For GAIA...GAZA.

 Wrote some ideas about how I feel we need to Drastically try harder to save the planet.

Here goes... Before I begin I think the critical change we can shift into now is about living INTENTIONALLY... so with more awareness. we might need to stop what we are just keeping on doing to look at our every move and question it. 

Do I really need this>?

Do I need to be doing THIS JOB? Can this be truly necessary>? IF you're not sure STOP doing it anyway until your sure and about even how its being done being the best way for the PLANET.

The point is to be HERE NOW and STOP to be sure that what you're doing on auto pilot and leading many others to do as well, is it honest? Good for the planet? have Gaia at the MOST IMPORTANTANCE? of are you taking from the planet in a non circular way and stripping/depleting the planet? Can this be improved> ? OF COURSE IT CAN & It MUST! so lets stop doing anything which doesn't help out vessel thrive and grow and be a better stronger home for us. This thing we share called Gaia/Mother Earth/Planeta Tierra etc. is what we have as the human race in common to put all our Goals and missions #1 prioritized to care for Her! and from us all doing that we will find a common denominator, a Humanitarian cause, something that tears down all the separation and finally brings us INTO UNITY. and by putting her first we all become humbly united as a family. Nothing else matters more. No war, no amount of oil, no religion, no Ala here and Zalah there... OUR GOD is our thriving planet Earth. the Plan is to put her first to cure Climate change, all the issues we have to be put aside bc this is really the only one that should matter. no Bomb is ever OK anywhere if we truly care about our Planet Blooming with abundance giving us nourishing food, shelter from organic materials like wood, clean water to drink, a happy family to share and enjoy with. NOTHING MATTERS MORE THAN THE COMMON DENOMINATOR. We must stop and just agree. 

So IF we can agree to that we can agree that we must stop production of chemicals and anything that poisons the planet. What would that be>? cocaine isn't one of them bc that is a natural thing. Im talking Round Up, Acetone? Plastic? tons of products we use that we need to eliminate if they are damaging our oceans, the animals, nature etc. NO QUESTION. Tell me what we need to have that is killing us that we need? I know its gone be hard, its great we have invented things outside of the organic realm but we need to take these things back and control THEM like we have with Marijuana and drugs for so long. They aren't the enemy we need to be aware of what truly IS harmful and put a Halt to that. Global Warming is an issue Government needs to take the LEAD in protecting and finding an end to HURRY UP like a murder mystery, like a speeding ticket, like apparent fraud. Be our true Hero, everyone is involved in the trans formation of the new paradigm, know right from wrong and don't do it for the money... Do question it. Fuckin Pussy.

Natural Remedies work, use them. Planet of plants, rivers, oceans, that gave us crystals, caves, stones, in multidimensional colors and temperatures, textures, altitudes, gifts and animals who lived and ate there evolving, into final extinction, like that last something, make it last, multiply it, we have a brain, we have a zoo for Gods sake, what for if its not for the sake of science! It should be our animal Hospital Retreat place not a place like Disney for entrapment and more business at the expense of a rare animal life, treating life like a Dog instead of GOD. 

To win it we must ORGANIC it, to stop killing it. In how long after can Flowers Bloom from that Boom? 

We need to know. we need to be able to care and control that bc its out of control completely.

Rely on an ECO planet is how we can CARE about our ECONOMY :)Realize how imp this is. This is SOURCE.

Economical, Eco Green,... the planet is a money machine... a Happy Planet Healthy Good Plan in Action... Circular, NOT LIAR, Circular Sir take this cue... no more q's

This is Army, Governments ONLY Mission to stay in power. ambition, TAMBITION. 

Plan it right no more a Republican 0r Democrat war anymore. GREEN PARTY WIN NOW for the Human Race together wants this ACE! This is NOW the planet says OUUWW.

Planet its Time to FAM IT. Our plane ride, our net when we fall, my land is your land, this lane we all are on, Universal only road we all take, the route-no-U-to turn on. Don't go against it. we lost our way, in plane sight, we are part of a system of delight! Please, Our Heart, the plan that keeps us connected to art, making music, learning by listening, subtle, simple. Generous loving Gaia giving 10/10 All it has... Bow Down to ET. smile before we tear , she hears all, feels all, absorbs our pain, consoles us w all her gifts, grounding us w gravity, this home we make, this mother to all, can we take care of her? can we give back for a change, the count down from in ten tion  as we reach one, will we finally come together? a close family through urgency, love think creatively! Our Art our choice!

Play by Ear

Planet Earth.

Net like surplus, profit, catch the falls, Listen up, You Spring! 

Easy Easy Please this Planet 

Can you hear her? Will you listen? Lists yes Lists Make lists that's Plans! Let me see an Earthling doing something to help us grow and soar. NATURE isn't YOURS. 

This planet is a place to PLAY, sweetly, sway!

Eat together, Eating seasonal, the taste of seasoning ,

Her fire soul, worms on surface, OMG no GMO.

US, our cars=the grouch on Sesame Street 

trashing wo growth.

All U minimum?

Tie? Tame? None of them...

Stealing is all

Let me Re-mine you

Gold/Cocoa BROKE-OH?

is this a joke though?

Selfish Murder like OJ but in your neighborhood Lemonade stand

knocking out dead w poison machines clean like vacuum Machine Guns POP like chewing Gum

Generation Obey a General

No more FIRE! We need an Aquarian AGE, its all about WATER

The water we want is the natural FLOW, really nothing more. NO MORE BOOM BANG GO!

It's STAY, STOP, LET IT GO.... see how long u can go wo a sip of it, Life Force, This is True, Water is Life, Planet Earth!

We can dance to make fire, make love and cuddle each other to stay warm we can let go of the FIRE but not of the water! For we are FIRE! and Climate needs us right? so stop the Bombing and gun fire! this is warming! we can get together and hug to stay warm instead of FIRE!

for GLOBAL WARMING sake stop making the planet hotter! Government is NOT LOVE if so we should call it LOVERNMENT ;)

Its warm inside go deeper and find her core, just the kiss of the sun be what heats her now, find other ways to stay warm w animal skins, and alive living cuddles. exercise, hot pools and what not,.

Dream Catcher Plan Net

Im the spider I felt it. 

LOVE The TIME of your Life!

For Gaia, GAZA. 

I believe in the Power

Of this world. People, we have answers and ways to heal now and find the ultimate cure for so much depression, cancer, etc. We first need to take account of our thoughts and mindfully move into a smoother sail by filling our own lives with things, not literal things, I mean put yourself in places that bring u (& others) JOY. Enjoy your life. Sing, dance, pray, write, make art, swim in the ocean, whatever makes you a better person. Balance like Super New Balanced. Smile and make yourself helpful. Listen to the other. Be respectful of other peoples space… consideration is dying. Start caring about the way things have an affect! Take part in a plan for the planet instead of contributing to the pollution. How can we get as organized about things that matter to us? Figure it out… we must create a better world so we can all be happy and free, that is circular, & that is peace. One step at a time. Wishing us all healing, health & freedom from whatever gets in the way of that. 💝🐍

Amore, Love is Timeless.

 Divine Destiny to share ENJOY all its presents, all the flavors of favors it's doing for you. No favorites, people please, excuse your sneeze, the air we breathe, planet beneath, more growing greens, no greedy poison envy. Water flowing through us all, life of truth cycles coming back to us, Letting it go is letting it be, let's believe in that! Natures voyage through us, yes each of us, connects us, Life procreated us. 

The life inside of us. When water is with you heal it while healing you. The time it spends with you, changes us. Aware your energy the magical river flowing through each of us. Sing! Patterns groove, dancing sways, Meditation Pond Radar. Both having the power in time to lean in, cleaning. Relationship in flow. waving as she passes, a Curing Current This Feeling Love Sea, Elemental Sensory Perceptions. 

Peace & Joy A Blissful You

To All Humans Here on Earth, All hues & those violent too. Im preaching like a Priestess, You Can Too. 

(Butterfly on Thyme)

The Sacred Eternal Loop 8 Infinity ;) Said it was absolutely delicious! 

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone one one one. ((( Echo )))

                                                                                 V

of Love.

Deep In the Jungle...

 I was in nature like the boy in The Jungle Book, barefoot, and at home. All the animals my friends and my guides and I slept in a hammock on a branch in the trees with the moonlight shining through the leaves of the branches. The moist dirt path I walked on, the tail of an animal gently and lovingly caressed my ankle to let me know I am protected not anybody's dinner nearby. The eyes of a white Owl and the sounds of the birds, cracks of frogs and flaps of wings, crawls of claws, russtles of leaves, just a busy land, the home of many animals. I climbed up the tree w my hammock so naturally strong, my legs, my core and pulling myself up by my arms as I extend my legs to new heights so balanced and assured, this is also my home, where I nest, almost bare just some simple rags tied around me in just the right places. Some might say I was dirty, I didn't think so at all, Id say just Earthy, nothing dirty about it. There I sung into my hanging hammock and once comfortable the others like squirrels joined me to keep each other cozy and warm, my friends, my team, my protectors. a funny monkey hung from my back swinging my hammock and I giggled w my eyes still closed. He was only there to bring a smile to my face. The wise moon new this was a perfect night to shine light on. and we all rested like one great big family in the wilderness and in the dark.  

