so its minty... n ppl chiiilllll... they eat cheesecake n croissants n toast their baguette, unnatural but toasty, burnt a bit means black, blackened... this is really happenin' take the oney n run.. radiohead ; "IDOPTEQUE" i have a lack of punctuation, therefore things r whatever i juggle n they happen to land in my hand... like that.. ppl crawl n beg n r tied dwn n tortured,,,, not bc they think its sexy... but bc things r a bit out of control in some way somewhere... ppl hide in caves n forget what the beach w a pina colada in my hand feels like, not bc they chose it. simply bc they r trapped perhaps, maybe the letter they pressed didnt come up. maybe they were climbing up a staircase n the step they stepped on at that time had a bomb~! exploded!!!!!! or ur ust so talented that when u drew a silly thing everyone thought it was exceptinal xcept u know inside that what u drew it retarded compared to what u could draw if u TRIED!!!!!! IF U TRIED U COULD REALLY ACTUALLY MAKE A MASTERPIECE BC IF U MADE THATTTT U COULD DO SO MUCH MORE N WHAT ISSS THATTT???? WHYYY DO U FEEL AT AULT FOR WINNING SOMETHING THAT U KNOPW U COULD DO SOOO MUCH BETTER!
bc ur right! bc u can always do better...
bc ur already there
bc u have talent.
n me telling u is not making u make better ART!
so just
meditate
then make something.
but pls do... for me, for u, or the sake of it...
if not dont ever read my blog again!
UR FIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAMBO
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Stay Beautiful!
http://www.ascendedhealth.com/gum%2Ddisease/
I tried this new form of toothpaste that I thought was absolutely amazing! After you try this you will agree with me too!
Check this out and scroll down to see the picture results from this miraculous NATURAL BLACK TOOTHPASTE!
You dont even need a toothbrush! and you swallow the stuff after u brush ur teeth with your own tongue and saliva... it sounded odd at first to me too... but you really feel this working! your gums and teeth feel stronger and healthier!
and take a look at some of the other magical products listed to make you beautiful too!
go here and do it by your own body conditions...
http://www.ascendedhealth.com/products.htm
<3
I tried this new form of toothpaste that I thought was absolutely amazing! After you try this you will agree with me too!
Check this out and scroll down to see the picture results from this miraculous NATURAL BLACK TOOTHPASTE!
You dont even need a toothbrush! and you swallow the stuff after u brush ur teeth with your own tongue and saliva... it sounded odd at first to me too... but you really feel this working! your gums and teeth feel stronger and healthier!
and take a look at some of the other magical products listed to make you beautiful too!
go here and do it by your own body conditions...
http://www.ascendedhealth.com/products.htm
<3
DOES ANYBODY WANT TO BUY A LARGE ESTATE IN CRIMONA ITALY???
do u need photos?
MAIN HOUSE
5 bedrooms
6 bathroom
600 MQ
ONE ROOF APARTMENT
3bedrooms
3baths
terrace
200 MQ
ONE APARTMENT 80 MQ
ONE OFFICE 90 MQ AND BIG STORAGE
ONE OFFICE 125 MQ AND BIG STORAGE
GARAGE, COURTYARD WITH GARDEN
ASKING PRICE = USD 6.500.000,00
do u need photos?
MAIN HOUSE
5 bedrooms
6 bathroom
600 MQ
ONE ROOF APARTMENT
3bedrooms
3baths
terrace
200 MQ
ONE APARTMENT 80 MQ
ONE OFFICE 90 MQ AND BIG STORAGE
ONE OFFICE 125 MQ AND BIG STORAGE
GARAGE, COURTYARD WITH GARDEN
ASKING PRICE = USD 6.500.000,00
Gold Player!
Paul!
"you need to be respected... ur too brilliant... u've been thru all that stuff... dace n be wild... that guy said "come on put on a bikini, take a shot... not anymore, u need to be respected...
wgat i used to be is what all u other girls used to be...
omg
the girls that r out there partying
...need to realize that instead of being out there having fun is a part of life... a moment that looses its fun ... it becomes not the same constant satisfaction it once was... "you will blow a fuse" ... it starts right back over... the beauty is, we are all in this together have the same results due to a chemical fact that once so long of this... this becomes THAT n that is not what i wanted when i asked for this... i said THIS not THAT.
I am not what I once was i have been where u are now, its a process and its ok. i am to be respected... as an artist, as a woman, for all mankind, for the world .
things change... sometimes we r hooked in... but when we get there u r already there its not what u were once before i am now me not what i they want me to be... sometimes i may feel like going down to the jacuzzi and putting my bikini on but when i say no Thanx is like silent power (stuart willde)... the power is so much brighter than anything i have seen... im not impressed by big mansions... the cinema room,,, especially clossets, the his and her bathrooms, i love, for real. i leave, i know, everything is in me, and what i am becoming is free...
