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Wednesday, March 13, 2024

Be growth Anew…

The most famous chant in the world is the Compassionate Buddha "Om Mani Padme Hum" which translates to "Hail to the jewel in the lotus." It is the mantra of the Buddha of Compassion, known by the Chinese as Goddess Kuan Yin.

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Oh how beautiful the diamonds, pearls and Lotus flowers! All life’s seeds that sprout anew unknown, eggs that have to hatch and birth from  mothers brake of her water. All growing pains, all uncomfortable eruptions that form us into who we are molding us, affected. How from these storms that do pass and settle we are blessed with new strengths we can be proud we have surpassed, landed on another side! 🍳 

Growing pains, painting 🖼️ our lifes picture and growing past what doesnt serve us any longer, even growing into us, we see we are holding the paintbrush! …at last we can feel OMs from others besides just us! Same way we wanted to be helped up or lifted from the murky dark we are now here together holding space on these beautiful green Lily Pads floating on the pond, with Devine Light’s time of on. The Blooms and Pad we Hums. Lotus’ 🪷 & slowly more and more of us! Individually blooming, Ooos and Aaahs Riveting 🐸 while the still of the water (for now) we are in and conciously connecting, affecting... Posting, thoughts splashing boosting our growth in this life. 💦💗💦 Ripples of hearts each time… devine order so sacred the wild in flow the Flowers 🕉️ 💜mmm
Reflecting… REEF-flecting
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Sunday, March 3, 2024

Expecting Greater Changes

Feeling like Ive been caught up in a trap. Like keeps showing me who I am, certain behaviors that arent me thinking straight, my better self. The shift isnt something im allowed to blame but when we have gone so far and we do want to raise the bar. Starting new doesnt have a picture yet and who am I fooling right? Ran a 5k today but didnt make any new connections or friends w anyone so i soon after left, crowd was young or in family. Not sure what to think of that. Feeling really detached, confused, lonely tonight. I want to be doing better and sure of my flow. Even my parents need me now and wonder if there is any better way for me to go about it. I keep going on but lifes material world is no longer satisfying. Im learning about a joy that outlasts it. But holding on to the past bc its all I have and how do I even let it all just go like that? Id miss it being something i can keep creating with but feels like i should prob brake free of it. Ask how i can be of service to our world, w a record they keep you distanced to be of help. Degrading me and making a waste of me. I deserve to learn more and be of greater service. Almost like I could be a full time care taker for my Father. Then it seems like I know everything feel jaded on my perspective bc its not a new one. 

Im spending time on things that may not bring me a financial boost any time soon. Feel like id love to get guidance but from who and how will anyone know for me its my life i must figure out. Recently ive made peace w the idea I may not be a parent bc its feeling like a lot for me to even get the hang of so its prob better i choose to free myself and travel and persue a cause to help. Alleviate. Find peace. Go deeper into spirituality and be able to have more time for it all, i think im ok w it-?!?! Love is all we need. 









Tuesday, February 27, 2024

The Time of my Life...

