Tambo Talk

Super distracting weekend! I was supposed to be working on my projects but first it was the costume, then the bike ride for CM 20miles fri and then running errands all day sat while stopping to see old friends... Karla finally had a bike she rented so we took advantage which felt awesome. Then Halloween, crazy ass Halloween, we did the rounds. Karla was really awesome all night, I had a huge stomach ache at one point. I was annoyed at everyone at The Electric Pickle bc they were all scratchy and sweaty! costumes r sticking out of different body parts everywhere and shit was snagging my tights and felt horrible lol. My main goal the whole time was to have my own space, like a freak lol. I saw a huge table and I had to get on it bc it was so packed... then ppl cleared an area by the dj, perfect lol. the dj was disgusting but i was happy to send him back the good energy. Upstairs was a disaster and sooo sweaty! some costumes were made of the thickest materials!! LOL Anyways I had to leave... so we left to a house party on the Venetian, "the blue house" ppl were hitchhiking the streets around there in the craziest costumes it was scary, Sucks to see a waaaaasted Dorothy... so lost from her yellow brick road!! Some guy was dressed as an angel... like no shirt and angel wings and he would pop up and stand somewhere alone all quiet and I would say "Hey guys look, look at the angel! We have an angel here with us" Just to see how ppl would react. Then I wouldnt even care, the angel kept lookin at me lol cant deal with the costume, i appreciate it but It's not for me LOL Thats probably interfering with my day to day life. I've been over punctuation as u can see. Until I just saw ;) Today was a really lazy day but I wasnt gona beat myself up about it, I had a fun Hallowen all in all... I talked mad shit, laughed a shit load, danced, was into the stick for the costume lol and spent it with my best friend whom i appreciate very much and shes hilarious, we are like sisters, if its not one, its the other, shes got my back, i got hers. Forgot what else I wanted to say... Im exhausted! Even though I layed low all day I'm prob beat from all the bike riding too and all the soup I ate today. Nice to have a computer to express myself and let it all out on. I'm getting more and more used to it apparently.
I'm still not gona be a 100% tom... Not that I drank so much! Just stayed up really late bc I hadnt been going out much and I took it to the next level bc it just got later n later n later as i debated going or not in my head bc then I was gona go be alone and i knew i wasnt yet ready to actually sleep and hell! its Halloween! I'm allowed to have fun! I'm in costume!
Started to watch Sex and the City 2 at a friends house just now and I was hating it at first but then i got more n more into it and the story unraveled im not a crazy fan of all that shit, i dnt even watch any "shows" regularly like ppl do... I just dont et as into it as ppl do, they havent really reached me. I watch shit randomly. My parents LOVE he news and so I watch a lot of that actually with them. My brother likes his sports and i like the sound of a game as a background noise lol doesnt bother me at all, i watch it too, i just dont understand everything about it but i let all that GO... and just watch. The run fast, they have skill, i like the shots, the technology behind it, im thinking of so much OTHER shit its not even funny LOL. Had Peruvian food for dinner, some spot on Biscayne, it was really awesome! great food and service and fresh and healthy feeling dishes, seafood soups n a beer, i wanted to try a Peruvian one! I forgot the name of the one i had karla and Lu got a different one. A lot of crazy shit happened tho... and the rain storm was awesome bc i was stuck in my car for it so i blasted the cold air on my face and listened to 90.5 for a min, needed a min away from the freaks! itchy, sweaty freaks! hahaha When I was ready to end the day and go home after eating and even stopping to get fries, all I wanted to do was get online and look some shit up to write about for work but with all these Halloween costume pics everywhere they r so fun to look at!!! They dnt wana read about Elemental tonight, maybe tom!
Anyways I should lay down, was just tryin to kill some time but I really should be writting an actual letter... i really actually should.
I HAD A REALLY GREAT FUCKING TIME THO! I LAUGHTED MY ASS OFF AND FELT GREAT MOST OF THE TIME.
Tini had such a sick costume, she was the 5th element girl and she had one CRAZY contact and Jason had the other one, they were so cute. This guys apt we went to was had this gorgeous living room with all these animal horns everywhere and blown up photos of Indian natives... like in really peaceful eye contact photos with them in farming land. Some people looked really bad by the end of the night and I kept thinking about doing a photoshoot of all the different people washing that shit off!! dope short video mixed with them putting it on to get ready and the transition of the mood they have, the way they feel, the time of day... all happy to paint n begin and all fucked up and depressed either that night or in the morning. They r gona have to take it off at some point.
I want to be involved with the realization of that and at least credited for the idea if someone were to take it. Charma is a bitch and I will gently tap ur shoulder :)
I was sooo happy to be in bed once I got home! It was the best eeling ever once I got home, I felt instantly happy and relieved! Straight to shower and comfy clothes and water n lay there sprawled out as far as i could like an eagle. The down comforter and feather pillows were fluffy and so soft! but still UP I was texting everyone asking what they were doing bc we all felf the same lol happy to be home but UP and some had anxiety, some had depression, some just needed someone to talk to, some were just curious to see how u were doing... but everyone pretty connected and reminiscing and overall happy, still halfway laughing about incidents and yet things were still evolving but in some places THE PARTY WAS YET NOT OVER! that made me feel even better to be in the position i was in at that moment, so comfortable and clean and comfortable. bc its always really nice to be in YOUR OWN BED, at least for me its 99.9% the place i rather be. The walk of shame is shameful enough with friends, imagine alone, its not impossible. I'm smart but Its mainly bc I dont want to be in that guys bed or that guys bed or that guys bed or FUCK I dont see and guy that I wana be in bed with! Some of them dont even have beds! That might seem like a joke but that is exactly why that leaves me no option! Yes, correct, no options. Id like to find a boy i want to lay in bed with, maybe my standards have shot out of the roof, but why would i give in to something so unsatisfactory? and if i feel like that, i cant help it. OR theirs just NO ATTRACTION! I have to be attracted to u! I'm so freakin weird about this shit. I just love to be alone bc I can have my space and nothing that looks like it beats that. I'm not as selfish as I sound. Ask my friends. I deal with a lot of selfish people and I think I have learned to give it out of the ordinary. Its weird bc now Im literally just thinking abnd the thoughts are just slipping out of my fingers and it feels like im actually able to catch them all. So maybe now I can catch! but in a different way!! LOL This way beats the other way... those are just stupid balls flying... mine are thoughts so they are all different, they each are worth something... for them its points, for me, what is it?
The stuff-- is getting, over time, more nad more, stuff--- so will this always be up here if nobody deletes it or will somebody come contacting my grndchildren saying hi this "space occupied by ur grandmoher on the internet,,, do u wish to let it remain or make a "green move" and delete it so we can get id of the shit out on the internet... theyd be this internet cleaner business. WHO KNOWS. (talkin mad shit again, u missed me on a roll last night)

