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Friday, May 16, 2025

Intuition TAMBONATION…

Rivers of tears from my heart to all the people of this planet. Blue Oceans blooming my heart open, the explosion. Preying on you, while Im praying for u. Hope like the Pope, words out my throat. Devine growing our stories way, breathing gratitude and peace, I have to. 

I see a 3 pane fan that needs to be turned on, its Peace. It needs to be activated. We all deserve this piece of it, easier breezy light movememt freedom, we should be able to roam and travel wo any borders and permissions from people who want to control us. Picture us, finger print and stamp on us. Like the air, free, like the movement in water that activated oxygenates and makes LIFE. R u deaf? Old paradigm sucking and leaching from one of us. Or the nature itself. It belongs to all of us. Abundant ants piling together, organizing themselves, systems like solar systems in all of us, energies that energize us! Moving in motivation, money the moon and stuff. Connected to elevate us. Love us, giving, freedom, the real things, in time. 
Stay Great Full my Friends.
I think so.  

Friday, April 25, 2025

Grand Rising Free Writing... this one is inspiring.




 

Been Reading “Ayer Tuve un SueƱo”

Its a lil effort to read in Spanish, lots of words I dont know but as Im reading the rest of the words that I do know let me get the gyst and yes Im understanding. Its easier than Shakespheare or old English for me actually. Im circling words I wana ask my Dad what they mean, im not stopping to look them up everytime, its a documentation of his life story and its so impressive! My Dad was born in Spain in 1941 and for that he has lived a lot of life, hes a very kind and fair man, hes an intellectual, he is a poet and he is very talented. Through his life experinces he gained great knowledge from his story and from his mentors. Even his good mentors were at times greedy and making a living was just as hard as it was for anybody. The road less traveled is the one of the artist, Id say. Im incredibly proud and amazed. By reading this book Im seeing our similarities. He didnt tell me about his life much bc he didnt like to boast, he was beyond humble to the point of putting himself down to be funny or charismatic but Ive learned that isnt a good thing to do. I was a lot like him, I learned his ways and the perfectionism is unattainable so its important we understand that and not suffer. Life has been steered by political leaders and the fight for control and its been forceful and people had to go serve in the military. Many of them didnt want to but were forced to. I like discipline, i like pushing your body, being sharp, having order, having manners. But life is supposed to be full of responsible fun, free will, nature, tons of movement! Learning to take care of ourselves, the land, self reliant, & helping others, each other. The roots of our problems need some adjusting. As we pay others to do the jobs we dont want to do we learn how we are mistaken. While u pay for someone to clean ur house then u go spend time at the gym… cleaning house is a form of gym. The time we have, this life time, we have to choose to spend it wisely, life is money! Its a living, breathing, multiplying, abundant machine for our conveniance, to use best, the blessings are here! Why are they so far away and not more immersed into our day to day? The beach is healing and for all but we have made it for the elite w not enough conviance and parking. The rules upon rules arent just for us but for them to protect us most importantly. To protect us from what? Well, like good parents teach their kids how to best survive and fuction so much the system to children w the schools letting kids think outside the box instead of memorize answers or spelling. The kids can garden and cook and clean as well as learn things.  

Traveling is imperative! Families could get more vacation time. In Europe its a month, here its two weeks. More family discounts. More functional life style, routines and time to do nothing at all for people to live in leisure, self care, create. 

Working so hard his whole life and then when he retired he was already too old to get in a kayak w me. He gave his life to the industry. We need our time w parents! 

Friday, April 18, 2025

Airing out the Vents

Inventory was always a word I had trouble remembering. Just a word I couldnt retain. Id say “whats it called again…” it was just that kind of word for me. So now I think of going in and airing things out, doing a count of what really counts. And whats the story behind everything and how it got here… making some groupings like collections so u have some similarities, and some rarities. Whats got any worth, how can we clean this stock we are holding onto and how can we move it. Get some opinions from others we value their opinion. Maybe they can help see something we arent. So its what every biz does and what we do for areas in our lives as we grow and move and go in and purge. Its a good life sweep to do but its also full of old memories and time consuming and can take so much to just face and get over with thoroughly. Sometimes we need the grace of devine timing to come into our lives and move us to. Everyone has to follow their own path and do the work their own way. God Bless You All for being here esp those who are doing it well. Well come to the next level of You, U man y T. 

Friday, March 28, 2025

Affirming the Shift…

 I am a Star!

Here to Inspire Greatness  & Guide humans to heal and find their most abundant, Happiest selves. 


