Know Our Power

Ive put a great deal of effort into improving my life and feel like I still havent managed to find a true way to be here and manage it the way its technically supposed to be. Im tired of not getting reciprocated for my efforts as Id like to be in a different place than I am in right now. I can be so grateful for this here and now but its the aftermath of efforts than i here now lie in. And everything has passed and is unalive and gone. Im left with my own left overs of a life once fought for and turned aimless. I now lay in a mountain of my choices expired now uninspired and i hate to say it. I changed bc I freed myself and gave myself some time and forgiveness and time went by, lots of precious time. Im not going back, im spending it, watching it make changes in me and those around me and cant decide what to think anymore of it. I didnt let anyone down I must have chosen this rebellious path thinking I was doing the right thing. I like to write. I dont like it when i do something wrong. Im in bed writing, its my Birthday. Im 40 and had a nice day Valentines Day but this time of year is always a bit stressful and unique to me and my story. I cant imagine it any different that this particular strangeness, its like im a vampire to my own personal quirks, i dont see the difference between my soul and my life story like they are so glued together. The things i do in all ways over lap and connect so im evolving from everything that i do even tho “its not me”, it becomes me and i live wo seperating them or knowing the difference. Its to not compartmentalize and have diff versions of me for here and for there so it might be a mood change, definitely a mood change actually. A mood to create my Mundo, my world. The mood is the frequency your on that affects your understanding! Mood though is your way to give yourself a check in, check up, its the sure signs of some sort of depletion or time to talk to others to hear them for a change, i talk too much, i guess i will listen more, who do I wana listen to? If we are all children here learning and noone can tell me what better than me for me. Thanks for sharing your words of wisdom w me ahead of time. So 40 is here, what can I say? Its like a collection of things, memories, stories and we dont have enough time to enjoy it together, the calendar could be a Call In There to come back around to the ppl u meet, not all friends are on the same level, its more specific and what fucking matters? This is our Power, our Network! Our World Wide Web and we can deal w 8 things at a time. But we gota share the attention span to keep the web slots organized and filed away. One by one multiple ways through groupings, key words, informational database that allows u access to see ppl by job, location, whatever it may be, music taste, diet, hobbies, knowledge… if there is anything this future shit can help us with is that our ppl are our market and not all of us yours only. And we should let them know what we say and frienda can know more if we choose so. We arent for sale unless we are making the world a better place, machine in place for our benefit. We choose. Too bad for u. Thats that. Know our Power. 

Blessings to All...

