Id like to do

Something I havent done for a while… it would be do what I used to do but in a new way, as me now…. Im used to ppl sucking, hate to say it, but im not gona hold it against u… i will go right by you and we wont STICK. Thats all. Everything moves. If u want something u cant force it, but u have to be attuned to its true nature, its needs, its faults even, and how the hell do U fit in? Lol well, u better think about it. 

Im not thinking how i fit in. Or that I dont. I am thinking that Id like to again and how its not the most attarctive to be left out like this but I dont feel that, i did it to myself. I like It most of the time. Maybe i convince myself I do but my testing system has me right side and I like to have control over my life and outcome. In rehab they call it “sick”,can U believe it? YUP, wanting too much control is a sign of you being “sick” in this AA WORLD. Is it Real? Lol. (I love thatttt). I dont love what we r talking about I love my realizations but it that way, i get to giggle about nothing but it somehow makes perfect sense or the words say it themselves! I see it. Idk. I just give it a lil look and keep on… i like my genius but I dont belive i am an actual genius only maybe potential to be one in fact lol. May I. Excuse me. 

Excuse you. 

I wanted to go out and dance but I cant drive bc I dont even want to. And i dont have anybody I wana go with LOL. This is bad. I dont even need anybody to go with! Its crazy☀️ then i think more and it turns Pumpkin! And its time for a costume and I dont even give a shit! Everyone w cheap China Caca on and Im suppsed to what? no.

So i dont like Halloween. I dont! You would think I did. Nope. I actually hate it. Its so rubbish! I have a costume, i have back up costumes, i have more than enough I think i should buy a costume IN FACT, and I should create something w what I have but its fun to but some cheap piece of plastic Im never gona wear again, is it not? Ugh. This is not good. Imagine the amount or latex we go through as a planet and for this time of year? Really? Bury me a-Love! 

Where is Bin Laden? 

Sad am Hussein?

Dont All JumpBuy Den
Ugh! Ew! Hahhaa! Woosh! We have Pressed enough of a Dent…Its time to gather up in the name of setting NEW trends, the opposite, or SHUSH-contain yourself before u explode. I dont wana hear that your relations will be affecting the rest of us and this PLAN-IT BETTER BEAST PEOPLE. Shake hands to stop fucking w each other and go to Sleep! Humans and U MAN. Stop. U wana woman, here she is. Write me a love letter will ya! Ya U! We see peace, u need to. Then maybe w can praise u. Pat on the back u, old pal. Dont mess this up. We wana have a nice time. Make it nice for all of us, not just your own people and fuck the mount everest! I will cut your throat personally. Watch it. I said… watch it.

Love never dies.

People change and so does everything as we evolve but true love doesnt die even tho a relationship may find its time to be over. We need to be reminded of who we truly are and what we authentically want. As children we can remember what we enjoyed, what we loved doing, what we did most of, telling so much about who we are, we might have forgotten. As adults we must carve out time to spend time doing the things that bring us joy, its healthy to connect w others, new and old, learn new things, laugh and play. Adults that play are healthy and happier adults its scientifically proven to be what we should be doing more of. Meditating too. Aligning yourself w your true self and do things that u love doing will make a recipe of u like a delicious dessert, sweet and yummy. Doing more of what we love is like being in the drivers seat and going the right way (at the speed u like). You will not (should not) be disappointed! You will bring yourself a fullness that is part of your responsibility as a human being awesome. Then sacrifice is a snap and an act of service to balance your desires w the needs of others, helping others is your service and also fulfilling. The healing modalities are plenty, do what you feel is calling u, sometimes its what is of access to u, be open to what comes your way. It might be a guide to that experience. I went for a late night walk and saw a racoon as soon as I went outside and then dolphin swam up to me while I sat by the water looking over the bay. I wish i could say that happens to me all the time but it doesnt and i pay attention to even those signs. So grateful for being sensitive to notice them and I am a believer and I choose to, its all something u can learn from but it happens to be right on point most of every time. I dont even get too down about the other stuff bc i choose to look at the positive spiritual things and nature or my own curiosity which is like my yellow slide smile half pipe that throws me off like a jump and I land on pillows in a sparkly white feather heaven mattress. What better place to land? The whitches will come sweep all of it up ;)