Goodnight,
Tambo

FLOWER POWER

Today was a good day, feels like Ive been on a better track. I have been working on my Art idea and have a lot to do to make this a realization... its something that has a lot of potential and I hope I can make it happen... a lot of things that I have loved and wanted dont follow through so I'm just going to try my best with it. This weekend is finally Halloween though and so you know what that means... lots of fun stuff to do. Lots of fun stuff to distract me from my good track I'm on, but come on, I have to live a little ITS MY FAV HOLIDAY!
Today I rode 20miles for Critical Mass bike ride... its another one of my fav things to do actually. Its super fuckin fun!! makes me feel really good about myself too... Karla and I rode dessed as Pebbles and Tambam. I dont think we got any good pictures though. :(
Tomorrow is a big day though... the day we actually celebrating it and its Lucys Bday... I'm sure we will have pictures of that night.
I will make sure to post some up!

Still cutting out FLOWERS!
FLOWERS FLOWERS FLOWERS FLOWERS...

Working...

Working on my Art Basel project... Shhhh... TOP SECRET.

Underwater installation in Mexico...

This is an underwater installation that was done in Mexico... Take a look... http://www.underwatersculpture.com/pages/gallery/evolucion-silenciosa.html

by Jason de CairesTaylor

:D

More Hair color...

