Describing moment

Wednesday I hear ppl laugh they sound like they r playing a game. I'm just here listening. Roxy is here, she's an angel. This little baby w her stomach facing up and softer nope. Little huge impact love u. Words r so sss.. I have to get to work Tom and kinda dreading it just being lazy cuz I just wana lay around like Roxy lol wow so just said that. The sounds. I'm trying to listen but my thoughts are lots of times louder⚓. I don't care if I'm embarrassing myself, I don't want to feel restricted in one way and absurd it may fucking so be.