Full Circles...

 Writing today in the morning instead which I usually do in a hand written journal bc its a diff kind of writing that I do but this post is going to be a re-write from something I already wrote that I wanted to come back to. I wrote about it already in a journal while I was in rehab, or my self focus healing retreat, I am really happy with the turn out and my new realizations and the depths I was able to uncover so much internal magic. While I was there a producer I worked with on a commercial added me on social media so it stirred this thought process... 

I remembered the commercial for a kids scooted called KIXI that I styled some kids on and in detail what happened the day of the shoot. The little girl, one of the main characters didn't want to wear her Helmut so I did what adults used to tell me, -that the police will get her if she doesn't wear it!!! and instilled FEAR. I soon realized that THAT didn't work on her and escalated her fit into a tantrum! It was all I knew to do then!!! It was a challenge. Now I know what I could have done (trying to remove the word "should" from my vocabulary but Im sure it will keep slipping through my teeth, my intentions are good lol). <3 I could have knelt down beside her and told her that she's the special little girl thats going to show all the other little kids to wear a Helmut while they ride on their scooter to protect their head so that they don't get hurt when they fall! That You Are Here To Be The Example! The Savior! To save all the other kids that see you wear your Helmut on TV.  To inspire them to be like you! That all the kids Love you and will think its cool to wear a Helmut bc YOU get to make it look cool!~ I wish I had known to tell her something like that but I just didn't know then what I know now. That persuasion can be a loving act and we can also listen to each other, communicate instead of instilling fear into the children of tomorrow we can insist on taking a gentle loving angle instead. That kind friendly convincing that most of the time works better. Im sure she would have been convinced had I only tried to tell her THAT, building her up and infusing LOVE. 

Its funny also bc Ive always wanted a scooter myself even as an adult and I just met a guy w a scooter so maybe I will be on the back of one soon LOL. Also, bc that little girl is ME and is U and its kind of like another full circle. ;) 

Positive in Motion

Got back from a self help retreat and have a lot to share so Ive had to go back into my notes and gona write some of it here now to spread some amazing new teachings with my true friends, my blog readers! 

Calm Unity Tea House is this whole vision I have to heal community and its a Holistic Natural Medicine pit stop where we use knowledge of herbs and spices and create mocktails for your benefit. We dont use white sugar or any nonscense we use other alternatives like honey, agave, dates, monk fruit. Did you know that alcohol is made from sugar? So the sugar industry is getting at us in all sorts of ways I mean its a poison an addiction, a reason for obesity, and we even want some in our coffee. Its a miracle they dont put sugar in our cigarettes LOL ;) so, im trying to bring some awareness and say we can make incredible tasting things without it. I am personally agaisnt it and rather eat something from a place I can assure myself that it is 100% healthy and tasty. I would like to make that place one day. For now Im going to fill my soul with lots of certificates in healing and herbal medicine etc so that I have that incredible knowledge and can curate my own tea drinks knowing their benefits and healing powers. Eastern medicine with a modern flair. Lets give it a go and keep going. Its a lot to learn. 

“if you continuously imagine a scenario that made you happy and fulfilled, you will express that feeling, thus attracting all that is in harmony with what you feel.” - Do it. 

I have a list coming together of all these new things I forgot I wanted to do like get back into Sevillana/Flamenco dancing, take more Master Classes, classes of Gaia, Join Adventure Dating lol, Start a You Tube channel, get my book illustrated, create an Artists Way book club, practice more writing and copywriting, Do an art series concept I have in mind at the warehouse, Get a Kayak, Finish my Sound Healing certificate so need to get the bowls for that, I want to get an Esthititian lisence! One Day maybe become a Reiki Master, and even take a comedy class just to name a few so you can see why my head is in a few diff places and I am not bored or lonely, i stay mighty active and connect with people throughout my day who cross my path and vibe off of. Magical people are showing up for me and talking to me while Im pumping gas about a healer for example or invited to eat with a family bc of helping someone on the side of the road! Im open to help all kinds of ppl and in return things magically help me. Like connecting w old friends to meet up for an AA meeting and we actually have incredible advice for one another in a totally present way not hanging just bc we have the same motive but bc we authentically care about being there for one another. Its different. 