(Paul went to go take a pee)
so
listen!!
"Satisfaction comes from overcoming a challenge and earning the sense of accomplishment that results. When we don't feel challenged or feel any sense of having earned something, we move towards chaos. But when we earn, overcome, or change an aspect of ourselves for the better, we experience the heavenly energy of Light. I will be the cause from now on, i will no longer be the effect... im a mess, just as much as you are but lets all try, lets all try, lets all DO bc there is no TRY, only DO like Yoda says...
"you need to be respected... ur too brilliant... u've been thru all that stuff... dace n be wild... that guy said "come on put on a bikini, take a shot... not anymore, u need to be respected...
wgat i used to be is what all u other girls used to be...
omg
the girls that r out there partying
...need to realize that instead of being out there having fun is a part of life... a moment that looses its fun ... it becomes not the same constant satisfaction it once was... "you will blow a fuse" ... it starts right back over... the beauty is, we are all in this together have the same results due to a chemical fact that once so long of this... this becomes THAT n that is not what i wanted when i asked for this... i said THIS not THAT.
I am not what I once was i have been where u are now, its a process and its ok. i am to be respected... as an artist, as a woman, for all mankind, for the world .
things change... sometimes we r hooked in... but when we get there u r already there its not what u were once before i am now me not what i they want me to be... sometimes i may feel like going down to the jacuzzi and putting my bikini on but when i say no Thanx is like silent power (stuart willde)... the power is so much brighter than anything i have seen... im not impressed by big mansions... the cinema room,,, especially clossets, the his and her bathrooms, i love, for real. i leave, i know, everything is in me, and what i am becoming is free...
(Paul went to go take a pee)
so
listen!!
"Satisfaction comes from overcoming a challenge and earning the sense of accomplishment that results. When we don't feel challenged or feel any sense of having earned something, we move towards chaos. But when we earn, overcome, or change an aspect of ourselves for the better, we experience the heavenly energy of Light. I will be the cause from now on, i will no longer be the effect... im a mess, just as much as you are but lets all try, lets all try, lets all DO bc there is no TRY, only DO like Yoda says...
Thursday, February 24, 2011
PFV!
"People From Venus" live interview
http://www.cooliveradiostation.com/rock.html
They will be at RockalParke in Colombia!
:)
http://www.cooliveradiostation.com/rock.html
They will be at RockalParke in Colombia!
:)
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Magical moments...
Went to Kabbalah class today... its every Tuesday night for an hour, with my boyfriend and even my Mom... working on our other project which has to do with finding "the light" from the darkness... which is where I've been if you have followed my blog for that long... its been a roller-coaster but we all have had our own individual ride which has taught us and led us to where we are now.
When I got home we edited more for the "Magic" movie and ordered pizza...
We asked my Dad for one of his songs for the soundtrack for a section of the short film, being a very humble guy it wasnt easy for him to think he had anything that would suit us... when in fact anything of his would in my opinon... hes such a poetic deep man.
I mentioned him the song he wrote for me on the piano when I was a little girl...
"oh its just a sonata" he said
like a piano excersise song, blah blah blah...
he agreed that hed practice it a bit before we recorded him
the story turned around and I fond myself on the piano with my father doing duets i hadnt played since I was maybe 5 yrs old when I played all the time with him... he made up some simple keys for me to practice and he would sit along side me and play something much more complicated...
sadly, it felt like a punishment those days to play the piano with him...
when i broke against my old memories and habits of letting the piano entirely go out of my life and actually sat back down with my dad those same simple songs came right back to me... and i know that it was a big deal for him to have me play them again... i didnt even want to get up! i wanted to play them over and over again and i even remembered one of them better than him! haha
amazingly because of Paul who brought me over to the piano and because of the Kabbalah approach im learning this was possible.
"breaking through our comfort-seeking selfish nature will lead us to true fulfillment." Living Kabbalah book
it was a magic moment in and of itself and now it will be a part of "Magic" isn't that magical?
---
I have just finished reading a chapter in my book which talked about "restriction"... where later they ask you to really examine what u really want from life... and as you read further u are digging deeper into yourself to find out what that truly is...
I have already written the first part somewhere but this is my second part and so in order for it not to get lost in my mess of papers and things I am choosing to rewrite it on here...
So what I really want from life...
family
happiness
travel
knowledge
of art & my interests to become a better artist, photography, discover deeper and deeper into my talens, pushing boundaries, always reinventing, a model for children, to learn to stay composed, always trying new things, to grow and share, learn to cook new meals always learning taking a class which interests me, to become the best I can be, a wonderful daughter, sister, aunt, wife, mother etc. Reaching out to others more, planning, creating, to find beauty in everything, to make my dreams and ideas come to life, to surround myself with interesting ppl who share back with me and that we can collaborate together, to give myself to art and find my place in it. to make money so i can live a beautiful life full of luxury, choices, joy and buy art. to find myself! to find others & help others & make the world a better place by recycling & sharing beauty & art.
goodnight*
When I got home we edited more for the "Magic" movie and ordered pizza...