Id like to do

Something I havent done for a while… it would be do what I used to do but in a new way, as me now…. Im used to ppl sucking, hate to say it, but im not gona hold it against u… i will go right by you and we wont STICK. Thats all. Everything moves. If u want something u cant force it, but u have to be attuned to its true nature, its needs, its faults even, and how the hell do U fit in? Lol well, u better think about it. 

Im not thinking how i fit in. Or that I dont. I am thinking that Id like to again and how its not the most attarctive to be left out like this but I dont feel that, i did it to myself. I like It most of the time. Maybe i convince myself I do but my testing system has me right side and I like to have control over my life and outcome. In rehab they call it “sick”,can U believe it? YUP, wanting too much control is a sign of you being “sick” in this AA WORLD. Is it Real? Lol. (I love thatttt). I dont love what we r talking about I love my realizations but it that way, i get to giggle about nothing but it somehow makes perfect sense or the words say it themselves! I see it. Idk. I just give it a lil look and keep on… i like my genius but I dont belive i am an actual genius only maybe potential to be one in fact lol. May I. Excuse me. 

Excuse you. 

I wanted to go out and dance but I cant drive bc I dont even want to. And i dont have anybody I wana go with LOL. This is bad. I dont even need anybody to go with! Its crazy☀️ then i think more and it turns Pumpkin! And its time for a costume and I dont even give a shit! Everyone w cheap China Caca on and Im suppsed to what? no.

So i dont like Halloween. I dont! You would think I did. Nope. I actually hate it. Its so rubbish! I have a costume, i have back up costumes, i have more than enough I think i should buy a costume IN FACT, and I should create something w what I have but its fun to but some cheap piece of plastic Im never gona wear again, is it not? Ugh. This is not good. Imagine the amount or latex we go through as a planet and for this time of year? Really? Bury me a-Love! 

Where is Bin Laden? 

Sad am Hussein?

Dont All JumpBuy Den
Ugh! Ew! Hahhaa! Woosh! We have Pressed enough of a Dent…Its time to gather up in the name of setting NEW trends, the opposite, or SHUSH-contain yourself before u explode. I dont wana hear that your relations will be affecting the rest of us and this PLAN-IT BETTER BEAST PEOPLE. Shake hands to stop fucking w each other and go to Sleep! Humans and U MAN. Stop. U wana woman, here she is. Write me a love letter will ya! Ya U! We see peace, u need to. Then maybe w can praise u. Pat on the back u, old pal. Dont mess this up. We wana have a nice time. Make it nice for all of us, not just your own people and fuck the mount everest! I will cut your throat personally. Watch it. I said… watch it.

Love never dies.

People change and so does everything as we evolve but true love doesnt die even tho a relationship may find its time to be over. We need to be reminded of who we truly are and what we authentically want. As children we can remember what we enjoyed, what we loved doing, what we did most of, telling so much about who we are, we might have forgotten. As adults we must carve out time to spend time doing the things that bring us joy, its healthy to connect w others, new and old, learn new things, laugh and play. Adults that play are healthy and happier adults its scientifically proven to be what we should be doing more of. Meditating too. Aligning yourself w your true self and do things that u love doing will make a recipe of u like a delicious dessert, sweet and yummy. Doing more of what we love is like being in the drivers seat and going the right way (at the speed u like). You will not (should not) be disappointed! You will bring yourself a fullness that is part of your responsibility as a human being awesome. Then sacrifice is a snap and an act of service to balance your desires w the needs of others, helping others is your service and also fulfilling. The healing modalities are plenty, do what you feel is calling u, sometimes its what is of access to u, be open to what comes your way. It might be a guide to that experience. I went for a late night walk and saw a racoon as soon as I went outside and then dolphin swam up to me while I sat by the water looking over the bay. I wish i could say that happens to me all the time but it doesnt and i pay attention to even those signs. So grateful for being sensitive to notice them and I am a believer and I choose to, its all something u can learn from but it happens to be right on point most of every time. I dont even get too down about the other stuff bc i choose to look at the positive spiritual things and nature or my own curiosity which is like my yellow slide smile half pipe that throws me off like a jump and I land on pillows in a sparkly white feather heaven mattress. What better place to land? The whitches will come sweep all of it up ;)

I was thinking car shoes to get me somewhere faster next time. I think the craziest things but i love it. Learned about my Runes recently, still trying to understand but the lightning bolt is one of them and thats the motion of the weave i do. I want to learn more more more. Id love the best advise from the best advisers. And a fountain bath. So grateful for everything and I heard the dolphin is a sign of peace and harmony so if we could all believe in it, its possible. Its worth some attention. Stay calm, helpful, generous, positive, kind, aware, organized, healthy, daily time in nature, learn lessons, we can find a solution if we try. Really lets try to create heaven on Earth, abundance is all of our human right. Having more is sometimes what steals our time and energy so be happy w less and you will find yourself more rich. We can also share if u know how to take care but we might not be there yet lol.  Respect for each other and for our SHARED home the planet… we will start w that. Simplify, its just gona get more complicated so simplify. And w that u will amplify ;) and feel free, know u have it all and that u r protected. If u need something just ask! It will appear bc we r that abundant! Every move a wave like ripple effect. Dance through life, help yourself shine w better thoughts in the head. The new News is Nous, its a sense of we, let ppl be, just be in charge of yourself and do the best u can!Deliberately enjoying every step, thanking the occasional worry, checking in to make sure you feel happy, or whatever other feeling and bring yourself back to feeling great as often as u need to. Not rushing and forcing but trusting and loving grace like a faith the roller coaster wont brake. Touch, hug n kiss each other more, a tip, a compliment, the thought counts bc thats where it starts. Everyday Gods gifting us a new day and we are all here sharing this moment. Make it blissful, memorable, loving, pleasant, secure, interesting, fun! Clean & even CARE. That would be nice wouldnt it? Id like to live there… and that is here. Well I wouldnt wana be there alone so its you that I am here with, lets share this beautiful time the best we can. I do love u! So smile! Xoxoxoxo

Ps prayer hands are like a fin, the dolphin fin i mean. Pray and do also Play! Maybe that can be the reminder ;) Prayers for Players. Active not gaming u get more benefits which are like points but in real life. The one we gota really focus on. The video game can be the shooting war one but NOT the real life one unless u want a GAME OVER Game Lover. Unfit & not in shape is harder to be happy and healthy and harder to love. Live like a true zen one. A moving, talking interacting Guru that is you. Knowledge comes in cliff notes today, what can you share w others today? Read, learn, interract, think of what it means to u, and tell me about it. Alive listening Act. Entertain us w a great story, dare to be deep, shall we? Thats how we bond. James Bond…. Z

T

We are going to T its like B but better. A golf T stands straight as an arrow w her arms straight up to hold the ball. We will be like a T-shirt but its T-sure feeling Sure about ourselves, confident, happy, proud. As sweet as the honey in your Tea. Always telling the Truth bc w are unafraid and face things to get past them from the beginning! A T that shows her teeth, authentic smiles and connects with others gifting warmth and kindness sincerely. A T like ruler that is precise and finds new angles to approach things in better ways. A T that is U that is Me that is We that is like puzzles of E’s interconnected like a groomed comb. As smart as Athena but motivation of peace seeing the signs like the dove that flew in a circle above. Believing that there is something more magical than the mundane part of us. A Team player, forgiving and giving more than taking bc the powers are so big that there is no lack. A teeny bit more grown up now the girl is grown. She is capitalized maximized. Holding her own w enough stregth to hold others, mentally prepared, getting her rest, having whats best, simple is it. Mass massages we turned the page to begin to nurture our selves and massage our brain w lessons in knowledge that lies available, she taught. Almost a full eye there is more to go, find a direction and then try to switch it. Fill yourself, stay beautiful. A twinkle and sparkle a shine. 

