Sparks and horns!

SO HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! all across the world ppl will be celebrating this calendar created! NEW YEAR!!!! I will be working but i'm somehow totally fine with it.. its gona keep me out of trouble. So WYNWOOD KITCHEN AND BAR and then maybe Magnum? the piano bar! wonder what thy have going on there tonight?

Didnt end up going for the red dress as planned... i heard from a close Brazilian friend of mine that if you wear white it brings good luck for the New Year so I decided on that!

cant wait for the worldwide affect of fireworks! YAY!

send me an angel... lol

I wasn't kidding... pls watch the video in the previous post LOL
I am literally giving away all my shit too!! I must be David Lynch's muse... or she just happens to be MY twin. ;)
P.S. I had a GREAT day today!!

David Lynch- GOOD DAY TODAY...

http://genero.tv/watch-video/17106/#

My, how this has suddenly somehow become me... the trying trying little girl... dressing up in costumes to entertain herself, painting her face, dancing and even simply cracking eggs into a bowl fighting for what feels good and what feels right when things around her inevitably murder her thoughts, she fights for happiness like a bratty temper tantrum at times... always tying to have
ANOTHER "GOOD DAY TODAY"...

oh you silly little girl, grow up.

;P

Sleepy head!

Been feeling a little sick, with a lil soar throat, glad it hasnt gotten too bad. Since Christmas Ive been feeling like this and now its Tuesday and ive been in hybernation mode since the weekend. I dont know whats gotten into me but Im healthy its just "the holidays" what can I say. Tom starts work and back on track stuff so its fine. New Years is around the corner and I dont know what Im going to do for that but I want to wear either a one shoulder red dress or something strong n rock n roll like that. In the past Ive always worn vintage dresses Ive bought at C. Madelaines but this year I'm gona look for a stronger sexier look. I need to fix my hair color bad so tom Im gona wear a hat to work lol. Feel like making soup... thinking to make a vegetarian one... with carrots and broccoli! I had one my sister made for her baby that inspired me ;)
Last night I made Quinoa for the first time at Pauls... its a really fun grain like couscous... we put sundried tomatoes, broccoli, spicy tofu, an "ugly" tomatoe (which is the name for a type of tomato that is actually delish lol) some chopped up chives, shitake mushrooms, and even black truffled butter on toast! Maybe Im forgetting something else. oh! a green pepper that made my tongue burn a bit lol

I love cooking especially when its chilly out like this with a movie and a bottle of wine.

I want to look online at other Quinoa recipies... so fun.

I hope you had a very MERRY CHRISTMAS...

Tammy's Christmas 2010




I would love to share it with you and hear about yours.
Click the link about to see what my friend Paul and I made...(well he really did it, I was falling asleep) It was a fun Christmas... the usual Chinese Christmas. We play a game for gifts almost like a Secret Santa but a little different... that way we dont forget to buy any gifts for anybody :)

I ahvent been blogging too much bc I decided to take a break to apply to these schools let the TR seminar digest, catch up with some friends and then I have a new job hostessing at Wynwood Kitchen and Bar and THEN came the holidays!! haha


LOVE and SMILES

Miranda Kerr...

Caribou After Hours...

First of all, Relax please...
Here you go...
<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bV4Qs_ZFnA8

And you and I will follow down the street
And when the rivers end into the sea
While I remember what you mean to me

And you and I, a spiral spinning round
And standing in a circle on the ground
I'll follow you until you wear me out

And in your summer sky and in the air
Have you forgotten how you got us here
While I remember how much I care

And in a dream I'm trying to forget
I feel the blood that rushes to my head
I need your love and all the things you've said

And in the leaves
And in my mind
You're always there

And in the leaves
And in my mind
You're always there

Panda Bear Bike Rides...

Havent written in a long time, I've been in WONDERLAND! Blogging here was where I needed to go to figure myself out and when everything is going wonderfully its probably not as interesting for anyone to read about. I'm not sure, u decide.

I wish I could draw something in this box right now instead of write so maybe I will draw something when I get in bed to rest later after skimming through a Carlos Saura book I threw on my bed as a chore to myself. I motivating chore. I like whats good for me... art is my medicine.

Since Ive gotten back from my trip out west I have been filling out my applications and writing my papers to apply for school. Now its the holidays and I hope I made it not past the deadline. Whatever happens Im excited.

Today was really relaxing, I rode bike with a Panda Bear lol he was really sweet and I led the way through the jungle to catch a view of a sunset by the water then we ate some tacos and googled where to find a fire place in Miami Beach which led us to a moonlit fire pit with other wild animals. Except these wild animals were tamed, the fire made them warm and they huddled around together telling stories of far out species and things they had to eat in order to survive. Later we found a warm water pond with a waterfall and we stripped off our fur and danced slowly in the bubbly glowing water. I never knew Panda Bears could be so sweet, they'll be your best friend if u taste like truffles.

Their is a new movement going on today and I can feel it, I hope u can too... something smart, something peaceful, something free and inevitably romantic. Nothing to be afraid of, its just a feeling that you have to sensitize yourself in order to feel bc maybe its always been there but I am just beginning to discover how beautiful this path can take u. I would love for u to feel it too in case for whatever reason ur not. So, try to meditate for a little while and love more... love instead of look for love. Find the love inside of u and be happy with that that u feel from within yourself. Find peace inside and let it shine through your heart and your eyes out to everyone u meet. Stay on that level and reach out to others... u will find your own Panda who will save u and i will be happy for u.

Swan.

I feel so peaceful inside, its like calm smooth waters all moving in the same direction. Flowing and nourishing.

Come to BARDOT tonight!

BARDOT tonight for PEOPLE FROM VENUS! and Tony G is spinning too. SEE U THERE!

Plans...

