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Saturday, May 1, 2021

Throwing a paper airplane here

How do you guys know that it’s not a... PAPA airplane. And a mama airplane but I’m just saying they’re made out of paper. So those festivals where they make those things that float with a candle it’s made out of paper and it floats and everybody does it together... what are you guys think about that?Is it like a dream catcher? Is it like the letter Y over and over is it like the Z or over it like bandanna print is it like just making you look up and off of your phone and at the stars? Is it a? Lots of?‘s make clouds sort of and?‘s are like years toooo. Two got in the way and tutu has butterfly wings press return... I am a T like a B it’s dots that make swirly circles... what else does that? I’m sort of disappointed in myself because I don’t know why but I don’t communicate in Spanish very much.I thought about why my cousins in Spain are so distant and it’s probably because I’ve been distant myself. I think it makes sense to think that way as long as I know that I love them... and they r busy... basically IM A HIPPY. There’s this quote that says that an Anglo woman will do something important in the spiritual world or in the movement of the world and perhaps it’s money of us not just me... I kind of think that that one time that this other girl was sort of complaining about how white she was I think that it would be weird if she didn’t know how she is possibly a victim to the progress here that thing that I heard that for me made me feel good but there’s definitely some thing that is it right isn’t fair about priviledge... so being on the other side of it and bringing awareness to that I understand and I agree and it’s true... it was the right time and place to mention it... she was asked what bothered her or some thing as it went around the circle... she’s a woman who definitely has been doing the work... she’s not going to repeat some thing that maybe I believe that she was thinking of something new and I actually resonated with it I’m not sure if she knew that I could BE getting it. When I said my problem when I shared my thing it seems like she already knew the issue was some thing that wasn’t going to affect her or be something that she was going to be of service about so she did not have any opinion. Perhaps she was thinking about what she was going to say about herself because she was next. Sort of like the K.What I was saying wasn’t supposed to inspire her. I can resonate with her as well and does she even know that?I feel like I’m forcing myself into this group where I am sort of invisible and A sense... not that I need to be noticed and not that I anything but as an outsider person who hasn’t fully committed hasn’t fully entered into the whole dynamic enough that is the reason why I am receiving the outsider treatment I suppose. I also feel like I am supposed to be a part of this because for me it’s truly a part of my healing and I am so grateful. It’s like every letter in the alphabet and every shape All together. If I am on the outskirts it’s because I am supposed to be. I might not be in it as much as I could be but I know that I am supposed to be and I’m super grateful. It’s like I’m in one of those Funzone zone things but way better where it’s gorgeous so the plastic balls hatch into butterflies and they are flying all around me and they actually don’t have a net so they can fly free. And it is just something that I know I am supposed to be at. And I can’t believe it.... I know I can cuz I think I can cuz I believe that it CAN! Do they even know what a cancan is? Why not? Why do you think it’s OK to laugh about what society new born new generation people are and don’t know it’s so important that we not treat humans this time animals and animals are supposed to be free they are our friends and our eyes our souls our hearts and our everything knows the truth that that is not OK. Everybody just feels like they have no power about changing it. Our ancestors and angels outnumber us guys and I don’t know about you but pig Latin was a great idea. So our scissors. And why r they spelled that way? And hearts r a heart design but it’s a V and a U and a / and \ and -_~<>€£¥•=+*^%#}}][_\|~<>€£¥•=+*^%_
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And I don’t even smoke! But the American Indians are this culture and family that I feel connected with... they support the environment more than others. Why aren’t they a FAIR part of the desicion making? It’s just something that hasn’t been done yet... but it will. It will.

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