 Loyal to each one we become Upy'all, it's a thought and it is beautiful in my opinion. It's not meant to be funny even though it has a silliness to it perhaps but it is an underlining treasure. I can see potential in ideas that come from playing with words. The spell we are under or I should say I have been under caused by myself unknowingly with no blame but instead a recognizing of our choices and our power sometimes I gave it away I guess and I am sorry if I bothered you or hurt you or if anybody ever did but we are here to heal these past wounds and try a different tune that sees our traumas as gifts for knowledge and growth and lovingly walk each other home like he said... my mind is blanking. what an interesting problem to solve this big giant one we are all a part of, isn't it>?<it is! everything is both now, Nothing is right or wrong and its truly a time to let that go gently forgiving our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. How lessons are MORE beneficial than Correct Answers in a sense bc its a form of exploring experience to become better experts at Sexy Life Making and Sharing and Love is the only way but friendship makes the world go round, doesn't it? To not only love one another but also to have compassion and acceptance for the flaws for they will happen. Even me here trying to think of the best thing to say not only for you to love and accept me like I'm some desperate person Actually not at all, For myself, for the future of humanity, bc I thought well about this and Im learning as Im going, aren't we all? You aren't like me and I don't want you to be, I am very happy to have you the way you are, I could learn from you and Id love the chance to share great moments with you all to be IN JOY Enjoying the present moment and getting somewhere w this ship my dear friend. won't you Say you will sail with me, closer to the here than away farther away, that might just take too much time and We all don't have so long you see..? I hope you see, and feel and know how much Life is also Truth and its Simple, we have created this to survive to hopefully better this place... Im very proud of us! So many incredible humans Id love to hear from. From Thought to Forming Things, Systems, Rules, all kinds of shit and how can we take a second to look at where we are headed and allow time for goodness. Monday comes back around like a loop on repeat and so does money if we can let it flow and see the energetic exchange we are trading and exchanging with... the bottom line is it comes back to us, creating value with a TRUTH to care about one another together>? not one up and compete like cheat and take,,, its like manners, education, a united understanding of clear mission, Motto-Ship. Light and Dark, it's about a lighter load, sharing for a mentality of abundance. You can have whatever you want right? u have it already... so but caring that WE ALL HAVE IT TOGETHER that's how we have more... not as divisive its planetary, its mathematical, scientific, historic, anything but Horrific, bc its impossible for it to be Horrific if we are all together on it, I think. It's so difficult for me to get along w some people, and just at least if we can send love to the ones that need it, sometimes those are the ones that need it most. I am one of those people, So everyone is, at some point. So flawed myself w awareness and then expecting a better planet is not how these far out things get solved, I believe our children and next generations need to be protected and guided better and pollution doesn't need a poll to ask who wants it to stop. we need more rules against THAT than against humans, Taxes are to be used for the things that Government is allowed to be on control of not to go outside certain lines other wise this self interest CONFIT is Counterfeit and Fuck your dollar its that against LOVE and we have the power! why are we so comfortable and dead to see that? Im not trying to take away your money and things Im trying to let the ones who are doing things that are wrong for their benefit that we are on the same team-ship, why don't we be friends? We fried instead of tried! we haven't tried yet. we have tried to make a life in a system that is just as unpredictable as a bear coming to eat me! w car accidents, and whatever video game like massive weaponry being used is just not a way to solutions. sunlight and Us and sharing that in peace is a better plan for final result why are we creating deeper caves and bigger walls and more hate than where we were headed before? Your before and my before is infinite and we keep on brother and sisters, like spirals in shells, don't make this a living hell. Lets walk out of this every new day feeling better than before, its up to us to fill our hearts enough to give out, our minds could use some space and declutter a bit, go in, find that box of crap your hiding and go through it lovingly and give things away. more than things we need each others smiles, warmth, invitations, likes, comments, time, understanding, forgiveness, its the most valuable thing we can give right now. Things aside, our needs are connection, next best maybe food? but ALL should have basic needs met and almost a PHucking Fone!  bc we need a head count on phones... if some aren't being used release them or fixx them for those who want one or in need of one bc its like food now almost and Im about to say I don't want one but how will you ever find me if not? better hold on to it then. Im not worried, I don't want you to worry now either, how can I take your worries away? please Tell us, so we can correct this battle field called distorted Heaven on Earth. Know and believe in this process of evolution that connects us, binds us and how we can always choose. Choose Wellness. Mother Daughter, Spirit, Sacred and when you bless yourself this way it's upside down and ends at the heart. from Mother we came and Daughter as the sun in solar plexus, spirit instead of Holy bc it was sex that got us here nobody is so Holy to continue our species... and Sacred,,, at Heart... It's just because I like it. And all that is said to come from the heart... spelled instead of expelled ... connected not by the neck on the phone but from the Heart... Be More, Be All....

For GAIA...GAZA.

 Wrote some ideas about how I feel we need to Drastically try harder to save the planet.

Here goes... Before I begin I think the critical change we can shift into now is about living INTENTIONALLY... so with more awareness. we might need to stop what we are just keeping on doing to look at our every move and question it. 

Do I really need this>?

Do I need to be doing THIS JOB? Can this be truly necessary>? IF you're not sure STOP doing it anyway until your sure and about even how its being done being the best way for the PLANET.

The point is to be HERE NOW and STOP to be sure that what you're doing on auto pilot and leading many others to do as well, is it honest? Good for the planet? have Gaia at the MOST IMPORTANTANCE? of are you taking from the planet in a non circular way and stripping/depleting the planet? Can this be improved> ? OF COURSE IT CAN & It MUST! so lets stop doing anything which doesn't help out vessel thrive and grow and be a better stronger home for us. This thing we share called Gaia/Mother Earth/Planeta Tierra etc. is what we have as the human race in common to put all our Goals and missions #1 prioritized to care for Her! and from us all doing that we will find a common denominator, a Humanitarian cause, something that tears down all the separation and finally brings us INTO UNITY. and by putting her first we all become humbly united as a family. Nothing else matters more. No war, no amount of oil, no religion, no Ala here and Zalah there... OUR GOD is our thriving planet Earth. the Plan is to put her first to cure Climate change, all the issues we have to be put aside bc this is really the only one that should matter. no Bomb is ever OK anywhere if we truly care about our Planet Blooming with abundance giving us nourishing food, shelter from organic materials like wood, clean water to drink, a happy family to share and enjoy with. NOTHING MATTERS MORE THAN THE COMMON DENOMINATOR. We must stop and just agree. 

So IF we can agree to that we can agree that we must stop production of chemicals and anything that poisons the planet. What would that be>? cocaine isn't one of them bc that is a natural thing. Im talking Round Up, Acetone? Plastic? tons of products we use that we need to eliminate if they are damaging our oceans, the animals, nature etc. NO QUESTION. Tell me what we need to have that is killing us that we need? I know its gone be hard, its great we have invented things outside of the organic realm but we need to take these things back and control THEM like we have with Marijuana and drugs for so long. They aren't the enemy we need to be aware of what truly IS harmful and put a Halt to that. Global Warming is an issue Government needs to take the LEAD in protecting and finding an end to HURRY UP like a murder mystery, like a speeding ticket, like apparent fraud. Be our true Hero, everyone is involved in the trans formation of the new paradigm, know right from wrong and don't do it for the money... Do question it. Fuckin Pussy.