I was thinking car shoes to get me somewhere faster next time. I think the craziest things but i love it. Learned about my Runes recently, still trying to understand but the lightning bolt is one of them and thats the motion of the weave i do. I want to learn more more more. Id love the best advise from the best advisers. And a fountain bath. So grateful for everything and I heard the dolphin is a sign of peace and harmony so if we could all believe in it, its possible. Its worth some attention. Stay calm, helpful, generous, positive, kind, aware, organized, healthy, daily time in nature, learn lessons, we can find a solution if we try. Really lets try to create heaven on Earth, abundance is all of our human right. Having more is sometimes what steals our time and energy so be happy w less and you will find yourself more rich. We can also share if u know how to take care but we might not be there yet lol.  Respect for each other and for our SHARED home the planet… we will start w that. Simplify, its just gona get more complicated so simplify. And w that u will amplify ;) and feel free, know u have it all and that u r protected. If u need something just ask! It will appear bc we r that abundant! Every move a wave like ripple effect. Dance through life, help yourself shine w better thoughts in the head. The new News is Nous, its a sense of we, let ppl be, just be in charge of yourself and do the best u can!Deliberately enjoying every step, thanking the occasional worry, checking in to make sure you feel happy, or whatever other feeling and bring yourself back to feeling great as often as u need to. Not rushing and forcing but trusting and loving grace like a faith the roller coaster wont brake. Touch, hug n kiss each other more, a tip, a compliment, the thought counts bc thats where it starts. Everyday Gods gifting us a new day and we are all here sharing this moment. Make it blissful, memorable, loving, pleasant, secure, interesting, fun! Clean & even CARE. That would be nice wouldnt it? Id like to live there… and that is here. Well I wouldnt wana be there alone so its you that I am here with, lets share this beautiful time the best we can. I do love u! So smile! Xoxoxoxo

Ps prayer hands are like a fin, the dolphin fin i mean. Pray and do also Play! Maybe that can be the reminder ;) Prayers for Players. Active not gaming u get more benefits which are like points but in real life. The one we gota really focus on. The video game can be the shooting war one but NOT the real life one unless u want a GAME OVER Game Lover. Unfit & not in shape is harder to be happy and healthy and harder to love. Live like a true zen one. A moving, talking interacting Guru that is you. Knowledge comes in cliff notes today, what can you share w others today? Read, learn, interract, think of what it means to u, and tell me about it. Alive listening Act. Entertain us w a great story, dare to be deep, shall we? Thats how we bond. James Bond…. Z

T

We are going to T its like B but better. A golf T stands straight as an arrow w her arms straight up to hold the ball. We will be like a T-shirt but its T-sure feeling Sure about ourselves, confident, happy, proud. As sweet as the honey in your Tea. Always telling the Truth bc w are unafraid and face things to get past them from the beginning! A T that shows her teeth, authentic smiles and connects with others gifting warmth and kindness sincerely. A T like ruler that is precise and finds new angles to approach things in better ways. A T that is U that is Me that is We that is like puzzles of E’s interconnected like a groomed comb. As smart as Athena but motivation of peace seeing the signs like the dove that flew in a circle above. Believing that there is something more magical than the mundane part of us. A Team player, forgiving and giving more than taking bc the powers are so big that there is no lack. A teeny bit more grown up now the girl is grown. She is capitalized maximized. Holding her own w enough stregth to hold others, mentally prepared, getting her rest, having whats best, simple is it. Mass massages we turned the page to begin to nurture our selves and massage our brain w lessons in knowledge that lies available, she taught. Almost a full eye there is more to go, find a direction and then try to switch it. Fill yourself, stay beautiful. A twinkle and sparkle a shine. 

O Boy

The rain just started, like little fingers on the keys, here and there and then all over… and then they drizzle out the little taps, over and over in diff places, soothing me it does, the sound. I really love the rain, i also love that im indoors and avoiding the uncomfortable situations that occur when your not, well, prepared I guess. Its never that bad, its just rain lol. Cleaning but also making messes LOL. It does, doesnt it. I Like that the plants get happy. I like the green and ways the plants perk up. U can tell when a plant needs water, u can tell when a plant is happy, u can tell these things in plants like in people too. Some people just need a rain storm LOL and a lightning zap! Right in their butt LOL so it seems. ;)

I heard Obamas “wife” is a man now, well I mean how rude its none of our fucking business if its whatever it is but its like people wana see peoples privates to prove who they are now or something LOL next up is a dick print LOL coochie photodocumentation for government purposes only of course LOL what the fuck is wrong w ppl? I dont care if your a man or woman or both honestly why r we even talking about it? For me its just in the language that we use when we have to “assume” someone is this or the other and say “he” or “she” and so what do we say “it”? Really? U rather be an It? I rather they get it wrong of the two bc its showing what they thought i was for WHO THEY ARE not saying anything diff or less of ME! Its fair for them to think whatever, they are what they know from what we have painted the picture of woman vs man in society over the ages and thats all we have to base that off of.. besides maybe your name… if your name is Catherine I assume your a woman. I would assume that to be fair. Im a woman and straight as an arrow and I have no issue with people wanting to do something different than what I chose for myself. Thats where “free country” and “free fucking planet i hope” comes in and fuck! So poor Obama you know LOL like everyone goes straight to say “The Clintons” when its anything “THEY” reference lol 😂 Im like Wow who the fuck cares about the Clintons still??!!!! Hahahhaa really? They are like in their 80’s and u cant even give em a break LOL as if they didnt do enough good for this country Oh sorry Bill has a dick and that he is a human being and made mistakes “in his fucking personal life!!!!! Wouldnt u say? I mean wow. Bill love u bro! Take it easy! Mad love for u! Sorry this happened but thank u for being so cool and teaching America what a blow job is and that women …. Not gona say that part. 

Anyway, well not done w that actually, so Micheal instead of Michele