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I am Loving. I dreamed of singing a song to share… i dont really do that… but it was my Loooooveeee If i did… it was to give my soul, and give an experience… i never yet did. I thought to. I am alone. I think alone, in regards to doing my goals i have no reason to join anyone in on what my things and desires may be… i let ppl be free on their own. But guess what?? Ive been stuck in a closet alone in a hurricane in a strange country… i would have rather been with you.

Goodness to Greatness…

Silence not violence

Think violet

Laced In lavender take part in joy today the dark-mess. God Bless. Give more take less for grand Gr-8 sh w-8… and see… 

Things are getting more and more clearly, in the light… lumier, Luz, La Luna white, the yellow light warm, it’s lit not brick road ! Mellow yellow w friends u move, u float, u sail smooth instead of snail. Free the shell 🐚 the walls the way to hell. He who wants this needs to breathe and work on trust and truth too to together bond in kind, human kindness. No highness more oneness to feel best. Heavens to Betsy your bestie! Love thy neighbor, love the whole hood! Love and u will see smiles til eternity ;) fun to think of, imagine! Pretty the Rules. Queen tell the man, how to be a gentleman! 

She’s taking her shell off, she’ll be back…
Eve Diaz is a Yin Yang when you come to think of it. From dark to light. Sorrow to happiness! 

Art for a little “Time Out”…

Petals in a time out sign. Collage crops w editing process, in the work in progress. Enjoying to create these like I used to LOVE. Color, words, in an edit, moving, evolving, growing. Paradise… like throw the dice… positive, pause it. With Trust and some contrast ;) snow top alps, dark frame, highlighted edge, tender, baby buds support. Awoman and her dream. Sim Tam Sun.

The Cross

Is us in the Universe like middle of the peace sign… that symbol there is of an arrow directing up, arms are down, knows where it’s going but can even bow it’s head down and move in the right direction. Eye on the goal, aligned w heart, mind, gut, aligned chakras therefore straight arrow body, strong tadasana stance, ready, knowing, peaceful, for the greater good not ego or egoistic reasons, non selfish, logical, believing the unforeseen path to be true, in complete trust. If we all do this we are a good working system like that of a healthy body, the organs like countries, the cells our homes, we are like atoms and atams being affected and doing our jobs, in unison what suffers somewhere in body affects the rest of it. An unbalanced chakra misaligns the others. Reiki, prayer, good healing music, meditation, detoxification, understanding, motive, in motion, no more locomotion just your path, tambonation, each of us learning yet affected by one another, awareness we can move past the past and through it, looping through the system, around the sun, our solar plexus, quantum quanTam, shine! Happy! Enjoy! In Joy! Joyful! Joy Full. Sadness does come. Letting go, knowing there is more to this existence for instance. In this instant, all possibility from here… once upon a time… 11 upon us Tam ;) haha it’s not my ego it’s an example! Ample space for all to dream but the common thread for the greater good must be how we can coincide, combine, unite, unbind, break through the walls they don’t approve, we will win, the good always does. Sit and smile. Wait for it. Winning inside is your side to cradle, rock a bye baby, tree tops where wind blows, clearing the negative, let it go. Rock in a mantra. Your the mandala, the one in charge. Free will. Free Willy! Free Whales 🐳 Free the animals, free our minds, free to chose a peaceful path, a happy world, we can create the infinite flower, flowing, abundantly, look at the trash, it’s all a cycle, manuer from cows feeding seeds from which we eat! Mushroom for all, so much space, so many shooting stars, shooting thoughts and feelings from our hearts. Signals and signs from our faces, in our postures, reactive, needing to stop not only to smoke pot. Shoot some hoop, shoopedoop, photo shoots, of deeper reasons, vulnerable if so truth but not of insecurities, we want to emit inspiration and pass on the loving feelings. All breathing, confidently embracing, this life we have to share… w nature. W the tree tops bearing fruit, through their roots they communicate, like headstands they are holding hands under ground. They are upside down and right side up pyramids, they represent the hourglass of time, spreading out on both extremes and narrowest at the bark waist. Hug the waist ;) don’t waste a hug. And so many little bugs 🐞. We are the same, we can be triangles since we can try again again every single day, women might be an upside down one and man a right side up one. Connected w the invisible other triangle half the one above us that we each can connect to. Women wide at spirit men w spirit meeting at that necessary powerful point. Women flipping the M into a W… able to gather more? Women w feminine the #9 man a #1 and the insisible God as 1 together = 11 Master # and horizontally and vertically # I see it italisized like TAMBONITAs ⛓️ chains woven together, that’s what it does. Bc we are moving that’s why, morphing and changing and from here it continues to be… or not to bee 🐝 multiplied. Just be greatful, bc you desire too…