I have just arrived back to Miami from visiting schools in San Fran and LA. It was my first time in San Fran and that place had been calling my name for years! Finally after my seminar I went there since when I got my goals in order I realized it was a place important for me to check out since something was telling me to go there after all that motivation stirred my soul. It was chilly, it was foggy, it was a really great city with a sense of peace and intellectuality different from LA and Miami. to m LA is another Miami, a bigger one, with superficiality, celebrities, who do u know vibe that would just lead me to party since I am such a wonderful party girl! That's the old me though! I love to have fun and it follows me everywhere I go but I have decided to have fun when its time to celebrate, not just for the fuck of it... its been nothing but dragging me down and wasting my time and the young beauty is diminishing! I am more woman now than I have ever been and I need to get in with the right people that we can do well together! collaborate! inspire! work is my new pleasure. I've always blamed the going out on "socializing for marketing resons, to meet people, to sell art, to make contacts..." anything but the truth has come out of it, lol. IM NOT SAYING IM NOT GOING OUT ANYMORE, I JUST NEED TO GET MY PRIORITIES STRAIGHT, and im not getting paid to go out like half the people I know... ;).

Anyway, I have completed MASTERY UNIVERSITY from Tony Robbins... that means I have done a few seminars and this last one was the "Date with Destiny" which was my favorite. Basically about about yourself in order to figure out how best to find a suitable partner and loads of meditation. I have done "Life" where I went to Fiji and learned about how to be the healthiest for my body, I went on a week long fast and had colonix and massages and facials everyday!, "Wealth" was about how to manage your money and I learned how to read stock graphs etc, and "Unleash the Power Within" where I walked over burning coals and learned a bunch of wonderful new ways to look at life!!

I recommend buying some of his tapes or maybe looking him up on youtube and seeing if its for you... I think hes a genius and can really change your state and motivate you to find what you want out of life. Now that Im all done with that I want to try his "Leadership" program. He has a bootcamp for the Academy or you can do a masters in Leadership where you literally learn how to read people and do the right thing for your business per se.

So, after that WONDERFUL experience I went to look at some ART schools and found to like

San Francisco Art Institute
&
California College of the Arts
then
Otis (in LA)

I have to get my applications in by FRIDAY, with my portfolio sent on slideroom; 10-12 images, a letter of recommendation, and a 3 paragraph Artist statement.

SO ITS CRUNCH TIME!

bc if I were to do this I would start school over there around Jan 20th! that means find an apt too!
I think its too crunched so Im not gona stress too much about it... If anything I will start in the Fall.

but I will try.

xoxox

NEW DIRECTION IN LIFE...

MISSION STATEMENT:
The purpose of my life is to inspire, enjoy the beauty and spread love for myself and others.

POWER VIRTUES:
GROWTH
LOVE
SIGNIFICANCE
CONTRIBUTION

MY NEW PRIMARY QUESTION:
How can I make use out of Gods gifts in my life today to get even closer to what I want for the future?

TOP 4 ONE YEAR GOALS:
Move to San Francisco
Finish School
Create Art
Continue my journey of fulfillment

RELATIONSHIP VISION:
loving, creative, considerate, motivational, healthy, respectful, fun...

TOWARDS VALUES:
Anytime I have good HEALTH I have vibrant energy! I can feel great in my own body by doing exercise or stretching or eating healthy or even by simply breathing.

Anytime I am LOVING/AFFECTIONATE I can find that I can feel the love that is already inside me or by connecting with friends/lovers or even by simply being warm towards others.

Anytime I am HAPPY I have a magnetic charisma when I smile or accomplish a new goal or inspire those around me.

Anytime I am RESPONSIBLE/ORGANIZED I have a better outcome when I put things back in their place or choose not to procrastinate.

Anytime I INSPIRE I have more motivation and confidence which happens when I create or simply dance or even share.

Anytime I have FUN I can release my tension by laughing or bike riding or just by listening to music.

AWAY FROM VALUES & RULES:
I will never again indulge in the stupid or destructive emotion of sadness because the severe consequences are energy sucking. Ultimately, this will cost me my drive, ambition and health. This is really just weak and this is not who I am. Who I really am is strong! In order to indulge in that I'd have to let go of the negative events in my past. All I really have to do is remember and know to look outside of myself, that focusing on the sad moments will only make me more sad. My life will ultimately be positive, energetic, and happy and that's how I'm going to live MY life!

Ive learned that femininity is power and that I am a caring wonderful person. I am motivated to step it up and find what truly fulfills me.;)

Hello dear TNation citizens...

People from Venus made a really fun music video starring Tambonation! The song is really really good too! check it out, i'm pretty sure you will enjoy it as much as I did.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpdLWSaiPZc

I am in a Tony Robbins seminar in California right now and today will be the last day! I have been at "A Date with Destiny" for 6days! I have learned so much about myself and having a relationship. I cant wait to share it with you all! Its actually a dream come true to experience!

After this I am going to check out some school here in Cali, I want to move and finish school in San Fran but Ive never been there yet, so Im going to check them out! be here til the 17th.

When I get back to Miami I already ahve a new job waiting for me at Wynwood Kitchen & Bar as a hostess. I think Im going to do really well there and have a lot of fun being amoungst all that incredible ART!

Stay tuned!

Installation video by Paul Isaac!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUC2nQhLgws

Installation pictures by Bruno Frontino!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/59351374@N00/sets/72157625524833858/

BIRTH OF THE NEW!

I dont know what I was talking about last night, maybe i drank a little too much after the show... at least i didnt stay out late.

What I did want to say was that lots of "friends" didnt make it to my show and its pretty disappointing! bc though many many wonderful ppl did come it was a bummer that some of the people u really wanted to share this magical installation u created with them! They had 3days!!!!! its just a part of life... a part of growing and some times ppl say they are going to come see your show but they forget or get busy or have other things that they have to do. I understand I guess. I had a lot of fun doing it though, explaining to people what I had created... so for those of u that missed the show,,, this is what it was about....

