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Tuesday, November 29, 2022

The art of seduction

Is insinuating more than being direct. So charming them w what they might work better for them not being about your needs but that of the other. Ideas that could compliment and enchant them more than blatant advice sounding like mundane chores we more like inspire it through psychology more musical and romantic. I haven’t been practicing this form of art. I have been too straight up and it isn’t as enchanting. Always expressing my own needs and not taking the time to dive into the perspective and journey of another. Of course I want to know and I’m good at entertaining the possibilities I see for another. A pleasurable discussion between two human beings with loving words that bring each other up, showing you care, since you do. This is what is beautiful and the art of seduction. I feel like it’s feminine bc it’s softness and guiding without it being forceful. This is why ppl feel they have to guard and defend themselves the energy was not allowing and trusting them to take their path. As we improve oursleves we learn that getting ppl to do what we want has to look good for them in their eyes and feel like a wonderful idea, that’s why one would wana do it. This isn’t that hard to do but it’s difficult to remember when in either way we mean well. When what is communicated might mean the same but resonate so differently. Presented with allure or bluntly it’s really like reading a book by a different author or finding a guru who’s words melt your heart. 

The art of seduction

Is insinuating more than being direct. So charming them w what they might work better for them not being about your needs but that of the other. Ideas that could compliment and enchant them more than blatant advice sounding like mundane chores we more like inspire it through psychology more musical and romantic. I haven’t been practicing this form of art. I have been too straight up and it isn’t as enchanting. Always expressing my own needs and not taking the time to dive into the perspective and journey of another. Of course I want to know and I’m good at entertaining the possibilities I see for another. A pleasurable discussion between two human beings with loving words that bring each other up, showing you care, since you do. This is what is beautiful and the art of seduction. I feel like it’s feminine bc it’s softness and guiding without it being forceful. This is why ppl feel they have to guard and defend themselves the energy was not allowing and trusting them to take their path. As we improve oursleves we learn that getting ppl to do what we want has to look good for them in their eyes and feel like a wonderful idea, that’s why one would wana do it. This isn’t that hard to do but it’s difficult to remember when in either way we mean well. When what is communicated might mean the same but resonate so differently. Presented with allure or bluntly it’s really like reading a book by a different author or finding a guru who’s words melt your heart. 

Friday, November 25, 2022

Mr. Sandman

https://youtu.be/VNUgsbKisp8

Love to write.

Fighting off or surrendering some lower back pains from traveling. My luggage was overweight bringing TAMBONITAs for my cousins to wear in Vegas then they made me carry the extra luggage so I did and I wish I didn’t. When your hurt the airport sucks. I dream of the day we care enough about one another that the design for everything feel that way instead of crunching numbers and square footage w heavy doors and things made to fit a budget when I believe the small differences to be sometimes better in the long run. I mean a foot? What’s a foot now to a comfortable returning customer. I’m just sayin guys! It feels like just squished to my limit and so it’s a bit pushing my limits and I know I’m not the only one. I hate cheap ppl lol. WHERE was I going w this? Oh and btw they never wore the TAMBONITAs bc we got that busy, well u know, priorities or choices. It was a busy week and I had enough w the events planned, I wanted to hit up the spa and it was closed at the hotel lol, try try try again LOL. I was in bed before midnight every night which is not the usual me but when I do go out it’s prob going to lead me out a while. I wanted to go to Terrace the last night well morning in town but didn’t go in the end. Lots of shows and things going on there. I need a sleep boost to catch up. The key got stuck in my lock when I went back to work, had to get the locksmith to cut the lock which set me back a lot bc I was pissed I was gona miss my yoga. I really wish I could monkey through those trees right there lol… like fewww out the window and like my arms be my ride… SUP! Lol. Sit down on the branch there, hang, u know. Oh and I need my phone to find me when I lose it. I’m over looking for it. I don’t need u! I’m better wo u! Lol. It’s a blessing when I forget u. Noticing the amount of negative trash talk w celebrity tabloid news like what a bunch of venom junk for Ppls ghetto ass heads! Basura! Y Basta! 
This monkey needs a chimney slide from the roof… idk why I’m a monkey now lol, never thought of myself as a monkey but guess what! I had that monkey puppet that I would velcro the arms around my neck… I was not even over it quick, that’s so funny. We are apes guys! We r herbivores! So eat more fruits and veggies and lemon water and stop killing animals!!!! You are contributing to the pain and suffering of these innocent animals and to that of our world! Let’s do this! Let’s seriously let ALL ANIMALS BE HAPPY & FREE!!!!! I love those Irish hills, I’d love to be a cow there on a sunny day. Fuck! I loooove Cows! I want a cow friend lol. I saved a huge monarch butterfly that got caught in a spider web in my backyard. Without hurting the wing I had to get her out and she was orange and Huge! I realized why I had to be exactly there at that moment. When I got home later that day I was greeted by a rat, a cat… like looking in the eyes LOL. I’m like ok I guess I’m popular now w the animal points or something, cool! But seriously Cinderella vibes. 