 Hi all my kind, I just came back from dancing and watching the fire performers at Skate Bird, I took Roxy out and she doesn't want walk to I let her do her slow thing which is not wanting to walk and then I had to drop her back off at home. She needs to walk, she's overweight and I can't get her to move she puts on the breaks and it hurts my back when she does that. Anyway I left her and went on an excursion in the night... It was beautiful brisk Miami weather w a breeze and I am so glad I went bc the fire performers were there and my friends were the band and I didn't even have a drink. If it was up to me I would have BTW but its the government doesn't allow me, Im on Probation and can't drink for 3 years now. The government is seriously sick and the WORST example in my opinion, it's funny I have to obey them when Im 40 years old meanwhile they are bombing and making wars w my hard earned taxes. Seriously not a fan, I think I should leave this country and give up my American Citizenship, this is how I feel. I need a full body massage by a particular strong male who is really fucking good at what they do and it's not anybody I know LOL. Sorry Y'all,,, Im still avail and looking and Im straight in case Rainbow bags have offended you or something. I am so ME right now that Im reading books, writing, doing so much ME TIME that it's like regular society is curious and thinks Im a weirdo for it lol. I am doin just fine my dears, I am working on myself DEEPLY and Its SOOOO imp to just have fun!!! Everything is such a serious ordeal and hassle,,, umm guys, we created this and it SUCKS sorry! Im not into it at all and Im like dancing in the street instead and I really believe that my way is better lol for me and prob for everyone. Working on a new tag line for the brand w a new marketing guy, Making new stuff at the warehouse,,, yes and the fire dancers,,, this one girl does the show at Faena and wants me to make her something so excited. How come I didn't know there was a fire dance show there? I need a real adventure like to the ALPS of the best shit already. so fed up w these losers that make me pay for them n shit wtf seriously. I am a lady! I am an artist! Im not a Realtor assholes. Im supposed to be taken out and everything you pay for. YEA I said it. Its Time. I need that kind of man and if not Im Good, get it? Im Great just me here doing life, my dog, my art, my books, my interests and curiosities and online schools of all damn sorts. I don't want hear stupid shit anymore. I am into the wisdom. I am so there w what's happening w my life, how I am cared for my my angels and I like to care for others too... so I do to my parents whom I owe my whole life to and Im willing to heal them and nurture them and organize them and make sure they laugh for Gods Sake. 


I am so proud of me and so I think Im prob proud of u too right now. Im sure you are doing great things for the whole world and that your way of being is good for whoever is receiving it. 

All the Best,

Tam

Thursday, February 15, 2024

Know Our Power

Ive put a great deal of effort into improving my life and feel like I still havent managed to find a true way to be here and manage it the way its technically supposed to be. Im tired of not getting reciprocated for my efforts as Id like to be in a different place than I am in right now. I can be so grateful for this here and now but its the aftermath of efforts than i here now lie in. And everything has passed and is unalive and gone. Im left with my own left overs of a life once fought for and turned aimless. I now lay in a mountain of my choices expired now uninspired and i hate to say it. I changed bc I freed myself and gave myself some time and forgiveness and time went by, lots of precious time. Im not going back, im spending it, watching it make changes in me and those around me and cant decide what to think anymore of it. I didnt let anyone down I must have chosen this rebellious path thinking I was doing the right thing. I like to write. I dont like it when i do something wrong. Im in bed writing, its my Birthday. Im 40 and had a nice day Valentines Day but this time of year is always a bit stressful and unique to me and my story. I cant imagine it any different that this particular strangeness, its like im a vampire to my own personal quirks, i dont see the difference between my soul and my life story like they are so glued together. The things i do in all ways over lap and connect so im evolving from everything that i do even tho “its not me”, it becomes me and i live wo seperating them or knowing the difference. Its to not compartmentalize and have diff versions of me for here and for there so it might be a mood change, definitely a mood change actually. A mood to create my Mundo, my world. The mood is the frequency your on that affects your understanding! Mood though is your way to give yourself a check in, check up, its the sure signs of some sort of depletion or time to talk to others to hear them for a change, i talk too much, i guess i will listen more, who do I wana listen to? If we are all children here learning and noone can tell me what better than me for me. Thanks for sharing your words of wisdom w me ahead of time. So 40 is here, what can I say? Its like a collection of things, memories, stories and we dont have enough time to enjoy it together, the calendar could be a Call In There to come back around to the ppl u meet, not all friends are on the same level, its more specific and what fucking matters? This is our Power, our Network! Our World Wide Web and we can deal w 8 things at a time. But we gota share the attention span to keep the web slots organized and filed away. One by one multiple ways through groupings, key words, informational database that allows u access to see ppl by job, location, whatever it may be, music taste, diet, hobbies, knowledge… if there is anything this future shit can help us with is that our ppl are our market and not all of us yours only. And we should let them know what we say and frienda can know more if we choose so. We arent for sale unless we are making the world a better place, machine in place for our benefit. We choose. Too bad for u. Thats that. Know our Power. 

Sunday, February 11, 2024

Blessings to All...

