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Friday, January 31, 2025

Good Morning Green Wood Snake for 2025

 Welcome to your most magical life!

Im a wood rat by the way, this year is the year of the wood snake and they said green for some reason. The Lunar calendar is based off the moon so pulling the tides of water, our blood, our emotions. I did some research and Im going to write some free writing I wrote from it... you can look at how it affects you by your animal in the Chinese zodiac and the break down of how this affects and intermingle. Obviously a snake eats the rat but for some reason I didn't hear anything on that through my findings. So feeling good about that. Plus the snake has to eat but there are many rats in the sea to pick from and they eat lots of other critters as well. I heard about events entertwining and that reminds me of the woven TAMBONITA bags,,, coiled in a spiral the snake is the ribbon through the chain links. 

Main thing here is to shed our skin and let go of the old ways that don't serve us and moving into a new way that the world needs. Shedding the past to rise. The snake is not a representation of evil like the Bible wanted to exemplify. It is the opposite, it represents Kundalini energy and ppl who are connected to the Earth. St Partick got rid of the snakes in Ireland and that meant the Druids, the people who hold the true power, they ground in the Earth, get the suns powerful rays and this is their real true power and fuel. Connected to their sexual and sensual both physical and creative power. The sun can power all the Earth, don't let them convince you otherwise. That is purely for the capitalist system we belong to today and need to move away from.

Snakes are so adaptable, this is about connecting w your feminine energy, we all have that. Slithering The Earth as it does, so close to the ground, able to hear the vibrations and frequency from the grounds, this animal is so sensitive to know what is happening around, so silent too, not making a sound but a hiSsss, and tongue in the air like a radar for information about who is there. Can we learn how to be in tune and survive from our Earthly home which provides. We are disconnected from her. 

When will we move? Play in the sun, Touch ground and climb the trees. Letting Source Energy Rise from Through Us! Taking Snake brakes, laying and resting, balancing and twisting our spine strong and agile. 

The story that snake tempted Eve to an Apple from a tree, when cut in half an apple shows a pentagram, for the 5 elements, trees are wisdom, a round of Applause! 

Sir-repent, Sir-vive, Live Life Healthier better than the Lie, the mystery, she's asking "Do you miss me?'

No fake snake news for Gods sake, Dialed in Kundalini, calling in all to partake in the energy healing!To begin again out of the knot we are in, vertebrae verdaderamente, verde, Ver de Ana mantra nueva, sin manos, gusanos, Mujeres sexuales flexibles, in spine all Devine, feeling the ways intuitively,Tales at the end new stories assured so spent. Enough is not that Rough, as supplies last, blessed, flexible, able to move throughout Sir Peculiar System. Try a tantric Liberations the turn on! 

Wood you regrow, One bite Bit coin, twisted cities w snake shaped piping systems, here the stems, roots channel ways, the organic gain, we take space from snake as a race. 

Direct line to source w breath through spine, our inherent sense of freedom. healing so profound, Dream on! Now we finally Realize the lies. 

The Infinite Spiral.

Love always,

The clever Rat

Saturday, December 28, 2024

222 and 123

Im one of those ppl that cares about the number and looks up the meaning and those coincidences and things speak to me. Its a thing. Its 2:22am and found out my friend is in jail and i knew it! I had a feeling… and hes got 3 kids! A 7 month old too! Gosh. All my friends have like 3 kids! So weird. Pretty cool, ppl have such interesting lives all working so fucking hard for the man to be taxed so that they can be complete jerks to us and speak to us in degrading ways and make our lives a challenge when I think we r supposed to be having a hell of a lot more fun than we currently are. This shit sucks. All this control when they clearly have to solve the problems w the homeless epidemic of zombies on drugs. Pennsylvania WOW. Dtla WOW. Detroit WOW. San fran WOW. Get going guys! U have some major shit to figure out ppl have completely given up on themselves. All they wana do is get high on a drug that paralyzes them i mean that is seriously SAD. What is going on here? Yet u wana come after all kinds of petty other mistakes ppl make? Let some of these go! Where is the compassion? Where is the love? There is little hope. I am shocked at the system. Make it a better sytem, do us that favor, make it flow, make it work, make it work for us not just u and some. Get real about realizing u are one of us. You are not better than us. Help us! Help humanity! Be kind. If we will make mistakes dont think u are perfect. We are seeing the imbalance of power u will see it too maybe soon maybe now maybe in the near future. Care about ppl shackled in front of u. Care sincerely about each and every one of them, even tho it can be hard. It can also be hard to like your own wife on some days, so let us have dignity. The cells should be power washed. Just a little warmth goes a long way. All Gods Children. He is watching and we arent the only ones sinning. Its not only one way, remmeber that. Your way could be the wrong one. Make Heart. Educate. Respect. Love your country? Then love its citizens. 

