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Saturday, October 7, 2023

O Boy

The rain just started, like little fingers on the keys, here and there and then all over… and then they drizzle out the little taps, over and over in diff places, soothing me it does, the sound. I really love the rain, i also love that im indoors and avoiding the uncomfortable situations that occur when your not, well, prepared I guess. Its never that bad, its just rain lol. Cleaning but also making messes LOL. It does, doesnt it. I Like that the plants get happy. I like the green and ways the plants perk up. U can tell when a plant needs water, u can tell when a plant is happy, u can tell these things in plants like in people too. Some people just need a rain storm LOL and a lightning zap! Right in their butt LOL so it seems. ;)
I heard Obamas “wife” is a man now, well I mean how rude its none of our fucking business if its whatever it is but its like people wana see peoples privates to prove who they are now or something LOL next up is a dick print LOL coochie photodocumentation for government purposes only of course LOL what the fuck is wrong w ppl? I dont care if your a man or woman or both honestly why r we even talking about it? For me its just in the language that we use when we have to “assume” someone is this or the other and say “he” or “she” and so what do we say “it”? Really? U rather be an It? I rather they get it wrong of the two bc its showing what they thought i was for WHO THEY ARE not saying anything diff or less of ME! Its fair for them to think whatever, they are what they know from what we have painted the picture of woman vs man in society over the ages and thats all we have to base that off of.. besides maybe your name… if your name is Catherine I assume your a woman. I would assume that to be fair. Im a woman and straight as an arrow and I have no issue with people wanting to do something different than what I chose for myself. Thats where “free country” and “free fucking planet i hope” comes in and fuck! So poor Obama you know LOL like everyone goes straight to say “The Clintons” when its anything “THEY” reference lol 😂 Im like Wow who the fuck cares about the Clintons still??!!!! Hahahhaa really? They are like in their 80’s and u cant even give em a break LOL as if they didnt do enough good for this country Oh sorry Bill has a dick and that he is a human being and made mistakes “in his fucking personal life!!!!! Wouldnt u say? I mean wow. Bill love u bro! Take it easy! Mad love for u! Sorry this happened but thank u for being so cool and teaching America what a blow job is and that women …. Not gona say that part. 

Anyway, well not done w that actually, so Micheal instead of Michele

Thursday, September 14, 2023

White Paper...

 White paper like wedding but then not a beggining why beg to begin it? Wed halfway but white paper fresh start for all pause abilities wo anything there it's all possibilities. Anything down its maybe just anything to you but it should be something to someone some is more than one, than none, and one is all or 11 and all is what I mean but kind is how I want say it. IT isn't enough but enough says it isn't. I want Jesus. juices drizzles of salad dressings with you in it. More bow down than bow tie. Bon Marche< paper mâché not machete unless to open a coconut i guess. We upon! not weapon. That time like w no lines on white paper so blank but knowing its all there so not dumb but smart, not Kmart. Like reading A cuddle in white sheets, why not, well with the write person of course. Yes the one that never left. The one that doesn't lie but perfect to lie next to. with all that is true and even fantasy, even odd, that it could be too or three so stays relaxed w a smile bc his mind is thinking endless amounts of beautiful thoughts that out-weigh the bad witch are also there ;) He brings a belief, a power in his knowing, more yessing than no-ing. Its up to us and them but only really who you choose to rest in mate, from the resonate, from a journey, from the start til never end for future ever lasting! better than saying never ending. Bee, You, Dear, One, Pronnected from nectar Jesus flowing. A having sense, a perfect 7th or infinite 8th sense, sentimental, scent of your own. Lots of dollars, yeah so many beautiful women! but no liars ok? Thats half the battle from our cave our way to slay. Trust the thrust before we rust in mental giving us this day and all the rest by giving us our daily sprouts growing from the ground we step about.  Its Ours of time and miniature minutes, capsules of life to feed us, its free, feed us, We freed a fed country! something we can count on to make sense CHACHING!! BLING BLING!!! in our eyes! our smiles, rosey cheeks and pumping wild hearts. Ready we seek pro-necting gradually ally's everywhere all in the same jiggy jam! All welcome All Well Come! They will before they die w no need to diet when we are in love w the movements of fulfilling each other sisters and brothers from the same nectar with/con pro-nected Systematically givers smile the biggest, FREER! No Fear! Wait/Weight off! ;) A dance, my aunts, and ants no pills we are so inspired to dance breathing this same breath of air free quently asked questions creating FreeQuentcy in layers of rhythms sacred geometry when we see it. depending independantly and me w pen in hand ly= love you. Nobody has time bc Im here wasting away in solitude like the sun, Sun & Daughter of God, I do have my dog, close enough yes Ruff Ruff Lol & fortunate four legs together for company but not to mate. So, yearning for my soul mate? or Yerba Mate and a bigger piece of paper but maybe I should wish for just a Peace instead, A back to white. Black was Amy, I am Tammy. Way different; For Rent LOL Lady Di of today a dose of Poppins, No Sugar, take it raw, its good for you and whats good for u is good for us, do it for us if you dont  want to do it for you... do it for smiles, Ppl smiling for miles is TAMBONITA giggles like squiggles. One day I hope you will sign my yearbook, If we've met there is a picture of you somewhere in here. You can hold this book and just listen and you can hear whats inside & in middle and it has no end, its a TAM capsule told by a white dove telephone wired or flying but hopeful and free for 4 four For Now Til Infinity 

