Saturday, June 15, 2019

ready to play!

Wondering why ppl don't make origami out of tin foil.
Inspired by casting things in silver...
Like a crumpled up ball of paper to a silver castes tassle, it's probably been done. My friend casted the letters in alphabet soup... I keep thinking of what else would be cool to cast. I've come up with casting the ribbon used for wrapping gifts that we make twirly w scissors, it's more organic and fun than the slinky spiral wire and fake eyelashes. I would prefer to put them to some sort of use like for filing your mail or something. So many things we have and so many things we can do so its so much to be creative with. Like casting a penny in silver and a dime in copper, would they still hold their value? Would it just confuse? Would it not then be allowed as currency? I've already accepted the fact that I'm some sort of artist bc this is what I like to do and think of. I skim magazines and get lots of ideas. Ideaz, I Diaz. What else are tooth brush bristles used for? Do they come from the same damn factory? It can have tons of uses if we care to use it. The amount of bristles and filaments and natural ones and synthetic ones and do we have a book that explains them all? A flossing session like the way we sit back and have our eyebrows plucked lol.

I wana make tambonita bags out of wires the electrical ones recycled. If I could flatten them into ribbon and maybe even stretch them to change their structure. 
By stacking chain accordion zig zag like we could cut time for production but that's a diff weave which doesn't bind them together.

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Friday, November 17, 2017

Being early is not being on time.

Saturday, May 27, 2017

Your not the only one who needs an update

Why don't updates happen on their own?

I guess that wouldn't be a date then would it

I didn't question it

It's the platform we are pouring our hearts and souls to and how the freedom we desire is pixelated

Warped in a fog we are trying to mold the perfect future with thousands of hands they don't know better so the new ones squash it to just get a feel and the rest of us have to allow them to and watch the masterpiece constantly morph in a rhythmic backwards and forewords 

We later allow

Where am I now in all of this?

Are many of us just taking a backseat?

Seeing the grand performance 

With no move your surely safe

Needing more leaders, I've tried to be one..

My voice camouflaged in the ohm

No ending is near I just need to find someone. But how if i don't see, and how if I set sail without looking back I'm a love in the wind.

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

O what fun...

My computer was all messed up for a while and I used the time to catch up on other things... I was doing well actually... for a moment really well and today the doubts rolled back in but the good news is that Mercury is getting out of Retrograde tonight... or already did... so I wanted to write again. I am planning a long morning bike ride tomorrow morning :) with two other friends. I have SO MUCH to tell you. My God. First of all another Public apology for anything I might have said or done wrong in the past... Its just me really trying to clear the air... I don't know why Im SO Apologetic! I don't mind it, for me its the truth of how I feel... apparently different from most other amazing people of TODAY. I have so much to be grateful for and so many great attributes that I do know I am OK, I do feel like I finally like who I am in a different way, like the woman I want to be is really in there and that Im just discovering what she's like and who I want to be. I like who that is and I can envision her and she will only come fwd and alive if I make some huge decisions... Really huge... I think I have to really really change and the thing is, I have been changing and all for the better and yet so much more to do! Im going to have dinner now and come back to writing tomorrow :)

Monday, March 27, 2017

Dibble Dabble

The tug of war to try again.
The strong belief that you can win
But the letting go to play we give and take
Like a buried treasure with no name from who
Like a plane that flies and never needs to land
Like 10,000 spoons but all u need is a knife
Like 4am and feeling bug eyed.
Like zip lining in your imagination
Like somebody snoring with no particular pattern.
Like quick sand that doesn't sink, instead boots u up!
Like something programmed to be hot yet cold
Like a Mary Poppins purse of thoughts 
Like clouds when grey it rains
Like learning a new language, lost in translation and new generation
Like slow motion butterfly
The typical thing and then what isn't 
The winds direction suddenly changing.
Life while wearing headphones 
& Soup in your belly.