Bloody Red Roses...

www.thestylerookie.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHnYntZzaiQ&ob=av3e

NEED

I dont need u, i want to need u. I like u to feel needed, and i think its beautiful that I say it... -but if i dont need u and love u... -and thats the way it should be... -how can that be even more beautiful? -I wana be needed. I dont want u to not need me if u love me, bc -if im the one u shall need THE one to move on... i think its better u lie then, pls say what i want to hear... but do whats best for u... and i hope that im at ur best interest... if not pls let me hav my freedom back.

more forbidden talk...

I really honestly crack myself up, I really honestly hope I'm not WASTING ur time... I really honestly wish that what I'm saying u can take to ur own benefit and RUN!
Run with it.
Run like a cheetah would.
Am I asking for too much?
Damn u guys r killing me.
I'm already a bit dead...
I AM such a mix... its not fair... is it really the sience God who says I should have this n that n not this n not that?

there must b a God the...
Thats God.
ADMIT IT.

ADMIT UR PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF ONLY LAUGH AT ME N MINE.

I hope I can at least entertain the ghosts while they prep up to do their job being freaky a week from now...


FYI all the pics I dnt put up r gona b or R better than all the BS i do put up... its cuz art works like that... so i play along.


Thanks for teaching and sharing and thanks for reading and thanks for being a curious bastard. Hallelujahhh! :)

minha galera - manu chao

english translation
======================

oh my marijuana
my fellow football fans
my darling
my people

my waterfall
my girl
my flamenga
my capoeira
my girl
my darling
my Valeria...

oh my shack
my hunger
my rum
my jail

my tramp
oh my life
my mambembe
oh my steep path
oh my girl
my darling
my Valeria

my football fans
my flamenga
my jail
my grass
my fellow football fans

my darling
my tramp
my mambembe
my beauty
my capoeira...

oh my girl
my darling
my Valeria...
my fellow football friends
my flamenga
my jail

oh my grass
my fellow football friends
my darling
my people

at least im not bipolar...

I just have to have an incentive! so does everyone else right? i need some sort of an incentive to want to go there... they offer u "something" or its just basic... its simple,,,, u wana go.... they have something U WANT. what do u want? WHAT DO U WANT? do u know what u want? they know what u want. or u can figure out what u want bc u go there, i am preettyyy sure of it. U shuld b more sure of what u want. u should know what they r after. i should tell u. :) . u r told. ha. im just doin my job now... that means u r involved, u r in this just as much as i am. Anyway,
I've gptten a million letters from Sean and none from the other guy... that means I am feeling worse about not writting either of them.... i mean, i am, but i just havent sent any of the letters yet, thats just me being me... incorrectly. i have them written and i know very well how to send a letter i just dont know hat it is, do i. ? .
u dont either.
thats exactly why im not asking.
i am telling it like it is bc i believe u should know since uve been this loyal and true (yea sure) this far.
JP came by today...
we had our Ninjas out...
I am a ninja
glad to b associated with ninjas...
thought my days there were over bc i was offered next to NOTHING but I dragged reality to his feet...
Now, I am able to see how for this month it may be better I do THIS than none of that, bc not doing it will only make me more sad.
I would love to make more money, bc I think I can one day but I also know that like is like going up a stair case... one with little steps and big steps... u have to ook down and b VERY careful while u step onto the next one... bc they arent even like the normal ones... they are there for u to get confused... so as much as u wana b cool, as much as u wana b a stupid model and not look down, u must, in order to survive, n take care of where u step and also HOW u step... HOW u step is VERY important too bc its where u r tested to see how much balance and flexibility u have, how much u can make it look like u arent looking.. this is where the modeling skills really come in to play... bc models cant b that dumb... otherwise I will b the one to FIRE them.... Models r acting and acting is talent and talent is talent and talent is very much a talent that every beautiful woman wished they had. I'm glad beautiful women dnt have tTHAT,,, I'm glad that I have a big nose and ballerina feet that somebody in the world will have to deal with... actually,
I take that back.
I wish I had a smaller nose, not smaller but a more "refined" one... its not a big deal...
(everyone does it)
I danced my ass off
always.
I was supposed to be a ballerina, I think.
I tink it more bc my mom was so cool she told me I had a really beautiful neck when I danced...
all i remember was the blisters on my feet
the cotton balls
the bobby pins
the shit u boys wont understand.
Dippity doo! Dammit!
I went to this ballet class where my teacher was way out in Kendall...
I went there with Lulu Rodriguez. She was my BFF, we both lived in Cocoplum, I also copied her HW. Not long ago we spoke and she was telling me about a time where it was Me Her n Ali Webber (her mom taught kindergarden at the school we were at) we sat in a row.... NOOOOOOO MYYY BADDDDD it was Me , Lulu n Carla De Fortuna!!!! and Lulu sat on one side, Carla in between us... WELL, Carla SKIPPIED a # when we were both cheating off LULU! LOL so i copied all of Carlas wronga answers and since they matched up, I was the one in the biggest trouble... even though IF i had tried to just answer the damn shit on my own I would hav prob gotten a better grade than... whatever.... THIS IS A FUNNY STORRYYY... so we got in trouble...
Carla de fortuna was the one who copied Lulu wrong not ME off CDF! FUCK! i actually remember veeerrrryyyy well how the #'s mattered!!!!! LOL fine dnt believe me, ur just not gona, r ya? LOL