O Boy

The rain just started, like little fingers on the keys, here and there and then all over… and then they drizzle out the little taps, over and over in diff places, soothing me it does, the sound. I really love the rain, i also love that im indoors and avoiding the uncomfortable situations that occur when your not, well, prepared I guess. Its never that bad, its just rain lol. Cleaning but also making messes LOL. It does, doesnt it. I Like that the plants get happy. I like the green and ways the plants perk up. U can tell when a plant needs water, u can tell when a plant is happy, u can tell these things in plants like in people too. Some people just need a rain storm LOL and a lightning zap! Right in their butt LOL so it seems. ;)

I heard Obamas “wife” is a man now, well I mean how rude its none of our fucking business if its whatever it is but its like people wana see peoples privates to prove who they are now or something LOL next up is a dick print LOL coochie photodocumentation for government purposes only of course LOL what the fuck is wrong w ppl? I dont care if your a man or woman or both honestly why r we even talking about it? For me its just in the language that we use when we have to “assume” someone is this or the other and say “he” or “she” and so what do we say “it”? Really? U rather be an It? I rather they get it wrong of the two bc its showing what they thought i was for WHO THEY ARE not saying anything diff or less of ME! Its fair for them to think whatever, they are what they know from what we have painted the picture of woman vs man in society over the ages and thats all we have to base that off of.. besides maybe your name… if your name is Catherine I assume your a woman. I would assume that to be fair. Im a woman and straight as an arrow and I have no issue with people wanting to do something different than what I chose for myself. Thats where “free country” and “free fucking planet i hope” comes in and fuck! So poor Obama you know LOL like everyone goes straight to say “The Clintons” when its anything “THEY” reference lol 😂 Im like Wow who the fuck cares about the Clintons still??!!!! Hahahhaa really? They are like in their 80’s and u cant even give em a break LOL as if they didnt do enough good for this country Oh sorry Bill has a dick and that he is a human being and made mistakes “in his fucking personal life!!!!! Wouldnt u say? I mean wow. Bill love u bro! Take it easy! Mad love for u! Sorry this happened but thank u for being so cool and teaching America what a blow job is and that women …. Not gona say that part. 

Anyway, well not done w that actually, so Micheal instead of Michele

White Paper...

 White paper like wedding but then not a beggining why beg to begin it? Wed halfway but white paper fresh start for all pause abilities wo anything there it's all possibilities. Anything down its maybe just anything to you but it should be something to someone some is more than one, than none, and one is all or 11 and all is what I mean but kind is how I want say it. IT isn't enough but enough says it isn't. I want Jesus. juices drizzles of salad dressings with you in it. More bow down than bow tie. Bon Marche< paper mâché not machete unless to open a coconut i guess. We upon! not weapon. That time like w no lines on white paper so blank but knowing its all there so not dumb but smart, not Kmart. Like reading A cuddle in white sheets, why not, well with the write person of course. Yes the one that never left. The one that doesn't lie but perfect to lie next to. with all that is true and even fantasy, even odd, that it could be too or three so stays relaxed w a smile bc his mind is thinking endless amounts of beautiful thoughts that out-weigh the bad witch are also there ;) He brings a belief, a power in his knowing, more yessing than no-ing. Its up to us and them but only really who you choose to rest in mate, from the resonate, from a journey, from the start til never end for future ever lasting! better than saying never ending. Bee, You, Dear, One, Pronnected from nectar Jesus flowing. A having sense, a perfect 7th or infinite 8th sense, sentimental, scent of your own. Lots of dollars, yeah so many beautiful women! but no liars ok? Thats half the battle from our cave our way to slay. Trust the thrust before we rust in mental giving us this day and all the rest by giving us our daily sprouts growing from the ground we step about.  Its Ours of time and miniature minutes, capsules of life to feed us, its free, feed us, We freed a fed country! something we can count on to make sense CHACHING!! BLING BLING!!! in our eyes! our smiles, rosey cheeks and pumping wild hearts. Ready we seek pro-necting gradually ally's everywhere all in the same jiggy jam! All welcome All Well Come! They will before they die w no need to diet when we are in love w the movements of fulfilling each other sisters and brothers from the same nectar with/con pro-nected Systematically givers smile the biggest, FREER! No Fear! Wait/Weight off! ;) A dance, my aunts, and ants no pills we are so inspired to dance breathing this same breath of air free quently asked questions creating FreeQuentcy in layers of rhythms sacred geometry when we see it. depending independantly and me w pen in hand ly= love you. Nobody has time bc Im here wasting away in solitude like the sun, Sun & Daughter of God, I do have my dog, close enough yes Ruff Ruff Lol & fortunate four legs together for company but not to mate. So, yearning for my soul mate? or Yerba Mate and a bigger piece of paper but maybe I should wish for just a Peace instead, A back to white. Black was Amy, I am Tammy. Way different; For Rent LOL Lady Di of today a dose of Poppins, No Sugar, take it raw, its good for you and whats good for u is good for us, do it for us if you dont  want to do it for you... do it for smiles, Ppl smiling for miles is TAMBONITA giggles like squiggles. One day I hope you will sign my yearbook, If we've met there is a picture of you somewhere in here. You can hold this book and just listen and you can hear whats inside & in middle and it has no end, its a TAM capsule told by a white dove telephone wired or flying but hopeful and free for 4 four For Now Til Infinity 

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Full Circles...

 Writing today in the morning instead which I usually do in a hand written journal bc its a diff kind of writing that I do but this post is going to be a re-write from something I already wrote that I wanted to come back to. I wrote about it already in a journal while I was in rehab, or my self focus healing retreat, I am really happy with the turn out and my new realizations and the depths I was able to uncover so much internal magic. While I was there a producer I worked with on a commercial added me on social media so it stirred this thought process... 

I remembered the commercial for a kids scooted called KIXI that I styled some kids on and in detail what happened the day of the shoot. The little girl, one of the main characters didn't want to wear her Helmut so I did what adults used to tell me, -that the police will get her if she doesn't wear it!!! and instilled FEAR. I soon realized that THAT didn't work on her and escalated her fit into a tantrum! It was all I knew to do then!!! It was a challenge. Now I know what I could have done (trying to remove the word "should" from my vocabulary but Im sure it will keep slipping through my teeth, my intentions are good lol). <3 I could have knelt down beside her and told her that she's the special little girl thats going to show all the other little kids to wear a Helmut while they ride on their scooter to protect their head so that they don't get hurt when they fall! That You Are Here To Be The Example! The Savior! To save all the other kids that see you wear your Helmut on TV.  To inspire them to be like you! That all the kids Love you and will think its cool to wear a Helmut bc YOU get to make it look cool!~ I wish I had known to tell her something like that but I just didn't know then what I know now. That persuasion can be a loving act and we can also listen to each other, communicate instead of instilling fear into the children of tomorrow we can insist on taking a gentle loving angle instead. That kind friendly convincing that most of the time works better. Im sure she would have been convinced had I only tried to tell her THAT, building her up and infusing LOVE. 

Its funny also bc Ive always wanted a scooter myself even as an adult and I just met a guy w a scooter so maybe I will be on the back of one soon LOL. Also, bc that little girl is ME and is U and its kind of like another full circle. ;) 

Positive in Motion

Got back from a self help retreat and have a lot to share so Ive had to go back into my notes and gona write some of it here now to spread some amazing new teachings with my true friends, my blog readers! 

Calm Unity Tea House is this whole vision I have to heal community and its a Holistic Natural Medicine pit stop where we use knowledge of herbs and spices and create mocktails for your benefit. We dont use white sugar or any nonscense we use other alternatives like honey, agave, dates, monk fruit. Did you know that alcohol is made from sugar? So the sugar industry is getting at us in all sorts of ways I mean its a poison an addiction, a reason for obesity, and we even want some in our coffee. Its a miracle they dont put sugar in our cigarettes LOL ;) so, im trying to bring some awareness and say we can make incredible tasting things without it. I am personally agaisnt it and rather eat something from a place I can assure myself that it is 100% healthy and tasty. I would like to make that place one day. For now Im going to fill my soul with lots of certificates in healing and herbal medicine etc so that I have that incredible knowledge and can curate my own tea drinks knowing their benefits and healing powers. Eastern medicine with a modern flair. Lets give it a go and keep going. Its a lot to learn. 

“if you continuously imagine a scenario that made you happy and fulfilled, you will express that feeling, thus attracting all that is in harmony with what you feel.” - Do it. 

I have a list coming together of all these new things I forgot I wanted to do like get back into Sevillana/Flamenco dancing, take more Master Classes, classes of Gaia, Join Adventure Dating lol, Start a You Tube channel, get my book illustrated, create an Artists Way book club, practice more writing and copywriting, Do an art series concept I have in mind at the warehouse, Get a Kayak, Finish my Sound Healing certificate so need to get the bowls for that, I want to get an Esthititian lisence! One Day maybe become a Reiki Master, and even take a comedy class just to name a few so you can see why my head is in a few diff places and I am not bored or lonely, i stay mighty active and connect with people throughout my day who cross my path and vibe off of. Magical people are showing up for me and talking to me while Im pumping gas about a healer for example or invited to eat with a family bc of helping someone on the side of the road! Im open to help all kinds of ppl and in return things magically help me. Like connecting w old friends to meet up for an AA meeting and we actually have incredible advice for one another in a totally present way not hanging just bc we have the same motive but bc we authentically care about being there for one another. Its different. 

Im meditating and Im stretching in not only yoga knowledge but creatively using parts of everyday things like door frames, bathroom towel hanging bars, my trapeze, etc. it gets pretty interesting. Some might think im weird for doing these things but Ive reached my care capacity and following my bliss and never been happier. Alone but not lonely whatsoever. Its better than being in bad conpany and I have more time for myself to do all the things I wana do however I wana do them! Not to say I dont want a relationship but I actually dont need one anytime soon, why if they would just prob complicate my life? Kids? Doesnt seem like the most flattering of dreams to me if I have so much Id like to do, what a sacrifice! Im just saying! Is it that important? Idk anymore. It just seems like a nuisance to my life and detrimental to my freedom and I dont even have the space for it right now. Im already swamped! Joy is essential and Im the child ecstatic in soo much I keep discovering in history, health, ai, podcasts, the esoteric, astrology, myself, mantras, and making art. 