Natural Remedies work, use them. Planet of plants, rivers, oceans, that gave us crystals, caves, stones, in multidimensional colors and temperatures, textures, altitudes, gifts and animals who lived and ate there evolving, into final extinction, like that last something, make it last, multiply it, we have a brain, we have a zoo for Gods sake, what for if its not for the sake of science! It should be our animal Hospital Retreat place not a place like Disney for entrapment and more business at the expense of a rare animal life, treating life like a Dog instead of GOD. 

To win it we must ORGANIC it, to stop killing it. In how long after can Flowers Bloom from that Boom? 

We need to know. we need to be able to care and control that bc its out of control completely.

Rely on an ECO planet is how we can CARE about our ECONOMY :)Realize how imp this is. This is SOURCE.

Economical, Eco Green,... the planet is a money machine... a Happy Planet Healthy Good Plan in Action... Circular, NOT LIAR, Circular Sir take this cue... no more q's

This is Army, Governments ONLY Mission to stay in power. ambition, TAMBITION. 

Plan it right no more a Republican 0r Democrat war anymore. GREEN PARTY WIN NOW for the Human Race together wants this ACE! This is NOW the planet says OUUWW.

Planet its Time to FAM IT. Our plane ride, our net when we fall, my land is your land, this lane we all are on, Universal only road we all take, the route-no-U-to turn on. Don't go against it. we lost our way, in plane sight, we are part of a system of delight! Please, Our Heart, the plan that keeps us connected to art, making music, learning by listening, subtle, simple. Generous loving Gaia giving 10/10 All it has... Bow Down to ET. smile before we tear , she hears all, feels all, absorbs our pain, consoles us w all her gifts, grounding us w gravity, this home we make, this mother to all, can we take care of her? can we give back for a change, the count down from in ten tion  as we reach one, will we finally come together? a close family through urgency, love think creatively! Our Art our choice!

Play by Ear

Planet Earth.

Net like surplus, profit, catch the falls, Listen up, You Spring! 

Easy Easy Please this Planet 

Can you hear her? Will you listen? Lists yes Lists Make lists that's Plans! Let me see an Earthling doing something to help us grow and soar. NATURE isn't YOURS. 

This planet is a place to PLAY, sweetly, sway!

Eat together, Eating seasonal, the taste of seasoning ,

Her fire soul, worms on surface, OMG no GMO.

US, our cars=the grouch on Sesame Street 

trashing wo growth.

All U minimum?

Tie? Tame? None of them...

Stealing is all

Let me Re-mine you

Gold/Cocoa BROKE-OH?

is this a joke though?

Selfish Murder like OJ but in your neighborhood Lemonade stand

knocking out dead w poison machines clean like vacuum Machine Guns POP like chewing Gum

Generation Obey a General

No more FIRE! We need an Aquarian AGE, its all about WATER

The water we want is the natural FLOW, really nothing more. NO MORE BOOM BANG GO!

It's STAY, STOP, LET IT GO.... see how long u can go wo a sip of it, Life Force, This is True, Water is Life, Planet Earth!

We can dance to make fire, make love and cuddle each other to stay warm we can let go of the FIRE but not of the water! For we are FIRE! and Climate needs us right? so stop the Bombing and gun fire! this is warming! we can get together and hug to stay warm instead of FIRE!

for GLOBAL WARMING sake stop making the planet hotter! Government is NOT LOVE if so we should call it LOVERNMENT ;)

Its warm inside go deeper and find her core, just the kiss of the sun be what heats her now, find other ways to stay warm w animal skins, and alive living cuddles. exercise, hot pools and what not,.

Dream Catcher Plan Net

Im the spider I felt it. 

LOVE The TIME of your Life!

For Gaia, GAZA. 

I believe in the Power

Of this world. People, we have answers and ways to heal now and find the ultimate cure for so much depression, cancer, etc. We first need to take account of our thoughts and mindfully move into a smoother sail by filling our own lives with things, not literal things, I mean put yourself in places that bring u (& others) JOY. Enjoy your life. Sing, dance, pray, write, make art, swim in the ocean, whatever makes you a better person. Balance like Super New Balanced. Smile and make yourself helpful. Listen to the other. Be respectful of other peoples space… consideration is dying. Start caring about the way things have an affect! Take part in a plan for the planet instead of contributing to the pollution. How can we get as organized about things that matter to us? Figure it out… we must create a better world so we can all be happy and free, that is circular, & that is peace. One step at a time. Wishing us all healing, health & freedom from whatever gets in the way of that. 💝🐍

Amore, Love is Timeless.

