Love never dies.

People change and so does everything as we evolve but true love doesnt die even tho a relationship may find its time to be over. We need to be reminded of who we truly are and what we authentically want. As children we can remember what we enjoyed, what we loved doing, what we did most of, telling so much about who we are, we might have forgotten. As adults we must carve out time to spend time doing the things that bring us joy, its healthy to connect w others, new and old, learn new things, laugh and play. Adults that play are healthy and happier adults its scientifically proven to be what we should be doing more of. Meditating too. Aligning yourself w your true self and do things that u love doing will make a recipe of u like a delicious dessert, sweet and yummy. Doing more of what we love is like being in the drivers seat and going the right way (at the speed u like). You will not (should not) be disappointed! You will bring yourself a fullness that is part of your responsibility as a human being awesome. Then sacrifice is a snap and an act of service to balance your desires w the needs of others, helping others is your service and also fulfilling. The healing modalities are plenty, do what you feel is calling u, sometimes its what is of access to u, be open to what comes your way. It might be a guide to that experience. I went for a late night walk and saw a racoon as soon as I went outside and then dolphin swam up to me while I sat by the water looking over the bay. I wish i could say that happens to me all the time but it doesnt and i pay attention to even those signs. So grateful for being sensitive to notice them and I am a believer and I choose to, its all something u can learn from but it happens to be right on point most of every time. I dont even get too down about the other stuff bc i choose to look at the positive spiritual things and nature or my own curiosity which is like my yellow slide smile half pipe that throws me off like a jump and I land on pillows in a sparkly white feather heaven mattress. What better place to land? The whitches will come sweep all of it up ;)

I was thinking car shoes to get me somewhere faster next time. I think the craziest things but i love it. Learned about my Runes recently, still trying to understand but the lightning bolt is one of them and thats the motion of the weave i do. I want to learn more more more. Id love the best advise from the best advisers. And a fountain bath. So grateful for everything and I heard the dolphin is a sign of peace and harmony so if we could all believe in it, its possible. Its worth some attention. Stay calm, helpful, generous, positive, kind, aware, organized, healthy, daily time in nature, learn lessons, we can find a solution if we try. Really lets try to create heaven on Earth, abundance is all of our human right. Having more is sometimes what steals our time and energy so be happy w less and you will find yourself more rich. We can also share if u know how to take care but we might not be there yet lol.  Respect for each other and for our SHARED home the planet… we will start w that. Simplify, its just gona get more complicated so simplify. And w that u will amplify ;) and feel free, know u have it all and that u r protected. If u need something just ask! It will appear bc we r that abundant! Every move a wave like ripple effect. Dance through life, help yourself shine w better thoughts in the head. The new News is Nous, its a sense of we, let ppl be, just be in charge of yourself and do the best u can!Deliberately enjoying every step, thanking the occasional worry, checking in to make sure you feel happy, or whatever other feeling and bring yourself back to feeling great as often as u need to. Not rushing and forcing but trusting and loving grace like a faith the roller coaster wont brake. Touch, hug n kiss each other more, a tip, a compliment, the thought counts bc thats where it starts. Everyday Gods gifting us a new day and we are all here sharing this moment. Make it blissful, memorable, loving, pleasant, secure, interesting, fun! Clean & even CARE. That would be nice wouldnt it? Id like to live there… and that is here. Well I wouldnt wana be there alone so its you that I am here with, lets share this beautiful time the best we can. I do love u! So smile! Xoxoxoxo

Ps prayer hands are like a fin, the dolphin fin i mean. Pray and do also Play! Maybe that can be the reminder ;) Prayers for Players. Active not gaming u get more benefits which are like points but in real life. The one we gota really focus on. The video game can be the shooting war one but NOT the real life one unless u want a GAME OVER Game Lover. Unfit & not in shape is harder to be happy and healthy and harder to love. Live like a true zen one. A moving, talking interacting Guru that is you. Knowledge comes in cliff notes today, what can you share w others today? Read, learn, interract, think of what it means to u, and tell me about it. Alive listening Act. Entertain us w a great story, dare to be deep, shall we? Thats how we bond. James Bond…. Z