Sunday, December 22, 2024

It doesnt suck!

We say “He sucks” but have you ever heard the saksophone? Have u ever been to Saks Fifth Ave? Lol 
Im just, u know, joking. 
Ok so I just went to see MOSE at ZeyZey and bought my ticket as soon as I heard like ifk a month ago like the only thing I cared to do over Art Basel events this year even. Im so extreme sometimes like I like what I like! I LOVE. Well, it was lovely… but anyway this one part I wana share… I went there wearing a beautiful blue flower w feathers… i bought this sunflower and white Goddess headpiece bc SUNFLOWER IS ONE OF MY SIGNS W GOD… i am like a sunflower. I wana go take poctures in a sunflower field so bad, i love seeing ppl who take pics like that… they are SO POSITIVE!!!! Anyway I lost my blue flower which I didnt wana lose it but if u think about the story its amazing… do u get it? 
Its like goodbye to the blues, the blue days, sadness… being blue… and evolved into wearing the sunflower goddess headpiece and its about THAT its exactly how I feel now in my life. Doing all this work on improving myself and been on the journey of cleansing my soul and going towards the light… i love myself finally like really and truly… i love spending time w myself, what I think, what I do, the way I do things (like balls to the wall lol sometimes) im pretty chill lol but I mean everyday pushing myself like monumental efforts of keeping up w the things OMG I am so … really GOOD like I practically am wearing a Halo idk if u guys can see it on me but I know its there LOL 
I love my Halo, I love my heart, God doesnt care what u Do, he cares about your heart that its loving!!!! So open your heart. Make sure u follow pretty things and watch spiritual or good things like its going to be YOUR VIBE! Do the homework!!!! So Thats what Im doing… and thats all I wana say. Oh & I love you. ❤️ 

Friday, September 27, 2024

Righting

I was up late and put a lot of very needed energy into the TAMBONITA working area. Feeling like I know where everything is and that Im inspired to make some new ideas. I realize I start things and then push them to the side bc a new order comes in or something so its a bad habit of letting things sit unfinished and then I have a bunch of projects that Im working on and arent finished so it looks kinda cray cray and I gotta get better at THAT. I need more hands really and together we can make the projects take less time and get finished. Its a real thing but in biz its not good biz! I would like to have this great TEAM in place that w samples we can agree on a collection, on new trending fabrics and color combinations etc. (thats the fun part) then have great eye and helpful ppl that want to see this thrive be the type that moves and shakes it to happen. Someone that has this experience and that can see the value in these unique works of art. I got some time to myself to explore a bit more focused and on my own doing my art, making my mistakes, which is easy to do w this. Its not easy to know what will emerge til u really try it. It is what it is, its not like painting, its a specific way of order structure w its limitations and w its availibilities and it has plenty to work with bc I keep creating new silhouettes and designs like belts, bag straps, spiral notebook covers, home decor, jewelry, bikinis, dresses, keychains, tree ornaments, and whatever else… i realized I missed it when i stopped and that I do want to continue making things w the brand for some more time bc im not yet finished. I feel like its been just explored and now I have become a better expert and would get things really right from now on w it. The mistakes are not needed anymore plus any “mistake” w this can be re-woven and recycled into something else so its a blessing to have something like this to keep working in a time where sustainability is important and ppl r now more mindful and aware about those things. 
Now, I was just looking at the trend reports for f/w 2024 and even spring 2025 and its showing a lot of basic, proper, serious, grownup, non pretentious, not edge or bold or out of the box. Its very respectful. Elegant. Plain, clean, but good materials and a lot of thought going into the outfit to look subdued and professional. This is like the opposite of TAMBONITA but it makes an excellent backdrop for wearing the bag. 
So its a time to go in and do what Im doing which is internal work, moving, re-start, get organized, work on projects online and in the work space too, these custom orders are good but I need to move the stock I have. Next vending event might be Dia De Los Muertos Nov 2 and I was looking on Temu and found things I wanted to buy to see if I can sell more at that event. Its risky but I need sales that are more accessibly priced and just a price you cant turn down bc ppl that go to these events have money and they wana drop some! That is how I am too! So 10,20,30,40$ priced things are a potential sale but a $400 TAMBONITA bag is not as common. I also wana start painting other things, I want to make art that is like a dance to make it. I want to dance and make art and also use words and poetry perhaps. Idk but im a lil scared like thoughts of not sure I know what Im doing or dont want it to look too messy or amateur. I want it to be something ppl really love, simple, but works and money comes in, ppl are happy, i am happy and love making what I make… everyone is happy and it evolves. I have some ideas, nothing major. I made an art piece bc couldnt wait and its ok its not finished but im not like wow i can paint and i love my painting skills lol i actually never really did, i could see the talented ppl who I liked how they painted and I didnt feel like I was good enough. It takes practice and if I did it a lot I could do amazing things for sure. My medium is usually mixed, collage, i like scraps, i like inspo of mistakes, i love a lot of things but realize it doenst all look good together on the same painting lol well, yea, i want the final result to be a vibe that I like. I want the movemnt of the eye to keep u engaged and for it to talk to ppl, id like it to heal, i want to be very intentional but at the same time let what happens lead the game of patience and the mystery of what it evolves to become. Open to the subtleties. The master of color. But i dont want to be over bearing. I want to be inspiring, feminine, graceful and maybe jolt, soft but strong, know when to stop and say its finished (not an easy thing to know) I would like to take things that arent usual to use and incorporate them into my paintings. Like feathers for instance. They are so light weight and spiritual, remind me of angels and birds, and dandelions blowing in the wind! Ballerina ribbon brush strokes, landscapes maybe, interiors, scissors cutting patterns, sun dying, sling shotting, sewing, idk. I would like to take u to a place of texture and wonder and illumination and embellishment, remind us of beauty. 