2 be (happy and free) or not 2 🐝 

+2 or -1

+2 can make love ❤️ 

-1 needs love. 

Love Heals

LOVE tu/you FIRST! 

then,

BE HAPPY LIKE A BEE, FLOWING FROM BEAUTIFUL FLOWER TO FLOWER DIFF BEAUTIFUL COLORS, like a dream… make it happen. 

~Happy Happens~

I love you! 👁️💕☮️⛺️🔑🕉️💘🏴‍☠️

Rebel = Re belle… Super beaUtiful.

Sleeping Beauty, Spirit Awakened

 I have to stand up for myself, I feel the need to and that being my true self which is an "honorable Goddess" like ISIS who is in her truth... I just learned that ISIS wore cow horns on her headdress. Im just feeling the way they treat cows and Im supposed to help bring awareness to them. I am in a new chapter and learning a lot and keeping to myself and reading and doing me intuitively and focused on myself. So ISIS btw was a "woman of sorrows to console humanity" I on the other hand am bad at hearing a negative story bc Im such an empath that it affects me, in my body, and so I tell ppl not to even go there w me or teach them how to speak about it wo being affected, and that its best to talk about something else thats more uplifting and helpful to the vibrations since they will attract more of that by talking about it and it also affects me. SO, Im having to protect myself more and ground myself and be in control of my life and choosing what is good vibes for me thats for sure. I even learned that the Nile was made of her tears in Egyptian Mythology which is Myth-Illogical btw. She was a mistress of Magic, who helped the dead, she invented agriculture, the Queen of heaven, protector of Kings, she was loving and motherly, Patron Goddess of medicine and Fertility, she resembled Virgin Mary who represents also the North Star. They made temples of Isis and they were like cults about the secrets to eternal life secret religious initiations. 

Sounds like I really like her. Badass babe! 

Im feeling her energy. I feel like a Rebel w a cause. Re-belle btw too like an ISIS, or something strong and all knowing. I am highly intuitive and have psychic abilities and im on a one track mind knowing what im wanting and doing and if its not aligned w me its falling away. simple. Connected to the Devine, Happy, Enlightened, Assertive, Honest, Straight fwd, protecting my energy, cutting cords, focused on finances, feeling wise, the only way out is through, living less out of habit and more out of intent, setting intentions is where I AM, finding who to procreate with isn't easy, and filling my soul w LOVE since I have yet to truly know I have found my true match/counterpart. 

I am full of positive loving energy.

I love, support and believe in myself

but Im in Isolation. And acting like an Owl in the night. where its quiet and I can think. Its my spirit animal. Im gaining clarity. and yet finding time to make sure I do REST. Comfort, I am taking it and giving it... as well as sharing my creative gifts. Truth seeker, truth speaker, healer, angel & I feel my brilliance and I am humble, praying and ready to serve humanity and step up to better serve my soul tribe. 

Whoo Whooo?

Do you love? ;)

Love,

Tam

We are makers of Magic!

