The Vibration of Love…

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I pulled the Buffalo card…

I love that it said…“that abundance is present in your life when ALL relations are honored as sacred”.

I needed to hear that.  

I have 

https://www.google.com/amp/s/archangeloracle.com/2017/05/17/buffalo/amp/

Then we also pulled Deer… 

“Love is the key.

Be willing to find things to love about yourself and others. Your demons will melt away. Your fears cannot exist in the same place that love and gentleness abide.

Stop pushing so hard to get others to change. Change comes from within. Apply gentleness to your present situation, become like the summer breeze, gentle, warm, and caring. Moving over, through, and around the one’s you Love.

This is our lesson for solving our present dilemma. If you use it, you will connect with Sacred Mountain, the centering place of serenity, Great Spirit will guide you on the path.”

Chomper our deer friend!! Are you Listening. The T is silent. 

I have so much to learn and improve on. Thankful of these messages. So Thankful.

The Symbolic Meanings for Deer

Love

Grace

Peace

Beauty

Fertility

Humility

Swiftness

Regrowth

Creativity

Spirituality

Abundance

Benevolence

Watchfulness

It’s been said… any practice by which man sustains himself at the expense of other sentient beings, is considered wrong. Consider ALL non-human life to be Divine, as is human life.
So beautiful, 
http://www.shamanicjourney.com/deer-power-animal-symbol-of-gentleness-unconditional-love-and-kindness

Connecter Gadgetor

I need to slip into a good spot that is going to help me stop even thinking of the absurdities that are purely distractive and tempting me to waste my precious time. Truly wild to experience and I don’t even care… how does anybody own anything? How can patents be fair? How can the rights to music be true? Somebody owns “Happy Birthday”? So city now our Sin City, it’s translated into love… I have to stop… smell the Roses. 

Stop thinking it’s ok to kick ppl out like I do, even though they actually deserve it. What am I supposed to do? I am doing things but I need advice. I am not ok w the over all labeling, perspective of who I am so… only way is, be Sober. I actually need some alone time w some deep work that allows me to work through it. Which is what is happening now, but not really, not enough.. I have things to say but should I say them? I want to be close with somebody and story telling, or even there in silence by now.  

Maturity Rolling In…

Bc I’m working on it and it’s overall a different feeling. It’s not easier, it’s just how I am taking it all in. I’m single and even though I’m not lonely, I am still looking for my people LOL. Maybe they are all around me and I just can’t see them. Maybe I’m so far up my own ass that I am missing the ppl I’m supposed to be with. I get along w like everybody, I’m socially confident, love meeting new people, love conversations, I meet tons of ppl all the time but not often do things get much better than there. My mature self tells me there is more to it and where my life is at, my vibration and frequency is partially to blame. First of all, I may go out but im not easy to catch! I move! I connect briefly w many ppl. I might exchange information but im only trying to spread my HORIZONS, really not my legs w anyone yet. Some ppl really know how to have sex and I go back to them… im a mystery, nobody gets me, bc I do have secrets and I do keep my private life private. Haven’t you noticed? Do u reeeally think u got me figured out? Well, you don’t. Bc I don’t even! I haven’t been making the very best choices bc I’m supposed to be putting myself out there more, in the right places, and I am so strange, maybe I wasn’t really yet? I think I’m getting ready tho! I feel like I’m going to be a really amazing girlfriend for him and that he’s going to be absolutely amazing for me. I will take nothing less! This is my life! And I’m going to do it right! I want the real deal, either THAT or it’s a partnership agreement with somebody who feels like a trustworthy friend that I love their qualities and find attractive and want to have a baby with.  I will gladly be a mother if I can find the right guy to have babies with. I feel myself becoming so organized, so righteous, strong, ready, and more loving than I have ever been. I just don’t share my love with just anyone. After knowing how men are in this town it’s going to take a real effort to get in my personal love corner. I hope it happens and that it feels like magic. For now, I need to focus on expanding my art. Taking care of my body, home, dog, car, art studio warehouse, the Airbnb rentals, my grooming and pampering, my women moon gatherings, my diet, my training, my dance classes, home improvement… I want to add a deck and jacuzzi to the backyard. Get better at my emails LOL, create new shit and make money, my hair look pretty, my skin, my teeth, my nails, my shoes, my everything. So I have plenty to be focused on. Maybe I should start dating? I don’t want to get on those apps! I just want to live! And I want to get LUCKY 🍀 

So come on honey, come and find me!!!