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Monday, August 21, 2023

Full Circles...

 Writing today in the morning instead which I usually do in a hand written journal bc its a diff kind of writing that I do but this post is going to be a re-write from something I already wrote that I wanted to come back to. I wrote about it already in a journal while I was in rehab, or my self focus healing retreat, I am really happy with the turn out and my new realizations and the depths I was able to uncover so much internal magic. While I was there a producer I worked with on a commercial added me on social media so it stirred this thought process... 

I remembered the commercial for a kids scooted called KIXI that I styled some kids on and in detail what happened the day of the shoot. The little girl, one of the main characters didn't want to wear her Helmut so I did what adults used to tell me, -that the police will get her if she doesn't wear it!!! and instilled FEAR. I soon realized that THAT didn't work on her and escalated her fit into a tantrum! It was all I knew to do then!!! It was a challenge. Now I know what I could have done (trying to remove the word "should" from my vocabulary but Im sure it will keep slipping through my teeth, my intentions are good lol). <3 I could have knelt down beside her and told her that she's the special little girl thats going to show all the other little kids to wear a Helmut while they ride on their scooter to protect their head so that they don't get hurt when they fall! That You Are Here To Be The Example! The Savior! To save all the other kids that see you wear your Helmut on TV.  To inspire them to be like you! That all the kids Love you and will think its cool to wear a Helmut bc YOU get to make it look cool!~ I wish I had known to tell her something like that but I just didn't know then what I know now. That persuasion can be a loving act and we can also listen to each other, communicate instead of instilling fear into the children of tomorrow we can insist on taking a gentle loving angle instead. That kind friendly convincing that most of the time works better. Im sure she would have been convinced had I only tried to tell her THAT, building her up and infusing LOVE. 

Its funny also bc Ive always wanted a scooter myself even as an adult and I just met a guy w a scooter so maybe I will be on the back of one soon LOL. Also, bc that little girl is ME and is U and its kind of like another full circle. ;) 