T

We are going to T its like B but better. A golf T stands straight as an arrow w her arms straight up to hold the ball. We will be like a T-shirt but its T-sure feeling Sure about ourselves, confident, happy, proud. As sweet as the honey in your Tea. Always telling the Truth bc w are unafraid and face things to get past them from the beginning! A T that shows her teeth, authentic smiles and connects with others gifting warmth and kindness sincerely. A T like ruler that is precise and finds new angles to approach things in better ways. A T that is U that is Me that is We that is like puzzles of E’s interconnected like a groomed comb. As smart as Athena but motivation of peace seeing the signs like the dove that flew in a circle above. Believing that there is something more magical than the mundane part of us. A Team player, forgiving and giving more than taking bc the powers are so big that there is no lack. A teeny bit more grown up now the girl is grown. She is capitalized maximized. Holding her own w enough stregth to hold others, mentally prepared, getting her rest, having whats best, simple is it. Mass massages we turned the page to begin to nurture our selves and massage our brain w lessons in knowledge that lies available, she taught. Almost a full eye there is more to go, find a direction and then try to switch it. Fill yourself, stay beautiful. A twinkle and sparkle a shine. 

O Boy

The rain just started, like little fingers on the keys, here and there and then all over… and then they drizzle out the little taps, over and over in diff places, soothing me it does, the sound. I really love the rain, i also love that im indoors and avoiding the uncomfortable situations that occur when your not, well, prepared I guess. Its never that bad, its just rain lol. Cleaning but also making messes LOL. It does, doesnt it. I Like that the plants get happy. I like the green and ways the plants perk up. U can tell when a plant needs water, u can tell when a plant is happy, u can tell these things in plants like in people too. Some people just need a rain storm LOL and a lightning zap! Right in their butt LOL so it seems. ;)

I heard Obamas “wife” is a man now, well I mean how rude its none of our fucking business if its whatever it is but its like people wana see peoples privates to prove who they are now or something LOL next up is a dick print LOL coochie photodocumentation for government purposes only of course LOL what the fuck is wrong w ppl? I dont care if your a man or woman or both honestly why r we even talking about it? For me its just in the language that we use when we have to “assume” someone is this or the other and say “he” or “she” and so what do we say “it”? Really? U rather be an It? I rather they get it wrong of the two bc its showing what they thought i was for WHO THEY ARE not saying anything diff or less of ME! Its fair for them to think whatever, they are what they know from what we have painted the picture of woman vs man in society over the ages and thats all we have to base that off of.. besides maybe your name… if your name is Catherine I assume your a woman. I would assume that to be fair. Im a woman and straight as an arrow and I have no issue with people wanting to do something different than what I chose for myself. Thats where “free country” and “free fucking planet i hope” comes in and fuck! So poor Obama you know LOL like everyone goes straight to say “The Clintons” when its anything “THEY” reference lol 😂 Im like Wow who the fuck cares about the Clintons still??!!!! Hahahhaa really? They are like in their 80’s and u cant even give em a break LOL as if they didnt do enough good for this country Oh sorry Bill has a dick and that he is a human being and made mistakes “in his fucking personal life!!!!! Wouldnt u say? I mean wow. Bill love u bro! Take it easy! Mad love for u! Sorry this happened but thank u for being so cool and teaching America what a blow job is and that women …. Not gona say that part. 

Anyway, well not done w that actually, so Micheal instead of Michele

White Paper...