Let’s show each other what life is all about! Let’s get deep with one another, let me give you all my LOVE, my attention, my touches and caresses, my kisses, my smiles, I want to dance with you and cuddle with you and whisper with you. Watch movies with you, have ideas with you, go for walks with you, cook for you, make everything better for you, laugh with youuuu, be there for u, be nice to you and naughty with you, I hope you exist! Haha Bc you do in my dreams at least and I’m not settling til I find you Love. Where are you?! Who are you? It’s time for me and you now… I’m waiting for you. 

Yours Truly

More research pictures…

Bc I’m working… 

BRO IM FROM MIAMI BRO

 (last post was deleted Friday July 16, 2021) Ok so the last post... yesss,,,, im going to take it down... your lucky if u even saw it. I am so sorry for anybody that was hurt by this. Of course, I came from a place of hurt,,, ppl do things differently from a place of HURT. and so everyone not only is whoever they are, from what they picked up on with the voyage of their life, from the two most important ppl that TOGETHER made her/him. So again... remember who they were as a child in their naive authentic-ness... and also with the certain polution meaning not only environmentally but vibrationally from all of us, like the mix-ups, the fights, the revenge, the silence is also painful and To me, doesn't make it any better,,, sorry guys. That lil "way" also desperately needs to change. The proper response from somebody might cause Gratitude... or something and thats where we r aiming. The silence is what makes us TOUGH but its so easy to, I think, share the perspective of why your choosing to dismiss them, to "disrespect" them, how do u know how much that might mess with them? their equilibrium... 

for me, im learning, I have been trying to be "on track" and things get messed up naturally... and so I think im pretty flexible, but if things that are important to me get changed... I get sorta upset at times... I've noticed. So, as part of what im learning about myself and what might set me off... (but hasn't recently btw) I've just been able to notice the feelings and NOT sit with them but... take NOTICE... addicts will find a way to get what they want and the triggers are what brings me to start me off on a wrong foot,,, wrong track. Im aware of those things from being able to see them before I am impulsively allowing them to direct me. Im being more cautious YET "Do Not Fuck With Me" is also ME :) so IDK where Im at with this but I know that I am not going to let certain things just SLIDE... I get my words out... I am not going to be fucked with and me shut up... continue. No. Is this wrong? Ive heard its not right but I think they are wrong. I don't think ppl that handle things w silence care about growth, the truly correct thing to do and I obviously have an issue with it. 

Im going to delete it. 

Im also going to delete the person from my LIFE entirely and getting some stuff out about them was something I did when I was upset. Now ppl might think, woe, will she do that about me? Ive been feeling it. Its not at all what I would do on the regular but I am sorta revengeful. Sometimes the best revenge might be that, sometimes not, it depends. 

I have a few projects floating around, I am mostly helping others right now... and with my schedule I will have enough time to do my thing and Im also setting myself up for -staying away from too much trouble-.

But Don't Fuck W Me Bro!!!

I say and do things that are hurtful bc U HURT ME FIRST. I was Hurt. and I was saying the truth, I wasn't exaggerating it! I also didn't and don't want to mix up the story for the future. This guy is actually dangerous. He said he wants to sew me for 500k now and I never even wrote his name! and Its all true and ... Does anybody remember what happened to me? Why I even did that? But Dude, Don't Fuck W Me. Im saying those words knowing their power, knowing that I only want who can really man up to this, who can take me seriously. The guy wasn't right for me, Im so embarrassed, I KNEW for a while, but it was COVID. Im sorry guys. Im sorry to myself. Im sorry to spill my garbage (which I know got lots pf laughs too0) BUT IM NOT THAT SORRY... thats why its still up.