Im meditating and Im stretching in not only yoga knowledge but creatively using parts of everyday things like door frames, bathroom towel hanging bars, my trapeze, etc. it gets pretty interesting. Some might think im weird for doing these things but Ive reached my care capacity and following my bliss and never been happier. Alone but not lonely whatsoever. Its better than being in bad conpany and I have more time for myself to do all the things I wana do however I wana do them! Not to say I dont want a relationship but I actually dont need one anytime soon, why if they would just prob complicate my life? Kids? Doesnt seem like the most flattering of dreams to me if I have so much Id like to do, what a sacrifice! Im just saying! Is it that important? Idk anymore. It just seems like a nuisance to my life and detrimental to my freedom and I dont even have the space for it right now. Im already swamped! Joy is essential and Im the child ecstatic in soo much I keep discovering in history, health, ai, podcasts, the esoteric, astrology, myself, mantras, and making art. 

Ok will be back soon to continue this… Gona go research somethings on my list and do my list for tomorrow! Stay inspired and do YOU!

Just in Thyme

The time of our lives, the moment of steam just a little gleam floats on like a cloud. Airy light information particles of water, with water there is life. Lucky us the key access opening doors to bright new ideas for tomorrows, brings many new answers of hope and opportunity to prosper each precisely diff, had to be. We question the status quo, back to doe, to find its true we not know we can we do well with the freedom given without any structure some may fail to be their full cup responsiblity. So easily aimless in our search for discovery. Can we teach the importance of our train tracks and direction to goal, the serious and play. More Lessons to learn, the way you learn them is your very own golden priceless lessons. Equations of possible potentials adding hyroglyphics currently processing. Dont underestimate your potential to add your flair and only yours unique here w all of us THIS! in this incredible timeless moving clock ticking sprung. The issues you see arent bolder than the boulder in each of us, untaught, taunting, forgotten potential needing your very own exercisync. This is your gift to hone, your duty to meditate on. Your younique path is never wrong, the lessons might differ. Your here as a we and sacred it shall forever be. Carefully understand its a soft caress instead of the careless. Love is looking for you and your no where in sight. Yet where r u Giving your light? Breathing in air exhaling time as aging barbarians breaking of mandalas to build them a gain. Laying in Z accepting their ways. Did you fill up your tank to prepare for this day? Open your trunk you hold a metaphysical magical treasure, let the coins spill so its light as a feather! Who hoards in such lack? Only the fearful under attack! Whether or not we heal and laugh to make it better, it doesnt have to hurt this incredible. Obstacles, hurdles, challenge galore, the path isnt straight line is an S w her gorgeous curves! Women yes Women where art tho hidding? Holding their baby whos Bib sick and wailing. Licking calendars and calculators punching bags for all them haters. A goose is on the loose and so shall she be! Let her! Give her all the possibilities! Deprived we sigh and wish, another place, its not what u want, its this right here, fate. This mess we must Bless its our adundance. We just need to dance with it and sin less, yes yes! Encora! What we say we dont like we must finally accept, its not a fight, its ours all hours so watch as it transforms hatching never late. A tale of truth like u never did see, theres something to look at in every witch way, lets study the breeze. Tilting that flower, its all so amazing! De tails weve lost, now useless. Our life is in living color and were not dancing the morph? Waiting for what? Expired Mr. charming? Hes lost on his horse! Oops dont mean to offend just mean to be mean. Its not the only thing I want, trying to pry open my dreams! Wearing ties? Reboot! System down…. Without knowing what I want im going in rounds. Waiting says 8 does that mean forever? I might pop off like a firework direction heaven! So odd to be here without all in a hammock. I wonder and wonder zooming in, zoning out going spinny dipping dradle somewhere around the equator. I wonder if Equador has a door and if I should be more on the floor, my Earth my turf, the medicine is exposed! All easier, this is the principle Job. Blindly allowing the disconnection, so in need of protection. Give us this Day our daily bread, the herbs, weve heard enough BS. Cow dare you? Wankers! Bloody Wankers! Our Holy Land is sacred and whole. Dont poison w poise? Tricking the masses. Money’s for Monkeys! You probably wear glasses! & Slow as molasses!

Stay off my property! Its all mine to protect! Your uncaring sinister ass is gona get it, just wait! Hand cuffs and cuff linked, coughing from Covid. Youre going in a jail that sails to the Nordic! Lol 

Treat others w rights w dignity sir, have u heard it before your not the hero? Ego the devil when large as it is, feeding the wrong wolf deep within! 

Mr. Peace of Pooh you really did it, now poor U!

Slap 

And slap stick

And never come back here!

Ugh U-turn I wasnt expecting this last bit!

Hop in! -We arent Bored!!!!!