 White paper like wedding but then not a beggining why beg to begin it? Wed halfway but white paper fresh start for all pause abilities wo anything there it's all possibilities. Anything down its maybe just anything to you but it should be something to someone some is more than one, than none, and one is all or 11 and all is what I mean but kind is how I want say it. IT isn't enough but enough says it isn't. I want Jesus. juices drizzles of salad dressings with you in it. More bow down than bow tie. Bon Marche< paper mâché not machete unless to open a coconut i guess. We upon! not weapon. That time like w no lines on white paper so blank but knowing its all there so not dumb but smart, not Kmart. Like reading A cuddle in white sheets, why not, well with the write person of course. Yes the one that never left. The one that doesn't lie but perfect to lie next to. with all that is true and even fantasy, even odd, that it could be too or three so stays relaxed w a smile bc his mind is thinking endless amounts of beautiful thoughts that out-weigh the bad witch are also there ;) He brings a belief, a power in his knowing, more yessing than no-ing. Its up to us and them but only really who you choose to rest in mate, from the resonate, from a journey, from the start til never end for future ever lasting! better than saying never ending. Bee, You, Dear, One, Pronnected from nectar Jesus flowing. A having sense, a perfect 7th or infinite 8th sense, sentimental, scent of your own. Lots of dollars, yeah so many beautiful women! but no liars ok? Thats half the battle from our cave our way to slay. Trust the thrust before we rust in mental giving us this day and all the rest by giving us our daily sprouts growing from the ground we step about.  Its Ours of time and miniature minutes, capsules of life to feed us, its free, feed us, We freed a fed country! something we can count on to make sense CHACHING!! BLING BLING!!! in our eyes! our smiles, rosey cheeks and pumping wild hearts. Ready we seek pro-necting gradually ally's everywhere all in the same jiggy jam! All welcome All Well Come! They will before they die w no need to diet when we are in love w the movements of fulfilling each other sisters and brothers from the same nectar with/con pro-nected Systematically givers smile the biggest, FREER! No Fear! Wait/Weight off! ;) A dance, my aunts, and ants no pills we are so inspired to dance breathing this same breath of air free quently asked questions creating FreeQuentcy in layers of rhythms sacred geometry when we see it. depending independantly and me w pen in hand ly= love you. Nobody has time bc Im here wasting away in solitude like the sun, Sun & Daughter of God, I do have my dog, close enough yes Ruff Ruff Lol & fortunate four legs together for company but not to mate. So, yearning for my soul mate? or Yerba Mate and a bigger piece of paper but maybe I should wish for just a Peace instead, A back to white. Black was Amy, I am Tammy. Way different; For Rent LOL Lady Di of today a dose of Poppins, No Sugar, take it raw, its good for you and whats good for u is good for us, do it for us if you dont  want to do it for you... do it for smiles, Ppl smiling for miles is TAMBONITA giggles like squiggles. One day I hope you will sign my yearbook, If we've met there is a picture of you somewhere in here. You can hold this book and just listen and you can hear whats inside & in middle and it has no end, its a TAM capsule told by a white dove telephone wired or flying but hopeful and free for 4 four For Now Til Infinity 

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Full Circles...

 Writing today in the morning instead which I usually do in a hand written journal bc its a diff kind of writing that I do but this post is going to be a re-write from something I already wrote that I wanted to come back to. I wrote about it already in a journal while I was in rehab, or my self focus healing retreat, I am really happy with the turn out and my new realizations and the depths I was able to uncover so much internal magic. While I was there a producer I worked with on a commercial added me on social media so it stirred this thought process... 

I remembered the commercial for a kids scooted called KIXI that I styled some kids on and in detail what happened the day of the shoot. The little girl, one of the main characters didn't want to wear her Helmut so I did what adults used to tell me, -that the police will get her if she doesn't wear it!!! and instilled FEAR. I soon realized that THAT didn't work on her and escalated her fit into a tantrum! It was all I knew to do then!!! It was a challenge. Now I know what I could have done (trying to remove the word "should" from my vocabulary but Im sure it will keep slipping through my teeth, my intentions are good lol). <3 I could have knelt down beside her and told her that she's the special little girl thats going to show all the other little kids to wear a Helmut while they ride on their scooter to protect their head so that they don't get hurt when they fall! That You Are Here To Be The Example! The Savior! To save all the other kids that see you wear your Helmut on TV.  To inspire them to be like you! That all the kids Love you and will think its cool to wear a Helmut bc YOU get to make it look cool!~ I wish I had known to tell her something like that but I just didn't know then what I know now. That persuasion can be a loving act and we can also listen to each other, communicate instead of instilling fear into the children of tomorrow we can insist on taking a gentle loving angle instead. That kind friendly convincing that most of the time works better. Im sure she would have been convinced had I only tried to tell her THAT, building her up and infusing LOVE. 