Ok will be back soon to continue this… Gona go research somethings on my list and do my list for tomorrow! Stay inspired and do YOU!

Just in Thyme

The time of our lives, the moment of steam just a little gleam floats on like a cloud. Airy light information particles of water, with water there is life. Lucky us the key access opening doors to bright new ideas for tomorrows, brings many new answers of hope and opportunity to prosper each precisely diff, had to be. We question the status quo, back to doe, to find its true we not know we can we do well with the freedom given without any structure some may fail to be their full cup responsiblity. So easily aimless in our search for discovery. Can we teach the importance of our train tracks and direction to goal, the serious and play. More Lessons to learn, the way you learn them is your very own golden priceless lessons. Equations of possible potentials adding hyroglyphics currently processing. Dont underestimate your potential to add your flair and only yours unique here w all of us THIS! in this incredible timeless moving clock ticking sprung. The issues you see arent bolder than the boulder in each of us, untaught, taunting, forgotten potential needing your very own exercisync. This is your gift to hone, your duty to meditate on. Your younique path is never wrong, the lessons might differ. Your here as a we and sacred it shall forever be. Carefully understand its a soft caress instead of the careless. Love is looking for you and your no where in sight. Yet where r u Giving your light? Breathing in air exhaling time as aging barbarians breaking of mandalas to build them a gain. Laying in Z accepting their ways. Did you fill up your tank to prepare for this day? Open your trunk you hold a metaphysical magical treasure, let the coins spill so its light as a feather! Who hoards in such lack? Only the fearful under attack! Whether or not we heal and laugh to make it better, it doesnt have to hurt this incredible. Obstacles, hurdles, challenge galore, the path isnt straight line is an S w her gorgeous curves! Women yes Women where art tho hidding? Holding their baby whos Bib sick and wailing. Licking calendars and calculators punching bags for all them haters. A goose is on the loose and so shall she be! Let her! Give her all the possibilities! Deprived we sigh and wish, another place, its not what u want, its this right here, fate. This mess we must Bless its our adundance. We just need to dance with it and sin less, yes yes! Encora! What we say we dont like we must finally accept, its not a fight, its ours all hours so watch as it transforms hatching never late. A tale of truth like u never did see, theres something to look at in every witch way, lets study the breeze. Tilting that flower, its all so amazing! De tails weve lost, now useless. Our life is in living color and were not dancing the morph? Waiting for what? Expired Mr. charming? Hes lost on his horse! Oops dont mean to offend just mean to be mean. Its not the only thing I want, trying to pry open my dreams! Wearing ties? Reboot! System down…. Without knowing what I want im going in rounds. Waiting says 8 does that mean forever? I might pop off like a firework direction heaven! So odd to be here without all in a hammock. I wonder and wonder zooming in, zoning out going spinny dipping dradle somewhere around the equator. I wonder if Equador has a door and if I should be more on the floor, my Earth my turf, the medicine is exposed! All easier, this is the principle Job. Blindly allowing the disconnection, so in need of protection. Give us this Day our daily bread, the herbs, weve heard enough BS. Cow dare you? Wankers! Bloody Wankers! Our Holy Land is sacred and whole. Dont poison w poise? Tricking the masses. Money’s for Monkeys! You probably wear glasses! & Slow as molasses!

Stay off my property! Its all mine to protect! Your uncaring sinister ass is gona get it, just wait! Hand cuffs and cuff linked, coughing from Covid. Youre going in a jail that sails to the Nordic! Lol 

Treat others w rights w dignity sir, have u heard it before your not the hero? Ego the devil when large as it is, feeding the wrong wolf deep within! 

Mr. Peace of Pooh you really did it, now poor U!

Slap 

And slap stick

And never come back here!

Ugh U-turn I wasnt expecting this last bit!

Hop in! -We arent Bored!!!!!

I have Nora Jones in my head…

I dont know why I didnt come….

Lol

She keeps saying that over and over tho… i would have said something else honestly.

I wish i was writing on my laptop but im on my phone and i dont wana write like this but i felt called to write. Tomorrow im going to a rehab… ive been avoiding it bc ive done this before… its gona be a miracle if its gona get me truly somewhere from here… honestly im honest and so i just have to keep learning and expanding and growing and eventually i will be more masterful than who i am here and now. Im highly intuitive and im already to help so many. Its taking effect w first me and then w my family… and friends… actually strangers more than friends LOL… and slowly but surely its like a shift. Once u do magic ppl look at you differently… their eyes. 

I believe in me. I dont need u to, i just need u to be the best person u can be for u, thats all. 

I love u. 

God is blessing you. 

Awoman.

Are you READY? On your Marks... Get SET ... GO!!!!!!....... >>>> Be Amazed, Be Human, Be Kind =)

 We say Ready, Set, Go a lot... more than we know... and race to the finish line....

We have started without being fully prepared and being prepared or ready is always an equilibrium depending on what we need to be ready for... as we have noticed we will be prepared for the cold with a sweater or blanket and prepared for walking on coral rock having the right shoes. We can also get lucky and ppl, places and mysteries giving us what we need, or what we are ready to notice and with timing and a sense of gratitude grasping for it!

So you can never be Ready for anything really and truly unless you are able to see how you don't need anything and that everything is a tool for maximizing LIFE ITSELF, if not, it might be in the way and therefore should belong somewhere else (maybe, maybe not, your call, we were given FREE WILL for you to find out more about this as you go about YOUR DESIRED LIFESTYLE, it doesn't need to make sense, its always going to be a work in progress and what we've been programmed to think is "Right" is only there to help guide like an outdated perspective from a caring family member. Take what you like and leave what you don't like we do with Religions, traditions, politicians, and our Amazon accounts!)

One of the problems today is TOO MANY CHOICES. It shouldn't be seen as a problem but it really sometimes is! But whats worse is choosing cheaper for the sake of saving a couple dollars and then owning a piece of crap thing that doesn't do its job well for your standards or the known fact that these cheap things are creating more trash and in the long run are much more expensive choices to buy into. This is not good Team Planet Earth bc we need to simplify and perhaps have lifespan testing for products and over all testing and sure fine options but since we are Globalizing we need this unmanipulated team of specialists in all areas that rate the products of each genre or of course ppl US ppl ourselves,,, but in a more simple graph that is verified for truth telling trustable sources and in a way that cannot be manipulated by marketing etc. something we can truly count on. The answers to this cannot be known prior to the people for investors to invest in before anyone. Where we make sure that a same product has a reason for winning some thing in each category,,, leaving consumers to make a proper decision not based off of price only of course anymore. Breaking items sent to be fixed by their factories and a note of those #s and all in public record access database. NO LIES JUST FACTS. Customers able to say what is missing straight to product manufactures and issues being addressed publicly for competitors to see a way to fill in the gap and fulfill the demand. 

Inventing companies partnering w manufacturers creating the products they dreamed of and showing faces of team members, manufacturing companies partnering together w regular ppl like shark tank can be on this same "AMAZON" like platform for products. 

ALL CREATIONS should have the sustainable concept in mind... or money given to projects having this nature. The reminder is AMAZON as in the rainforest and we need to have % of profit transactions going back to the planet in a select # of ways through scientist posted opportunities revolving around nature or positive progress ways for humans in need of basic needs such as clean water, housing, better more green transportation, refilling what we take back to our planet, modern solutions we would like to back and test from organized groups in leading SUSTAINABLE/ or POSITIVE PROGRESS SOLUTIONS. 

OR at check out letting consumers choose between 3 diff options of their own liking from company, their own preferred program or not closing and letting it be chosen for u. Like we said, we want to eliminate having so many choices and making it easier to choose and why. 

Thrift shops or second hand places need to be somewhat the availabilities for that community. The Homeless shelters or more shelters and all basic needs should be met by this over abundant day in age. we should just be more organized. Respecting objects is something that needs to be taught at a young age, Like the hours of a day divided into the amount of time spent meeting your NEEDS & DESIRES and then seeing the hours left to free willingly decide what you will do with them. Educating us to be more READY than BLUEY in the future of our society. Maybe we can be Violetty instead of Violent ;)

Taking the positives from a diciplined background in the Army, Navy, Marines, Boarding Schools, etc. and teaching the necessary while leaving the unnecessary and dunking it in LOVE. Breeding self sufficient, independent, people who have dreams that are heard and help in guidance to truly get there through Global togetherness and groupings where we give full attention to all individually and follow up with them therefore truly getting somewhere w fairness and deserved chance. Fitting in where we belong, learning and growing to get to where we want to go. Helpful Global community that functions besides the local community we should leave our caves to contribute towards. Community Service could also be paid since without the service of it we would have to pay anyway... this is just respecting Ppls time and the funding for this should be there,,, even and basic but hours that equal a rate taken out of taxes you need to pay for example. and Taxes themselves being automatically paid by the individual without the extra step to take out of their busy lives to do that. 