Have I mentioned that I can’t just hook up w random dudes rn and that I’m so picky I don’t see guys I like maybe one in 10 years! It what it is, protecting my energy idk. I just don’t want to hook up w random dudes or date from apps. You find me and u work your magnetic power and talk in person. I’m old school. Don’t be asking me stupid questions on a first date that everyone can hear us on our first date… I CANT. I WONT. So basically to even be seen in public w u now has its levels. I don’t have time for all the weirdness I need shit to flow. Please leave me alone and let me breathe and help me shine. Watch out for me, be my friend, get to know me… it’s a process, but I’m open to getting deep, ask me something good, teach me something, I’m testing 1,2,3…too. Gota get the astrology out of the way, I don’t have time for any more mistakes unless it’s a beautiful mistake maybe that’s ok cuz life is that. Don’t hurt me. Don’t think your gona use me. Or get money out of me. You are taking this lady out and let me not even notice the checks coming. I have paid for men my entire fucking life. I have never been w a truly successful man. I’ve had 5 pretty solidly serious relationships for diff reasons of growth and stuff. I’ve never been the type to chase money. I wasn’t trained like that. I didn’t know that would be an issue. Men have not been good to me. It’s true. Men have not been what I needed or deserved or dreamed of. They smothered me or cheated on me or complicated my life, or just weren’t for ME, usually fine w letting me pay. I rather be single bro. Sorry. No shame. Ppl say I can have a baby and don’t need a man… I do need a man! But the right man for this right woman is the only thing getting through these heavenly gates. Ppl are theives, ppl aren’t quick and aware enough, ppl have immoral values compared to mine or like to laugh at ppl getting hurt or destruction… no Thank u. What is the point? Of it. I need clarity… what do u really want from me? I want to know if I can do that and for the guy who makes me feel excited and loved and safe and seen and protected… am I missing anything? It shouldn’t be this hard LOL. 
Hahaha
Hard Rock! Ok so, it’s the smell, it’s the caresses, it’s the breath, it’s the horario, tu ritmo, tus deseos, am I treated like “babe going to go be w the boys” and ur just going after the next best thing… I’m not. I’m asking for a lil RESPECT. What does that mean to u. Bc I want to respect u. I lose respect and that’s it… it’s tarnished. That happens usually from bc I just see that I don’t want this anymore! I’m like MY TEAM IS A TEAM LOL. Like tie your shoe and clean your car and get your shit together. That should A never happen and B you do it and it doesn’t happen again and C hahhahaha THE NEXT GUY CANNOT DO THAT BC THATS A BAD EXAMPLE BUT U KNOW WHAT I MEAN. That was a picture I painted. I need ready, slick, smooth, easy, moving, stoping, loving, enjoying, going, inspired, happy, proud, appreciative, sincere, sexy. 
This is a lot I know but I think he’s out there somewhere. I know I’m a catch just missing my other half. 
I’m busy btw, things will take time. We need the time to learn and grow it’s the challenges that bring us closer together. I need to know u. And all this time that we don’t have we better EN JOY. 
Ayayayyyyyyy
Quiero conocerte y eso es quererte. 
Adios! 