"This is a 3d blog... welcome to Tambonation... this blog started out as a place where I could post my research, what im attracted to, my trend forecasting, anything i find inspiring etc and over time the blog evolved into a place where i expressed my thoughts, my ups and downs, pouring out my heart into it... the downs were sometimes very down and writting and expressing my feelings helped me get those feelings out and sometimes they were even suicidal... the blog helped me get through those moments by becoming a vessle for certain things to come to light... amongst all the beautiful pictures and things I was sharing were some dark, truthful, raw moments in my life... the blog began after a rehab program and delt with dilemas of relapses, frustration, sadness, guilt, death of loved ones, breakups, confusion etc to poems, to simple thoughts about life... and trying to find myself. The blog evolved into a whole world of feelings and growth and getting through my own issues within myself. The logo being a dandelion which is a dead flower that when its alive its yellow and when its dead u can blow on it to make a wish which is what the blog is about... many wishes... and when u blow on it, u are sending seeds for new life... the installation became a concept of "a death of the past" all the dilemas and troubles i went through are now in the past and we need to move foreward and we all go through our rough times, i expressed them. I made flower collages and put them on the floor to create a deathbed out of the installation... when you die ppl bring u flowers. I didnt want to die because at my LOWEST LOW I actually envisioned my funeral and how ppl would show up there, bring me flowers, and then walk out and i would become simply a story. I decided to get out of the FUNK i was in by focusing on cutting out flowers and making a collage with them which was stemmed from the idea of a deathbed. I incorporated the blog which is full of all that stuff I went through and decided to make it about a death of the past and birth of new, new ideas, new friends, new work, new experiences to come. So from all the darkness I was able to create something very beautiful. Allowing people to make a wish with a dandelion for themselves, spreading the idea of having a blog, that other people are out there with their dilemas in a world where not much is private I embraced it and sent all that stuff for the world to read and see, hopefully to help others overcome their own issues too. Or so that others don't feel alone bc its normal to have moments of doubt. It was difficult to figure out exactly how this could be art but by blurring the lines between art and life, i was, in fact, getting at something REAL. Also the flower collages i created are now huge stickers which I will be sticking all over town to spread BEAUTY. I also had an interactive element which allowed people to make either a virtual comment or a comment in the NOW by drawing or writting on a canvas. People could speak their mind on my blog which allowed them to become an actual blogger! They then shared what they thought of what I had shared with them. All the comments are like small treasures now to me, affecting people and reading into their minds."

Cheers!

lace trend...

I was right about the lace trend... http://www.stylelist.com/2010/12/03/taylor-swift-emma-watson-and-kirsten-dunst-in-black-lace/

I am SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


well, hold on, thats REALLY happy... this ODESSA by CARIBOU song.... hits the spot for ME.... what does that mean really??? ive been SO missing in action! ive been really busy working on tryng to get this installation which was SUUUUUPEEEEERRRRRRRRRRR Last MIn SHIIIIZNIIIT!!!!! dude, these Miami Fuckers SUCKKKK.... welll, Miami is busy, ART BASEL is arT BASEL N im a witness in the fog,,,,,, i know sooooo many artistssss its funny to me.... i have no ideaaaa what what i wana say when i start but all i know is that i appreiatate my grandpa making more than one comment, frnds that r doing their own creative thing, ppl like PAUL next to me... in his own lil world yet... next to me, guiding me,,, helping me, and I WISH TO B SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR HIM... its a serious thing... its a serious feeling... hes changes me, my life, hes been more than an answer to my prayers,,, hes been something that all of u will never really understand... or maybe ur WASABI and u have a knack for this sort of thing.... IM IN SHOCK>>> i have been in this folded position... like a position that just has me TUCKED AWAY... LOLOLOL ..... maybe im lying for the first time, maybe ive lied before, maybe u should lie if u have to maybe lies arent always bad, maybe lies r ur friends..... i could b friends w them.... I SWEAR ITS WEIRD for ME 22222222222222222



u freak.





fuck offf.....





54321......



5
4
3
2
1
0



just kidding... i dont want u to go... where would u go anyway? where? u want to know... i mean, before i say i would ever go...


u FREAK!!!!!!!!



i love u.



STOP LYING TO YOURSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHGHGFYTRREERRTTYUIIUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK






i was kidding u asshole.... ur being such an asshole.... lately i have departed the name calling, the negativity, the anxiety, the depression, the frustration...... and its been morrrre than i could and would and anything i ..... anything.... i hope u can FEEL MEEEEE.... im wearing the coolest outfit ever.... can u PLSSSSS TRYYYYY ITTTTT ONNNN



FOR ME.



AND THEN

DONT WORRRY


BOUT A THING....
LIKE IDK
SOMEHOW
SAY
HEY!!!
TAMBO!!!
SHES GOT MY BACK!
KNOW THAT I DO1
IF U WANT ME TO
BUT MAN IM COOL AND I JUST DID MY FIRST INSTALLATION


BARELY ANYBODY THAT I CARE ABOUT ACTUALLY CAME... I DONT HAVE AS MANY FRNDS AS UUUUUUU THOUGHT... WELL, MAYBE THAT WAS A LESSON FOR UUUUU, NOT FOR ME, I SAW SOOOO MANY PPL JUST TONIGHT AT BASEL CASTLE THAT DIDNT

TAMBONATION 3D ENDS!

THIS HAS BEEN A DREAM COME TRUE, SO HAPPY TO HAVE SHARED MY INSTALLATION WITH PEOPLE DURING ART BASEL 2010. THE 3 PROJECTORS, 2 IPADS, 2 IPODS, SOUND SYSTEMS, LAPTOP, WIRELESS KEYBOARD, LED LIGHTS, ROTATING DISCOBALL, HANDMADE DANDELIONS, COLLAGE FLOWERED VINYL STICKERS, MARKERS AND CANVAS FOR "IN THE NOW" COMMENTATION BESIDES THE VIRTUAL ONES POSTED HERE ON THE ACTUAL BLOG. I CANT WAIT TO SHOW ALL THE PICTURES OF THIS EVENT ON HERE AS WELL. I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THE INSTALLATION TRAVEL TO MORE ART FAIRS ACROSS THE WORLD... THE CONCEPT REALLY INSPIRED PEOPLE AND THATS WHAT FEELS THE MOST AMAZING ABOUT HAVING DONE THIS.