Through simplicity we can have more LIFE TIME... paying for parking is not easy enough! and our time is valuable! its one thing to have to pay but our cars could be scanned like a bar code for example, or we could pay for parking by the month or by the year, imagine that time saved? Its probably like a week of work time in total depending how much u get out of the house. what about the time we spend circling around and around not able to find a spot>? Can we get a discount on parking for that? LOL That Im kidding but do you care about the people? OR Do you now? GOOD. Getting Ready is a we thing. The Race is not individual its the Human Race and we need to help each other to get there like passing batons on a track race, The baton in our race has a reason, a lesson, a motive, its like love maybe even, the time spent w it we can't guarantee that that individual learned or heard what we wanted them to from it! With our over abundance we have even more variables to come into play, we also have free will and ppl think they can play this from home but they are being lied to and won't ever get the practice of playing the actual game alive and well, eventually they become unsocial and then old and miss life's opportunity to get out there and addicted they stay in their comfort zone unable to be anywhere close to where they should be but at learn they have access to delivery and they hold us back and become MUSH humans the ones that are easily manipulated and a waste of potential for our big grand Arangatang Fam! unarranged Gang they need drugs to help them w their hopelessness and companies see them as people they can scam with diet fads and useless crap and lies that they believe. 

The others aren't as able to be manipulated. They see past the word and it warps into Monkey Poo, they have no time for BS, they quickly laugh and think of what they should instead be MANIFESTING, bc they have control over their brains and become inspired to be great every chance they get. These ppl know the power of every second of time to be a chance to be #1 instead of 2 nd its a POSITIVE  experience proactive and if they pause its for balance and its for YOU! they pray for the ppl who don't pause and find stillness, they send them love. 

Like an animal about to eat its Prey, they Pray instead. Its just a more peaceful way and so they being "SET" and "READY" they can't Go til its all in harmony and united... The other ones have a lot of hate bc the games they are playing are ones that they keep on losing to. They don't realize that its like a casino full of desperation and sadness and its all really rigged. The games they are playing aren't even fun anymore bc they lose more than win and have wasted so much time chasing a shortcut to what they think is success to find out that that isn't the way its just sinister to think that would be a road to true happiness. 

So they are allowed to make the choice and life waits for them to see the bigger picture and decide to take the different road. One that demands them to speak w other human beings in person face to face. It isn't a game that can be found on your phone or tablet or laptop or even lap bottom. Its one that defies the game of life society has got us stuck to believing in and is empowering to say the least when opened up to play. You are then able to see the power over the system we come to have if we only reached out to know each other more like the human kind friends and family we forgot we are. Our forefathers and relatives knew their relatives and we wouldn't even know the half of it! We can actually WIN THE RACE without evil and Kindness is the only kind of element we needed! Each One of a Kind Human having an honorable moment of kindness w another like Community Kindness a new Community Service! Suddenly we are all much more able to function properly and find Kindness to be like currency and drop the need to put anything before that and just start to function together beautifully in a FLOWing masterpiece all done from our authentic selves not from a master, we all had to reach our own free will awareness to discover the light in us and that the powers are supportive of our evolution into Goodness and LOVE, the planet finally untwisted becomes a peaceful balanced "O" rounded and spiked in places like that of a heart, from our curves and mountains, or flying frisbee for those of u who believe in the flatness, the twist in a yinyawnd separating the good and bad and having us accept it as such kept the reason to rush, to fight, to always strive for never content and the competitive nature of life a silly game we couldn't win and lies and cheating the way instead of the TRUTH and CARE we deserve. At somebody expense someone was winning and sometimes by robing the planet of its resources and government not even governing where they should. Unlawfully Lie-ying and Lie-Yang no plan but a Pandemic and unheard of, never an on-time speaker of the house. Legal Lies I call it. and LEGALIZE it should be. Govern is the way I say Go... Go.

PS Be that! (the, little BEar full of Sweetness, Honey ;) but first ask the Bees! You can't be sweet 'til you TRY to Bee honey) 

Golden & Rich til Death do us part,

Always,

Forever Yours,

Kindred Spirits,

Together we are ONE of a kind! Alone its too hard and its only "kind of" lol

Untitled.

I am Loving. I dreamed of singing a song to share… i dont really do that… but it was my Loooooveeee If i did… it was to give my soul, and give an experience… i never yet did. I thought to. I am alone. I think alone, in regards to doing my goals i have no reason to join anyone in on what my things and desires may be… i let ppl be free on their own. But guess what?? Ive been stuck in a closet alone in a hurricane in a strange country… i would have rather been with you.

Goodness to Greatness…

Silence not violence

Think violet

Laced In lavender take part in joy today the dark-mess. God Bless. Give more take less for grand Gr-8 sh w-8… and see… 

Things are getting more and more clearly, in the light… lumier, Luz, La Luna white, the yellow light warm, it’s lit not brick road ! Mellow yellow w friends u move, u float, u sail smooth instead of snail. Free the shell 🐚 the walls the way to hell. He who wants this needs to breathe and work on trust and truth too to together bond in kind, human kindness. No highness more oneness to feel best. Heavens to Betsy your bestie! Love thy neighbor, love the whole hood! Love and u will see smiles til eternity ;) fun to think of, imagine! Pretty the Rules. Queen tell the man, how to be a gentleman! 

She’s taking her shell off, she’ll be back…
Eve Diaz is a Yin Yang when you come to think of it. From dark to light. Sorrow to happiness! 

Art for a little “Time Out”…

Petals in a time out sign. Collage crops w editing process, in the work in progress. Enjoying to create these like I used to LOVE. Color, words, in an edit, moving, evolving, growing. Paradise… like throw the dice… positive, pause it. With Trust and some contrast ;) snow top alps, dark frame, highlighted edge, tender, baby buds support. Awoman and her dream. Sim Tam Sun.

The Cross

Is us in the Universe like middle of the peace sign… that symbol there is of an arrow directing up, arms are down, knows where it’s going but can even bow it’s head down and move in the right direction. Eye on the goal, aligned w heart, mind, gut, aligned chakras therefore straight arrow body, strong tadasana stance, ready, knowing, peaceful, for the greater good not ego or egoistic reasons, non selfish, logical, believing the unforeseen path to be true, in complete trust. If we all do this we are a good working system like that of a healthy body, the organs like countries, the cells our homes, we are like atoms and atams being affected and doing our jobs, in unison what suffers somewhere in body affects the rest of it. An unbalanced chakra misaligns the others. Reiki, prayer, good healing music, meditation, detoxification, understanding, motive, in motion, no more locomotion just your path, tambonation, each of us learning yet affected by one another, awareness we can move past the past and through it, looping through the system, around the sun, our solar plexus, quantum quanTam, shine! Happy! Enjoy! In Joy! Joyful! Joy Full. Sadness does come. Letting go, knowing there is more to this existence for instance. In this instant, all possibility from here… once upon a time… 11 upon us Tam ;) haha it’s not my ego it’s an example! Ample space for all to dream but the common thread for the greater good must be how we can coincide, combine, unite, unbind, break through the walls they don’t approve, we will win, the good always does. Sit and smile. Wait for it. Winning inside is your side to cradle, rock a bye baby, tree tops where wind blows, clearing the negative, let it go. Rock in a mantra. Your the mandala, the one in charge. Free will. Free Willy! Free Whales 🐳 Free the animals, free our minds, free to chose a peaceful path, a happy world, we can create the infinite flower, flowing, abundantly, look at the trash, it’s all a cycle, manuer from cows feeding seeds from which we eat! Mushroom for all, so much space, so many shooting stars, shooting thoughts and feelings from our hearts. Signals and signs from our faces, in our postures, reactive, needing to stop not only to smoke pot. Shoot some hoop, shoopedoop, photo shoots, of deeper reasons, vulnerable if so truth but not of insecurities, we want to emit inspiration and pass on the loving feelings. All breathing, confidently embracing, this life we have to share… w nature. W the tree tops bearing fruit, through their roots they communicate, like headstands they are holding hands under ground. They are upside down and right side up pyramids, they represent the hourglass of time, spreading out on both extremes and narrowest at the bark waist. Hug the waist ;) don’t waste a hug. And so many little bugs 🐞. We are the same, we can be triangles since we can try again again every single day, women might be an upside down one and man a right side up one. Connected w the invisible other triangle half the one above us that we each can connect to. Women wide at spirit men w spirit meeting at that necessary powerful point. Women flipping the M into a W… able to gather more? Women w feminine the #9 man a #1 and the insisible God as 1 together = 11 Master # and horizontally and vertically # I see it italisized like TAMBONITAs ⛓️ chains woven together, that’s what it does. Bc we are moving that’s why, morphing and changing and from here it continues to be… or not to bee 🐝 multiplied. Just be greatful, bc you desire too…

2 be (happy and free) or not 2 🐝 

+2 or -1

+2 can make love ❤️ 

-1 needs love. 