He called my mother to have me take it down... I could have by now... but I chose not to bc... he's not just going to call my mom and have me take this "TRUTH SERUM/ VENENO QUE CURA" about him down just like that... like tell her Mom and she will take it down... UMMMM Im a grown ass adult now and   thats not gonna happen. 

Also, what is most terrible and what HE considers truth  is that Im supposedly old and washed up and my prime is over ... LOLOLOL... when I feel The Greatest I have!!! Imagine hearing this>>?? You think this mother fucker is going to get back in my life>? no. thats enough. turn the page. Don't Fuck w me Bro! You don't know who dis is. They hire sheeps for lots of jobs and thats what we are now MADE UP OF... but Im not in it like that and your ghetto ass is disrespectful and NOT gone get away with it. I gave you a good life, I was a person you wanted to have kids with, we were going to get married,,, DONT FUCK W ME... Your not gonna get away with this. Your bipolar and have a few things to take care of... You know what they are. Home Depot, AirBnb, Rent since Dec,,, 

But there was the Open Mic night at Words over Wine... and its practically next door form my house... @ The Andersen.. and he's there to sing some thing or whatever bc my old good friend Karla w a K Corona like the Beer... or the Virus... LOL... was over  and told me. I told her she should delete him already... (If we even ... she said she doesn't like to get involved LOL,,, ok ok ... uhuh.) (I don't either LOL) So, I get in there and its... Raggea... some Stir It Up song.... so im all over dancing... cuz thats what the song even says... but its just whatever,,, anyway, im at this girls vending jewelry booth and I buy a bunch of stuff... things for others,... earrings for my cousin, etc. and The girl he was singing with comes over to the booth and says... I need something bla bla bla... and I pick something out for her and we ask what the stones were about energetically and they are about throat chakra etc both of them and its blue and SHES SOLD... and this asshole goes... something about "hoe" (Freudian slip) How He will buy her whatever she wants... I was like wow LOL Right in front of me he has to be such an insensitive dick? seriously? And to summarize that... I actually reacted... and then I MADE SURE HE BOUGHT THAT SHIT FOR HER BC GUESS WHATTTT HE WAS WALKING AWAY WITHOUT HAVING DONE SO AFTER HE OFFERED AND I WANST GONA LET THAT HAPPEN LOL OH HELL NO... AND SUPPOSEDLY HE WAS PAYING HER TO SING WITH HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! WTFFFFFFF

OMG... IM WRITING THIS SHIT I CAN LAUGH LATER I GUESS... AND TO KEEP TRACK OF ALL THE FUCKED UP SHIT I HAVE TO DEAL WITHHHHH  FOR THISSSS.... IM NOT SUFFERING... IM NOT. IM ALSO NOT AVAIL YET LOL. IM ALSO ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL. 

WHAT A PINGA QUE COME PINGA 

BRO!

Im feeling the vibes tho... Im feeling FIRST OF ALL that he's mixed up and that I def don't want to be w that type of person LOL "type of person" LOL (could be ME!) So, now its like... ppl r making sure I won't be writing about them like that... and so ppl r mixing me up for a person that im not, well its a part of me! Don't Fuck W Me Bro! its like ...

Its like the movie AMELIE... (one of my fav movies) and she's on the roof of the building and messing with the antenna of the asshole watching his soccer game and when its a goal she fucks w the antenna... I think she's an angel honestly. The guy is a Jerk and he deserves it. Is that ok that I think that>? Just asking. Cuz thats how I feel. Nobody ready this, nobody cares, everyone is so preoccupied with themselves,,, with looking after their own family, keeping up w the Jones' and being a Jones too. What I write about here is mostly my heart and soul and things I need to get out for some reason... again, isn't it true... Don't Fuck W Me Bro. I forgive you but I won't forget. Cuz now its here! For us all to remember. Maybe you will start acting right now... since u have enough reasons to start acting right, si? 

Don't Fuck With US.