 Divine Destiny to share ENJOY all its presents, all the flavors of favors it's doing for you. No favorites, people please, excuse your sneeze, the air we breathe, planet beneath, more growing greens, no greedy poison envy. Water flowing through us all, life of truth cycles coming back to us, Letting it go is letting it be, let's believe in that! Natures voyage through us, yes each of us, connects us, Life procreated us. 

The life inside of us. When water is with you heal it while healing you. The time it spends with you, changes us. Aware your energy the magical river flowing through each of us. Sing! Patterns groove, dancing sways, Meditation Pond Radar. Both having the power in time to lean in, cleaning. Relationship in flow. waving as she passes, a Curing Current This Feeling Love Sea, Elemental Sensory Perceptions. 

Peace & Joy A Blissful You

To All Humans Here on Earth, All hues & those violent too. Im preaching like a Priestess, You Can Too. 

(Butterfly on Thyme)

The Sacred Eternal Loop 8 Infinity ;) Said it was absolutely delicious! 

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone one one one. ((( Echo )))

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of Love.

Deep In the Jungle...

 I was in nature like the boy in The Jungle Book, barefoot, and at home. All the animals my friends and my guides and I slept in a hammock on a branch in the trees with the moonlight shining through the leaves of the branches. The moist dirt path I walked on, the tail of an animal gently and lovingly caressed my ankle to let me know I am protected not anybody's dinner nearby. The eyes of a white Owl and the sounds of the birds, cracks of frogs and flaps of wings, crawls of claws, russtles of leaves, just a busy land, the home of many animals. I climbed up the tree w my hammock so naturally strong, my legs, my core and pulling myself up by my arms as I extend my legs to new heights so balanced and assured, this is also my home, where I nest, almost bare just some simple rags tied around me in just the right places. Some might say I was dirty, I didn't think so at all, Id say just Earthy, nothing dirty about it. There I sung into my hanging hammock and once comfortable the others like squirrels joined me to keep each other cozy and warm, my friends, my team, my protectors. a funny monkey hung from my back swinging my hammock and I giggled w my eyes still closed. He was only there to bring a smile to my face. The wise moon new this was a perfect night to shine light on. and we all rested like one great big family in the wilderness and in the dark.  

Id like to do

Something I havent done for a while… it would be do what I used to do but in a new way, as me now…. Im used to ppl sucking, hate to say it, but im not gona hold it against u… i will go right by you and we wont STICK. Thats all. Everything moves. If u want something u cant force it, but u have to be attuned to its true nature, its needs, its faults even, and how the hell do U fit in? Lol well, u better think about it. 

Im not thinking how i fit in. Or that I dont. I am thinking that Id like to again and how its not the most attarctive to be left out like this but I dont feel that, i did it to myself. I like It most of the time. Maybe i convince myself I do but my testing system has me right side and I like to have control over my life and outcome. In rehab they call it “sick”,can U believe it? YUP, wanting too much control is a sign of you being “sick” in this AA WORLD. Is it Real? Lol. (I love thatttt). I dont love what we r talking about I love my realizations but it that way, i get to giggle about nothing but it somehow makes perfect sense or the words say it themselves! I see it. Idk. I just give it a lil look and keep on… i like my genius but I dont belive i am an actual genius only maybe potential to be one in fact lol. May I. Excuse me. 

Excuse you. 

I wanted to go out and dance but I cant drive bc I dont even want to. And i dont have anybody I wana go with LOL. This is bad. I dont even need anybody to go with! Its crazy☀️ then i think more and it turns Pumpkin! And its time for a costume and I dont even give a shit! Everyone w cheap China Caca on and Im suppsed to what? no.

So i dont like Halloween. I dont! You would think I did. Nope. I actually hate it. Its so rubbish! I have a costume, i have back up costumes, i have more than enough I think i should buy a costume IN FACT, and I should create something w what I have but its fun to but some cheap piece of plastic Im never gona wear again, is it not? Ugh. This is not good. Imagine the amount or latex we go through as a planet and for this time of year? Really? Bury me a-Love! 

Where is Bin Laden? 

Sad am Hussein?

Dont All JumpBuy Den
Ugh! Ew! Hahhaa! Woosh! We have Pressed enough of a Dent…Its time to gather up in the name of setting NEW trends, the opposite, or SHUSH-contain yourself before u explode. I dont wana hear that your relations will be affecting the rest of us and this PLAN-IT BETTER BEAST PEOPLE. Shake hands to stop fucking w each other and go to Sleep! Humans and U MAN. Stop. U wana woman, here she is. Write me a love letter will ya! Ya U! We see peace, u need to. Then maybe w can praise u. Pat on the back u, old pal. Dont mess this up. We wana have a nice time. Make it nice for all of us, not just your own people and fuck the mount everest! I will cut your throat personally. Watch it. I said… watch it.