 Im going to try to communicate what is going on now that I have found but as you know sometimes Im in the Fool energy, sometimes the Magicians as a trickster and believing that things should be equal... etc. Reading the Native American Tarot cards I learned many new things... but its all correlating and saying similar things together! Of course it does! Thats why we can even feel whats right and what doesn't seem right sometimes... the message said don't FEAR especially "don't fear the fear of winning" which is the cutest little message isn't it? So, the Sand Painter is a card who we still know today... one who paints w sand, it is a temporary art and will be soon blown by the winds, This card brings LUCK is spiritual and artistic pursuits. BUT ONE MUST REMAIN IN TUNE WITH NATURE, thats huge! its really late now so I am not exactly in tune but I am by knowing im not how I will be amending it tomorrow by sleeping a whole day relaxing on the beach and so it goes back to "sand" bc YES that was my plan before I even pulled the card. "lack of concern brings erosion and decay" that goes for the leaders who are not concerned. It says new beginnings and to keep calm and plan carefully for the future. Im at a tipping point w so many things and know I need to really focus and get the support that I need and so deserve. But all in all I am very proud of myself. I am highly intuitive and can heal myself and LOVE MYSELF in a different way finally. its been a long journey to get here, I must be a late bloomer ;)

I have to work on my own belief system more, bc I am very authentic but I need to know what I want more clearly. Align w my purpose and step into my new clarity and sense of being having that inside of me to help guide me and give myself that INNER compass that knows the direction and moves toward it and be a money magnet, find my tribe to surround me w freedom and feelings of LOVE, healthy activities, listeners who are attuned, encouraging, warm, letting me shine and be appreciated. I feel my Power, I sense that Im Powerful, need to care for my gut specifically, eating more fiber, no cheese or dairy. 

The Medicine Shield was interesting to me as Inso for design for TAMBONITA so I was looking into the designs, the reasons for them and found information about Asclepius (which is the medical symbol w the snake on like a cane? He is the Ancient Greek God of medicine who possessed benevolent properties. SO like a snake... its Anti-venom used against his own poison... sound right? I see history is really interesting. Symbolism is part of it. 

Same with my strange description of a PEACE sign last post... well the Medicine Shield is similar in that a Medicine Wheel for example is a symbol of healing and health, in a "sacred hoop" and they use 4 main things in this EVEN peace sign design... Ironic!,,, The HEALER, The WARRIOR, The TEACHER, The VISIONARY each representing an element, a season and its a COMPASS! LIKE COME AND PEACE ? maybe>? Pass is Peace... Compeace. Its a balanced way of being, a healthy one!!!! We wouldn't need as much medical attention if we were all more healthy... so as we know its a corrupt system and these companies that sell us POISON donate TONS of MONEY to the diseases... so that doctors have patients and pharmaceuticals sell drugs and the whole world works as it does IN A SAD UNHEALTHY WAY instead of changing it into free healthcare for all, free food for all, free rent for all, and in abundance for ALL! FREEDOM and safety and harmony for ALL. No more Walls for ALL. More Waterfalls for ALL ;)

So what is my vision quest? The mirror of me is OUR WORK OF LOVE and that looks like TAMBONITA my weave, and Ball of Love my movie... my tattoo of a COMPASS on my right side under arm. Interesting right?

What is my individual medicine? THIS. expressing myself? Seeing things differently? Inspiring ppl, Communicating in my own way through feelings and intuition more than intellectually. To know what the Native Americans has on their medicine shield was what they sought, loved, feared, and dreamed of all drawn on animal Hyde in symbols and w decor. and the shield was not able to protect them actually, it was more decorative and they were put in their homes in a place of honor. w feathers hung from them etc.etc. It mentioned my delays in physical and material endeavors in life.

Even Deepak Chopra was talking about Chitam Mantras, TAM? wow. Im not full of myself I am not a narcissist but I do have to mention all these things that happened today... I don't usually mention all this stuff, I keep a lot to myself. CHITAM said this and it resonated strongly w me... Consciousness, truth which is how I write here... free flowing thought, good, bad & the ugly... I speak my mind and it shows us how we might think, how we can train our brains and so a mantra is the "taxi ride to JOY/BLISS!" So he is showing us the way, the trick!, to how to get there guys! Trust me it works! Yoga and singing mantras are amazing for the soul. The other part he mantioned was to make sure whatever we say is going to be something that brings JOY,,, so we've all made mistakes but we can start here now... so Spring Equinox our real NEW YEAR can actually be a NEW Beginning :) haha! Ra! Ra! 

