Sincerely,

im so happy to be safe man... so happy to be safe! so crazy out there! thats what i think. now that the blog has become whatever it is IT was just Thanksgiving and I just naturally feel thankful tho, like i know im not saying things right n punctuation n whatever but whatever :D

ok that smile was a bit too big for right now
















so i pour my heart out right....
n for what?

i have no idea.


no



idea



im really cool tho i promise... the problem is that i always make mistakes cuz i dont have .... ??? lol//// >>>>.... haha..... no!



bc i know i will have to deal with whatever it is that i put myself thru... u do it to urself... thats way better than so many other things.... i am guessing u think im a bratt... well not even... bratts do what they have to do bc they wont suffer later for their mistakes... bratts HATE THAT MORE THAN I DO! LOL
i dont wana say anything that is gona spread something nasty i think a bratt would.

why r we even talking about em?


im trying to think of something i wana write about and i cant, cuz ive been practically nalyzing myself n im not inspired to speak! im in a time capsule...

im looking for a hat hanger now... my mother is going really like idk man like really into all this stuff n its cool but omg im like so claustrophobic!



ive heard it all ive heaaaard the animals n each call and they arent crying

Erykah Badu is really amazing shes like an animal.

Ive been wanting to write on here... ive been feeling like im letting this lil white beautiful box down! NOOOOOOOOOOOO...... i am like in a different world right now but i really wish i had the house to myself... i would just be more relaxed, thats it, i would do anything. O
its one of those anxiety days. im so over these anxiety days but they wont go away no matter what i do. and i can spilllll my guts to u right now and that still wont satisfy me when i rest my head on a feathered pillow. DIDNT TELL U I HAVE PINK HAIR YET BUT IF U READ THIS UR PROB ON MY FB


(i really cant stand myself)



so im getting used to the pink hair but u know that... i had to do it! i had to! i wanted to! so bad! I also dnt think im a good writer whatsoever but

your kisses could be replaced with tears.
and whats a girl to do?
i would LOVE to fly away.
and those kisses at night... can never really be the ones i will allow to b felt by my skin. im in limbo n i learned that thats where babies go when they r inbetween places... like they die too young... wtf.


i dont wana talk to a yogi, i dnt wana talk to a doctor, or a preacher or even a parent.... i wana talk to someone that can make me feel better instead of tell me what it IS... i dont care what it IS anymore. i dont think its worth trying to figure out anymore. i was the crazy girl w pink hair last night... i cant see my pink hair! i cant see it!! lol but they see it if they want to... so whos it for? well, i guess them but they dnt even appreciate it and im already thinking to go dark next... i dont wana talk anymore i dnt think that i think. their r really precious things that r out there n they shine n u wana touch them but im not one of those things... im always dancing and its bc


i DONT want u to think that im make believe, im real, im a real person, im so real its like i just dont get what is going on here tho! i dont get this shit, i dont get it man, i dont want to either. i try and try and try and i still dont . ok so the open drawers the colors r like fireworks but not and i see sooo much crap its all i see i love this songgggg and NOWWWWWWWW .....


nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

u say u love me...








i cant even talk about love, i will throw up! ive been talking about it all night!

i want to have a boyfriend already,,, i want to stay home w my boyfriend and thats IT. i dont wana DO anything. i wana WORK and get it DONE n i wanan be DONE,,, no more energy to dance all around everywhere w pink hair lol like ??? OMG. dont dwell TAMBO dont dwell!


nobody really cares. so we keep skipping and hopefully on that yellow brick road and u could even bring a bucket of paint w u to make sure NObody can find u.... u can... but come onnnnn tambo..... seriously.

nobody cares lol ;)








nothing to really care about!
Sincerely,
Tbo