the things Im doing. Tamara la Shamana I know that might be a lil triggering for some of ya but Im feeling the call to be involved with this side of things. Just helping how I can and the direction of how to live life with ease and plant kingdom as a helpful ally. I pray to God and all the higher powers, to help the people on this planet that we share this land with, no matter the country or religion or race, that we all deserve peace and love and food to nourish and respect and care and all their needs met. Basic needs and a life worth living  full of support from all the people of all nationalities. All better friends. Enjoying life. All, each and everyone… a happy life, a hobby, a sport with a team, traveling, learning, a free feeling supported and loved, guided by God and giving yiur own two cents in. Everyone kind like our name says, loving our neughbors, we know now how much that is going to be a better way to play your cards. Its all worth it, each a peace of Peace on Earth. Know how u affect it. I had to look at myself, my ill ways, parasitic like a clown. Its time to clean up our act and face the truth. Sfop whatever needs to be sfopped. Just let it go. Start again w one step and smile in a positive way, pause it… see the mission and world wide hopes. Youre free to feed the rest of us. Love your planet, worth! Earth pause for paz. Frequency check. Heaven inside your body first. I love u unconditionally but please do your best. Kisses… 

Intuition TAMBONATION…

Rivers of tears from my heart to all the people of this planet. Blue Oceans blooming my heart open, the explosion. Preying on you, while Im praying for u. Hope like the Pope, words out my throat. Devine growing our stories way, breathing gratitude and peace, I have to. 

I see a 3 pane fan that needs to be turned on, its Peace. It needs to be activated. We all deserve this piece of it, easier breezy light movememt freedom, we should be able to roam and travel wo any borders and permissions from people who want to control us. Picture us, finger print and stamp on us. Like the air, free, like the movement in water that activated oxygenates and makes LIFE. R u deaf? Old paradigm sucking and leaching from one of us. Or the nature itself. It belongs to all of us. Abundant ants piling together, organizing themselves, systems like solar systems in all of us, energies that energize us! Moving in motivation, money the moon and stuff. Connected to elevate us. Love us, giving, freedom, the real things, in time. 

Stay Great Full my Friends.

I think so.  

Grand Rising Free Writing... this one is inspiring.

 

Been Reading “Ayer Tuve un Sueño”

Its a lil effort to read in Spanish, lots of words I dont know but as Im reading the rest of the words that I do know let me get the gyst and yes Im understanding. Its easier than Shakespheare or old English for me actually. Im circling words I wana ask my Dad what they mean, im not stopping to look them up everytime, its a documentation of his life story and its so impressive! My Dad was born in Spain in 1941 and for that he has lived a lot of life, hes a very kind and fair man, hes an intellectual, he is a poet and he is very talented. Through his life experinces he gained great knowledge from his story and from his mentors. Even his good mentors were at times greedy and making a living was just as hard as it was for anybody. The road less traveled is the one of the artist, Id say. Im incredibly proud and amazed. By reading this book Im seeing our similarities. He didnt tell me about his life much bc he didnt like to boast, he was beyond humble to the point of putting himself down to be funny or charismatic but Ive learned that isnt a good thing to do. I was a lot like him, I learned his ways and the perfectionism is unattainable so its important we understand that and not suffer. Life has been steered by political leaders and the fight for control and its been forceful and people had to go serve in the military. Many of them didnt want to but were forced to. I like discipline, i like pushing your body, being sharp, having order, having manners. But life is supposed to be full of responsible fun, free will, nature, tons of movement! Learning to take care of ourselves, the land, self reliant, & helping others, each other. The roots of our problems need some adjusting. As we pay others to do the jobs we dont want to do we learn how we are mistaken. While u pay for someone to clean ur house then u go spend time at the gym… cleaning house is a form of gym. The time we have, this life time, we have to choose to spend it wisely, life is money! Its a living, breathing, multiplying, abundant machine for our conveniance, to use best, the blessings are here! Why are they so far away and not more immersed into our day to day? The beach is healing and for all but we have made it for the elite w not enough conviance and parking. The rules upon rules arent just for us but for them to protect us most importantly. To protect us from what? Well, like good parents teach their kids how to best survive and fuction so much the system to children w the schools letting kids think outside the box instead of memorize answers or spelling. The kids can garden and cook and clean as well as learn things.  

Traveling is imperative! Families could get more vacation time. In Europe its a month, here its two weeks. More family discounts. More functional life style, routines and time to do nothing at all for people to live in leisure, self care, create. 

Working so hard his whole life and then when he retired he was already too old to get in a kayak w me. He gave his life to the industry. We need our time w parents! 

Airing out the Vents

Inventory was always a word I had trouble remembering. Just a word I couldnt retain. Id say “whats it called again…” it was just that kind of word for me. So now I think of going in and airing things out, doing a count of what really counts. And whats the story behind everything and how it got here… making some groupings like collections so u have some similarities, and some rarities. Whats got any worth, how can we clean this stock we are holding onto and how can we move it. Get some opinions from others we value their opinion. Maybe they can help see something we arent. So its what every biz does and what we do for areas in our lives as we grow and move and go in and purge. Its a good life sweep to do but its also full of old memories and time consuming and can take so much to just face and get over with thoroughly. Sometimes we need the grace of devine timing to come into our lives and move us to. Everyone has to follow their own path and do the work their own way. God Bless You All for being here esp those who are doing it well. Well come to the next level of You, U man y T. 

Affirming the Shift…

 I am a Star!

Here to Inspire Greatness  & Guide humans to heal and find their most abundant, Happiest selves. 

Surrounded by Abundance, Love & Support

I stand strong empowered, in my truth and living my purpose with passion.

I am dedicated to my evolution, confident and open to all that is meant for me and for the greatest good of the planet. 

I am a highly intuitive, compassionate Zen Goddess who receives with ease, wonder and grace,