Love Heals

LOVE tu/you FIRST! 

then,

BE HAPPY LIKE A BEE, FLOWING FROM BEAUTIFUL FLOWER TO FLOWER DIFF BEAUTIFUL COLORS, like a dream… make it happen. 

~Happy Happens~

I love you! 👁️💕☮️⛺️🔑🕉️💘🏴‍☠️

Rebel = Re belle… Super beaUtiful.

Sleeping Beauty, Spirit Awakened

 I have to stand up for myself, I feel the need to and that being my true self which is an "honorable Goddess" like ISIS who is in her truth... I just learned that ISIS wore cow horns on her headdress. Im just feeling the way they treat cows and Im supposed to help bring awareness to them. I am in a new chapter and learning a lot and keeping to myself and reading and doing me intuitively and focused on myself. So ISIS btw was a "woman of sorrows to console humanity" I on the other hand am bad at hearing a negative story bc Im such an empath that it affects me, in my body, and so I tell ppl not to even go there w me or teach them how to speak about it wo being affected, and that its best to talk about something else thats more uplifting and helpful to the vibrations since they will attract more of that by talking about it and it also affects me. SO, Im having to protect myself more and ground myself and be in control of my life and choosing what is good vibes for me thats for sure. I even learned that the Nile was made of her tears in Egyptian Mythology which is Myth-Illogical btw. She was a mistress of Magic, who helped the dead, she invented agriculture, the Queen of heaven, protector of Kings, she was loving and motherly, Patron Goddess of medicine and Fertility, she resembled Virgin Mary who represents also the North Star. They made temples of Isis and they were like cults about the secrets to eternal life secret religious initiations. 

Sounds like I really like her. Badass babe! 

Im feeling her energy. I feel like a Rebel w a cause. Re-belle btw too like an ISIS, or something strong and all knowing. I am highly intuitive and have psychic abilities and im on a one track mind knowing what im wanting and doing and if its not aligned w me its falling away. simple. Connected to the Devine, Happy, Enlightened, Assertive, Honest, Straight fwd, protecting my energy, cutting cords, focused on finances, feeling wise, the only way out is through, living less out of habit and more out of intent, setting intentions is where I AM, finding who to procreate with isn't easy, and filling my soul w LOVE since I have yet to truly know I have found my true match/counterpart. 

I am full of positive loving energy.

I love, support and believe in myself

but Im in Isolation. And acting like an Owl in the night. where its quiet and I can think. Its my spirit animal. Im gaining clarity. and yet finding time to make sure I do REST. Comfort, I am taking it and giving it... as well as sharing my creative gifts. Truth seeker, truth speaker, healer, angel & I feel my brilliance and I am humble, praying and ready to serve humanity and step up to better serve my soul tribe. 

Whoo Whooo?

Do you love? ;)

Love,

Tam

We are makers of Magic!

 Im going to try to communicate what is going on now that I have found but as you know sometimes Im in the Fool energy, sometimes the Magicians as a trickster and believing that things should be equal... etc. Reading the Native American Tarot cards I learned many new things... but its all correlating and saying similar things together! Of course it does! Thats why we can even feel whats right and what doesn't seem right sometimes... the message said don't FEAR especially "don't fear the fear of winning" which is the cutest little message isn't it? So, the Sand Painter is a card who we still know today... one who paints w sand, it is a temporary art and will be soon blown by the winds, This card brings LUCK is spiritual and artistic pursuits. BUT ONE MUST REMAIN IN TUNE WITH NATURE, thats huge! its really late now so I am not exactly in tune but I am by knowing im not how I will be amending it tomorrow by sleeping a whole day relaxing on the beach and so it goes back to "sand" bc YES that was my plan before I even pulled the card. "lack of concern brings erosion and decay" that goes for the leaders who are not concerned. It says new beginnings and to keep calm and plan carefully for the future. Im at a tipping point w so many things and know I need to really focus and get the support that I need and so deserve. But all in all I am very proud of myself. I am highly intuitive and can heal myself and LOVE MYSELF in a different way finally. its been a long journey to get here, I must be a late bloomer ;)

I have to work on my own belief system more, bc I am very authentic but I need to know what I want more clearly. Align w my purpose and step into my new clarity and sense of being having that inside of me to help guide me and give myself that INNER compass that knows the direction and moves toward it and be a money magnet, find my tribe to surround me w freedom and feelings of LOVE, healthy activities, listeners who are attuned, encouraging, warm, letting me shine and be appreciated. I feel my Power, I sense that Im Powerful, need to care for my gut specifically, eating more fiber, no cheese or dairy. 

The Medicine Shield was interesting to me as Inso for design for TAMBONITA so I was looking into the designs, the reasons for them and found information about Asclepius (which is the medical symbol w the snake on like a cane? He is the Ancient Greek God of medicine who possessed benevolent properties. SO like a snake... its Anti-venom used against his own poison... sound right? I see history is really interesting. Symbolism is part of it. 

Same with my strange description of a PEACE sign last post... well the Medicine Shield is similar in that a Medicine Wheel for example is a symbol of healing and health, in a "sacred hoop" and they use 4 main things in this EVEN peace sign design... Ironic!,,, The HEALER, The WARRIOR, The TEACHER, The VISIONARY each representing an element, a season and its a COMPASS! LIKE COME AND PEACE ? maybe>? Pass is Peace... Compeace. Its a balanced way of being, a healthy one!!!! We wouldn't need as much medical attention if we were all more healthy... so as we know its a corrupt system and these companies that sell us POISON donate TONS of MONEY to the diseases... so that doctors have patients and pharmaceuticals sell drugs and the whole world works as it does IN A SAD UNHEALTHY WAY instead of changing it into free healthcare for all, free food for all, free rent for all, and in abundance for ALL! FREEDOM and safety and harmony for ALL. No more Walls for ALL. More Waterfalls for ALL ;)

So what is my vision quest? The mirror of me is OUR WORK OF LOVE and that looks like TAMBONITA my weave, and Ball of Love my movie... my tattoo of a COMPASS on my right side under arm. Interesting right?

What is my individual medicine? THIS. expressing myself? Seeing things differently? Inspiring ppl, Communicating in my own way through feelings and intuition more than intellectually. To know what the Native Americans has on their medicine shield was what they sought, loved, feared, and dreamed of all drawn on animal Hyde in symbols and w decor. and the shield was not able to protect them actually, it was more decorative and they were put in their homes in a place of honor. w feathers hung from them etc.etc. It mentioned my delays in physical and material endeavors in life.

Even Deepak Chopra was talking about Chitam Mantras, TAM? wow. Im not full of myself I am not a narcissist but I do have to mention all these things that happened today... I don't usually mention all this stuff, I keep a lot to myself. CHITAM said this and it resonated strongly w me... Consciousness, truth which is how I write here... free flowing thought, good, bad & the ugly... I speak my mind and it shows us how we might think, how we can train our brains and so a mantra is the "taxi ride to JOY/BLISS!" So he is showing us the way, the trick!, to how to get there guys! Trust me it works! Yoga and singing mantras are amazing for the soul. The other part he mantioned was to make sure whatever we say is going to be something that brings JOY,,, so we've all made mistakes but we can start here now... so Spring Equinox our real NEW YEAR can actually be a NEW Beginning :) haha! Ra! Ra! 

"Feelings and emotional desires are strong& consequently u are an individual, determined, strong willed person" Yes I am.

Then, Im not done yet almost, I went grocery shopping after my own yoga outside w the breeze, the plants, I had the roots of trees in my hands and I squeezed them to send little love messages and so that they can communicate it to other plants LOL... the breeze blew stronger... etc, magical. Rode bike to the store and guess what? A red apple rolls out when NOBODY was there... and literally rolls out the apple are placement in a very UNLIKELY way and some other stranger noticed and said something too... I put it back and made some jokes out loud bc HELLO! what was that>??? and then I went back and had to get the Apple so that maybe tomorrow I can eat it. ;) 

Idk if Im Eve, Idk if my snake coil woven bags are the snake, Idk if Im RA the sun god, or all of them, or if im crazy, or if im delusional, or if im sick, or if we all are or what is going on, or even been sure of what I wanted, I do know knowing what u want is really important so that u can get it. But honestly this is all so MAGICAL.

Yes WE are :) 

Love always,

TAMBO

So I found my phone of course...

 That wasn't nice what I said but I joke. 

It kept me up that I couldn't find my phone and then I had to wake ppl up to help me find it and I found it in the most ridiculous place, on the edge of a table all nonchalantly by the front door of the house. I thought I... who knows but things happen! and they affect us in ways.

Even something so simple like that.

Speaking of EVEN Its prob spelled EVAN... bc I was doing some analyzing and there is an e and an a in Earth, Peace , Heal

Heaven

and Eden can become Edan Garden of Edan... for this strange reason...

for PEACE ... the symbol is like an e wrapping around the a and then the a has its little tail to the right which comes back around to create peace or to show the wave rhythm in the ocean or continuation of this Peace which is Male and Female Unison and Equal. So thats why we draw things to explain them. 

if the organic line of the yin-yang had another one like it intersecting it... u can start to see an e and an a meeting together and being inside the same circle the a tail of the woman creating like a wave pattern together w the bottom of the e.