THANK YOU TO ALL WHO CAME

BUT MOST OF ALL THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED MA KE THIS HAPPEN!

AWAREHOUSE GALLERY; HOLDA, RODRIGO DHARMA AND PHAXES, RICK NOVO FROM RAMAX MEDIA WHO TOOK CARE OF ALL THE INSTALLATION AND TECHNOLOGY ASPECT, PAUL FOR RECORDING ALL THE AUDIO, MARTIN FOR THE COLLABORATION ON THE MUSIC, VINNY FOR HELPING ALL THE WAY FROM NYC, MY PARENTS FOR INVESTING AND FINANCIALLY BACKING THIS PROJECT. AND WHOEVER ELSE I AM MISSING!!!!! I WILL COME BACK TO THIS AND MAKE SURE I THANK YOU TOO!

LOVE U ALL, THANKS TAMBONATION FOR BEING A VESSEL FOR SPREADING BEAUTY AND ART TO THE WORLD.

great! beautifulll!

vincent james forrester

so! tambo..... so beautiful.
so vivacious and so talented so lost and so found so up so down... when i think of her so much goes through mind. sos.

Frank

very interesting meeting you tonight. remember that some things happening in the moment are a reflection of what you have attracted to you. lots of very different quality energies floating around out there. be careful what you attract.

daily thoughts

think it...feel it..do it.. pura life!!!!

Make a wish!

Make a wish! I wish luck!
Maria Delucca

Beautiful

Your inspiration is contagious. Keep sharing your love and passion!!

-AOS

franky arriola

laugh at sadness in the face...it's all one big fucking joke...HA! HA! HA! HA! HAAAAAAAAAA!

pigi

new ideas are flying with flowers , il fiore del diavolo portera' nuova vita

hi, it is really good to see this digital work as part of an art exhibition.

Emily, Vanessa and Marc

The beginning of a whole new concept. Tambonation. A 3D blog. Wow, only you could think about it Tambo! We want to see more, we want to read more, we want to feel more of what you see, think and feel. Hurray to a new era! The Tambonation ERA!

DJ B

I REALLY ADMIRE YOUR CREATIVE PROCESS. we all have our thoughts and theories about life and your imagination is really the dopeness. IT TAKES ALOT TO IMPRESS ME AND YOUR HAVE WENT OVER AND BEYOND MY EXPECTATION

GRANDPA

TAMBONATION, BONATION, BONNE NATION, TAMBO NACION,... IS THE FOUNDATION FOR BETTER RELATIONS THROUGHOUT THE WORLD. THE ANSWER MY FRIEND IS BLOWING IN THE WIND AND TAMBONATION WILL BE TOGETHER WITH THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORL TO SETTLE ALL OUR DIFFERENCES. LET'S AGREE ON A NEW 48 PARALLEL.
JAMES MCVEIGH

JOE

GOING BACK TO THE BASICS OF WHY PEPOLE USED ART... KEEP IT GOING! J

Grandpa

TAMBONATION THE NEWEST FOR THE NEW GENERATION WE HAVE THESE ANSWERES AVAILABLE
OUR BLOGERS MEET OUR FANS AND SPREAD OUR NEW ART COMMENTARY. OUR LIVES ARE INDEED PART OF THE MYSTERY OF NEW LIFE.

Gustavo Sanchez

Expectations are a humans worst enemy, because when they are not met, suffering is the result. So make sure that all you expect from life is what life is willing to give you. Live hard, live smart but make sure you live, this is life, no more no less, interesting, hard, and one day it ends. Make sure to take as much as you can...





2 plus 2 is not always 5, DEPENDS ON YOUR FEELINGS AND CREATIVITY,

Thalia Puente

you are a very creative person, you are on the search for your identity and i feel you are on the beginning of the road. just follow through with your thoughts and make them real. i don't dream my life i live my dreams, and remember if you are sometimes feeling alone is because you are different and that is the difference, keep going. believe in your self.

joey sicknasty1 williams

hola mami your 3d world gave me a new look on my past and my future.. your truly amazing in what you do. i love it............remember beauty is a gift to those who love life.. hasta luego.

Cameron a.k.a 1Hundred

This was a crazy experience and it is so cool meeting new creative people who are interested in the same things and to hear them express their creativity is pure dopeness!

Ivy

THanks so much for teaching people the importance of expression and creativity. Too many people allow others, society and lack of confidence to suppress their true colors but it's important to be free and just scream your feelings out loud. It's beautiful!!

Corey

This is a blog that the world needs a site with meaning. To many times the world tries to keep us from showing our creativity and this is just a great outlet and example of letting out your feelings.

Its ME...

Its been an amazing time... ART BASEL 2010! I did it! This year has been pretty fantastic actually... A lot of things have gotten accomplished, dreams do come true... I wanted to go to Burning Man, I wanted to meet wonderful people, I wanted to share my art, to inspire, to blog, to be happy! And I AM, I DID, Its HERE! The moment has arrived! The wishes I made, the hard work, the quest for LOVE, the TRUTH...


THANKS SO MUCH MY LIL TAMBONATION.

Bruno Frontino

The world is a small puzzle and and you are a to important pice.
To miss you would never know the all picture.
Creativity comes in many forms and you sum a lot them up.
All was not in my imagination.

Notina Sarong

Woohoo!

LALA

IS ANYONE OUT THERE? LISTENING?