Friday, September 20, 2024

My Vision Video...




I feel like I can keep working more on this. I forgot to mention I want to see more SUNRISEs and SUNSETS and I want more ppl to be able to see them too. For Society to be healthy we need more places that offer this. More architecture that allows everyone to see the sunset and sunrise if they wanted as a basic human need be met. 
 


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Saturday, September 14, 2024

Can I make a suggestion?

 ...Or Can I make an observation? 

This is the way to ask before giving out some advice. When advice isn't welcomed it isn't your place to give it. It isn't usually your advise that will be welcomed or wanted but better if you can guide someone to come up w the answer on their own... so they feel good about themselves and also bc it might not be your ego of thinking you know what is right for them who really knows anyway. We have to get this right... ppl do need each other but to be listeners and not for your opinion so much but ask more questions and listen and learn and really listen tho and let them talk more... keep asking them to tell you more... and then maybe they can hear themselves their own answer. THAT is really valuable "guidance" it doesn't need to have your advise bc its their journey but we need to be there to help assist and facilitate these growths and changes... growing can be painful and we ca feel lost when we don't have a clear answer. 

Make sense?

Not giving my advice is the hardest thing for me to do LOL. It is my love! but if I ask for their permission its like a glide in w a suspense for them to desire a new idea,,, its up to them...maybe... its not for me to dictate and say they MUST, even if they must its their choice, either they will or they won't, they won't die over a wrong choice,,, instead, it just takes us to more experience. its tied in with WILLINGNESS

UNWILLINGNESS can look like procrastination or unmotivatedness

"In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing u can do is nothing" But What's The Next Best Thing!? RIGHT? Diff for each of us. We need to learn to feel, when we know how we FEEL we can find out what we NEED

Uncertainty is good, we grow!

Why am I here? -To Listen. (hear)

The more we stress ppl the more we entrench them in their addiction.

In our true nature we are Enlightened - totally open, peaceful, joyful, compassionate & omniscient.

Roll the Paradise

The Human Realm is filled w struggle & uncertainty. Humans are highly emotional. There is no telling whether, in a fit of passion, we might make some big mistake & regress. 

Have compassion for confusion.

Oh hey sis! = oasis... say hi

Genuine Compassion makes no distinction between self and other.

Anger and Hatred are the materials from which HELL is made.

Words of healing & reconciliation 

Delight don't Despair

One Step, one moment at a time to lessen the mountain of sorrow in the world.


I haven't shared anything about the 50 days I spent in jail at Key West... Monroe County

I read Books on Buddhism and had already signed up to study Life Coaching and get a life coach and I disappeared! Imagine! I learned about Bodhichitta and at the exact moment I was eating Cheddar Jalapeño Cheetos to it was like "tamBO EAting CHEdar chEE-TOS" hahaha and I swear its so weird how things like that happen LOL