I can't distinguish which is the Man of Woman from the letters A & E... Women Men, Man Woman, Male Female, and that we have both those inside of each of us. they r looking at each other, maybe in love, maybe kissing, and time stops like in an hour glass. 

from the top and bottom now picture two arrows pointing at each other in the MIDDLE of the circle...

Its the balance of this PEACE, Peaceful, Earth, Healed, like creating Heaven, not garden of Eden prob Garden of EdAn, Idk maybe I took it too far there ;) Garden of Aden Eden Adam Eve hmmm Eden ohhh EVEN :) Garden of Even they mean... for Peace? on Earth... Even Evan Aven "Ave DE PAZ" = WHITE DOVE of peace" EVEN GARDEN has the a/e... and its all connected so it still works in that order. 

Idk if u get it but its an interesting realization and it makes sense to me. 

Garden of Eden is Garden of God... God is the Big O in the Peace. the circle, the planet, the Ohm, the all together, We, n it keeps on going... like repetition and vibration... we affect others, even other planets *even the oddest* of things* lol

and Odd the Even is what they did w the peace symbol bc its supposed to be symmetrical when its actually complete, that part is just invisible and to be figured out bc things are invisible and its true.

Now I don't know if I like Biden bc For Bidden is like The Forbidden Fruit LMAO... so what am I supposed to think about THAT now???

Ugh Life is really complicated and its really supposed to be simple guys. 

PEACE <3 

is less than 3... its 1... all one... or 3 pieces that equal ONE ;) Maybe Love is Greater than Peace in its Power. True. 

<3<3<3

A good Peace :)

 Lost my damn phone again,,, I think these are now Russian spy roommates that I have... They might be... they def don't have the same morals LOL, I checked, #justsayin

But my phone really?

Too weird.

I got frustrated and poisoned myself... this is NOT my choice, this is triggered from STUPIDITY

Ppl hook up, I can't do it bc Im about something else. 

I want know LIES, what lies are LIES and which ones are REALLLLL LIES

im one pissed off random blond that has no clue what is going on. I don't like any of you ppl... u know which 

I spoke to my roommate for idk how many hours,,, she wasn't acting like a friend for a min and I can't accept that in my own house,,,, this and my own body is what im in charge off and lets not forget my dog! Roxy.... 

some shit is leading us to be pissed off... I FEEL IT! we could help each other and I see that too... what a bunch of crooks. 

I guess thats why I feel suicidal for the fourth power,,, DID u, yea, lil ole uuuuuu

knowwww that u can't say u had suicidal thoughts? NOPE not even after a Pandemic and a breakup w the boyfriend IT IS NOT BELIEVABLE. Exactly bc thats not FREE SPEECH ASSHOPLESSSSS

Uff that was a great mis punctuation. and that happens too... maybe somebody. has me programmed and im just a blond bimbo robot.... TAMMY FROM MIAMI.... so that... you guys think WOW???!!!!! she doesn't have sex bc we haven't figured out. the coochie on this ROBOTTTTam ;)

Do you really think so? I will always try. to be a better Robot for you. You have inspired me to be more Bananas :) Thank You... Will you ever give me peace? I will.

If I ruled the Atam...

An oath to Earth, a promise to our planet to treat her right. Making companies responsible for ending the making and selling us any more bad things, this ridiculous comment means that we are aiming for sustainable ideas, good products wo chemicals that kill, and aren't green. Think about it. Earth has a heart we must listen to her beat and its changing. I Speak from a cleared throat chakra, fine tuning my ways of communication, sound vibration in my voice as I speak it can heal the planet and w the right choice in words, inspire countries and nations. If sound heals so can the sound of our voice. Pick your words and battles, find peaceful resolutions. Then we are led to the 3rd eye view of our planet, we have to have a plan and then plant it. Growing flowing Oh’ing, loving, flowering. We Owe her one. Our Mother Earth in need of a plan to sea set sail, unity. Humans in harmony. Fully present, great full. Peace on EarthThank you please.

The Turtle egg shaped shell about to hatch RE-BIRTH is more of a sacred geometry turtles shell, it’s a green and blue home, our ohm, it’s a safe refuge, it’s our only place to call home, ours to share and to see flourish, blooming abundantly from the tiniest ant to bursts of joy-us healthy hearts beating together in Unison w the majestic magnetic warm Sun. A turn for Turtle it’s time to be wise as that old soul would, walk more slow u can see more, patience, take the time. Half of our turtle was upside down. carrying Mother Earth, each island like a turtle shell on its own but it’s ONE all 2gether. Tu, you, us, and 2 “come back”, hibernation, special breathing, Turtles can go under water not breathing for 100 days! we must begin to breathe again. To breathe or not to breathe? Let us Breath for the trees, & breathe in the light. Baby steps to the goal/dream. I have a dream… his dream is our dream! (MLK DAY TODAY when I wrote this). We are to Go deep! Get deep into the inner work, go the distance, creating a deeper connection, sea turtles; see yourself, checking your chakras for direction. 

Respect towards our ocean, our emotional body, as a coconut shell, sacred interior, the seed of life! Water of the sea and water for a seed and what we do see and learn about ourselves. 

Sustainable planet, vegan, herbivore, We live on a plant planet, its all alive! 

Don’t be a snappy turtle! Have Goddess Grace all of us from every race, not in a race! She is in control of her reactions. That's what is coming.

Removal of fears and tears

Causing a cure w a gentle stir 

To let us be free w a chance at peace 

Release the pulls of the tide 

All clear for intuitive are ears to hear the master plan our best ever planted planet present.

We are each our own little wave of water. Affecting each other. Sending special ripple effects. A human race ununited is a disgrace and choppy waters not harmony-us. Each Nike swoosh step in disaccord from all, each listening to their own headphones in their heads disconnected. 

Missing our chance for abundance kismet connections. From 8   two diff opposing circles we must untwist ourselves to become one circle. Believing we can live wo evil and make the changes necessary to be a whole 1 circular like the sun. All rays, always, shining not dimmed nor dark. Protecting our crazy, our future, our babies, our food, our time of leisure, our land, 

Like barb wire, and the wired differently. Co-creating more than independently writing, Re-wiring, transitioning our mind fully for better conscious thought. 

A rainbow  hugged around us into an infinite bow double rainbow to remind us to be present! 

Duality, less do, go slow, don’t stop. 

One beautiful Rose but together we Rise like every spectacular sunrise.

 

Do reminder and don’t forget to break for tea.. Do, Re, Mi, Sola, Tea   Medi/tea

Do find time to read

Rays of sun

Do a Run 

Mi- I AM…

Treat yourself 

To do lists, follow ups. 

Feminine, bath, self love appmt, beauty, 

Organize, eliminate, de clutter

Volunteer old folks etc

Unity is all unicorn horns pointing in same direction. Towards the light 

ask why, its wise to know.

The way that unites us is by being human and kind.

Hum Ohm for unity=

HUMuNity with OHM

OHHHMMMYYY infuse GOODNESS/GOD

OHMUNITY / HUMANITY 

U MAN AND FEMINITY TOGETHER IS US/WE more FUN TOGETHER THAN ALONE

ALONE is ALL ONE anyway but not as fun

For Fun this is Fundamental! 

AS ONE WONDERFUL PLANET 

Or Awful, an option, a shame. 

PLANTS here & PLANETS out there

Maybe it’s me the ending Ty- T! I WANT TO KNOW WHY TOO. 

The tea to drink

To infuse peace

Or the other versions of me affecting the grand scheme of things. Each of us a T a Jesús but holding up, be strong, in balance, clear not out of focus, not low res, a good T to be the type of UNITY, PROSPERITY we want to see! -Beauty! 

Picked up by a Yukon bc sign saying YOU CAN (so can u). So I’m seeing it like this. Not exactly doing it all the way yet but getting the mesgs and for that I’m great full to be who I am one who can see through the eye in me. I AM part of the U, Universe. UNITY it’s saying clearly what to be. This is it, be the best before we can truly rest (RIP). How about we peace before we rest. 

To be the sun one must shine 

Even on the other side, shine in your sleep, sleeping fully, dreaming big, receiving answers to create, to be great, for when awake a pretty pattern in our water & swirling through the air, fully present giving your gifts and able to receive from another peace of this explorative circular circ-us always ready to interact and share a laugh! 

“She says I am the one Micheal” on radio in Lyft … U are! 

After the One Hotel back door didn’t open for her. 

Eye of the tiger w my tiger eye. 

A Sunset w sun character sculpture 

Vitamins I bought in an empty EMPTY! container what’s empty must be filled. Or I see it as a waste of space for more vitamins … they must be doing something to get away with that… like a hiding spot in my opinion nobody checking on that?

Traffic might help the economy that’s why they don’t do anything to fix it.

We aren't in flow. Finding ways to Fix it.

Sun Reigns.

Infinity or yin yang is in movement, has both good and bad and so the planet is twisted. 