Its funny also bc Ive always wanted a scooter myself even as an adult and I just met a guy w a scooter so maybe I will be on the back of one soon LOL. Also, bc that little girl is ME and is U and its kind of like another full circle. ;) 

Positive in Motion

Got back from a self help retreat and have a lot to share so Ive had to go back into my notes and gona write some of it here now to spread some amazing new teachings with my true friends, my blog readers! 

Calm Unity Tea House is this whole vision I have to heal community and its a Holistic Natural Medicine pit stop where we use knowledge of herbs and spices and create mocktails for your benefit. We dont use white sugar or any nonscense we use other alternatives like honey, agave, dates, monk fruit. Did you know that alcohol is made from sugar? So the sugar industry is getting at us in all sorts of ways I mean its a poison an addiction, a reason for obesity, and we even want some in our coffee. Its a miracle they dont put sugar in our cigarettes LOL ;) so, im trying to bring some awareness and say we can make incredible tasting things without it. I am personally agaisnt it and rather eat something from a place I can assure myself that it is 100% healthy and tasty. I would like to make that place one day. For now Im going to fill my soul with lots of certificates in healing and herbal medicine etc so that I have that incredible knowledge and can curate my own tea drinks knowing their benefits and healing powers. Eastern medicine with a modern flair. Lets give it a go and keep going. Its a lot to learn. 

“if you continuously imagine a scenario that made you happy and fulfilled, you will express that feeling, thus attracting all that is in harmony with what you feel.” - Do it. 

I have a list coming together of all these new things I forgot I wanted to do like get back into Sevillana/Flamenco dancing, take more Master Classes, classes of Gaia, Join Adventure Dating lol, Start a You Tube channel, get my book illustrated, create an Artists Way book club, practice more writing and copywriting, Do an art series concept I have in mind at the warehouse, Get a Kayak, Finish my Sound Healing certificate so need to get the bowls for that, I want to get an Esthititian lisence! One Day maybe become a Reiki Master, and even take a comedy class just to name a few so you can see why my head is in a few diff places and I am not bored or lonely, i stay mighty active and connect with people throughout my day who cross my path and vibe off of. Magical people are showing up for me and talking to me while Im pumping gas about a healer for example or invited to eat with a family bc of helping someone on the side of the road! Im open to help all kinds of ppl and in return things magically help me. Like connecting w old friends to meet up for an AA meeting and we actually have incredible advice for one another in a totally present way not hanging just bc we have the same motive but bc we authentically care about being there for one another. Its different. 

Im meditating and Im stretching in not only yoga knowledge but creatively using parts of everyday things like door frames, bathroom towel hanging bars, my trapeze, etc. it gets pretty interesting. Some might think im weird for doing these things but Ive reached my care capacity and following my bliss and never been happier. Alone but not lonely whatsoever. Its better than being in bad conpany and I have more time for myself to do all the things I wana do however I wana do them! Not to say I dont want a relationship but I actually dont need one anytime soon, why if they would just prob complicate my life? Kids? Doesnt seem like the most flattering of dreams to me if I have so much Id like to do, what a sacrifice! Im just saying! Is it that important? Idk anymore. It just seems like a nuisance to my life and detrimental to my freedom and I dont even have the space for it right now. Im already swamped! Joy is essential and Im the child ecstatic in soo much I keep discovering in history, health, ai, podcasts, the esoteric, astrology, myself, mantras, and making art. 