I need a brake...



back later...


xo

PS I want to help Bipolar ppl... they r Bipolar, they cant help themselves.

"Running Up That Hill" Chromatics

It doesn't hurt me
You want to feel how it feels?
You want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making
You, you and me.

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
Get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If I only could, oh.

You don't want to hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder
There's a thunder in our hearts, baby.

So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, you and me
You and me, won't be unhappy.

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
And get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If I only could, oh, oh

C'mon, baby, c'mon c'mon darling
Let me steal this moment from you now
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling
Let's exchange the experience

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
And get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
With no problems

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
With no problems

"The Message" Grandmaster Flash

It's like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder
How I keep from going under
It's like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder
How I keep from going under

Broken glass everywhere
People pissing on the stairs, you know they just don't care
I can't take the smell, I can't take the noise no more
Got no money to move out, I guess I got no choice
Rats in the front room, roaches in the back
Junkies in the alley with the baseball bat
I tried to get away, but I couldn't get far
Cause a man with a tow-truck repossessed my car

Chorus:
Don't push me cause I'm close to the edge
I'm trying not to lose my head, ah huh-huh-huh
[2nd and 5th: ah huh-huh-huh]
[4th: say what?]
It's like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder
How I keep from going under
It's like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder
How I keep from going under

Standing on the front stoop, hangin' out the window
Watching all the cars go by, roaring as the breezes blow
Crazy lady livin' in a bag
Eating out of garbage pails, used to be a fag-hag
Said she danced the tango, skipped the light fandango
The Zircon Princess seemed to lost her senses
Down at the peepshow, watching all the creeps
So she can tell the stories to the girls back home
She went to the city and got social security
She had to get a pimp, she couldn't make it on her own

[2nd Chorus]

My brother's doing bad on my mother's TV
She says: "You watch it too much, it's just not healthy!"
"All My Children" in the daytime, "Dallas" at night
Can't even see the game or the Sugar Ray fight
The bill collectors they ring my phone
And scare my wife when I'm not home
Got a bum education, double-digit inflation
I can't take the train to the job, there's a strike at the station
Neon King Kong standin' on my back
Can't stop to turn around, broke my sacrophiliac
A mid-ranged migraine, cancered membrane
Sometimes I think I'm going insane, I swear I might hijack a plane



My son said: "Daddy I don't wonna go to school
Cause the teacher's a jerk!", he must think I'm a fool
And all the kids smoke reefer, I think it'd be cheaper
If I just got a job, learned to be a street sweeper
I'll dance to the beat, shuffle my feet
Wear a shirt and tie and run with the creeps
Cause it's all about money, ain't a damn thing funny
You got to have a con in this land of milk and honey
They pushed that girl in front of the train
Took her to the doctor, sewed her arm on again
Stabbed that man right in his heart
Gave him a transplant for a brand new start
I can't walk through the park, cause it's crazy after dark
Keep my hand on my gun, cause they got me on the run
I feel like a outlaw, broke my last glass jar
Hear them say: "You want some more livin' on a seesaw?"