Wednesday, August 16, 2023

Positive in Motion

Got back from a self help retreat and have a lot to share so Ive had to go back into my notes and gona write some of it here now to spread some amazing new teachings with my true friends, my blog readers! 
Calm Unity Tea House is this whole vision I have to heal community and its a Holistic Natural Medicine pit stop where we use knowledge of herbs and spices and create mocktails for your benefit. We dont use white sugar or any nonscense we use other alternatives like honey, agave, dates, monk fruit. Did you know that alcohol is made from sugar? So the sugar industry is getting at us in all sorts of ways I mean its a poison an addiction, a reason for obesity, and we even want some in our coffee. Its a miracle they dont put sugar in our cigarettes LOL ;) so, im trying to bring some awareness and say we can make incredible tasting things without it. I am personally agaisnt it and rather eat something from a place I can assure myself that it is 100% healthy and tasty. I would like to make that place one day. For now Im going to fill my soul with lots of certificates in healing and herbal medicine etc so that I have that incredible knowledge and can curate my own tea drinks knowing their benefits and healing powers. Eastern medicine with a modern flair. Lets give it a go and keep going. Its a lot to learn. 
“if you continuously imagine a scenario that made you happy and fulfilled, you will express that feeling, thus attracting all that is in harmony with what you feel.” - Do it. 
I have a list coming together of all these new things I forgot I wanted to do like get back into Sevillana/Flamenco dancing, take more Master Classes, classes of Gaia, Join Adventure Dating lol, Start a You Tube channel, get my book illustrated, create an Artists Way book club, practice more writing and copywriting, Do an art series concept I have in mind at the warehouse, Get a Kayak, Finish my Sound Healing certificate so need to get the bowls for that, I want to get an Esthititian lisence! One Day maybe become a Reiki Master, and even take a comedy class just to name a few so you can see why my head is in a few diff places and I am not bored or lonely, i stay mighty active and connect with people throughout my day who cross my path and vibe off of. Magical people are showing up for me and talking to me while Im pumping gas about a healer for example or invited to eat with a family bc of helping someone on the side of the road! Im open to help all kinds of ppl and in return things magically help me. Like connecting w old friends to meet up for an AA meeting and we actually have incredible advice for one another in a totally present way not hanging just bc we have the same motive but bc we authentically care about being there for one another. Its different. 
Im meditating and Im stretching in not only yoga knowledge but creatively using parts of everyday things like door frames, bathroom towel hanging bars, my trapeze, etc. it gets pretty interesting. Some might think im weird for doing these things but Ive reached my care capacity and following my bliss and never been happier. Alone but not lonely whatsoever. Its better than being in bad conpany and I have more time for myself to do all the things I wana do however I wana do them! Not to say I dont want a relationship but I actually dont need one anytime soon, why if they would just prob complicate my life? Kids? Doesnt seem like the most flattering of dreams to me if I have so much Id like to do, what a sacrifice! Im just saying! Is it that important? Idk anymore. It just seems like a nuisance to my life and detrimental to my freedom and I dont even have the space for it right now. Im already swamped! Joy is essential and Im the child ecstatic in soo much I keep discovering in history, health, ai, podcasts, the esoteric, astrology, myself, mantras, and making art. 

Ok will be back soon to continue this… Gona go research somethings on my list and do my list for tomorrow! Stay inspired and do YOU!

