Next weekend I finally get my hardship lisense. I plan to self love and self care even more than ever bc I will have the power and freedom to take myself and my dog to places like the beach and to appmts and to windowshop Bal harbor and design district on the regular. I just need to be out there more I’ve been stuck and it’s going to get better! I’m determined to improve. I see that I got myself to this place. I am really open to traveling more this yr in search of inspiration and new designs to work w manufacturing and see what’s out there that I can make and create abundance.
Sunday, January 15, 2023
Brrrright Star
Today was super cold for Miami. Sometimes I do wonder if they can control the weather, whoever the government, bc it was cold and maybe it was for the global warming… to make it colder? I know it sounds a lil far out but it was a thought… I don’t remember it ever being THAT cold here. I decided to stay in all day but dressing correctly and doing something wouldn’t have been so bad bc the sun was out! I only went out to get a new heating pad for my lower back, some flowers for the house, and a few other things. Brrr I hav the heater on now. Trying to do a night cap w some writing which I’ve enjoyed to do to wind down. I didn’t eat enough today and but drank lots of water, almond milk and even tea. Has a toast w cream cheese that I couldn’t finish and a sweet potato that I did eat. But thats not really enough. I was alone and played the crystal bowl, my tamborine and drummed to songs on YouTube that I played. Sort of felt like a meditation. I’m not bad, I actually have rhythm. But it’s not like I’m gona go be in a band or something… it’s just a fun hobby that I enjoy improvising. The crystal bowl I have idk what chakra it’s for which is bugging me bc I just signed up for a Sound Healing certification online!!! I’m actually really excited about it bc maybe it works more than the yoga instructor… the yoga has been fantastic for ME, I’m able to teach and have some a lil to friends and cousins but not a real paid class yet. I need to practice teaching til I feel I got it. Some of my peers are already teaching and I’m taking their class! Chiara was a girl who would drive me home from yoga sometimes and she wanted to go back into acting and she’s teaching which basically IS acting, a little bit! And she’s really great! She’s totally got it.
Sunday, January 8, 2023
Simply Fly
Monday the 9th, the #9 keeps coming up. Tons of numerical messages and I’m paying attention. Went to the beach today, the water was clean and crisp. Roxy needs those walks in the sunshine. I think I should make a boardwalk bike ride or jog a Sunday thing. Tomorrow yoga then meeting w Mom.
Tuesday, January 3, 2023
My Life Path #3…
I especially liked this video. I need to take care of my spark! I have to self care, nurture my artist. Find ways to stimulate myself like by traveling and being around others. I’m here to keep balance bc I can get 100% and vise versa 100% sad w no inbetween. As you guys familiar to my blog posts I’ve come here to write and share mostly in times of imbalance where I wasn’t feeling my best. When I was feeling myself I was OUT THERE HAVING FUN AND SHINING MY LIGHT MAKING PPL LAUGH AND BEING ENTERTAINING OR CREATIVE. I could have been judged as “too much” and that is also so on point. My inner child needs to do what it does, be the talented golden child and create and use my gifts and talents which a lot of times means PLAY. I’m here to reshape the world, be bold, & break the mold! Not to follow the norm. What feels right is when my mind and heart are aligned, both logic and feelings… to create paradise. And never wana be stuck, lacking a sense of commitment. Visionary, Creator, Manifestor, curious, inquisitive, adventurous, youthful spirit, sharp, funny, sarcastic, happy go lucky at best. Not a Copycat!!! Sometimes seen as a trouble maker bc these types are movers and shakers, like to push boundaries, for example giving them a toy and they begin to use it in diff new ways that it’s not supposed to. That’s what a creative 3 is meant to do! They like new experiences, are inventive and innovative, & that’s how it’s done! Non conformists who love to be active and social and if not accepted they feel bad. They love community. They have a life path of EXPRESSION AND COMMUNICATION! They will learn how to conmuniacate effectively, they must find balance not say too much. 🙏🏼 the misuse of words can be my downfall. What I say can make an impression and be remembered. I must choose my words as if they were diamonds 💎 and make things crystal clear. How terrible of me not to give others a chance to speak ;) I think I did. LEARN TO LISTEN. Words can get me in trouble. Overly critical is not a fun person to be hanging out with, it’s a destructive not creative energy. 3s are here to inspire and at the same time they feel like an equal, not better or inferior to others. 3s like other artists bc like them they can feel and express. You know you can laugh it all off w humor but r u truly happy? There is a difference there and that is your true self mastery. I need to let go of all the sadness, anger, fear that is inside of me and be my authentic light. Find your way to genuine self approval. You want to be liked and sometimes worry about what others think, this isn’t good to do. Be you. Be in nature where u feel calm and centered. Needing some input fron others to grow. Your need to be right stops the possibility to learn new things and lessons which are expansive to your soul and good for your relationships. With new knowledge you will communicate better and have fresh things to share. Express spectacular originality! Real beauty is on the inside and you need to express it as the creative genius that you are. This could help you become more popular ;) Take responsibility for your own life, happiness & mistakes. If your ideas are not original your imagination is not free and a free imagination is limitless.
But when 3s realize that intelligent, timely and purposeful communication is their function in life, we see and hear a person who has the power to learn new things and to influence and inspire the entire world. That is why you are here and, in this age of lies and misinformation, yours is a serious mission indeed.
You are here to turn ideas into reality.
“Your appearance – your physical presence – mirrors what you are feeling on the inside. Once you recognize your self-consciousness and learn to relax with yourself, inside and out, you will attract the right people, instead of a string of superficial acquaintances who are going nowhere and have nothing to offer.”
https://creativenumerology.com/life-path-number/3-destiny-path/
Hand wrote a bunch of notes which I will rewrite here. This is extremely helpful for me to learn and feels so on point!
My Expression # is 9 two ways, w my birth certificate name and w my name I’m most known by. when I spell my name differently by dropping my second last name like we use both in Europe I get #7 which also resonated.
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Or
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Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world, so bright,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
Sunday, January 1, 2023
Day 2 2023 Approaching…
I reached for my pyrite stone and placed it on my stomach and learned that it’s good for, the stomach as well as respiratory system, and exactly what my intuition knew I needed! & it also helps in making desicions, which is how I’m feeling now, very pensive about my life and what to do to best live my life this 2023 So I’m healing and this was NYE but I want to feel excellent and energized and start running again. I went for a lil run today to begin the new year tradition. I woke up from sleep and did a meditation but decided I rather finish my post here which I had started last night. Tomorrow I’m Going up to be w family, the FTL distance wo being able to drive makes things a lil difficult. Tomorrow yoga and maybe açaí bowl at Lemon Cafe, i bike there. I’m into anything that removes toxins and is healthy, that’s all I want this year bc next month I’m turning 39 and having a relationship is a sign of success for somebody at that age I think. I’ve just been doing me but life is meant to be shared. I might be at a month long retreat to better myself and I need to take things seriously and be organized. I have been purging and eliminating clutter the past few days and that feels good. So I plan to pamper my soul this year and take my time, care for every detail. Lots of affirmations written down! Sending Love!
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