[4th Chorus]

A child is born with no state of mind
Blind to the ways of mankind
God is smiling on you but he's frowning too
Because only God knows what you'll go through
You'll grow in the ghetto, living second rate
And your eyes will sing a song of deep hate
The places you're playin', where you stay
Looks like one great big alley way
You'll admire all the number book takers
Thugs, pimps, pushers and the big money makers
Driving big cars, spending twenties and tens
And you wanna grow up to be just like them, huh,
Smugglers, scrambles, burglars, gamblers
Pickpockets, peddlers even panhandlers
You say: "I'm cool, I'm no fool!"
But then you wind up dropping out of high school
Now you're unemployed, all non-void
Walking 'round like you're Pretty Boy Floyd
Turned stickup kid, look what you've done did
Got sent up for a eight year bid
Now your manhood is took and you're a may tag
Spend the next two years as a undercover fag
Being used and abused to serve like hell
Till one day you was found hung dead in a cell
It was plain to see that your life was lost
You was cold and your body swung back and forth
But now your eyes sing the sad, sad song
Of how you lived so fast and died so young

Don't push me 'cause I'm close to the edge
I'm trying not to lose my head
It's like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder how I keep from going under
It's like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder how I keep from going under


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/g/grandmaster+flash/#share

No way...

what was i saying?? forgot. completely forgot everything. all i could remember is the things i should forget! how bout that? ppl need to MOVE then they arent and ppl need to pls stop moving when they R! how do u explain THAT?
Somebody said something earlier and i thought it sounded cool but now that i remem what they said IT DOESN'T. no pressure. i went to the Ocean and the shit was moving NON STOP. a lot of other shit just like that going on and on and on too... (funny). (not funny). (lol)>. :) think about a highway... think about the subway... think about the airport... think about the ant pile,,,, think about the beach, think about the roads, the
the shit is not what it should be... the shit is what it is!!!

i was on the calendar for today? the fact that it is what it is at this place is making me see it in another light... WE WERE ALL WASTED LAST NIGHT.

Good day good/night guys...

I can catch but I GUESS I cant throw... NEVER AGAIN LOL

Today I went to visit my housekeeper Paola who is VERY VERY sick. My mom and I brought her and her two kids some sopa de pollo and arroz con pollo and platanos maduros and a big tortilla de patata. She went to Guatemala to try to bring her daughter here who is an amazing ballerina dancer to come here to study ballet, maybe here at the place by our house on Miami Beach which is really good. When she went through the airport or whatever they stopped her and she was then put in JAIL there where she said it was DISGUSTING and infested with the worst of the worst shit imaginable, idk. So finally a relative of hers got her out of jail and when she was on the plane headed back she was really really sick with an extremely high fever... she went straight to the hospital when she got back... now shes home and on antibiotics etc but still not perfectly well to start working again. My Mom and I did all that which took about the whole day to do bc in the end i didnt wake up as early as I wanted to... after writting on here I snacked and watched Hulu from my computer trying to get sleepy but Ive been taking these Cindy Crawford pills that have energy in them HAHAHAHAA. no, its the coffee probably, i switched vitamins to these other "Life" ones and they didnt help me get to sleep when I wanted to.

I have a tough time getting UP like feeling ALIVE in the morning. I'm NOT a morning person so even if I am up it takes me a min to really actualy be UP enough to have a serious conversation. It's hard when I have a mother who is a TOTAL morning person who LOVES to scream in the A.M. I hear her but I can block her out somehow. She even comes to my bed and lays on TOP of me and I can zone her out somehow, LOL.