Our planet at Peace is stillness, its OHM as 1.

There is a difference, I think we can see it all as GOOD and the things change with perspective.

We will then be united all a piece of the peace... and at ease... not fighting. This mission is for HUMANITY to be complete.

I cannot believe

Im in absolute awe of everything every little thing even all that I am feeling, like, a lone and all.. I know this can’t be forever so I look Fwd to holding my hostage by the neck in one hand… like a winning psycho bitch..: so that every one is scared. 

Ok fine

I am done!

I see it!

The music is not helping matters!!!!

They r taking it out on me guys and it’s not funny

I can’t make u guys do

THINGS

BUT MUSIC CAN..:

U ok?

The only thing

I wasn’t there.

 ST🛑P

There was no horse…

You imagined the horse….

Whoa!

Oknnoooootokayyyyy!

Where r u from?

Just curious ;)

Hi

What’s my name?

;)

You have to guess…

Mmmmmm

Nope…

That’s not it either…

What could it be?

Idk it.

I forgot.

Hahhahaa

I’m lost in SPACE!

It’s a new place ;)

To: Title

I cannot believe that we r connected and that THAT SPELL CHECK could be soooooo baaad. Wow. Making us look bad. Wow. Idk why I’m even here. I really ideally rather be dead… that is a SUCH better look than that of YOUR TEAM… my TAM would be more LOVING, MORE WAAYYYYY MORE BETTER… (you better get your shit together) 222222 

Get

Getherrrrr?

2.

Z?

Take care of the Rest…

Talking to myself and caring for myself and being careful and super productive re-arranging my home, making time for creating, and the mundane tasks are getting done thoroughly. I’d say I’m being super motivated and efficient and happy in doing all these things. Weekends I choose to spend w my parents and I don’t see it any other way. Not letting myself be affected by others’ negativity as much and able to see it and how I get affected but I tap in to talk to myself and tell myself how much I love ya and w sweetness I feel myself pick up and smile and move on smoothly. 

I’m still in my hybernation mode and not ready to go back out and socialize yet, I don’t have a loop to check out either. I’m 39 now and I am a pretty fascinating woman if u ask me. My flaw is like a quirk and if u laugh we’ll be better off. 

I have a year ahead of me that will have its challenges and the programs I’m in are my priority. Today I completed an online course and I’m very glad that is finished and so it’s a lot of things going on that I need to be aware of. Emails, passports, Dr appmts, revising and organizing, yoga, eating healthy, caring for Roxy and  giving her her meds, I wish somebody was here to feel their warmth and be supportive that’s lacking but usually I’m doing pretty good. It’s a girls dream desire. I know what I deserve now. I won’t easily settle. I want to Love somebody. I’m practicing self love for now and getting ready for somebody special to come into my life and add to my life: how do I find this person? Help me Lord! 🙏🏼

I am good, I am happy,  I am strong, wise, kind, 

Wishing for the best for all and now it’s time I rest. Xoxoxox 

Brrrright Star

Today was super cold for Miami. Sometimes I do wonder if they can control the weather, whoever the government, bc it was cold and maybe it was for the global warming… to make it colder? I know it sounds a lil far out but it was a thought… I don’t remember it ever being THAT cold here. I decided to stay in all day but dressing correctly and doing something wouldn’t have been so bad bc the sun was out! I only went out to get a new heating pad for my lower back, some flowers for the house, and a few other things. Brrr I hav the heater on now. Trying to do a night cap w some writing which I’ve enjoyed to do to wind down. I didn’t eat enough today and but drank lots of water, almond milk and even tea. Has a toast w cream cheese that I couldn’t finish and a sweet potato that I did eat. But thats not really enough. I was alone and played the crystal bowl, my tamborine and drummed to songs on YouTube that I played. Sort of felt like a meditation. I’m not bad, I actually have rhythm. But it’s not like I’m gona go be in a band or something… it’s just a fun hobby that I enjoy improvising. The crystal bowl I have idk what chakra it’s for which is bugging me bc I just signed up for a Sound Healing certification online!!! I’m actually really excited about it bc maybe it works more than the yoga instructor… the yoga has been fantastic for ME, I’m able to teach and have some a lil to friends and cousins but not a real paid class yet. I need to practice teaching til I feel I got it. Some of my peers are already teaching and I’m taking their class! Chiara was a girl who would drive me home from yoga sometimes and she wanted to go back into acting and she’s teaching which basically IS acting, a little bit! And she’s really great! She’s totally got it. 

Next weekend I finally get my hardship lisense. I plan to self love and self care even more than ever bc I will have the power and freedom to take myself and my dog to places like the beach and to appmts and to windowshop Bal harbor and design district on the regular. I just need to be out there more I’ve been stuck and it’s going to get better! I’m determined to improve. I see that I got myself to this place. I am really open to traveling more this yr in search of inspiration and new designs to work w manufacturing and see what’s out there that I can make and create abundance. 

Simply Fly

Monday the 9th, the #9 keeps coming up. Tons of numerical messages and I’m paying attention. Went to the beach today, the water was clean and crisp. Roxy needs those walks in the sunshine. I think I should make a boardwalk bike ride or jog a Sunday thing. Tomorrow yoga then meeting w Mom. 

My Life Path #3…

youtube video life path #3

https://youtu.be/0QDlSRiV2EQ

I especially liked this video. I need to take care of my spark! I have to self care, nurture my artist. Find ways to stimulate myself like by traveling and being around others. I’m here to keep balance bc I can get 100% and vise versa 100% sad w no inbetween. As you guys familiar to my blog posts I’ve come here to write and share mostly in times of imbalance where I wasn’t feeling my best. When I was feeling myself I was OUT THERE HAVING FUN AND SHINING MY LIGHT MAKING PPL LAUGH AND BEING ENTERTAINING OR CREATIVE. I could have been judged as “too much” and that is also so on point. My inner child needs to do what it does, be the talented golden child and create and use my gifts and talents which a lot of times means PLAY. I’m here to reshape the world, be bold, & break the mold! Not to follow the norm. What feels right is when my mind and heart are aligned, both logic and feelings… to create paradise. And never wana be stuck, lacking a sense of commitment. Visionary, Creator, Manifestor, curious, inquisitive, adventurous, youthful spirit, sharp, funny, sarcastic, happy go lucky at best. Not a Copycat!!!  Sometimes seen as a trouble maker bc these types are movers and shakers, like to push boundaries, for example giving them a toy and they begin to use it in diff new ways that it’s not supposed to. That’s what a creative 3 is meant to do! They like new experiences, are inventive and innovative, & that’s how it’s done! Non conformists who love to be active and social and if not accepted they feel bad. They love community. They have a life path of EXPRESSION AND COMMUNICATION! They will learn how to conmuniacate effectively, they must find balance not say too much. 🙏🏼 the misuse of words can be my downfall. What I say can make an impression and be remembered. I must choose my words as if they were diamonds 💎 and make things crystal clear. How terrible of me not to give others a chance to speak ;) I think I did. LEARN TO LISTEN. Words can get me in trouble. Overly critical is not a fun person to be hanging out with, it’s a destructive not creative energy. 3s are here to inspire and at the same time they feel like an equal, not better or inferior to others. 3s like other artists bc like them they can feel and express. You know you can laugh it all off w humor but r u truly happy? There is a difference there and that is your true self mastery. I need to let go of all the sadness, anger, fear that is inside of me and be my authentic light. Find your way to genuine self approval. You want to be liked and sometimes worry about what others think, this isn’t good to do. Be you. Be in nature where u feel calm and centered. Needing some input fron others to grow. Your need to be right stops the possibility to learn new things and lessons which are expansive to your soul and good for your relationships. With new knowledge you will communicate better and have fresh things to share. Express spectacular originality! Real beauty is on the inside and you need to express it as the creative genius that you are. This could help you become more popular ;) Take responsibility for your own life, happiness & mistakes. If your ideas are not original your imagination is not free and a free imagination is limitless. 

But when 3s realize that intelligent, timely and purposeful communication is their function in life, we see and hear a person who has the power to learn new things and to influence and inspire the entire world. That is why you are here and, in this age of lies and misinformation, yours is a serious mission indeed.

You are here to turn ideas into reality.

“Your appearance – your physical presence – mirrors what you are feeling on the inside. Once you recognize your self-consciousness and learn to relax with yourself, inside and out, you will attract the right people, instead of a string of superficial acquaintances who are going nowhere and have nothing to offer.”

life path #3https://www.bustle.com/life/life-path-number-3-meaning

https://creativenumerology.com/life-path-number/3-destiny-path/

Hand wrote a bunch of notes which I will rewrite here. This is extremely helpful for me to learn and feels so on point! 

My Expression # is 9 two ways, w my birth certificate name and w my name I’m most known by. when I spell my name differently by dropping my second last name like we use both in Europe I get #7 which also resonated. 

…

https://www.worldnumerology.com/numerology-expression/expression-number-meaning/9.html

Or 

https://www.worldnumerology.com/numerology-expression/expression-number-meaning/7.html