Takes a lot of effort to do the steps.
Takes a HUGE effort to do these simple steps!
To get home is hard enough! then to wash your face, n tone, n cream, n brush ur teeth n (pppfff floss!) to read your books n THINK! to watch ur shows or even TIVO them! even if i HAVE that shit! (i do.) to go to the gym! to hit the spa! to talk to friends! to remember their birthdays, to remember their names for god's sake! to get a manicure and pedicure and hw n shop n still have a family day... love takes time... love takes a special amount of time... an out of my way time, an effort apart from what ive got going, a stupid, simple, modern way that needs to be caught up with how to mnage... its just another thing we have to get used to! its just another thing we have to add to our list as human beings! its something some of us an relate to...
some can do it.. i see it
others are far from it, i see...
some i am related to so i DNT SEE!
and a few more r unknown, like everything.
OMG WHO CARES! LOL
did i forget we q-tip our ears?
did i forget we write this all down? lol
did i forget i sit and just stare?
did i forget these letters r making me dizzy... no.
the shit is starting to PILE UP... the things i wana do and the things i have to do r starting to BATTLE... the shit is making no sense and yet it does but i dnt wana accept it.
i just wana say it, i just think its hard, i just want to say it, i just think its there to say...
i wana burn everything i own but ive already said that n the thought is heavy but i am not a total idiot and think that their is a better way to solutionizing... hahahahah "english" this problem... problem? omg! HELP! asss ifff a psychologist is gona tell me something i dnt know!!!!! thats the most FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT IT!!!
ok calm dwn.
nothing!
just
lol
nevermind.
a lot of crap
im not gona sit here n waste my time...
cuz like we said, we have NONE! lol.
but so i wana CLEAN it out, i wana start fresh, i just cant throw it all away or burn it... bc its stupid, bc others would find value in what i thought had value... i just need to move on... like things have left and now they arent there so i SURVIVE without them SOMEHOW!

so lets have a clothes swap! let me show u what i have that i dnt want anymore INSTEAD of try to sell u something NEW!

how could u stand me?

idk...

MOVE ON THEN!!!

like those super retarded pppl do! :D

loveuloongtime!

(not gona say it)