Peace on Earth

I’m pretty sure I decided to do all the things I did myself. It’s not a matter of being pushed by my parents or something… it was even more than that, me trying to out smart us all. Not only them but my own priorities were lined up and “risk” isn’t the word when u simply desire to do something diff. Life can be easy! Life should be easy, taken more like a flowing, easy going, octopus in the current or a flower bloom in the seasons. I have shit to be pissed off about. If u want to know ask me and promise u can keep it between us. I have a reason to be upset. I won’t keep on focusing there… I feel also a sense of relief that I am me and that it may take a while to get me to the decent incredible man I so deserve…