Friday, August 11, 2023

Just in Thyme

The time of our lives, the moment of steam just a little gleam floats on like a cloud. Airy light information particles of water, with water there is life. Lucky us the key access opening doors to bright new ideas for tomorrows, brings many new answers of hope and opportunity to prosper each precisely diff, had to be. We question the status quo, back to doe, to find its true we not know we can we do well with the freedom given without any structure some may fail to be their full cup responsiblity. So easily aimless in our search for discovery. Can we teach the importance of our train tracks and direction to goal, the serious and play. More Lessons to learn, the way you learn them is your very own golden priceless lessons. Equations of possible potentials adding hyroglyphics currently processing. Dont underestimate your potential to add your flair and only yours unique here w all of us THIS! in this incredible timeless moving clock ticking sprung. The issues you see arent bolder than the boulder in each of us, untaught, taunting, forgotten potential needing your very own exercisync. This is your gift to hone, your duty to meditate on. Your younique path is never wrong, the lessons might differ. Your here as a we and sacred it shall forever be. Carefully understand its a soft caress instead of the careless. Love is looking for you and your no where in sight. Yet where r u Giving your light? Breathing in air exhaling time as aging barbarians breaking of mandalas to build them a gain. Laying in Z accepting their ways. Did you fill up your tank to prepare for this day? Open your trunk you hold a metaphysical magical treasure, let the coins spill so its light as a feather! Who hoards in such lack? Only the fearful under attack! Whether or not we heal and laugh to make it better, it doesnt have to hurt this incredible. Obstacles, hurdles, challenge galore, the path isnt straight line is an S w her gorgeous curves! Women yes Women where art tho hidding? Holding their baby whos Bib sick and wailing. Licking calendars and calculators punching bags for all them haters. A goose is on the loose and so shall she be! Let her! Give her all the possibilities! Deprived we sigh and wish, another place, its not what u want, its this right here, fate. This mess we must Bless its our adundance. We just need to dance with it and sin less, yes yes! Encora! What we say we dont like we must finally accept, its not a fight, its ours all hours so watch as it transforms hatching never late. A tale of truth like u never did see, theres something to look at in every witch way, lets study the breeze. Tilting that flower, its all so amazing! De tails weve lost, now useless. Our life is in living color and were not dancing the morph? Waiting for what? Expired Mr. charming? Hes lost on his horse! Oops dont mean to offend just mean to be mean. Its not the only thing I want, trying to pry open my dreams! Wearing ties? Reboot! System down…. Without knowing what I want im going in rounds. Waiting says 8 does that mean forever? I might pop off like a firework direction heaven! So odd to be here without all in a hammock. I wonder and wonder zooming in, zoning out going spinny dipping dradle somewhere around the equator. I wonder if Equador has a door and if I should be more on the floor, my Earth my turf, the medicine is exposed! All easier, this is the principle Job. Blindly allowing the disconnection, so in need of protection. Give us this Day our daily bread, the herbs, weve heard enough BS. Cow dare you? Wankers! Bloody Wankers! Our Holy Land is sacred and whole. Dont poison w poise? Tricking the masses. Money’s for Monkeys! You probably wear glasses! & Slow as molasses!
Stay off my property! Its all mine to protect! Your uncaring sinister ass is gona get it, just wait! Hand cuffs and cuff linked, coughing from Covid. Youre going in a jail that sails to the Nordic! Lol 
Treat others w rights w dignity sir, have u heard it before your not the hero? Ego the devil when large as it is, feeding the wrong wolf deep within! 
Mr. Peace of Pooh you really did it, now poor U!

Slap 
And slap stick
And never come back here!

Ugh U-turn I wasnt expecting this last bit!
Hop in! -We arent Bored!!!!!

Saturday, June 17, 2023

I have Nora Jones in my head…

I dont know why I didnt come….
Lol
She keeps saying that over and over tho… i would have said something else honestly.
I wish i was writing on my laptop but im on my phone and i dont wana write like this but i felt called to write. Tomorrow im going to a rehab… ive been avoiding it bc ive done this before… its gona be a miracle if its gona get me truly somewhere from here… honestly im honest and so i just have to keep learning and expanding and growing and eventually i will be more masterful than who i am here and now. Im highly intuitive and im already to help so many. Its taking effect w first me and then w my family… and friends… actually strangers more than friends LOL… and slowly but surely its like a shift. Once u do magic ppl look at you differently… their eyes. 

I believe in me. I dont need u to, i just need u to be the best person u can be for u, thats all. 

I love u. 

God is blessing you. 

Awoman.

Wednesday, June 7, 2023

Are you READY? On your Marks... Get SET ... GO!!!!!!....... >>>> Be Amazed, Be Human, Be Kind =)

 We say Ready, Set, Go a lot... more than we know... and race to the finish line....

We have started without being fully prepared and being prepared or ready is always an equilibrium depending on what we need to be ready for... as we have noticed we will be prepared for the cold with a sweater or blanket and prepared for walking on coral rock having the right shoes. We can also get lucky and ppl, places and mysteries giving us what we need, or what we are ready to notice and with timing and a sense of gratitude grasping for it!