Surrounded by Abundance, Love & Support

I stand strong empowered, in my truth and living my purpose with passion.


I am dedicated to my evolution, confident and open to all that is meant for me and for the greatest good of the planet. 


I am a highly intuitive, compassionate Zen Goddess who receives with ease, wonder and grace, 

Friday, March 21, 2025

Love You Too Thank You...

 All righty then... Im missing my... never mind. no for real, never mind. I am here w jagged lil nails that are catching on shit. I needed to do my nails few days now not phew I got em done lol. Im so funny, I miss myself. I love u too. I had a flop of a day... a plan that went side tracked,,, it's ok, just saying. I will recover. I need more than one hug right now lol. I need 12 according to Google and go chat w GPT what an informative riot! New Orleans, what's that? a Beaver making a Damn... and so much else. My Dad needed me today, I remember he said that I am like doing circus things. he said Yoga is like Circus. I think that's pretty funny, he doesn't know how important that is... it's his perspective. he was always avant guard but recently he is showing himself to be who he is today. I appreciate his perspective no matter what it is. He always means well, he was always right now he's always right for what he believes. I wish I was there today for him but things took a diff route. Mom you too. I Love You All. Good night. Tamtastic

Tuesday, February 25, 2025

Yummy

Feeling delicious in my bed all snuggly, just turned the fan off bc its actually chilly in South Florida, its so nice I LOVE this weather! February in Florida is my favorite, its actually cold but bareable. I went to a free yoga class in downtown FTL and the breeze blew the most beautiful breeze right at my face at the end of the class. She was good, Carrina, I liked her flow a lot. Ive been going to Bombay Yoga w Michelle shes really excellent but tomorrow I will be at Zen Vida hot yoga class at 8am. Its another full day! And so much more to do that I cant even get to, its always like that tho! Ah! The move is still affecting me. I have to take out everything from my closet and do a whole new review to donate/spring clean soon! Im in my new lil apt, its perfect size, the downsize served me well. im much happier w less space to clean and worry about and no roommates… just was crazy w the whole warehouse bc so much stuff, there making my art but how can I make art and sell art? No seriously, explain that to me? So I just pivoted and said Fuck It! Ive done enough of this! Im an expert at this and if its not making money like it was Im gona learn some new skills and take better care of my own damn self … AND WHA? Lol. Im so glad I did. Ughhhh! What a relief! What a weight to come off me! My whole worry to servive just suddenly dessipated I was like wait, u mean im still gona survive without working my ass off like a slave? And Boom! There I was suddenly in peace like learning new ways to live life all over again. Learning how to care for me FIRST, learning how to love myself and my things and who the hell I am. Just learning about my desires for Gods sake! What do I really want to do? How does that look like…. And then having an interest in others of course…. Thats part of my healing too! Community Service at Salvation Army and Voices for Children and pulling weeds w an elderly woman for no hours, many things for no hours!!! But I did them anyway bc I knew helping others was filling to my soul. Me asking for help and nobody serious enough showing up in Miami, so unreliable I tell ya… just so over it! I started helping others bc i knewww what it felt like to be in need of help and how it feels when someone good actually helps and I did it for friggin free… and thats not how it went when ANYBODY helped me, I compensated. But it feels good to have changed the course direction and switch it up a bit. I love myself for it. Ive really bounced back. I even bought a bird! Never thought Id get a bird but I did, shes my new pet and I love her. Her name is Paloma. When I was young like 4th/5th grade I had a friend named Paloma and we got along like w side pony tails and big Ts riding bike in Cocoplum LOL, its like I forgot about her but thats how u say dove in Spanish so the white peace dove I got is a symbol of where Im at… i originally wanted to set her free now Im just still deciding… bc I think she might need me. Shes in captivity… wings arent clipped. I let her fly around my apt the other day and maybe not a good idea lol. I was warned. I want her to fly tho! Then I learned that they grow back if u clip them. So not sure. Paloma is by the window w a great view, a mirror too, a couple perches and I added some card board bc I learned some about Pigeons online and i even leave her birds on TV for her to watch while Im gone. Still so much to learn! They are used to release at weddings and celebrations and that I thought would be cool til someone said she will not survive if I let her go. I dont want her to suffer so they might be right… i picture her getting eaten by an aligator lol, not funny but its just what I picture. Poor Paloma! Shes a Queen! Mi Palomita. Wish me luck w her! We are really happy, just the two of us. Xoxox