Look it up! Bodhichitta <143

I want to add more of my notes here, so I will. <3




Friday, August 30, 2024

Right-Writing

Prancer! Dasher! Energy enhancer! …. All Dancers!!! Stare while I walk up these stairs elevating through doors and roofs as they have two o’s oo oo to look through, to peek a boo, at a peacock aqua, purple, indigo blue, I see you, sea side but not inside my soul Ray a drop of gold bind us stars by shines of 3 sistars sea stars our nighttime doves so bright, sit tight, lined up calendar like in formation in accumulation pattern separation, they stick out from the rest. For this is how a captains never lost looking through his telescope Pirate like 3.14 miles to land. Peeking, Dunking in ocean blues salty water like tears like a soup, made by who? Peppered by plankton glowing down your digestive tract track that result in your unrefused choices down the pipe. Oh Darn it Boy this calls forth the energy of gaslighting our very selves like change to our working machine washing u clean its a stream of conciousness paralled course paraguas-umbrella water of life sending circles throughout. In order of perfect design, sometimes I sigh and say what better signs to tell us. Be the you and I be the me its all happening wo trying, we can fall in trust w us, letting go of our story, one step at a time, footnotes, parent the thesis, or spiral in vortex. Choose your choices it is test ting intestines, detoxing what must die, just good guessing gestation governed by divine order, how it goes, we kill our elves we arent always Think King about transforming negative poison-us, by pausing the tention and setting an intention. 

Kindness generator, never ending tank of generosity unlikely to find in many other human beings unconciously thriving, walls created, bound-diaries ass tanks running on loworried and full of empty fear headed towards a The End they avoid w all their might. Barely operating Sir vive! Is your duty while alive. My God I heard to do that Gov says die trying. So we go crazy on one another trying to prove our different points, things like what I want to do and what you think I should do but we forget what does God want us to do. So we go crazy on one another arguing creating Grand Canyons from small oil rigs, The Drama we are a dick ted craving the theatrical call to the backstage … “We are going on LIVE!” Live and Death for who cant hear listen up, behold, on mute, off the hook nobody. Slow to God. Ten Fe! Feather… fe at her… gusanito adentro, yo digo Pio Pio Tuyo Tuyo espejito volteadito a ti porque se que dar es mas ganaza para todos que quedarme con todo sin ser generosa compartiendolo con todos otros generosa osita. 🧸 Ositos que damos a nuestros hijos, y lecciones de enseñanza insuficientemente explicatos porque no hay una forma en concreta y quieres que lo descrubren ellos mismos. La dualidad de malo y bueno ponendo encima injusto  justicio. Aver si aprendemos de los caminos de otros no tiene que ser todo aprendido de nuestro propio camino. Por eso necesitamos hablarnos. Discutir de casos de nuestras proprias expirencias. 

Osita ono? Es que ositos Necesitan amos y abrazos hay que darlos y darlas gracias y a uno a otros. Diosita Osita Orisha. Nadar en el Buen y en el Mar con ositos amorosos, todo sera con Fe, compartiendo sin miedo, mas miel, Rey-dio… we will leave the awful and head for hopeful, beautiful, a do able, agreeable Dream come be seen! 

Owl always love you, who? Who? Whoever you are its forever we are here together, if i listen I hear the channel, I surf di “oh”, rad. Promise you will call me to ask me in person so I can put my purse on. All right, bright, set, hike! Uphill will, down for the challenge! Not here on edge, it feels like im in the middle, feels round to me. North East Eye Feast, south west simply opposing place. With a mind of its own, My heart is concious of you, I believe it to be true. Battery powered to last a lifetime measured by choices, back choi, & from now on Choi (not made in china). Not even Shy-na! Be courageous, speak and share to learn from each one of a kind you mans. Bound by lifes unique spectacle! Get together hear through the heart, now wake to meet greet and get deep. Time to care parenting like Moms for our family, siblings, excusing, advising, demonstrating love allowing the other to choose their path. Sharing wo expecting ppl to need to take the path you think is right allow everyone to take their way fairly! Healthy choices heralded! Hoorayed! Honored! 

Writing our wrongs, the ups and downs to better understand what works for our selves. In motion of learning by Gives and Takes no such thing as mistakes really mostly free will being used in choices. Give ppl control unless they allow otherwise. That is principle, a law of the word freedom, free will, allowing to choose, comes w suffereing consequences, so does a marriage ring, and a telephone ring… all have a result, and all results can be more pleasant. The gravity is here to hold us on Earth, we dont need manufactured suffering on top of living life we need to pay a system to make things easier for us instead. To tell us the truth. To know what is right from wrong if they expect it from us. Warnings are given, we dont need more wars. We dont meed the wrong type of profit. The way to destruction is necessary for creation but we should evacuate places properly all lives matter. We dont need a poll to vote for the richest side to win, we know we want a working system that basically demands the same of us that u expect we want from you. We want the same things, we want to Enjoy our lives. We want to raise our kids and work 3 days a week, we want to explore this planet and contribute a couple days to volunteer. We wana be fulfilled. We are very happy humans who want to reach our full porentials and we want to have the option to live fully in TRUTH AND ABUNDANCE.