So you can never be Ready for anything really and truly unless you are able to see how you don't need anything and that everything is a tool for maximizing LIFE ITSELF, if not, it might be in the way and therefore should belong somewhere else (maybe, maybe not, your call, we were given FREE WILL for you to find out more about this as you go about YOUR DESIRED LIFESTYLE, it doesn't need to make sense, its always going to be a work in progress and what we've been programmed to think is "Right" is only there to help guide like an outdated perspective from a caring family member. Take what you like and leave what you don't like we do with Religions, traditions, politicians, and our Amazon accounts!)

One of the problems today is TOO MANY CHOICES. It shouldn't be seen as a problem but it really sometimes is! But whats worse is choosing cheaper for the sake of saving a couple dollars and then owning a piece of crap thing that doesn't do its job well for your standards or the known fact that these cheap things are creating more trash and in the long run are much more expensive choices to buy into. This is not good Team Planet Earth bc we need to simplify and perhaps have lifespan testing for products and over all testing and sure fine options but since we are Globalizing we need this unmanipulated team of specialists in all areas that rate the products of each genre or of course ppl US ppl ourselves,,, but in a more simple graph that is verified for truth telling trustable sources and in a way that cannot be manipulated by marketing etc. something we can truly count on. The answers to this cannot be known prior to the people for investors to invest in before anyone. Where we make sure that a same product has a reason for winning some thing in each category,,, leaving consumers to make a proper decision not based off of price only of course anymore. Breaking items sent to be fixed by their factories and a note of those #s and all in public record access database. NO LIES JUST FACTS. Customers able to say what is missing straight to product manufactures and issues being addressed publicly for competitors to see a way to fill in the gap and fulfill the demand. 

Inventing companies partnering w manufacturers creating the products they dreamed of and showing faces of team members, manufacturing companies partnering together w regular ppl like shark tank can be on this same "AMAZON" like platform for products. 

ALL CREATIONS should have the sustainable concept in mind... or money given to projects having this nature. The reminder is AMAZON as in the rainforest and we need to have % of profit transactions going back to the planet in a select # of ways through scientist posted opportunities revolving around nature or positive progress ways for humans in need of basic needs such as clean water, housing, better more green transportation, refilling what we take back to our planet, modern solutions we would like to back and test from organized groups in leading SUSTAINABLE/ or POSITIVE PROGRESS SOLUTIONS. 

OR at check out letting consumers choose between 3 diff options of their own liking from company, their own preferred program or not closing and letting it be chosen for u. Like we said, we want to eliminate having so many choices and making it easier to choose and why. 

Thrift shops or second hand places need to be somewhat the availabilities for that community. The Homeless shelters or more shelters and all basic needs should be met by this over abundant day in age. we should just be more organized. Respecting objects is something that needs to be taught at a young age, Like the hours of a day divided into the amount of time spent meeting your NEEDS & DESIRES and then seeing the hours left to free willingly decide what you will do with them. Educating us to be more READY than BLUEY in the future of our society. Maybe we can be Violetty instead of Violent ;)

Taking the positives from a diciplined background in the Army, Navy, Marines, Boarding Schools, etc. and teaching the necessary while leaving the unnecessary and dunking it in LOVE. Breeding self sufficient, independent, people who have dreams that are heard and help in guidance to truly get there through Global togetherness and groupings where we give full attention to all individually and follow up with them therefore truly getting somewhere w fairness and deserved chance. Fitting in where we belong, learning and growing to get to where we want to go. Helpful Global community that functions besides the local community we should leave our caves to contribute towards. Community Service could also be paid since without the service of it we would have to pay anyway... this is just respecting Ppls time and the funding for this should be there,,, even and basic but hours that equal a rate taken out of taxes you need to pay for example. and Taxes themselves being automatically paid by the individual without the extra step to take out of their busy lives to do that. 

