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Thursday, October 22, 2020

Stars

Hey, I’m staying at this place called Villa las Estrellas in Tulum, Mexico. It’s right on the beach and it’s perfect like many places are here. This spot is quaint and it’s a yes not a no like “ain’t” sounds like u wouldn’t Wana stay here but I think anyone would and more ppl should get to do some of these things that most ppl never get to do. Like travel and see more that God put on this Earth for us to see and enjoy and learn from and experience. It’s like books without all the writing. It’s sometimes just what you needed, the same answer resides in so many possibilities perhaps bc so many lessons are able to be seen in so many ways and over time your human gratitude expands far enough to reach a sense of peace cuz it’s all this beauty that the amount of it gets overwhelming and then it reaches a place of understanding like the way the cup that was half empty is now overflowing in all these incredible patterns of harmony that it gets to look back and where it once was and through the clear glass, now the water on the other side can pass by and without it it wouldn’t be able to be there. Hahaha that just came out! Lol.  But that’s a good way of putting it. If I would have been scared to follow that train of thought then I wouldn’t even know where it would have led me! So that is my gift. We can even learn from our own selves! The shooting stars, if they could see us down here we would also look like shooting stars to those over there. At least that’s what I think. These guards on the beach flash their light to guard and that would look like a funny shooting star to me if I was up there lol.  If lol means I laughed out loud why don’t we have more codes for more things we do. It’s kinda stupid to type it in as much as I do. It’s generous, let’s put it that way. I think ppl whom are respected just take them out. That’s how they are better than me... cuz it’s funny that they didn’t laugh, but did they? Like r they serious? U wouldn’t know bc they didn’t put the lol that in the end makes it super phony. It’s a little bit of a habit but I actually do laugh a lot and sometimes I write it and don’t actually laugh out loud but it softens it? Our language has changed over time and This is what it’s gotten to? No no pls don’t use me as an example! I don’t want to be responsible for making mistakes just yet lol. The oceans crashing waves are really loud and the windows are closed. I guess diff nights might have a diff rhythm, tonight’s been a bit tumultuous. Wish it was more soothing. And if so, so did others when I said some angry caca shit! (Not laughing but what am I to do?) just love more right? Yeah that’s all u can do. Or say more soothing stuff in the future to balance it all out lol... what if I over balance it w the soothing part? What does that look like? Prob a pretty wave... yes of course. I like hot whispers on my skin they are soft but I used to like roller coasters! Kayaking is better for ppl! Make them Kayak a Bunch lol that will make them get a goods nights rest after! Or something. Bla bla bla I’m getting tired. Never heard of anybody using ear plugs for the waves at night tho so lol. I guess I should shower to calm down. I’m also ready to go home and get back to my things, my life, my partner, what makes more sense to be doing. I always Wana do the right thing I’m so funny, you wouldn’t think it but it’s true. Life is to be shared w the right company, that’s the best! So yeah back to what I was saying earlier.,, ppl need to get to do these things and they need to do them TOGETHER. God Bless Your Soul for reading this and let’s reach for the STARS!!! ✨