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Thursday, June 28, 2012

ANGRY.

Angry
Yes angry!
I bought like 5 tshirts at stupid Forever21 today... I was like, wondering why, the shit looked so young... It cuz I'm almost 30!
So whatever, I had a late lunch in "The grove" in #LA where I ordered white wine and cheese fries and some side of squash amongst the rest.
I am backtracking at what pissed me off and it was all earlier; like not the cause of this anger problem whatsoever.
I am sleeping on a couch tonight instead of a bed, if that helps...
I know my dog and Paul r in the room next door.. And I also know that I'm mad at him.
(Roxy is a girl)
I am fine.
I chose this.
I think the temperature is amazing except I wish I had some friends nearby to text with,... Not the far away ones, they r too far away!
(is that prejudice?)
Lol
To me, when it's far it might be like family, like u dnt wana tell them too much.. Hard to explain again:
But we r all the same. I mean the progression of our thoughts, we grow, we actually improve! Isn't that amazing!?!

I've realized that ppl that u meet on the west coast are all so different. They are all diff nationalities! This one guy, his name may start w an "A" and he's sorta sucking my face! And everyone else does! Right? So wtf

I don't walk into the studio looking A+ everyday
I am A+
But I only stop being A+ when I drink, let's say.
I think I am A+ when I don't smoke either
I'm pretty much A+ when it's an amazing chemical reaction of me, myself & I at what n where inspires me most.. If I'm inspired, surrounded by beauty, community, honesty, maybe some juxtaposing.... And prob my faults will lead me to what I'm missing!
LOL
Foreigners might feel its too easy to filter in. In case u were wondering!

The sound..

When you put your lips by the can of a Tekate being opened.

An instigation to begin to write..

Of the ocean, how cliché

Of all the letters eeee
Eèéêëēēėę
Oh! Only 9!

Whoomp whoommmpppp
Bump bump bumppp pump
Pump
Ppppp

Looooove

Sitting where a bum would...

So sitting here after a long day w Roxy, my dog. I don't know what happened first actually, already forgot. Pissed a lil at myself for that reason. Well recently I tried to call my best friend who isn't really my.... Neighbor or anything but...
Oh so a drop of water just for real fell on my ankle then foot then knee then hand so know I know it's rain and I hear thunder and the keys from somebody trying to open a door some place behind me... Roxy isn't pulling...

I gotta go.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Words...

Princess Tibetan

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Thursday, June 14, 2012

A Pink Hat w my name on it...

http://www.marcjacobs.com/lookbooks/collection-accessories/womens-fw12-hats/cae2c135-d21b-42f8-80f9-a040da9e5c0b/-xw2184723-veronica-lake-hat#?p=1&s=27&pp=1

Home Plants Inspiration...

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

An old post I wrote in my cell phone notes...

Dont feel like going to sleep though I know I should. I'm just nervously excited
Sometimes writing helps.
Now I heard that they can tap into our cell phones without them even being on so they can probably see what I'm typing here now too.
It's disgusting.
I'm also going to the bathroom in utter silence and I hear someone walking around also someone on another floor is taking a shower. I wanted to give so Lmany dollars out that I didn't have tonight as I walked the streets of downtown Los Angeles. It's too real to see the dirty lost ones I can't understand it, its not real its friatrating. they all take shits and need a shower like us how did so many ppl get that lost off the charts? How could it be possible? With so much to do right here why go so far to fix something else. It's cuz the system has its problems. I don't believe it. I don't have the answer but I think we can all figure this out. I would like everyone to contribute someway and find a job and it's a way of improving, they need something to do that's all.
I don't want it to rain on my thoughts, I'm typing this wo even finding enough energy to really figure out what I'm saying. It's really not the right time, barely ever is but im one that always goes there, im sorry to choose the Debby downer subject. and I should be asleep but I'm affected by the way it is, I would love to see it more beautiful and it's frustrating me... We have to come together and believe in help
ing and unity. We are so full of talent and gifts we just have to spent the time It takes to want to begin the better direction, I want healthy juice bars that are open to the streets and ppl that talk to eachother more openly even for the 5mins they have next to one another. A game of tennis is not the same when ppl don't know how to play, I wish us all to be at that level with whatever we choose and no limit to how many choices u want. I
Saw a blow up alligator float for the pool and it needs babies.
Compost becomes fertilizer
So what is the analogy?
More hammocks in public parks
All floors in condos must have a recycle dispensary directly from apt
Delivery is the future the pat office should not worry
The concord should come back in neon or designer or invisible
All the chords and wires, a solution?
The pacific is full of radiation..
What does that even really mean?
Where does it come from?
What is it good for?
Why keep the other radio active plants?
Spooky complications
A candle.
The miracle of a match
The beauty of a lighter
The things that I think and
How little they do to help.
The most humiliating thing would be somebody reading this.









GLOW IN THE DARK BM PANTS
ARM BANDS
Cell phone bill: 101$

I just want ppl to be able to say what they wana say, everyone say what they whatever they want but that those that are listening know that that was only something they said may not be what they still mean or think.

Getting more serious means taking life by the horns in a gracious way.
I can't do that yet, I'm holding on to it's tail.
Lol

Someone who understands u or at least forgives u for your mistakes is such a beautiful fairytale in my reality

All the bridges were burned

Monday, June 4, 2012

SKYLINE PIGEONS r a band... my two girl cousins are in!

Went to the SKYLINE PIGEONS album release party and sold some of my special weave bracelets and I was so impressed with th people! They were so nice and I feel so good when somebody likes what I made that I literally forget or dont care about the inicial price/cost I give some of my things bc I in the end just want to make somebody happy when they wear it and it is what counts more than anything!... so I say, these r 10$, these r 20$, these r 40$ blah blah but wait which one do u like???? which one do u really want???? bc thats the price right there, the value is a gathering of beauty... a place in which we can even make a trade of something... lets talk! u cut hair??? really??? cool! "i need a haircut!" ok have my 40$ bracelet u love in exchange for a trim! DUH! thais is he future guys.... its like we r family and we need to open the circle, and give what we have bc if its valued somewhere thats all that REALLY MATTERS! we all matter, part of a cobb webb yea n the spider is GOD checkin on us and replenishing the holes by patching them back over for us while we r alseep.... I looked at what I just wrote and it said that we r asleep... that was interesting enough for me haha :) ;) TAMBO PS youtube "LUCID" by Skyline Pigeons; http://youtu.be/Na6yRLqHz7Q