 Loyal to each one we become Upy'all, it's a thought and it is beautiful in my opinion. It's not meant to be funny even though it has a silliness to it perhaps but it is an underlining treasure. I can see potential in ideas that come from playing with words. The spell we are under or I should say I have been under caused by myself unknowingly with no blame but instead a recognizing of our choices and our power sometimes I gave it away I guess and I am sorry if I bothered you or hurt you or if anybody ever did but we are here to heal these past wounds and try a different tune that sees our traumas as gifts for knowledge and growth and lovingly walk each other home like he said... my mind is blanking. what an interesting problem to solve this big giant one we are all a part of, isn't it>?<it is! everything is both now, Nothing is right or wrong and its truly a time to let that go gently forgiving our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. How lessons are MORE beneficial than Correct Answers in a sense bc its a form of exploring experience to become better experts at Sexy Life Making and Sharing and Love is the only way but friendship makes the world go round, doesn't it? To not only love one another but also to have compassion and acceptance for the flaws for they will happen. Even me here trying to think of the best thing to say not only for you to love and accept me like I'm some desperate person Actually not at all, For myself, for the future of humanity, bc I thought well about this and Im learning as Im going, aren't we all? You aren't like me and I don't want you to be, I am very happy to have you the way you are, I could learn from you and Id love the chance to share great moments with you all to be IN JOY Enjoying the present moment and getting somewhere w this ship my dear friend. won't you Say you will sail with me, closer to the here than away farther away, that might just take too much time and We all don't have so long you see..? I hope you see, and feel and know how much Life is also Truth and its Simple, we have created this to survive to hopefully better this place... Im very proud of us! So many incredible humans Id love to hear from. From Thought to Forming Things, Systems, Rules, all kinds of shit and how can we take a second to look at where we are headed and allow time for goodness. Monday comes back around like a loop on repeat and so does money if we can let it flow and see the energetic exchange we are trading and exchanging with... the bottom line is it comes back to us, creating value with a TRUTH to care about one another together>? not one up and compete like cheat and take,,, its like manners, education, a united understanding of clear mission, Motto-Ship. Light and Dark, it's about a lighter load, sharing for a mentality of abundance. You can have whatever you want right? u have it already... so but caring that WE ALL HAVE IT TOGETHER that's how we have more... not as divisive its planetary, its mathematical, scientific, historic, anything but Horrific, bc its impossible for it to be Horrific if we are all together on it, I think. It's so difficult for me to get along w some people, and just at least if we can send love to the ones that need it, sometimes those are the ones that need it most. I am one of those people, So everyone is, at some point. So flawed myself w awareness and then expecting a better planet is not how these far out things get solved, I believe our children and next generations need to be protected and guided better and pollution doesn't need a poll to ask who wants it to stop. we need more rules against THAT than against humans, Taxes are to be used for the things that Government is allowed to be on control of not to go outside certain lines other wise this self interest CONFIT is Counterfeit and Fuck your dollar its that against LOVE and we have the power! why are we so comfortable and dead to see that? Im not trying to take away your money and things Im trying to let the ones who are doing things that are wrong for their benefit that we are on the same team-ship, why don't we be friends? We fried instead of tried! we haven't tried yet. we have tried to make a life in a system that is just as unpredictable as a bear coming to eat me! w car accidents, and whatever video game like massive weaponry being used is just not a way to solutions. sunlight and Us and sharing that in peace is a better plan for final result why are we creating deeper caves and bigger walls and more hate than where we were headed before? Your before and my before is infinite and we keep on brother and sisters, like spirals in shells, don't make this a living hell. Lets walk out of this every new day feeling better than before, its up to us to fill our hearts enough to give out, our minds could use some space and declutter a bit, go in, find that box of crap your hiding and go through it lovingly and give things away. more than things we need each others smiles, warmth, invitations, likes, comments, time, understanding, forgiveness, its the most valuable thing we can give right now. Things aside, our needs are connection, next best maybe food? but ALL should have basic needs met and almost a PHucking Fone!  bc we need a head count on phones... if some aren't being used release them or fixx them for those who want one or in need of one bc its like food now almost and Im about to say I don't want one but how will you ever find me if not? better hold on to it then. Im not worried, I don't want you to worry now either, how can I take your worries away? please Tell us, so we can correct this battle field called distorted Heaven on Earth. Know and believe in this process of evolution that connects us, binds us and how we can always choose. Choose Wellness. Mother Daughter, Spirit, Sacred and when you bless yourself this way it's upside down and ends at the heart. from Mother we came and Daughter as the sun in solar plexus, spirit instead of Holy bc it was sex that got us here nobody is so Holy to continue our species... and Sacred,,, at Heart... It's just because I like it. And all that is said to come from the heart... spelled instead of expelled ... connected not by the neck on the phone but from the Heart... Be More, Be All....