LOLO PAPOLOG

TAMBO, ESTA ES UNA ENLOQUECEDORA IDEA. TU ESTAS LLENA DE IDEAS Y TUS BLOGS SON BELLISIMOS. TRABAJA DURO Y ORGANIZATE PARA QUE TODOS PODAMOS DSIFRUTAR DE TU MISTERIOSO Y ENORME TALENTO. AH, ME ENCANTA TU VOZ GRABADA.

so we breathe right... we breathe.... we all breathe the same air... we share it... we breathe it like a respirator, like someone hooked us up to it, like we breathe it, like we do, like why wouldnt others do the right thing and OBEY,,,, i get it.


GOING...

GOING...

GONE.



Nobody thinks u should leave.... ever... I personally think ur amazing actually. i think that ppl try to do crazy shit, who knows why but im so over those ppl... and if they think that they can just continue on... once they simply SEE what u offered... HOLY MOTHER... i rather show my TITS... I rather shove them in your face, bc honestly ur that easy to satisfy, ur that east to SHOVE out of my life! ur worthless in my eyes... UR NOT THE ONE.


SOO
GOT ON WITH IT.






And if u r.... stop pretending ur so cool, stop acting like IM THE KOOK.

pierre-antoine

nobody will follow me so don t pretend to be someone! so be no one and follow me.

be

Luky

what I think is not the mater. It's what I FEEL

Ablip.

LIVE without dead time......
it's still ticking.....
what are you doing?
why are you here?


do you know?

tick, tick, tick,
running
out
of...

paul isaac

I WISH A WISH I WISH I WAS A SHOOTING STAR SO WHEN YOU LOOK UP INTO THE DARK NIGHT YOU CAN WISH A WISH THAT NO OTHER WISH U COULD EVER WISH WOULD WISH TRUE FOR YOU


JUST CUZ


<3 JUST CUZ <3 NO ONE FEELS IT THEY WAY THAT YOU DO





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MIGUEL HINE HERE , OLD SCHOOL, MIAMI FINE ARTIST, COOPER GRD, PAINTING MAJOR ..MY OINT MY QUESTION, IS CARING SHARING. YES LOVE YOUR ANSWER. YES, WHY BECUSE ITS PURE, LIKE US COSTA RICIANS, WE SAY PURA VIDA!!!!
LIVE, LOVE , CREATE, BELIVE,
TAMBONATION, YOUR GOURGOUS! KNOW IT , LOVE IT, LOVE IT.
www.miguelhine.com
WONDRFUL EXHIBIT. KEEP IOT UP , KEEP FLYING, RIDE THAT WAVE OF LIFE, GET BARRELED.

WE NEED MORE MIAMI ART!!!

FUCK THE OUT OF TOWN SHIT


-DALVA

Hello my name is .... Jan

Art is the untangeble. It forms through the things we see, the things we hear, or taste ..... I think our life's goal is to explore our sense that makes us grow stronger. Most people love Visual sense appealing to them. For me is the hearing. Music and sounds form my life. Art is beautiful and not a FASHION

Unfortunately, the oversource of our government or leaders or our CEO's, If you see, where do you see paintings around you?? It's all a tradition or a fashion. People have forgotten what art is. People think Marriage, or Children pushes us to move into a workforce "lifestyle", and settle down.

WE ARE NOT MEANT TO DO THAT

If you believe GOD or any higher being. Then think about the Universe they created us to enjoy. NOT work


This is only the 1st part of my post.

:{D

ty wood up to no good wheres helan?

hey my name is tyler paulo is paulo and i think there is other people here to , not just us beut its ;kinda cool were here joey tatanka reid sam, ash rod marco jenny jarome lots of people for sure but whats for sure is that the love pumps fucking bleeding f;rDo all of us to be here and anywhere we are fucing radddddd cuz i invented the word beto hi wifey me m, me and alllllllll the lovers across the worl lets get this bull and tackel it by the horns where is the period button. WHERES THE BOOTCH?
AND SAANTHA HAS TO OPEN UP
HER LEGS.
I LOVE YOU BOTH
BUT COOOL I HAVE THE BEST TIME ON THE PLANET WITH ALL OF YOU EVERY TIME BIGG UPPS DIC VAG
I THINK MY CC IS ON HOLD AT THE Bar fuck order while u have the chance, just not that much.

Lucy

Tetamara is the coolest shit around... She eats Thai food with me, takes me to thrift stores, and makes me soup when I'm really hungover ;) Love you and so happy you did this! xoxoxoxo

saavedra

blessed is the man who walketh not in the path of the wicked or sitteth in the seat of the scronful...blessed is the man who walketh in the path of the rightoues....jah...bless him everytime....mo fiyah

jah cuba

it seems like every corner i turn i see a homeless man asking for change, i wonder why?

EL CID AKA LITTLE BRO

TAMBO TAMBO!! ROCKSTAR SISTERS ARE HARD TO COME BY ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERYBODY LOVES HER!! NOBODY HAS A CHANCE.. TAMMY IS A GODESS

Energyyyyyy

pink hair glowing lights paint colors vibrations legs white walls sounds...it's not geometry....its Tammy

Veronica

In our journey through life where we seek to understand and be understood, Tambonation speaks the truth...

vincenzo

flowers cant grow without the sunshine.....

Javs

Tambo! This represents you all so well as you are the one person that I can say goes above and beyond to bring people together. I am immensely proud of you and offer you a world of support in ur efforts! Mucho carino!

javs

hello tambo!!!!!!!!! sewper cooper droppin in to bring you beautiful vibes and good times!!!! im glad to know you. thanks for all the laughs and i am so happy to see you doing YO THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

karla with a k sometimes karlota......and corona like the beer!!!!!!!

oh tambo? how do you call your lover girl?
oh karla?
yes tambo?
karla?
karllllaaa?

love you...
you inspire
inspire
inspire me
inspire kamilla
inspire me
inspire the world
you sihine
you smile

and ur my tambolina.....
my truest realism to what i want as a friend....
you make me shine!!!!!!!!




when you zig .....i zag



ying yang twins........


te quiero tanto tanto que no aguanto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sean R

inspiration and creativity surround us and tambonation is knee deep!

yvette

magical work...well done....

