What brought you here?

Eager to start working again… I have lots of great ideas to juggle at the same time. I’m really excited and of course could use some help. It’s time to start a new and reinvent myself… I’m truly excited foe what’s to come and I’m going to give it my all. I will continue also w my Reiki studies, my running & yoga which help me feel great, my healthy cooking, my doggie moments OMG I miss Roxy so much! I’m feeling really happy, centered, creative, grateful & like I have everything I need to go into the next phase. I don’t know how I will handle ALL of the business part but I’m hoping I can handle all the orders, new projects and activities with a solid team which I’m slowly building. I want to pay well but I need the right team who isn’t going to BS the job, trust is huge right now bc I need to leave some things to others. I will try not to micro manage but have learned u can’t really leave things completely in the hands of others with a long list of duties so it’s incremental and together over time w more things done correctly it will lead to exponential. I’m not worried and rather go slow and have things done right. It’s going to be a beautiful journey and I want to dance our way through the challenges. I’m not going to worry, I’m simply going to breathe more and trust more. I’m going to ask for help when I’m overwhelmed and have better people around me who are available to do the work it takes to make a dream come true. It has to be fun, positive, focused & peaceful. So maybe my new rule is:

EASY DOES IT, LOVE IS ALWAYS A BETTER WAY, HAPPY IS LIKE A FONT GET JIGGY W IT IT MAKES LIFE SO MUCH BETTER, SPRINKLE KINDNESS ALL OVER EVERYONE & EVERYTHING PLEASE. THANK U SO MUCH! Yippee LOL

Peace ✌️ 

HOW TO GET A WOMAN…

How to get a woman…

Step number one choose wisely, really choose. If you choose too easily move on too fast or don’t choose well enough we’ll find out and you won’t stand a chance.

Step number two point your arrows to target. Once you have selected your victim Point your arrows….

Point you’re many arrows first point your brain arrow once you have it in your mind that that is who you want your mind is a very powerful arrow and must be pointing in the direction of your prospect. 

Point Your eye arrows… you have three eyes the two physical ones will let her know you are interested these are very important signs for her to know the game is on. Your third eye must also be pointed in clear direction to target. 

Next is your heart arrow, This arrow will make sure you have only nice things to say and do for her. If this arrow becomes anyway unfocused on your target you instantly lose the game. 

Your gut arrow must be pointing, with this arrow decide what top 3 restaurants you want to take her on your first date. Don’t be gluttonous, be classy. Find out what she likes. Make good decisions. Be thoughtful and remember James Bond. 

The last important arrow is the one we don’t need to mention that’s the one you guys tend to think with. This member of the pack is also very important. Must be ready to go, cared for, healthy, groomed if need be just as much a your face. Remember to be thoughtful w this powerful arrow for he might be getting some action so come ready with his special Bday suit (if u know what I mean). 

To be continued…

Keep Smiling Under The Mask

It’s such a strange peek-a-boo time for the kids today. My eyebrows go up. I wonder what kind of magical powers they will get from this experience, so many non expressions. Enhanced eye reading? More attuned to energy, body, truth! Watch out! This is so next level ~Strange~. At least we have ways to see this with and yet we looks like blanks… who was complaining about having to smile when you see somebody? That wish came true. & The one I made about not wanting to go to work everyday came true LOL… I mean, just saying… be careful what u wish for! This is a strange manifesting reality game and we r in it TOGETHER even tho we r socially distanced make sure to talk powerfully about our future, cautiously watch BS mainstream media news and really hug and smile with the ones you can. Think of what you DO want more than complain about what actually is, find the energy in your body change reaction through different ideas… then communicate your dreams through writing and with others with the best description words to whom will appreciate (me). Lets share dreams and forget the fears, they are so passé anyway 😉. 

Lions Gate…

Portal… it’s today and so makes a lot of sense all that sleeping I needed etc. 