"Feelings and emotional desires are strong& consequently u are an individual, determined, strong willed person" Yes I am.

Then, Im not done yet almost, I went grocery shopping after my own yoga outside w the breeze, the plants, I had the roots of trees in my hands and I squeezed them to send little love messages and so that they can communicate it to other plants LOL... the breeze blew stronger... etc, magical. Rode bike to the store and guess what? A red apple rolls out when NOBODY was there... and literally rolls out the apple are placement in a very UNLIKELY way and some other stranger noticed and said something too... I put it back and made some jokes out loud bc HELLO! what was that>??? and then I went back and had to get the Apple so that maybe tomorrow I can eat it. ;) 

Idk if Im Eve, Idk if my snake coil woven bags are the snake, Idk if Im RA the sun god, or all of them, or if im crazy, or if im delusional, or if im sick, or if we all are or what is going on, or even been sure of what I wanted, I do know knowing what u want is really important so that u can get it. But honestly this is all so MAGICAL.

Yes WE are :) 

Love always,

TAMBO

So I found my phone of course...

 That wasn't nice what I said but I joke. 

It kept me up that I couldn't find my phone and then I had to wake ppl up to help me find it and I found it in the most ridiculous place, on the edge of a table all nonchalantly by the front door of the house. I thought I... who knows but things happen! and they affect us in ways.

Even something so simple like that.

Speaking of EVEN Its prob spelled EVAN... bc I was doing some analyzing and there is an e and an a in Earth, Peace , Heal

Heaven

and Eden can become Edan Garden of Edan... for this strange reason...

for PEACE ... the symbol is like an e wrapping around the a and then the a has its little tail to the right which comes back around to create peace or to show the wave rhythm in the ocean or continuation of this Peace which is Male and Female Unison and Equal. So thats why we draw things to explain them. 

if the organic line of the yin-yang had another one like it intersecting it... u can start to see an e and an a meeting together and being inside the same circle the a tail of the woman creating like a wave pattern together w the bottom of the e.

I can't distinguish which is the Man of Woman from the letters A & E... Women Men, Man Woman, Male Female, and that we have both those inside of each of us. they r looking at each other, maybe in love, maybe kissing, and time stops like in an hour glass. 

from the top and bottom now picture two arrows pointing at each other in the MIDDLE of the circle...

Its the balance of this PEACE, Peaceful, Earth, Healed, like creating Heaven, not garden of Eden prob Garden of EdAn, Idk maybe I took it too far there ;) Garden of Aden Eden Adam Eve hmmm Eden ohhh EVEN :) Garden of Even they mean... for Peace? on Earth... Even Evan Aven "Ave DE PAZ" = WHITE DOVE of peace" EVEN GARDEN has the a/e... and its all connected so it still works in that order. 

Idk if u get it but its an interesting realization and it makes sense to me. 

Garden of Eden is Garden of God... God is the Big O in the Peace. the circle, the planet, the Ohm, the all together, We, n it keeps on going... like repetition and vibration... we affect others, even other planets *even the oddest* of things* lol

and Odd the Even is what they did w the peace symbol bc its supposed to be symmetrical when its actually complete, that part is just invisible and to be figured out bc things are invisible and its true.

Now I don't know if I like Biden bc For Bidden is like The Forbidden Fruit LMAO... so what am I supposed to think about THAT now???

Ugh Life is really complicated and its really supposed to be simple guys. 

PEACE <3 

is less than 3... its 1... all one... or 3 pieces that equal ONE ;) Maybe Love is Greater than Peace in its Power. True. 

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