Peter

knock knock..................




Doors open !! Come in !!!

Tarzan Boy

Tammy has the most beautiful energy radiating within her soul. Thanks for blessing us with your existence.

julie

my best cuzin everr i love how ur soo creative,beatiful,unique,colorful to many to name anyways i love u soo much and ur art is beatiful and so r u sooo follow ur heart dreams and hopes love always and forever ,ur cuzin (littlest cuzin)julie matlack

Grandma

My precious girl, My heart leaks slowly one day it will stop saying I love you.

Grandma

Tony Salas

i really enjoyed it. this taught me alot more about art, and wats in tamaras mind :D, it was a really good experience and im happy i did not miss it.

Aunt Linda

you may brainwash me anytime i xoxoxox u...
auntie querida mia xoxo

thaddeus

carl sagan would love this. thaddeus

NIKKI

MUCH LOVE TAMBO1111 GREAT WORK1111

PAOLA HERNANDEZ

I LIKE TAMBO NATION I LIKE THE FLOWERS

TAMBONATION BEGINS TONIGHT!!

TAMBONATION has created a work that addresses a constellation of ideas, speaking to how we live today in an age of twits and facebook, blogs and youtube, where nothing is private, sharing is real and strangers interact virtually to find each other. At TAMBONATION –this girl’s blog life envelopes us as she reveals her deepest secrets which highlight the universal quest for love and happiness. TAMBONATION is on a desperate search for beauty and fulfillment. Her work, words and voice speak to a generation of 20’somethings, looking for meaning in a virtual world, fighting back a rigid, hypocritical, compartmentalized reality. Interact here, find your own voice and contemplate TAMBONATION, her interests, her aesthetic, her dilemmas. Make a wish with a dandelion, see your flowered death bed and exchange impulses as you release your thoughts in a virtual reality, in a 3D world of possibilities that is positively charged with sounds and sights at TAMBONATION.
OPENING: AWAREHOUSE @ 550 NW 29th Street, Miami, Florida
RUNNING: Thurs. DEC 2nd to Sat. Dec 4th and 24/7 in cyberspace@ tambonation.blogspot.com
TIME: Day and Night

MadMediaz SL PRODUCING: Tamara Diaz in TAMBO-NATION
TAMBO-NATION is an installation art piece, part thought exposé, part real world blog, part interactive experiment
For information contact: MadMediaz SL, heavenlyr@aol.com or call 1-305-962-5229, Mad Music Consulting PO BOX 330669, MIAMI, FL 33233

yes i will i promise.

Ive been dancing with myself for YEARS now...

omg im coming i swear...

Darn Dandelion!

Really funny day today... turns out I cant make a sculpture for the life of me...

I was trying to make a DEAD DANDELION sculpture and it looked more like a cake on top of a lamp than anything.... then when you turn on the lamp for a "glowing effect" it turned into an alien looking thing!!! IM NOT KIDDING...

I was stressing this sculpture quite a bit bc though I pictured it to be an important part of my installation I was in fact making things really far fetched for myself. I mean, Ive worked with clay and Ive made all kinds of things like paper mache masks and origami beautiful pieces and also with wax and sewn a shit load in fashion, from pillows to whole outfits but Ive never worked in METAL and I needed something that wouldnt BURN.

I bought mesh, feathers, paint, spray paint, styrofoam pieces, casting stuff, glue gun, special non flamable tape, all types of sticks from metal to wooden etc.... I always had a feeling it would look crafty and probably kitch but I wanted to try at it and see what would happen, sometimes I get very lucky. The whole flammable thing got in the way of what I would have initially done.

So, even though my Dandelion didnt work so well I will still have my version of a beautiful sculpture with reference to a dandelion in the middle of my installation... it will be more simple, more me, more beautiful and their is still lots of work to be done tomorrow for that.

Its all very exciting ;)




With all my LOVE.

It's Time ...

Been taking my Cindy Crawford pills but haven't been sleeping home much so I haven't been using my Cindy Crawford face cleansers and lotions but I feel better than ever. I have been planning out how I'm gona get this sculpture done and its been difficult to find what I need but now I have another idea that might work. Was at Home Depot then Michael's and now I will go to Peals, Utrecht and JoAnne Fabrics to get all the supplies sorted. Went to Tatiana Blanco's studio to see what she thought i should use since she makes sculptures w wire and metals.

Lot of fun stuff happening this week for Basel!! Super crazy week here every year... I wish they would extend it all to 2 weeks instead of have so many incredible events and art to look at in a span of basically 3days!

My stomach ache is gone, my pinched nerve is gone, its a beautiful day and I am feeling GREAT, I have energy, I slept really deeply, and so now all I have to concentrate is on this sculpture... but once I get on a roll it should all work out and get done... hope it is absolutely beautiful for you all to see.

Excited to use my hands and get dirty again...

You can do this TAMBO!

<3

ART BASEL SHOW by TAMBONATION!

heres a sneak peak...

http://soundcloud.com/user8968303/tambonation-need

ART BASEL DEC 2 @ AWAREHOUSE

Yesterday I had a fabulous lunch at WYNWOOD KITCHEN & BAR http://wynwoodkitchenandbar.com/
totally recommend you check it out... its full of incredible contemporary art in the heart of Wynwood and will be a very important spot on the map in the area during Art Basel Miami! The food was flavorful and fresh too! Also, notice the uniform for the staff ! Its all so exciting.

