Friday, November 16, 2012

Tuesday, November 13, 2012


Fashion girl...

I dont knwo how to put a .GIF on my blog :( Its another tech issue I need a solution for. Anyway I have a story for u... Once upon a time their was a girl, she was very very pretty, she had light brown hair and light eyes. Her name was Maria. Maria became an independant woman, she worked very hard in school and got good grades and always did her own thing. She felt a little different from the other girls. She came from an island where other girls lived that were all very similar, they were all very pretty and very lonely in a way. Something about this island was cursed for their own GOOD. All those lonely times at home allowed them to grow, they spent time lonely at home where they were safe instead of going out with friends and getting into trouble. Thier lonely days consisted of them getting creative in their homes doing things like reading, playing board games w their families and watching lots of movies. Her life was thought to be sad until one day she moved to NYC... She studied so hard that she was offered an internship one summer with a fashion magazine! This was any girls dream! This meant shoes and clothes and colors and parties and more shoes! Maria being a pretty little shy lonely girl stood very loyal next to anything they told her to do. She was like a little toy soldier, her emerald eyes glistened to the sounds of anything fashion. She had a passion inside her that needed to be awakened. It was her against the world in NYC and she had a serious passion to make it unlike the other party girls. The city was filled with energy, abundance, all ages, inspiration, furry! The yellow Taxis zipped by while leaving splashes, the subway trains under the sidewalk trembled the ground beneath, pigeons in the parks ate crumbs thrown by an old lady, the elite bought designer shoes from a high end retail store while Maria watched from the window in the rain. The city was full of opportunity but not everybody had the same opportunities... Til one day, Marias boss at the fashion magazine was fired... The staff told Maria not to come to work the following day and instead had a meeting amoungst themselves to discuss who would be filling this next very important position. The options were very unlikely since nobody knew exactly what was demanded of the job, nobody other than MARIA that is... This dream job for any girl became Marias job and she filled this position of selecting shoes and accessories for the pages in the magazines bc she was filled with knowledge from all the books she read and movies she watched etc while being a very boring girl back home on her island. This was all the reason why her luck got turned around, so many nights, even days she spend lonely suffering! Nobody thought it would happen to her but it did. Eventually she met her prince charming and stayed in the big city working in fashion but what nobody really knows is that her life staying oh so boring, it was the only constant thing that kept her from losing that job. So, while all the fun girls dreamed of having such a career, Maria kept her secret oh so dear bc she never knew what it was like to have real fun anyway, yet fashion and shoes can tame a girl any day. ;)

Friday, November 9, 2012

Monday, November 5, 2012

Time of change...

Its just a lot of things to remember, but now we have just to ask... we dont use our brains enough,,, thanks to the computer I can look and find whatever I forgot w some little key words to get me what I lost. An over-abundance of issues, little ones and the big ones are there hopefully they arent growing bigger. Its a lot of information. A lot of stuff we need to do our own research to find the answer to, the correct answers to make a decision... wo that we are lost. So that all takes a lot of time and being a silly creative girl I might take a little longer to fully comprehend. To make our own choice that is. I would love things to be more simple :) I have started a big canvas project, its about numbers. I dont want to float around in space completely out of it, Im an Earth girl. I think the best choice for me and my progress is to put two feet on the ground and spend some time outdoors everyday if possible and its free to watch the sun set or rise and the details and the colors and the tranquility and a deep inner peace for a min is needed for us all. Its simple. Like everybody starting to grow their own gardens and meditating and being more in tune to Earth, to be thankful and set goals, brake them down into simple steps and keep going. Its all about how u feel so dont feel forced to go to a party bc u wont miss anything, you need what will truly make u happy and that comes from other places. Its in a long bike ride, walking the dog, seeing a place u have never been, experiences, love, gathering friends and collaborating... we all are a team, we just have to reach out to create it, inspire each other and create something and that will make us all proud, with good energy of course... its for the world, its for the growth, its for compassion, its to spark something in others, to brake walls and share, para compartir. Smiling, helping, being patient, not letting urself be so affected and keep moving foreward and its slow but bit by bit by bit makes a huge lot! Their are the rules of a better life, but you make your own rules and understand why your doing things one way and open up to an even better way... it might help you to try something new. We have to be happy for one another instead of give the evil eye, being jelouse, saying mean things, u must get those ppl out of your life immediately!!!!!! They dont want you to do well, they dnt have the best interest in mind, their are ppl who will unfortunately hold u back, say mean things, spread rumors, have dark energy, are in their own funk and the best way is to save yourself and begin to think differently and go towards those who are better than you, who have a better plan, are stronger, are sweeter, are more accomplished, are good ppl... the others dont have this, they just suck whats good and bring u down. I am past that but its constant until I have a complete grip on what my goals are and where I see myself in the future, to visualize and still being true to yourself. Give back. Be true. Too much bullshit and detour crap out there... step by step try your best and always keep your consciousness in check,,, if your lost and in the dark your not who I think is the best version of yourself. You will see...