Through simplicity we can have more LIFE TIME... paying for parking is not easy enough! and our time is valuable! its one thing to have to pay but our cars could be scanned like a bar code for example, or we could pay for parking by the month or by the year, imagine that time saved? Its probably like a week of work time in total depending how much u get out of the house. what about the time we spend circling around and around not able to find a spot>? Can we get a discount on parking for that? LOL That Im kidding but do you care about the people? OR Do you now? GOOD. Getting Ready is a we thing. The Race is not individual its the Human Race and we need to help each other to get there like passing batons on a track race, The baton in our race has a reason, a lesson, a motive, its like love maybe even, the time spent w it we can't guarantee that that individual learned or heard what we wanted them to from it! With our over abundance we have even more variables to come into play, we also have free will and ppl think they can play this from home but they are being lied to and won't ever get the practice of playing the actual game alive and well, eventually they become unsocial and then old and miss life's opportunity to get out there and addicted they stay in their comfort zone unable to be anywhere close to where they should be but at learn they have access to delivery and they hold us back and become MUSH humans the ones that are easily manipulated and a waste of potential for our big grand Arangatang Fam! unarranged Gang they need drugs to help them w their hopelessness and companies see them as people they can scam with diet fads and useless crap and lies that they believe. 

The others aren't as able to be manipulated. They see past the word and it warps into Monkey Poo, they have no time for BS, they quickly laugh and think of what they should instead be MANIFESTING, bc they have control over their brains and become inspired to be great every chance they get. These ppl know the power of every second of time to be a chance to be #1 instead of 2 nd its a POSITIVE  experience proactive and if they pause its for balance and its for YOU! they pray for the ppl who don't pause and find stillness, they send them love. 

Like an animal about to eat its Prey, they Pray instead. Its just a more peaceful way and so they being "SET" and "READY" they can't Go til its all in harmony and united... The other ones have a lot of hate bc the games they are playing are ones that they keep on losing to. They don't realize that its like a casino full of desperation and sadness and its all really rigged. The games they are playing aren't even fun anymore bc they lose more than win and have wasted so much time chasing a shortcut to what they think is success to find out that that isn't the way its just sinister to think that would be a road to true happiness. 

So they are allowed to make the choice and life waits for them to see the bigger picture and decide to take the different road. One that demands them to speak w other human beings in person face to face. It isn't a game that can be found on your phone or tablet or laptop or even lap bottom. Its one that defies the game of life society has got us stuck to believing in and is empowering to say the least when opened up to play. You are then able to see the power over the system we come to have if we only reached out to know each other more like the human kind friends and family we forgot we are. Our forefathers and relatives knew their relatives and we wouldn't even know the half of it! We can actually WIN THE RACE without evil and Kindness is the only kind of element we needed! Each One of a Kind Human having an honorable moment of kindness w another like Community Kindness a new Community Service! Suddenly we are all much more able to function properly and find Kindness to be like currency and drop the need to put anything before that and just start to function together beautifully in a FLOWing masterpiece all done from our authentic selves not from a master, we all had to reach our own free will awareness to discover the light in us and that the powers are supportive of our evolution into Goodness and LOVE, the planet finally untwisted becomes a peaceful balanced "O" rounded and spiked in places like that of a heart, from our curves and mountains, or flying frisbee for those of u who believe in the flatness, the twist in a yinyawnd separating the good and bad and having us accept it as such kept the reason to rush, to fight, to always strive for never content and the competitive nature of life a silly game we couldn't win and lies and cheating the way instead of the TRUTH and CARE we deserve. At somebody expense someone was winning and sometimes by robing the planet of its resources and government not even governing where they should. Unlawfully Lie-ying and Lie-Yang no plan but a Pandemic and unheard of, never an on-time speaker of the house. Legal Lies I call it. and LEGALIZE it should be. Govern is the way I say Go... Go.


PS Be that! (the, little BEar full of Sweetness, Honey ;) but first ask the Bees! You can't be sweet 'til you TRY to Bee honey) 

Golden & Rich til Death do us part,

Always,

Forever Yours,

Kindred Spirits,

Together we are ONE of a kind! Alone its too hard and its only "kind of" lol