Maturity Rolling In…

Bc I’m working on it and it’s overall a different feeling. It’s not easier, it’s just how I am taking it all in. I’m single and even though I’m not lonely, I am still looking for my people LOL. Maybe they are all around me and I just can’t see them. Maybe I’m so far up my own ass that I am missing the ppl I’m supposed to be with. I get along w like everybody, I’m socially confident, love meeting new people, love conversations, I meet tons of ppl all the time but not often do things get much better than there. My mature self tells me there is more to it and where my life is at, my vibration and frequency is partially to blame. First of all, I may go out but im not easy to catch! I move! I connect briefly w many ppl. I might exchange information but im only trying to spread my HORIZONS, really not my legs w anyone yet. Some ppl really know how to have sex and I go back to them… im a mystery, nobody gets me, bc I do have secrets and I do keep my private life private. Haven’t you noticed? Do u reeeally think u got me figured out? Well, you don’t. Bc I don’t even! I haven’t been making the very best choices bc I’m supposed to be putting myself out there more, in the right places, and I am so strange, maybe I wasn’t really yet? I think I’m getting ready tho! I feel like I’m going to be a really amazing girlfriend for him and that he’s going to be absolutely amazing for me. I will take nothing less! This is my life! And I’m going to do it right! I want the real deal, either THAT or it’s a partnership agreement with somebody who feels like a trustworthy friend that I love their qualities and find attractive and want to have a baby with.  I will gladly be a mother if I can find the right guy to have babies with. I feel myself becoming so organized, so righteous, strong, ready, and more loving than I have ever been. I just don’t share my love with just anyone. After knowing how men are in this town it’s going to take a real effort to get in my personal love corner. I hope it happens and that it feels like magic. For now, I need to focus on expanding my art. Taking care of my body, home, dog, car, art studio warehouse, the Airbnb rentals, my grooming and pampering, my women moon gatherings, my diet, my training, my dance classes, home improvement… I want to add a deck and jacuzzi to the backyard. Get better at my emails LOL, create new shit and make money, my hair look pretty, my skin, my teeth, my nails, my shoes, my everything. So I have plenty to be focused on. Maybe I should start dating? I don’t want to get on those apps! I just want to live! And I want to get LUCKY 🍀 

So come on honey, come and find me!!!

Let’s show each other what life is all about! Let’s get deep with one another, let me give you all my LOVE, my attention, my touches and caresses, my kisses, my smiles, I want to dance with you and cuddle with you and whisper with you. Watch movies with you, have ideas with you, go for walks with you, cook for you, make everything better for you, laugh with youuuu, be there for u, be nice to you and naughty with you, I hope you exist! Haha Bc you do in my dreams at least and I’m not settling til I find you Love. Where are you?! Who are you? It’s time for me and you now… I’m waiting for you. 

Yours Truly