Ok will be back soon to continue this… Gona go research somethings on my list and do my list for tomorrow! Stay inspired and do YOU!

Just in Thyme

The time of our lives, the moment of steam just a little gleam floats on like a cloud. Airy light information particles of water, with water there is life. Lucky us the key access opening doors to bright new ideas for tomorrows, brings many new answers of hope and opportunity to prosper each precisely diff, had to be. We question the status quo, back to doe, to find its true we not know we can we do well with the freedom given without any structure some may fail to be their full cup responsiblity. So easily aimless in our search for discovery. Can we teach the importance of our train tracks and direction to goal, the serious and play. More Lessons to learn, the way you learn them is your very own golden priceless lessons. Equations of possible potentials adding hyroglyphics currently processing. Dont underestimate your potential to add your flair and only yours unique here w all of us THIS! in this incredible timeless moving clock ticking sprung. The issues you see arent bolder than the boulder in each of us, untaught, taunting, forgotten potential needing your very own exercisync. This is your gift to hone, your duty to meditate on. Your younique path is never wrong, the lessons might differ. Your here as a we and sacred it shall forever be. Carefully understand its a soft caress instead of the careless. Love is looking for you and your no where in sight. Yet where r u Giving your light? Breathing in air exhaling time as aging barbarians breaking of mandalas to build them a gain. Laying in Z accepting their ways. Did you fill up your tank to prepare for this day? Open your trunk you hold a metaphysical magical treasure, let the coins spill so its light as a feather! Who hoards in such lack? Only the fearful under attack! Whether or not we heal and laugh to make it better, it doesnt have to hurt this incredible. Obstacles, hurdles, challenge galore, the path isnt straight line is an S w her gorgeous curves! Women yes Women where art tho hidding? Holding their baby whos Bib sick and wailing. Licking calendars and calculators punching bags for all them haters. A goose is on the loose and so shall she be! Let her! Give her all the possibilities! Deprived we sigh and wish, another place, its not what u want, its this right here, fate. This mess we must Bless its our adundance. We just need to dance with it and sin less, yes yes! Encora! What we say we dont like we must finally accept, its not a fight, its ours all hours so watch as it transforms hatching never late. A tale of truth like u never did see, theres something to look at in every witch way, lets study the breeze. Tilting that flower, its all so amazing! De tails weve lost, now useless. Our life is in living color and were not dancing the morph? Waiting for what? Expired Mr. charming? Hes lost on his horse! Oops dont mean to offend just mean to be mean. Its not the only thing I want, trying to pry open my dreams! Wearing ties? Reboot! System down…. Without knowing what I want im going in rounds. Waiting says 8 does that mean forever? I might pop off like a firework direction heaven! So odd to be here without all in a hammock. I wonder and wonder zooming in, zoning out going spinny dipping dradle somewhere around the equator. I wonder if Equador has a door and if I should be more on the floor, my Earth my turf, the medicine is exposed! All easier, this is the principle Job. Blindly allowing the disconnection, so in need of protection. Give us this Day our daily bread, the herbs, weve heard enough BS. Cow dare you? Wankers! Bloody Wankers! Our Holy Land is sacred and whole. Dont poison w poise? Tricking the masses. Money’s for Monkeys! You probably wear glasses! & Slow as molasses!

Stay off my property! Its all mine to protect! Your uncaring sinister ass is gona get it, just wait! Hand cuffs and cuff linked, coughing from Covid. Youre going in a jail that sails to the Nordic! Lol 

Treat others w rights w dignity sir, have u heard it before your not the hero? Ego the devil when large as it is, feeding the wrong wolf deep within! 

Mr. Peace of Pooh you really did it, now poor U!

Slap 

And slap stick

And never come back here!

Ugh U-turn I wasnt expecting this last bit!

Hop in! -We arent Bored!!!!!