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Saturday, October 29, 2022

I remember when…

Meticulously acute … directed upon target. Target so wide its blurred the aim. The velvet path entails the bulls eye, a circular hypnosis of abstraction 

Reaching out! Like sweet Caroline!  We sang so many songs last night, today is a new day of peace. The wave coming to crash. Seashell patterns and ridges. Giant Feathers as palm trees under the water, whimsical. Winding. Sliding down tunnels w no gravity. Incredible combinations of texture and color in the reefs. A sample like city w flying cars, hungry fishes w fangs. Blood as a floating oil spill, sharks blind by the bait. 

How deep can we go in short time. Risking our life! Extending the breath. Indescribable unique mathematical equations to get our answers, challenge in search of? What? 









Saturday, October 22, 2022

With Precise Awareness

Meticulously acute … directed upon target. Target so wide its blurred the aim. The velvet path entails the bulls eye, a circular hypnosis of abstraction 

Reaching out! Like sweet Caroline!  We sang so many songs last night, today is a new day of peace. The wave coming to crash. Seashell patterns and ridges. Giant Feathers as palm trees under the water, whimsical. Winding. Sliding down tunnels w no gravity. Incredible combinations of texture and color in the reefs. A sample like city w flying cars, hungry fishes w fangs. Blood as a floating oil spill, sharks blind by the bait. 

How deep can we go in short time. Risking our life! Extending the breath. Indescribable unique mathematical equations to get our answers, challenge in search of? What? 

Sunday, October 16, 2022

Done Deal

 In the past few days I found some important notebooks (The ones from my CHOPRA retreat) 

I intended to get home and re-write my notes back in Jan but I misplaced my notebook w my notes. I was devastated. These r the things that really set me back. I want to throw in the towel literally bc I don't know what else to do bc my intentions were good but somehow I can't even go onnnn... I try and then this! 

So I go on w like a slump in my back, w a frown that might go upside down but im down.

Then also my book, "The Artists Way" I lost that too. bc I took it everywhere and I shouldn't have. I thought it would appear and it never did so I just got a new one. 

Feeling ridiculous.

These are a few of my favorite things btw. Anyway, I think Im caught up pretty much now. This time Im better and I had to start over on my book and of course I missed some super important things. 

The contract. The contract that I had to make w myself. I signed it just last night and Im really proud. The words in the contract really resonated. I never actually read it last time. So, I think this is perfect timing if you ask me. FINALLY.

My duties are to write 3 morning pages in my notebook and to take myself out on an "artist date" once a week. I will do it. 

Morning pages are time with You & God. Just Support Yourself!

Doing this will help YOU (be less frustrated lol).

NUTURE YOURSELF, Nurture your connection to The Great Creator. 

watch it unfold and paths appear, trust and move in faith... by using your GIFT; Creativity

techniques you learn will allow u to teach others.

self-doubt --------------------------- to----------------------self-expression


Have Faith, You're on the right track. 

You are.

Keep healing...

Sunday, October 9, 2022

Gift of Gratitude

How does that joker song go? Shake your peaches? Coconuts are the trees we r climbing here today, and coconuts are seeds for a new tree! Peaches have the seed inside the peach pizza like a globe. The globe stand was something I thought was interesting… for a Rock display, on a tripod. Sorta hung to be spun, the only way a bell can do it’s ring. We have the mariachi shakers w seeds inside for instruments, I’m thinking we can Upcycle trash instead and save all the seeds so they grow. If we did we would be guided correctly to know the value of a whole tree is extremely valuable as opposed to the immediate gratification of a coconut, so amazing, so indulgent. The stem cells ppl should be working w that instead of the peak of the pyramid like suddenly going to mars w the zillions of dollars when let’s decompose our trash, save the icebergs and rid the pesticides and GMO, roundup poisons that we have discovered now like 20 years ago and not made any resposible and sensible changes bc their is no authority doing the job correctly bc they have to pick the best way to respect nature instead of make easy money. Money doesn’t even exist to me at this point. Bc it’s like choosing to plant a seed instead of taking the profit of a coconut, any coco nut factory should be a mini paradise to visit w waterfalls like the chocolate factory but the image of heaven and utmost health. The most important place for our collective binoculars to focus. 

We were taught in school ONE THING that made sense to me. It was that juman basic needs are Water, Food, shelter, clothing. They eventually taught us that we needed also money so we get that by working. They forgot to tell us about friends and family and following our dreams and inspiration for knowledge and growth and eventually I met the importance of spirituality bc I needed to trust and talk to someone so I did w my angels and ancestors and not everyone feels the need to do this which I can accept it for them but I prefer to believe that I’m being guided and loved and can feel the power that is all around me and always there and how many blessings we are blind to notice. This is a real wonderland and I’m not the only Alice, we aren’t all an Alice either. If someone is more atheist they are choosing to be more realistic and that they are in control through their efforts and less relying on the invisible like some are very much in the clouds. A balance is so important. Life is so forgiving and the silly growing pains eventually won’t be avoided. Nothing is sure! Everything is having its fluctuations, ups and downs are a natural way for a system. 
Jobs put pressure on ppl to get them to get more sales make more profit MORE MORE MORE! And very cut throat ways were like leaches of greed and pyramid schemes and products sometimes could even improve. But the speed of technology and the dollar and how much to invest into it when it’s already just about making some. I see the need for improvement but also the cheaper prices were more accessible so more of interest, more demand, more profitable, immidiate and fast was more important than well made or of quality. We cheated ourselves for being cheap and it cost us pollution and damage but unable to quantify a difference. A moment of happiness added beauty and saving money was a choice we made, decisions declaring our stance when we weren’t able to see the full picture of the decision to make the fully proper decision. We have to forgive ourselves for that and use the experience to improve the ones we have ahead. Our abundance is in jeopardy if we can awaken to the power in our priorities and see big enough to decide for ourselves, strength in oursleves while observing all the influences and temptations placed precisely on our path. Come back to the drawing board, the knowledge u have of your own self care and that you don’t have to feel bad about taking the time for yourself, it’s not like the choice of having the coconut, this is closer to planting yourself to better ground in case of a hurricane, the tree your are needs the water and sunlight etc to be the strongest healthiest it can be for the variables and to make the very best coconuts of its kind for them to be either enjoyed or planted for the future. What a job! And a tree can’t even move or speak to get what they need. They solely rely on nature and us human KIND beings TO help and create that beautiful exchange that’s WHAT REALLY MATTERS. Every single Coconut tree Matters and the earth they are planted in, the water they drink, the appreciation of more human KIND beings acknowledging them and appreciating to hang their hammocks. 
This is the MOST THING THAT MAY MATTER. We learn how to love from our families and situations, maybe even Hollywood… but they didn’t teach us how to love a tree. We don’t even see trees when we shop for our food. We need help to get back to the basics. These are all relationships. 

Bless our Abundance and love all that u have as well as what u don’t have bc it’s yours too it’s just not in your possession. We are sharing all the things and you already have it all. Realize that having less may be a blessing. Less to keep track of and take care of, be happy for those who can enjoy things and we all get our turn at successes, lessons and hydrating heavenly coconuts πŸ₯₯🌴 right out of Gods palm. Amazing spiral life line! πŸŒ€Enjoy!!!

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