Check my temp

With so much to say but better not to say it. I’m not a young thing anymore I guess, I thought I could still get in but I mean they r just doin their job lol. I didn’t take care of myself enough today… I do more often than not. I wish u were here, it’s kinda late, I should get some sleep. Being of service… humankind, even as a ghost, like just being of service as close to full potential as possible, it’s what we should aim for bc it’s being useful, being unlesfish, doing what is needed from us and somehow if we knew what we were doing the better, what’s now offered is maybe not even financial but if it is it’s better. When things are needed of u it’s prob just not the …. Your business. For me it’s like an angel off the charts good deed. I guess I have to care to organize my value better. I know, I realize that.  I was talking a lot lot lot like I might as well own a parking lot. Just saying… I wanted to come back here and say that… I sorta wish I would shut the f up already and realize how I should always be shining and healthy and as great as I can be… so what happened was I lost my phone in my house and for sooo long I could not find it! It screamed Loca. I was so upset tho! I was like losing hope. Then I found it on the washing machine! Ugh. Can u believe it? So that’s my excuse… for getting extra weird bc I’m like that… I try so hard and then I fail maybe but it’s bc sometimes I outsmart myself. I think I might have the world record for losing my passport for example and then guess what… it’s exactly in the best place ever I just forgot to look there.. what do u call that? It’s just “not there yet” kinda stuff and she is good, organized, but she’s not that great at normal things but bc she’s sooo good she’s actually too good for her own damn self which is the same as how she lives in the moment… whatever it is… dude… she’s not selfish enough. Comes down to that. Comes down to responsibility… but in the end she just ends up suffering more bc she doesn’t want to be firm enough w her self, her life, she’s in the moment giving of herself and she’s too nice. It’s just a flawed person but maybe not, idk. It’s important that I get more serious w myself and my time. I have a headache. I’m not doing so good but then I am and then I’m not… I’m seriously sick of it. I don’t want to admit it but I have to. I just really think we can do better. I do, I fall, I am not feeling well guys, nobody’s fault but mine. I wish I was more normal I think but here is the struggle.. if I pass out now I won’t even realize I miss a person, a body, an actual warmth and imagine … it’s cuz I’m cold or something I don’t want what I don’t want lol I want … I want it all or nothing, I think. Super miss u love u and 

Nothing never mind.

In a Tetris Maze

Absorbent, reflective, autonomous, promiscuous, concerned, cul-de-sac, judge mental, heavy, frou-frou!, feather. Boa constrictor, Burlesque, bow tie, tuxedo, irritable, mustache, chartreuse, pungent, lift off, pigment, milk the goats, whales, wheels, why not. 

Symmetrical, anonymous, loving, caring, the train, signature, just words, mesh, veils, turnips, trumpets, 

Exhausted and miss u! Bumper cars for the streets. Twirl Angel hair w a fork in a spoon. That’s how it’s done. 

Momentum

Why is my breathing deeper than most? Lmao wait, stop, I can’t even do this.  my big deep breathe and even hold it while somebody barely even breathes… what is wrong w ppl? even when I ask them to breathe w me… they do but they didn’t go there… DOES IT MATTER?

 I heard somewhere that when I truly LOVE I will stop asking why… maybe bc I won’t care to know why anymore. So fucking pissed.

Syllables. Sounds, what if they mean different things? Bc they do so much. Energy, meaning, not only energy but the manifestations are tied to visualizations. Dude, I’m sorry,,, did I not already say that? What is fucking wrong w ppl tho? Ugh it’s so hard to express… I want to be a walking prayer, a better understanding of the past, I am to outgrow the old and do the new but by having my own opinion. 

My dog Roxy is so sweet and amazing. Since she was little I have been preparing myself for the reality that nothing lasts forever, hate to say it. Why do some things seem so real and far fetched? Like a baby out of my vagina is just unreal now. Cuz it’s not a clear thing. I feel like a little bit of a waste of a person if I don’t get to be a mom… 

Whatever it is, it’s my love… w no place to go! 

So funny right? I can’t breathe