After all that, I was going to go to some "artist" party going on at Cafeina an old frnd told me about... so I thought Hell, I should go bc I'm trying to make these contacts for this Sohostudios project where I need to see if some artists wana buy a booth for this market-like-idea-for-creatives... I am trying to get involved with. Then I get a call from a frnd saying that "They NEED a GIRL for this softball game at Flamingo Park..." So I think I can make it to both things which I do... but Cafeina was practically done once I got there so I call my boy up and we decide to go get some food instead...

We had a great conversation.
It lasted two hours,
over carpaccio with avocado and hearts of palm and parmesean cheese and lemon and a side of fries...
and ONE beer.
He had the chicken quesadillas and two beers.

The point is, I'm not gona lie... I said I wasnt gona drink which I'm NOT really but I had one beer...

I'll tell u why I had the beer...

bc We were gona go to Andiamo, the pizza place and they have MY FAV BEER called Local 1... and I really fuckin like it so I instantly thought of it... not of the feeling the ber gives me, bc one beer aint gona do shit... but bc I LIKE THE FUCKIN TASTE OF IT.

ONE.

So, maybe ppl r thinking, omggg... this girl... shes talking mad shit... she says shes gona stop... but she had one beer... omg... she cant stop... blah blah blah...
And thats fine, think what u will... but THATS ANNOYING.
Its annoying to lie about it, so I'm not, and its annoying to tell u about it bc of ur stupid reaction.
I am the one deciding this and when you yourself decide something for yourself... you have the right to change ur opinion... or not even "the right" but you just CHANGE YOUR OPINION for Gods sake... KNOWINGGGG, that your letting YOURSELF down, others down... etc... but also keeping in mind that like everything else, tom is a new day and your not gona see me wasted any time soon ever again.

So please spare me with those ridiculous thoughts.

Thanks.

P.S. I was home by 1:30am

P.S.S. I had a great night and played my first game of softball... where I could actually catch the ball!! just not throw it, LOL

Whats the point of this blog? TO SAY AND DO WHATEVER I FEEL FEELS RIGHT AND SHARE IT WITH WHOEVER CARES... its like talking to myself and keeping track of myself and my thoughts... This is just a stage I'm going through that needs to be vented out... bc I feel like its better to tell u I had a beer than have lied to u saying I wont ever again... I never said I wont EVER AGAIN! I said I'm saying bye to alcohol and getting WASTED from it... all the things that have happened to me and pulling me in the wrong direction and I am fully aware of it... so I am trying to do what is right for myself and I dnt want to feel guilty about anything... I dont now... I feel like I am being as honest with you as I am myself and the only difference is I KNOW THAT and you dont. Oh and that I LIVE WITH MYSELF and you dont!

I am proud of myself ;)

Goodnight.

Tonight U should rest... your chemistry....

http://www.metrolyrics.com/rest-my-chemistry-lyrics-interpol.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kfp-9w4qs4A

Thanks Cooper!

So go to both links so u can remind YOURSELF of what I am reminding MYSELF.

Beauty in the World...

Projection Art...

http://www.wimp.com/projectionart/

Nice! Thanks Chris!

Tap Dance Your Heart Out!

For this costume I would need a top hat, sheer tights, a black high waited coulotte tight underwear, a cane, a black bowtie, and either a black corset or a white colloard shirt that is sleeveless and then just some red lipstick and eyeliner will do the trick! Looks like a fun costume to me!

It's just a COMPUTER!