We asked my Dad for one of his songs for the soundtrack for a section of the short film, being a very humble guy it wasnt easy for him to think he had anything that would suit us... when in fact anything of his would in my opinon... hes such a poetic deep man.
I mentioned him the song he wrote for me on the piano when I was a little girl...
"oh its just a sonata" he said
like a piano excersise song, blah blah blah...
he agreed that hed practice it a bit before we recorded him
the story turned around and I fond myself on the piano with my father doing duets i hadnt played since I was maybe 5 yrs old when I played all the time with him... he made up some simple keys for me to practice and he would sit along side me and play something much more complicated...
sadly, it felt like a punishment those days to play the piano with him...
when i broke against my old memories and habits of letting the piano entirely go out of my life and actually sat back down with my dad those same simple songs came right back to me... and i know that it was a big deal for him to have me play them again... i didnt even want to get up! i wanted to play them over and over again and i even remembered one of them better than him! haha
amazingly because of Paul who brought me over to the piano and because of the Kabbalah approach im learning this was possible.
"breaking through our comfort-seeking selfish nature will lead us to true fulfillment." Living Kabbalah book
it was a magic moment in and of itself and now it will be a part of "Magic" isn't that magical?
---
I have just finished reading a chapter in my book which talked about "restriction"... where later they ask you to really examine what u really want from life... and as you read further u are digging deeper into yourself to find out what that truly is...
I have already written the first part somewhere but this is my second part and so in order for it not to get lost in my mess of papers and things I am choosing to rewrite it on here...
So what I really want from life...
family
happiness
travel
knowledge
of art & my interests to become a better artist, photography, discover deeper and deeper into my talens, pushing boundaries, always reinventing, a model for children, to learn to stay composed, always trying new things, to grow and share, learn to cook new meals always learning taking a class which interests me, to become the best I can be, a wonderful daughter, sister, aunt, wife, mother etc. Reaching out to others more, planning, creating, to find beauty in everything, to make my dreams and ideas come to life, to surround myself with interesting ppl who share back with me and that we can collaborate together, to give myself to art and find my place in it. to make money so i can live a beautiful life full of luxury, choices, joy and buy art. to find myself! to find others & help others & make the world a better place by recycling & sharing beauty & art.
goodnight*
Monday, February 21, 2011
ON FIRE!
I had a great day today... worked on my movie called "Magic" we are editing it and its already 10 mins long! i think it will end up being about 15-20 mins long... that's pretty long!!
Its my first real movie... like watching it get edited on Final Cut Pro type stuff n all, but its very low budget, i mean we shot it with an iphone! :)
Paul shot it mainly, we wrote it together and Hugo is who we are working with to get it edited, he graduated from UM's film program.
So anyway, we worked on editing as we do usually these days and later I had a dinner with Panda Paul's family at Houstons! It was his brother Ari and his gf Pixie, their Mom Yvette and the moms sister Alegra from Panama... we talked about UFO's and weird stuff as we usually do... lol
After that we went to Alegras house which was this lil cute spot in "the white house" i always wanted to know who lived in there! haha and later Yvettes and we all pitched in to help build a new IKEA table while 3 lil dogs ran around all us :)
When we left, as the two brothers and their gfs rode back south, home... we mentioned to Ari and Pixie where we usually stop on the way from "moms" house... its a hidden lil outdoor bar called "Lou's Beer Garden" where we eat this crazy spicy secret thing called "THE CURE"
We have it every Friday actually on the way back home from Shabbat dinner at Yvettes home over by Bal Harbour... a super cozy home with 3 dfferent types on windchimes in the side entrance, her 3 lil doggies Shanti, Dutch and Princess... she lives there with her youngest, 3rd son Steven. Shes very spiritual and always talks about the craziest stuff I have ever heard LOL all very spiritual and interesting yet STRANGE haha
As we raved about "THE CURE" and walked up to our regular Friday spot we sat at the bar and I ordered my regular "banana bread" beer from London... Paul orders a Pale Ale but he usually gets a "Father Theodore" stout...AND "THE MOTHER FUCKIN CURE"
BAD IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This time it was RED and usually its in fact GREEN!
-I eat it anyway.-
(OH by the way my back was killing me and Alegrita gave me an anti-inflammatory pill earlier!)
so after we go ON FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
and CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
and SWEATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
O boy
I run to the bathroom and try to puke!
they gave me tomatoes w salt and lime which they say is the "antidote" FUCK THAT SHIT! YEAH RIGHT! MY MOUTH WAS ON FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND MY INSIDES WERE BURNINGGGGGGGGGGGG I felt so so bad!!!!!