Yesterday I had a pinched nerve from my ass all the way down my leg to my toe supposedly caused by stress... ITS CRUNCH TIME FOR THE PROJECT!!! (I have a stomach ache today) lol


Thursday Dec. 2 @ AWAREHOUSE
550 NW 29st
@ 6pm


I hope to see u all there! :P

Sincerely,

im so happy to be safe man... so happy to be safe! so crazy out there! thats what i think. now that the blog has become whatever it is IT was just Thanksgiving and I just naturally feel thankful tho, like i know im not saying things right n punctuation n whatever but whatever :D

ok that smile was a bit too big for right now
















so i pour my heart out right....
n for what?

i have no idea.


no



idea



im really cool tho i promise... the problem is that i always make mistakes cuz i dont have .... ??? lol//// >>>>.... haha..... no!



bc i know i will have to deal with whatever it is that i put myself thru... u do it to urself... thats way better than so many other things.... i am guessing u think im a bratt... well not even... bratts do what they have to do bc they wont suffer later for their mistakes... bratts HATE THAT MORE THAN I DO! LOL
i dont wana say anything that is gona spread something nasty i think a bratt would.

why r we even talking about em?


im trying to think of something i wana write about and i cant, cuz ive been practically nalyzing myself n im not inspired to speak! im in a time capsule...

im looking for a hat hanger now... my mother is going really like idk man like really into all this stuff n its cool but omg im like so claustrophobic!



ive heard it all ive heaaaard the animals n each call and they arent crying

Erykah Badu is really amazing shes like an animal.

Ive been wanting to write on here... ive been feeling like im letting this lil white beautiful box down! NOOOOOOOOOOOO...... i am like in a different world right now but i really wish i had the house to myself... i would just be more relaxed, thats it, i would do anything. O
its one of those anxiety days. im so over these anxiety days but they wont go away no matter what i do. and i can spilllll my guts to u right now and that still wont satisfy me when i rest my head on a feathered pillow. DIDNT TELL U I HAVE PINK HAIR YET BUT IF U READ THIS UR PROB ON MY FB


(i really cant stand myself)



so im getting used to the pink hair but u know that... i had to do it! i had to! i wanted to! so bad! I also dnt think im a good writer whatsoever but

your kisses could be replaced with tears.
and whats a girl to do?
i would LOVE to fly away.
and those kisses at night... can never really be the ones i will allow to b felt by my skin. im in limbo n i learned that thats where babies go when they r inbetween places... like they die too young... wtf.


i dont wana talk to a yogi, i dnt wana talk to a doctor, or a preacher or even a parent.... i wana talk to someone that can make me feel better instead of tell me what it IS... i dont care what it IS anymore. i dont think its worth trying to figure out anymore. i was the crazy girl w pink hair last night... i cant see my pink hair! i cant see it!! lol but they see it if they want to... so whos it for? well, i guess them but they dnt even appreciate it and im already thinking to go dark next... i dont wana talk anymore i dnt think that i think. their r really precious things that r out there n they shine n u wana touch them but im not one of those things... im always dancing and its bc


i DONT want u to think that im make believe, im real, im a real person, im so real its like i just dont get what is going on here tho! i dont get this shit, i dont get it man, i dont want to either. i try and try and try and i still dont . ok so the open drawers the colors r like fireworks but not and i see sooo much crap its all i see i love this songgggg and NOWWWWWWWW .....


nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

u say u love me...








i cant even talk about love, i will throw up! ive been talking about it all night!

i want to have a boyfriend already,,, i want to stay home w my boyfriend and thats IT. i dont wana DO anything. i wana WORK and get it DONE n i wanan be DONE,,, no more energy to dance all around everywhere w pink hair lol like ??? OMG. dont dwell TAMBO dont dwell!


nobody really cares. so we keep skipping and hopefully on that yellow brick road and u could even bring a bucket of paint w u to make sure NObody can find u.... u can... but come onnnnn tambo..... seriously.

nobody cares lol ;)








nothing to really care about!
Sincerely,
Tbo

Don't loose all ur marbles...

Ok so I FOUND A SPACE!!!!!!!! its like someone let all the marbles spill!!! they are bouncing all over the place soooo happy! from big bounces to little itty bitty dribbles... as the scatter the entire floor.........................................

Its a good feeling, like a release, like an explosion of energy in a cute way, no fire and nothing breaking... now imagine ur one of the marbles and u see all your friends bouncing as other marbles with their own positive energy... all of you up and down and little by little getting your senses back and remembering your just another bouncing marble in the area... another shiny lil planet.

I want mine to be iridescent, ive always said thats my fav color... it has every pretty color in it like pink and periwinkle and baby blue and even a tinge of emerald green depending how the light hits it.

every marble is a different color, thats what sets them apart, they have personality, they have people that they attract... a little blond girl might pick up my marble and maybe not the black one. An old bald man might pick the red and his wife might like the purple.

Just taking things out of context.

I believe in energies too...
-i love yours.

<3
TAM

Don't LOOK.

I felt like someone has been looking over my shoulder... I've felt it, I felt that, its been so... u knew that.

I'm happy to be home and getting things accomplished.
I still don't have a secure location for my project... so i'm feeling like a floating option, like a planet... i have a rotation and i am on a path and each planet has each his own path... so when the rotations coincide for a moment or more and relate in a rhythm, they take a ride-

the silver sparkles are smiley
turquoise and fuchsia colors make me happy and i rejoice.


i am not the rainbow...


I have my days.

I am never a rainbow in one day and if i was, u'd be terrified.

Get 'er' DONE.

Just got home... the Pandora thing I wanted to try didnt work because they are too new, oh well, I love my Chromatics radio anyway ;) It's almost Thanksgiving!! I can't wait to see my grandparents actually, they make me so happy... their mentality is so simple! Like, is that how it used to be or is that what happens when u get old? Their like "Dont worry about it..." lol My Aunt Linda's dog had puppies too, I live puppies, I love her mashed potatoes too.
Its another beauuuutiful day out too! The sun is beaming and its warm, I wana go to the beach but I have too much to do right now... trying to find a gallery to show the project Ive been working on! Awarehouse said they would give me ONE DAY, Dec 2 because they wont be open the entire time... They had a plan but it fell through so now they will only be open that ONE night... I dont think its enough days to do all that work! So I'm looking into other possibilities... everything feels so last min! I hope it works out because I think it would be a cool installation to see and I know I would never forget it, even if it wasnt MINE. Before I keep talking about it, lets keep working on getting it done and up somewhere... thats my goal.