Don't you love it?
Halloween is coming up... I'm gona get my costume finally VERY soon... still not telling u what I'm gona be... I'm thinking to get two costumes, one for Sat and one for Sun, I mean, I cant be the same thing twice. Ive always been like that.
I am really proud to say I stayed in last night... I was invited to a JayZ concert at the Florida Room, a Miami Fashion Week fashion show, Bardot's one year anniversary party, dinner, a drink at a friends & even some Bday down the street which I said NO NO NO to. Saying NO is like my own rehab that I'm saying YES to by staying home. I have a lot to do anyway. I AM off tom tho and usually I'd be saying yes to probably at least 3 of those things and somehow run around and make it to all of them... hahahaha jk. I got off work at 9pm! give me a brake! I have been writting a lot, its because its almost as good as talking to any of my friends right now, they have their own problems or their own fucked up ways of thinking and I think I'm right and everybody else is WRONG (im just KIDDING omg)
I was gona go see the FB movie by myself actually... I have a shitload of money in my bank account somehow... i think its bc i tried to forget i have cash and have been going a lil crazy on the credit card. So, now I need to pay my mom back, dammit! I wish money didnt END! :D I want to go to the spa tom, i bought some deal off one of those discount sites which gives me a couple spa visits for the price of nothing... but I have my own gym membership that I havent used in ages and I want to join SohoHouse; I have the application form in my work purse and been meaning to send it but none of my 'real' friends are joining! they live down south n shit or simply cant afford it, should I still do it is the question>? I think I'm leaving on a trip, is parking a mission?, do I want to do the "scene-y" thing... are a few of my concerns. who cares? i guess i do :P

I have this project for Art Basel I gota stay working on!!!
(just talking out loud)
I have to visit my sister, Emily is getting really big fast.
I want to run a marathon!
I wana visit my grandmother, she got a new dog from the pound yesterday! She said I'm gona love him, his name is BOSCO!
I need a manicure again.
I wana win the lottery LOL
Ok i should stop... thats enough to have to do LOL

Flowers, flowers, flowers... thats my Art Basel project... thats what I need to find in magazines and cut out...
Its not an easy task, but -I like that its not easy.

Ok, time for bed... I wana be up early... WANT not need :)

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TEXA's BLOG!

http://oneloveonemind.blogspot.com/2010/10/cast-of-characters.html

CHECK IT OUT!!! This blog is by a really fantastical girl who is full of life... you should really see how her smile lights up a room! She has just started this blog where she has decided to write about a friend or someone she has met who she thinks is interesting. Lucky for me, she picked me to ask some questions where I was able to dream up of some answers. I think her idea to write about a different person each month is so awesome! Its GENIUS! I think it's going to be a great blog to try n keep up with so I recommend you check it out and see for yourself! WHY NOT!? Of course you will.

Saying bye to alcohol...

Something to look at...

TROIKA_SHOAL from Troika on Vimeo.

INSECT like SOFAs?

http://design-milk.com/giles-coleshill/

http://www.homeinteriorszone.com/interior-decoration/furniture/30-modern-sofa-designs/

http://www.cribcandy.com/sofas/36849b947d4782ca3f8c4dff22577acf&pageoffset=0

Something about all this furniture that is looking like little animals that are gona walk away! The millipede couch for instance... Furniture that looks like it will walk around your house is the trend I'm seeing.

The days...

http://www.core77.com/gallery/berlin-design-week-2010/167.asp

as the pass through a shredder... Berlin Design Week 2010.

WRITE a BIKE!

Yesssss, Write a Bike instead of ride... NICE! This makes me happy... lets focus on those things that do! I need one now! Wouldn't it be cool if we each had one? like a world where you could choose your name and announce it as you rode by! hahahaha I'm diggin' it MAJOR.

Lets do this people!
http://www.typographyserved.com/gallery/Write-a-Bike/716663

Read and Sing...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYjea-N8rpo

I like this song a lot.

Issey Miyake!

http://www.dezeen.com/2010/10/05/132-5-by-issey-miyake/

This is a very interesting post! We more things that take up less space! The designs are genius. They remind me of origami. I made this beautiful piece of hundreds of folded up fortunes to make them look like flowers. I love folding paper, i love cutting paper, i love making things and i love clothes... this sort of has a lot to do with all of that. Its made through pattern making instead of draping... its the hardest class in fashion design because you have to really use your brain in a completely other way. Hard to explain. Anyway, enjoy looking and reading through THIS GREAT post!

Whip it real good... LOL

http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshheZUWQm2WzbM3vB0k

Laugh, All you can do is laugh and try again.

Here are some things to make you laugh! :) Its good for the soul.
You cant let things get your spirits down... no use in that!