Wednesday, November 9, 2022

In Rat Mode…

https://youtu.be/3NPxqXMZq7o

Travel to the Taj Mahal

The Hindu Temple in India is one of the 7 wonders of the world that I’d like to visit. All 7 wonders of the world are worth a visit. I wonder if theirs such a thing as a tour to see them all. That sounds like an ideal way to spend a honey moon or take the trip of your lifetime as a retired adult. I guess I’ll look into it and find out bc experiencing these must shape a person to live in such gratitude. 
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Writing to expand on self-love and self-expression and for my creative pleasure. I like to write, I can say I love to write… I’m beginning to see the need and feel the deep desire to express myself in a more positive way, channeling more with source. They say I should ask and listen to Creative Source Power to work with it, being more aware of the spiritual practice it is to be creative. Honestly it’s pretty new to me and I may have been expressing myself through ego or even anger or whatever thinking I was alone for this voyage of creation but I have allowed myself to open into the flow and I’ve seen some pretty interesting things happen in my writings, definitely in my dancing, the signs that emerge pointing to new ideas, the prayers that led me to gifts, asking and receiving, not always getting what I wanted but this is the path for me and r we aware of all the options coming when we really don’t take nearly as many. Sometimes we don’t see and things go missed. Timing is everything in the equation, one of the variables & if u are ready. So life is more fragile than I thought & so am I. It’s time to practice more self-love… and no better time than the present. No matter how u feel u can use a lil self-love to nurture your soul, give yourself the gift of care and kindness, nourish your system through the healthiest foods and drinks, stretch your body through yoga and the breath. Exercising with cardio games in the sunshine, wellness now is everywhere we turn w sound healing & massage, and so much more. We find that we do deserve it and it helps our lives tremendously. Raising Our collective mood, conciousness and cleanliness affecting our thinking into vibrations of gratitude and joy where we should be. This is the effort we all have to make to improve the planet, one choice at a time. Like a pledge, a serious commitment to find our freedom through responsibility and sacrifice. It should be smooth and fun! No more fighting, and Good Must Prevail! 
Stop and listen for answers, awareness, acceptance, compassion, more love. We r here to help one another, “to help walk each other home” RamDas. Those of us who know better can advise or reach out to the others. Step away from segregation and cliques that seperate and are hurtful. Break the patterns and grow. Seeing more smiling friends in our communities! Everybody unique in their way, this small adjustment should only take a few minutes here and there everyday.


Travel to the Taj Mahal

The Hindu Temple in India is one of the 7 wonders of the world that I’d like to visit. All 7 wonders of the world are worth a visit. I wonder if theirs such a thing as a tour to see them all. That sounds like an ideal way to spend a honey moon or take the trip of your lifetime as a retired adult. I guess I’ll look into it and find out bc experiencing these must shape a person to live in such gratitude. 
—————
Writing to expand on self-love and self-expression and for my creative pleasure. I like to write, I can say I love to write… I’m beginning to see the need and feel the deep desire to express myself in a more positive way, channeling more with source. They say I should ask and listen to Creative Source Power to work with it, being more aware of the spiritual practice it is to be creative. Honestly it’s pretty new to me and I may have been expressing myself through ego or even anger or whatever thinking I was alone for this voyage of creation but I have allowed myself to open into the flow and I’ve seen some pretty interesting things happen in my writings, definitely in my dancing, the signs that emerge pointing to new ideas, the prayers that led me to gifts, asking and receiving, not always getting what I wanted but this is the path for me and r we aware of all the options coming when we really don’t take nearly as many. Sometimes we don’t see and things go missed. Timing is everything in the equation, one of the variables & if u are ready. So life is more fragile than I thought & so am I. It’s time to practice more self-love… and no better time than the present. No matter how u feel u can use a lil self-love to nurture your soul, give yourself the gift of care and kindness, nourish your system through the healthiest foods and drinks, stretch your body through yoga and the breath. Exercising with cardio games in the sunshine, wellness now is everywhere we turn w sound healing & massage, and so much more. We find that we do deserve it and it helps our lives tremendously. Raising Our collective mood, conciousness and cleanliness affecting our thinking into vibrations of gratitude and joy where we should be. This is the effort we all have to make to improve the planet, one choice at a time. Like a pledge, a serious commitment to find our freedom through responsibility and sacrifice. It should be smooth and fun! No more fighting, and Good Must Prevail! 
Stop and listen for answers, awareness, acceptance, compassion, more love. We r here to help one another, “to help walk each other home” RamDas. Those of us who know better can advise or reach out to the others. Step away from segregation and cliques that seperate and are hurtful. Break the patterns and grow. Seeing more smiling friends in our communities! Everybody unique in their way, this small adjustment should only take a few minutes here and there everyday.