Headphones on Bonobo

Good to be rising with a smile on. Years of time went by and Im doing me well thanks for asking. Its amazing how much is out there for self help and healing. Its a lot of similarities, rarities, reframed a new way. Im the same boat w wanting to share my findings w all that. I do have a pretty unique story though and all my set backs have taken the form of devine amswers, gifts for me to really realize me and learn from. I do need to apologize for things, I wasnt myself and Im a work in progress. Im really happy to be taking this journey tho, i have to say. My gratitude is immense it cant be easily expressed w words, it shows on my face now, my true nature is back within me. I forgive everybody. Im not done w this whole work im doing. I have been so rude to be so self consumed w my bullshit. It was what it was, im glad I got through that. It needed to be fully healed to attract better things to my life and its still doing its thing. The thing is, i want to help ppl and those that need it, if they are attracted to me I want to let them be able to get some attention from me. The thing is they are not there for that, they think they might have a chance. Im not available like that easily, its like a chastity belt. I do always kinda say the same thing here, my lil life dilemmas. Life is great, im doing all the things demanded of me. I am so in awe w everything. The palm tree in front of me swaying its perfect V stripes, my name means palm tree Tamar, and love in action passionately does come out. I pray for all of us, esp those that I love come to mind but I need it actually, Its near the end of all that but thats why its so imp I am meditating and praying and not missing anything. Ive grown up a lot this year, tight schedule, being accountable, i consider myself reliable, i did what I had to didnt let my mistakes well, I take that back, remembering some things that I could have done better on. Slow down thats all. With lots to do its hard to do that.