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Wednesday, September 28, 2022

Birds eye view

“Looking for a heart like it’s food to sustain me. Looking for a heart but don’t see one in sight. Looking for a heart to warm me. Looking for the heart to help me heal from the fright.” Thought the little bird in his head over and over, looking outside of himself for something he felt was lacking

So The bird kept flying and flying and finally asked God for guidance, He showed the bird a diff perspective. “Little one, it’s difficult to see the perfect masterpiece that’s been created when your a part of it…You give me such joy when I see you fly happily through the blue sky, just trust that you are part of the wonderful magic and without your joyful singing and swooping their is not as much beauty.” 

The bird understood he was the love like the peak of a heart itself! He flew now w a greater intention believing he did it with purpose, to make God happy. He flew without fear and without any desire. He felt he had a big job as the beautiful free bird in someone else’s grand view. 

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Slow Down to UPLIFT...

 with a smile its all worthwhile. We are all connected and as one may rise we can rise up together. Hurt ppl hurt ppl and the only way to cure their painful pattern is through love and care. The strong ones have to lend a helping hand, reach out to help, give a compliment, take a risk of a scenario for someone in need, something that may not help you on your path but to help another. Boundaries are doing this in small doses but finding time to allow something unknown to happen bc your more prepared to face adversity. At times Surprise! I was surprised! Somebody showed gratitude for my hospitality and guidance and washed my dishes before leaving when nobody really ever has! Your kindness went to the right place and thats why u chose not to judge from the start.


I feel that some traveling needs to happen but id like to find the places Im looking for. Going places aimlessly doesn't always work and it won't work for this time. Distance can be an issue, shipping from far isn't as good as id like it to be. I think the only way is spending some time there. Not one place but maybe many... what each place has to offer and doing trials and to do it all right it might need investors. I feel like some of this is already done and just a phone call away for the ones who know but the phone call has a value and so it seems an expensive 


Connected to the Universe.

Saturday, September 24, 2022

SOLID GOLD 444

Stand strong! Be grounded. Solid, not able to break, swirve or fall. Maybe a little bendy but more strong and solid. Like a tree trunk, hundreds of years old, in no hurry, so patient, you have no idea. The years are rings like auras like veins in the wood. The tissue now bleached, then rolled in w a pattern. What if we make bigger ones then paper hangs over our heads? Like a larger oval? Or something? Why not? Or hooked like through a telephone wire… idk Y! I’ve seen the stuff blowing in the wind… in Blue Man Group… in stupidities countless times… but I’m still looking for a better way like a slinky one maybe but if it were band aids! Fruit roll up! Yea w neosporine in the scotch tape thing design… but it’snicknamed  “meos” and your name is Corine or something… and your going to a wine tasting tomorrow so your mind is already there not here in the present. The present has a bow… a wide ribbon bow, it’s so beautiful it’s reusable and double sided so u can gift it w a diff color than u even recieved it and u just love that bc you love the size, the fabric, the color of the bow. You can do so much w it… u can make a gift look elegant or wear it in your hair or wrap it around your wrist. You might be able to slice it in half and use both pieces as shoe laces but they aren’t usually THAT generous lol. It’s a lil see through so as a eye Sheild u can still see… so u think…if only I had more of this stuff! And u pull on it and learn that it actually strecltches!!! Like stretch Armstrong the ribbon can be as long as u want! It’s pretty much all u need! I don’t know how it will recede so u stop pulling as much cuz u don’t wana over do it! Til when will it give? I don’t want to know til I have a reason 4… ever! The ribbon didn’t need a roll it was stretchy! It was like endless, like stalkings, like feathers. Like the curls from the scissor, like it grows and can be manipulated. But now it’s wrapped around your arms as a sleeve and Velcro strapped around the body in endless ways… ssss $ ssss you are the vertical line through the S’s you are the value, the worth the reason, the choice, it’s yours, if u like it or not May not change but it is only you that’s important. Fluctuation surrounds u, but you must feel the power of u and your choice.  The way you do anything is how u do everything and so that is YOU… that is U… that’s The “I”in the $…

Reminds me of when I used to cross my Z’s like a Zed and when the girls at the Sacred Heart school looked at it, they had never seen it. 



I want U

To want me. 
I forgot how many instruments are involved! How many Toilet Flushes! How many ups and downs of the LID
LID looks like UP LOL
Who cares… well… it’s cuz I’m looking for inspo EVERYWHERE!!!! And I find it! I white it down: somewhere else! :) ooooooooowwwphhhhhjj

Tin can


Snakel POP, drill, drop, Boom, brush, smack , zoom by goes a car, AC vents shattering, zilling, zipping, shutting, brupity boo why am I still up and waiting? Shatter, ting! Cat food cans? Whats going on in there? I move and a zipper rattles high pitched, cheap. Hold it together. Alarming.









But it’s a clock, one of the rectangles is bigger than the other 

Monday, September 19, 2022

All Evolving…

Noticing the trees sway and little animals outside my window. Noticing that at the same time that I see what I see through my eyes out of my window view there is a whole world moving out of sight. The circle of life, the waves of happiness and sorrow, life and death, all evolving…


Saturday, September 17, 2022

Friday, September 9, 2022

Step your foot fwd…

Lavender velvet, pillowy kisses, Roxy smells like cupcakes, have u gotten a chance to sniff? vegan ones! 
But,
I can’t even say the truth of what’s going on right now. Have you noticed how private I am? Probably not bc you think this is a lot of “enseƱando la braga” says a very INcredible person. “ Ayyyy I know”  that might be what it seems but it ain’t what it “seams” if u know what I mean. I be like… get yo shit straight yo like asap or gtfo lol…