Saturday, December 16, 2023

For GAIA...GAZA.

 Wrote some ideas about how I feel we need to Drastically try harder to save the planet.

Here goes... Before I begin I think the critical change we can shift into now is about living INTENTIONALLY... so with more awareness. we might need to stop what we are just keeping on doing to look at our every move and question it. 

Do I really need this>?

Do I need to be doing THIS JOB? Can this be truly necessary>? IF you're not sure STOP doing it anyway until your sure and about even how its being done being the best way for the PLANET.


The point is to be HERE NOW and STOP to be sure that what you're doing on auto pilot and leading many others to do as well, is it honest? Good for the planet? have Gaia at the MOST IMPORTANTANCE? of are you taking from the planet in a non circular way and stripping/depleting the planet? Can this be improved> ? OF COURSE IT CAN & It MUST! so lets stop doing anything which doesn't help out vessel thrive and grow and be a better stronger home for us. This thing we share called Gaia/Mother Earth/Planeta Tierra etc. is what we have as the human race in common to put all our Goals and missions #1 prioritized to care for Her! and from us all doing that we will find a common denominator, a Humanitarian cause, something that tears down all the separation and finally brings us INTO UNITY. and by putting her first we all become humbly united as a family. Nothing else matters more. No war, no amount of oil, no religion, no Ala here and Zalah there... OUR GOD is our thriving planet Earth. the Plan is to put her first to cure Climate change, all the issues we have to be put aside bc this is really the only one that should matter. no Bomb is ever OK anywhere if we truly care about our Planet Blooming with abundance giving us nourishing food, shelter from organic materials like wood, clean water to drink, a happy family to share and enjoy with. NOTHING MATTERS MORE THAN THE COMMON DENOMINATOR. We must stop and just agree. 


So IF we can agree to that we can agree that we must stop production of chemicals and anything that poisons the planet. What would that be>? cocaine isn't one of them bc that is a natural thing. Im talking Round Up, Acetone? Plastic? tons of products we use that we need to eliminate if they are damaging our oceans, the animals, nature etc. NO QUESTION. Tell me what we need to have that is killing us that we need? I know its gone be hard, its great we have invented things outside of the organic realm but we need to take these things back and control THEM like we have with Marijuana and drugs for so long. They aren't the enemy we need to be aware of what truly IS harmful and put a Halt to that. Global Warming is an issue Government needs to take the LEAD in protecting and finding an end to HURRY UP like a murder mystery, like a speeding ticket, like apparent fraud. Be our true Hero, everyone is involved in the trans formation of the new paradigm, know right from wrong and don't do it for the money... Do question it. Fuckin Pussy.


Natural Remedies work, use them. Planet of plants, rivers, oceans, that gave us crystals, caves, stones, in multidimensional colors and temperatures, textures, altitudes, gifts and animals who lived and ate there evolving, into final extinction, like that last something, make it last, multiply it, we have a brain, we have a zoo for Gods sake, what for if its not for the sake of science! It should be our animal Hospital Retreat place not a place like Disney for entrapment and more business at the expense of a rare animal life, treating life like a Dog instead of GOD. 

To win it we must ORGANIC it, to stop killing it. In how long after can Flowers Bloom from that Boom? 

