writting...

I am at a place in my life where I feel like somewhat numb to certain things, most things really, im tough im really cant help but be so weak when my mother says or does anything remotely hurtful or insensitive towards me.. she really has a tendency to do so and i cant bare it. it just affects me much to much to hold my compose for. and so i want to shout and out comes a .... disaster that i just tried to explain. i hope you guys are entertained. i wish and miss n send u a kiss goodnight... xoxox