They gave me water with ice and even a glass of milk,,, still with that pill, the two sips of beer I should not have drank, the spiciest thing in the world...
and VOILA!
when we walked to the car... I PUKED more... like a water fall! not one but two long, constant water falls!!!! straight to the groud from my mouth shooting out at full speed in light pink w yellow... praying it wouldnt get on my Pink Adidas Silver line wedges!!!!!
and THANK GOD after everything came out I felt GREAT and smiled and in fact wanted to straight kiss my boyfriend hahahaha
I warned him that my breath wasn't so so bad as he opened my door to the car and instead of planting a smooch on him I asked him to smell my mouth and he said what a good boyfriend says and said "you never smell bad baby" hahahaha
I decided I wouldnt kiss him only cuz Ari and Pixie would probably think it was DISGUSTING! bc I would if I saw anybody do that in front of me after that Niagra Falls scenario...
''''
I showered and im sitting here on Pauls bed writting on the laptop eating spaguetti... my delicious Houstons fish sandwich remains on the floor of a parking lot... but glad I am feeling much much better. UUUFFFFFF! never again.
PS after all this UFO talk at dinner... while watchin tv Paul says he "hates" commercials... then we suddenly see a trailer for a new movie about ALIENS called "PAUL" hahahahahahaha noooo fuckin way! LOL so cool!
Its my first real movie... like watching it get edited on Final Cut Pro type stuff n all, but its very low budget, i mean we shot it with an iphone! :)
Paul shot it mainly, we wrote it together and Hugo is who we are working with to get it edited, he graduated from UM's film program.
So anyway, we worked on editing as we do usually these days and later I had a dinner with Panda Paul's family at Houstons! It was his brother Ari and his gf Pixie, their Mom Yvette and the moms sister Alegra from Panama... we talked about UFO's and weird stuff as we usually do... lol
After that we went to Alegras house which was this lil cute spot in "the white house" i always wanted to know who lived in there! haha and later Yvettes and we all pitched in to help build a new IKEA table while 3 lil dogs ran around all us :)
When we left, as the two brothers and their gfs rode back south, home... we mentioned to Ari and Pixie where we usually stop on the way from "moms" house... its a hidden lil outdoor bar called "Lou's Beer Garden" where we eat this crazy spicy secret thing called "THE CURE"
We have it every Friday actually on the way back home from Shabbat dinner at Yvettes home over by Bal Harbour... a super cozy home with 3 dfferent types on windchimes in the side entrance, her 3 lil doggies Shanti, Dutch and Princess... she lives there with her youngest, 3rd son Steven. Shes very spiritual and always talks about the craziest stuff I have ever heard LOL all very spiritual and interesting yet STRANGE haha
As we raved about "THE CURE" and walked up to our regular Friday spot we sat at the bar and I ordered my regular "banana bread" beer from London... Paul orders a Pale Ale but he usually gets a "Father Theodore" stout...AND "THE MOTHER FUCKIN CURE"
BAD IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This time it was RED and usually its in fact GREEN!
-I eat it anyway.-
(OH by the way my back was killing me and Alegrita gave me an anti-inflammatory pill earlier!)
so after we go ON FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
and CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
and SWEATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
O boy
I run to the bathroom and try to puke!
they gave me tomatoes w salt and lime which they say is the "antidote" FUCK THAT SHIT! YEAH RIGHT! MY MOUTH WAS ON FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND MY INSIDES WERE BURNINGGGGGGGGGGGG I felt so so bad!!!!!
They gave me water with ice and even a glass of milk,,, still with that pill, the two sips of beer I should not have drank, the spiciest thing in the world...
and VOILA!
when we walked to the car... I PUKED more... like a water fall! not one but two long, constant water falls!!!! straight to the groud from my mouth shooting out at full speed in light pink w yellow... praying it wouldnt get on my Pink Adidas Silver line wedges!!!!!
and THANK GOD after everything came out I felt GREAT and smiled and in fact wanted to straight kiss my boyfriend hahahaha
I warned him that my breath wasn't so so bad as he opened my door to the car and instead of planting a smooch on him I asked him to smell my mouth and he said what a good boyfriend says and said "you never smell bad baby" hahahaha
I decided I wouldnt kiss him only cuz Ari and Pixie would probably think it was DISGUSTING! bc I would if I saw anybody do that in front of me after that Niagra Falls scenario...
''''
I showered and im sitting here on Pauls bed writting on the laptop eating spaguetti... my delicious Houstons fish sandwich remains on the floor of a parking lot... but glad I am feeling much much better. UUUFFFFFF! never again.
PS after all this UFO talk at dinner... while watchin tv Paul says he "hates" commercials... then we suddenly see a trailer for a new movie about ALIENS called "PAUL" hahahahahahaha noooo fuckin way! LOL so cool!
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