We need to know. we need to be able to care and control that bc its out of control completely.

Rely on an ECO planet is how we can CARE about our ECONOMY :)Realize how imp this is. This is SOURCE.

Economical, Eco Green,... the planet is a money machine... a Happy Planet Healthy Good Plan in Action... Circular, NOT LIAR, Circular Sir take this cue... no more q's

This is Army, Governments ONLY Mission to stay in power. ambition, TAMBITION. 

Plan it right no more a Republican 0r Democrat war anymore. GREEN PARTY WIN NOW for the Human Race together wants this ACE! This is NOW the planet says OUUWW.

Planet its Time to FAM IT. Our plane ride, our net when we fall, my land is your land, this lane we all are on, Universal only road we all take, the route-no-U-to turn on. Don't go against it. we lost our way, in plane sight, we are part of a system of delight! Please, Our Heart, the plan that keeps us connected to art, making music, learning by listening, subtle, simple. Generous loving Gaia giving 10/10 All it has... Bow Down to ET. smile before we tear , she hears all, feels all, absorbs our pain, consoles us w all her gifts, grounding us w gravity, this home we make, this mother to all, can we take care of her? can we give back for a change, the count down from in ten tion  as we reach one, will we finally come together? a close family through urgency, love think creatively! Our Art our choice!

Play by Ear

Planet Earth.

Net like surplus, profit, catch the falls, Listen up, You Spring! 

Easy Easy Please this Planet 

Can you hear her? Will you listen? Lists yes Lists Make lists that's Plans! Let me see an Earthling doing something to help us grow and soar. NATURE isn't YOURS. 

This planet is a place to PLAY, sweetly, sway!

Eat together, Eating seasonal, the taste of seasoning ,

Her fire soul, worms on surface, OMG no GMO.

US, our cars=the grouch on Sesame Street 

trashing wo growth.

All U minimum?

Tie? Tame? None of them...

Stealing is all

Let me Re-mine you


Gold/Cocoa BROKE-OH?

is this a joke though?

Selfish Murder like OJ but in your neighborhood Lemonade stand

knocking out dead w poison machines clean like vacuum Machine Guns POP like chewing Gum

Generation Obey a General

No more FIRE! We need an Aquarian AGE, its all about WATER

The water we want is the natural FLOW, really nothing more. NO MORE BOOM BANG GO!

It's STAY, STOP, LET IT GO.... see how long u can go wo a sip of it, Life Force, This is True, Water is Life, Planet Earth!

We can dance to make fire, make love and cuddle each other to stay warm we can let go of the FIRE but not of the water! For we are FIRE! and Climate needs us right? so stop the Bombing and gun fire! this is warming! we can get together and hug to stay warm instead of FIRE!

for GLOBAL WARMING sake stop making the planet hotter! Government is NOT LOVE if so we should call it LOVERNMENT ;)

Its warm inside go deeper and find her core, just the kiss of the sun be what heats her now, find other ways to stay warm w animal skins, and alive living cuddles. exercise, hot pools and what not,.

Dream Catcher Plan Net

Im the spider I felt it. 


LOVE The TIME of your Life!

For Gaia, GAZA. 

Sunday, December 3, 2023

I believe in the Power

Of this world. People, we have answers and ways to heal now and find the ultimate cure for so much depression, cancer, etc. We first need to take account of our thoughts and mindfully move into a smoother sail by filling our own lives with things, not literal things, I mean put yourself in places that bring u (& others) JOY. Enjoy your life. Sing, dance, pray, write, make art, swim in the ocean, whatever makes you a better person. Balance like Super New Balanced. Smile and make yourself helpful. Listen to the other. Be respectful of other peoples space… consideration is dying. Start caring about the way things have an affect! Take part in a plan for the planet instead of contributing to the pollution. How can we get as organized about things that matter to us? Figure it out… we must create a better world so we can all be happy and free, that is circular, & that is peace. One step at a time. Wishing us all healing, health & freedom from whatever gets in the way of that. 💝🐍