U CAN DO IT.

Hope...

Ready for a GREAT day! :)
Been listening to Labyrinth Ear this morning which sets me in a good mooood to start the day... music does wonders on me. My fav is Navy Light but Wild Flowers is coming in a close second... I'm gona type them in Pandora and see what comes up with a similar sound. But right now have a million errands to run...

Stay Positive!

Hanging out at a friends house...

photos by Hugo Lopez

AT LEAST I CAN DREAM...

Somethings I need to keep things to myself right? Well, I'll try to hold it in... I am having a painfully bad day today. I want to change my phone number. I keep getting annoying calls from strange men and letters from jail and IVE HAD IT! I called the operator to see if I could block a phone number from calling and they said I had to pay 4.99$ a month! why would I have to pay that to have a phone number stop calling??? i want that number to stop calling!!!! and I have to pay THAT! SO, they gave me a free month once I activate it which is another mission in itself to go online at my account blah blah blah and then I have to DEACTIVATE it lets say after that month when they get the point to stop calling me! Why when I ask PLS STOP CALLING ME DO PPL NOT GET THE POINT!? Im so frustrated! I also had my makeup stolen from out of my purse AGAIN, I tried to go to the salon just now to touch up my color and it was closed... arent salons closed on Mondays? it was just down the street but the sign said OPEN and then I parked, got out of the car and it was CLOSED, how bout that? My other friend just got married, its already like her second time! I havent even had someone I'm interested in in like 5 yrs!!!!! Ive had a lot of fun, Ive met a lot of people, I've shared good times and made good friends but nobody I picture myself to be serious with, no. The world seems like its moving right by me. Like im stalled and instead of like the rest I'm like a picture, like a photograph, like time paused in a capsule and everything that came before this seems like a dream and everything that comes after seems like a fantasy and all I keep getting is more sad at the realization that everything is so hard and sad, that the trueness is that everything dies around me. That life=death and that I rather live in a bubble when I said I never wanted to... but a bubble would protect me from whats out there bc i see everything as danger, as hazardous, ppl want to use u, want to bring u down, ppl want to get me drunk and watch me get old and ppl want to steal from me and its all about driving around in your car and spending money to refill your stupid tank when we shouldnt even be using gas and oil and its disgusting when Brazil uses corn for Gods sake! and these stupid cars speeding and running over my dogs and then I have to bury them across the street and then stupid ppl keep asking stupid questions.

It would be nice to try something new and adventurous right now.... I really want to go sky diving. I want to feel a huge rush like that. How could we throw ourselves out of planes?? LOLOL its hilarious! wouldnt u say?? I rather think of that than all the other stuff i just mentioned,,, sorry,,,, just had to let it out!

I want to go do a pilgramige and walk for miles and speak to Yogis and drink their magic potions and meditate and do exhilirating things and sweat out all the hate. I think our society is a piece of shit and that cops are all corrupt and perverted. I think that the ladies that run the jails are rude and hate their lives and that the lowwest of the loww ppl that go to jail deserve a more positive experience so that they come out with a clearer head than they came in with bc they are getting POURED back into our society and they are worse than they were when they did something wrong in the first place. I think that jails should be like SPAS and should play music and be happy and if they would use pencils and pens as weapons that at least they should give them paint to finger paint a wall or themselves and then they could laugh. I think they deserve warm water and some respect. I think everything is about money and it makes me sick... it makes me want to live on a boat or an island and give up on being a part of this at all.

Think about little naked babies running around and their little butts and their little smiles with no teeth! Thats what we all were at one point. Why cant we understand that and remember that when we deal with these issues in a court room LOL why cant everything be more pleasant. Why dont i want to get out of bed? why cant i fly like a butterfly? why cant we go back in time and fix our mistakes? why cant i have a whole room full of puppies with out having shit and piss in their too? hahaha why cant i do endless kartwheels with out ever getting tired? why does everything have to come to an end? why dont i want to hold your hand? why do i put myself through so much agony? why cant we all be happy?

I still want to dye my hair PINK,,, I think it'll be fun. I think it will make me happy to look in the mirror and look like a sanrio character LOL

I am tired and i feel the gravity on my face and shoulders! how do pretty delicate flowers not feel that too?

I dont want that much, i just dont want to cry anymore, i dont want to be so confused, i used to be so strong and confident and now all I want to do is help people bc i feel for them, i dont even want to help myself! I already know what to do and all i can do is try and all i can keep looking at is the bright side and all i can ask for is the sun and the Earth to keep moving and the oxygen to keep flowing and to take a simple breath and when i release to let all the bad stuff out and take another breath in and pretend it smells like gardenias! and slowly let it out and think of my heart and how I mean well and that everything in life will be ok and things will turn out and happy that AT LEAST I CAN DREAM.

Sanrio's 50th Annivesary Celebration!

in MIAMI!!!
December2 11am-6pm
December3 11am-9pm
December4 11am-9pm
December5 11am-7pm

Small Gift Miami
173 NW 23rd Street
Miami, FL 33127
sanrio.com/smallgift

and i heard they will be doing FREE Hello Kitty tattoos! ;)

Feeling Ugly, but don't u know IM A WINNER?!!!

Watch Me Tamper With U...

First photo is of friend Lucy with a grumpy face lol 2nd pic is of a fashionable boy on the street outside of BAR and last pic is the Flowers all tampered by yours truly. :)

The LONG Skirt...

The beautiful life...

Ok so since I keep being told to stay positive I wanted to share this with you all... because it gets me really excited and strikes an arrow through my heart... one called LOVE!

Its Sophia Loren's villa in Italy via crackheadmag blog
http://crackheadmag.tumblr.com/post/1630384697/alafinlete